TGIF... Mean it in bright bold letters. I am emotionally drained, physically tired and mentally challenged. I feel as a big amorphous blob that moves from one place to the other engulfing everything at its path, so everything stays within making it bigger and more terrible. I feel hazardous and beaten... maybe even a bit radioactive at this time. I'm still musing on the matter of the class, still outraged, still hurt about it. And work has left me in empty today... I have absolutely nothing more to give for this last half hour... Just sitting here, looking pretty. ;) There are 2 assignments I'll try to get done tonight... I have been thinking of quitting this whole AIO thing... Look for getting rid off my constant tired state... Getting sleep and playing dungeons 5 times a week. I feel the magic is gone. I wont make any decisions until Spring Break is over, for the summer session, though... I know that making big decisions when you are mad is never clever. I have been playing with the idea of perhaps just going for the fucking International Business Doctorate. That's what I should've done instead of doing this... start over... allowing people to step over you when you know what you are... I'm not 17 anymore. I don't know yet... I am tempted... I still have many plans that links everything to my life's road and the plan B and C are included. I have plans for everything. I will just give one last try, and see if things are worth it... The no sleep, the giving more than 100%... I am running for Masochist of the Year, perhaps?

Tonight will be a long night...

Want to squeeze The Matrix... Maybe... I don't know... I feel so depressed... When will a meteor hit me?