and Hospitals
Friday night, Groundel was back to the hospital. Shivers, fever, bad leg. The usual by now… LadyDeath stayed with him, and they were out by 2am. At least he looked more alive, he had been saying too much bull… funny waking dreams o algo…
Yesterday was a movie night. Rented Black Dahlia and LakeHouse. Black Dahlia was quite a big disappointment… The only cool thing was the musical videos featuring dismembered body parts, the two leatherface wannabe’s and the psyco-school girl… dancing to 40’s grooves. Besides that… crappy crappy crappy. LakeHouse, a good movie I already talked about a month ago or so… It saved the night, true story.
Today… Feeling lazy. Watching Monsters Inc… The mandatory date with the married couple is tonight, and afterwards should rush to bed… Gotta wake up at 4am to be at work site at 5am… Training in San Juan from 8am to 4pm… So I expect to arrive by 8pm… That will be the schedule for Monday and Tuesday… But, never fear… Nothing shall ruin the Halloween’s nightmares! Tuesday night, witches and succubies and warlocks and vampires unite!
10-4
Sunday, October 29, 2006
Friday, October 27, 2006
Pain and SAW
... good idea, bad execution...
Last night was busy, as usual… I am still sleepy & tired as usual…
Guess that is building up and will implode next week, you’ll see…
Saw SawIII last night… Not so bad, not so good, at least it has a plot (opposite Texas Chainsaw Masacre which had none)… The ending was quite blah but well… what can I expect… Not that it is a very original concept… But sadly nothing else worth seeing at the theaters…
Groundel doing so-so… still with fever and the leg in pain…
Coriolis in training. At least he seems to be having fun.
Lucinda and her gang will be off to the beach for a weekend family getaway... Good luck! ;)
Zordak driving Miss V around, being very patient.
Me? Well… Eyes bothering, migraine, tired as hell, and counting. Want to take my vacation days, still waiting for an answer… Ahhhhhhhhh! I just wanna get the heck outta here! (Breathe in-breathe out).
Plans? Foggering my house, maybe some light on the issues, maybe moving some furniture… We’ll see how the weekend unfolds…
10-4
Last night was busy, as usual… I am still sleepy & tired as usual…
Guess that is building up and will implode next week, you’ll see…
Saw SawIII last night… Not so bad, not so good, at least it has a plot (opposite Texas Chainsaw Masacre which had none)… The ending was quite blah but well… what can I expect… Not that it is a very original concept… But sadly nothing else worth seeing at the theaters…
Groundel doing so-so… still with fever and the leg in pain…
Coriolis in training. At least he seems to be having fun.
Lucinda and her gang will be off to the beach for a weekend family getaway... Good luck! ;)
Zordak driving Miss V around, being very patient.
Me? Well… Eyes bothering, migraine, tired as hell, and counting. Want to take my vacation days, still waiting for an answer… Ahhhhhhhhh! I just wanna get the heck outta here! (Breathe in-breathe out).
Plans? Foggering my house, maybe some light on the issues, maybe moving some furniture… We’ll see how the weekend unfolds…
10-4
Can I PLAY
with MADNESS
Give me the sense to wonder
To wonder if I'm free
Give me a sense of wonder
To know I can be me
Give me the strenght to hold my head up
Spit back in their face
Don't need no key to unlock this door
Gonna break down the walls
Break out of this bad place
Can I play with madness - the prophet started at his crystal ball
Can I play with madness - there's no vision there at all
Can I play with madness - the prophet looked and he laught at me
Can I play with madness - he said you're blind too blind to see
I screamed aloud to the old man
I said don't lie don't say you don't know
I say you'll pay for your mischief
In this world or the next
Oh and then he fixed me with a freesing glance
And the hell fires raged in his eyes
He said do you want to knowthe truth son
- I'll tell you the truth
Your soul's gonna burn in the lake of fire
Can I play with madness - the prophet started at his crystal ball
Can I play with madness - there's no vision there at all
Can I play with madness - the prophet looked and he laught at me
Can I play with madness - he said you're blind too blind to see
Can I play with madness - the prophet started at his crystal ball
Can I play with madness - there's no vision there at all
Can I play with madness - the prophet looked and he laught at me
Can I play with madness - he said you're blind too blind to see
-Iron Maiden, Can I play with madness
Give me the sense to wonder
To wonder if I'm free
Give me a sense of wonder
To know I can be me
Give me the strenght to hold my head up
Spit back in their face
Don't need no key to unlock this door
Gonna break down the walls
Break out of this bad place
Can I play with madness - the prophet started at his crystal ball
Can I play with madness - there's no vision there at all
Can I play with madness - the prophet looked and he laught at me
Can I play with madness - he said you're blind too blind to see
I screamed aloud to the old man
I said don't lie don't say you don't know
I say you'll pay for your mischief
In this world or the next
Oh and then he fixed me with a freesing glance
And the hell fires raged in his eyes
He said do you want to knowthe truth son
- I'll tell you the truth
Your soul's gonna burn in the lake of fire
Can I play with madness - the prophet started at his crystal ball
Can I play with madness - there's no vision there at all
Can I play with madness - the prophet looked and he laught at me
Can I play with madness - he said you're blind too blind to see
Can I play with madness - the prophet started at his crystal ball
Can I play with madness - there's no vision there at all
Can I play with madness - the prophet looked and he laught at me
Can I play with madness - he said you're blind too blind to see
-Iron Maiden, Can I play with madness
Thursday, October 26, 2006
Cars, legs, and Cthulhu
o algo... LOL Too many events, too little time…
Tuesday: The mage’s broom broke down and so it was the quest for a mechanic… We went to the cock’s place (that’s the name of the garage… no pun intended), left the car there, went on with paying off things and trying to find the time to actually rest.
Wednesday: No water at work meant that I was off my office by midday. So… Took the mage to do lunch and then delivered him at his slave center… work… Went on to take my aunt in her paycheck frenzy at the grocery… Arrived in time before sunset, so took some plants that I was to deliver to Lady Death and… delivered them… Duh! Groundel didn’t look so good… well, he never does… So, the three of us went to hunt for food. Wanted to see a movie but nothing caught our interest. Delivered the kids and went home… Just when I was in the middle of watching a TV show after almost 4 months of not doing so, got a call from Groundel… His leg got really bad, and so I had to take him to the hospital… There came the comedy flick about my husband… Tadaaaaaaaa! And then I flew away to get the mage at his work… Awake until midnight, waiting for a hospital call but nothing… Big headache and much sleep.iness so went home…
Today… Got a call from LadyDeath. Groundel stayed at the hospital all night long and right before I go to work he was thrown from the hospital. Que mal…Picked them up, and so they are safe and sound at their home… sort of. The leg looks bad, but at leat it is not like cooked ham.
Still on the making of… The day began running fast… Now at work, arrived almost late… Had to wear my contacts again since I couldn’t go to an eye doctor yesterday… which suck, I hate wearing them because I feel them bothering me all the time… But it’s either that or migraine for wearing sunglasses that have a very outdated prescription… Ugh!
Will the car be ready today? Will everything be alright? Are there blue bunnies in the prairie? Will there ever be a Xena movie? Will I ever get a vacation date? Will Coriolis ever go get the Caparra thing? So many questions! So little answers!
Tired. On the edge of burning out. But… the show goes on…
10-4
Tuesday: The mage’s broom broke down and so it was the quest for a mechanic… We went to the cock’s place (that’s the name of the garage… no pun intended), left the car there, went on with paying off things and trying to find the time to actually rest.
Wednesday: No water at work meant that I was off my office by midday. So… Took the mage to do lunch and then delivered him at his slave center… work… Went on to take my aunt in her paycheck frenzy at the grocery… Arrived in time before sunset, so took some plants that I was to deliver to Lady Death and… delivered them… Duh! Groundel didn’t look so good… well, he never does… So, the three of us went to hunt for food. Wanted to see a movie but nothing caught our interest. Delivered the kids and went home… Just when I was in the middle of watching a TV show after almost 4 months of not doing so, got a call from Groundel… His leg got really bad, and so I had to take him to the hospital… There came the comedy flick about my husband… Tadaaaaaaaa! And then I flew away to get the mage at his work… Awake until midnight, waiting for a hospital call but nothing… Big headache and much sleep.iness so went home…
Today… Got a call from LadyDeath. Groundel stayed at the hospital all night long and right before I go to work he was thrown from the hospital. Que mal…Picked them up, and so they are safe and sound at their home… sort of. The leg looks bad, but at leat it is not like cooked ham.
Still on the making of… The day began running fast… Now at work, arrived almost late… Had to wear my contacts again since I couldn’t go to an eye doctor yesterday… which suck, I hate wearing them because I feel them bothering me all the time… But it’s either that or migraine for wearing sunglasses that have a very outdated prescription… Ugh!
Will the car be ready today? Will everything be alright? Are there blue bunnies in the prairie? Will there ever be a Xena movie? Will I ever get a vacation date? Will Coriolis ever go get the Caparra thing? So many questions! So little answers!
Tired. On the edge of burning out. But… the show goes on…
10-4
Monday, October 23, 2006
Many faces of ...
life...
ABOUT STUPIDITY
You try to help… Sometimes that is all you simply do, help. Why? Because you can, because you care… And somehow it is written in words of fire that “Thou shall always receive a bite from the one you help”. And the story repeats itself over and over and over. And it reaches an edge… And then it falls through an endless pit in which it will keep falling without hitting bottom. Shit happens. People change. But the more something changes the more it stays the same…
I have a very annoying habit. It is called “stumbling upon a rock, falling, getting up and then stumbling upon the same rock again, and again, and again”. One should be patient and tolerant and kind and understanding… but there is a thin line between being enlightened and being stupid. Seems people think I am stupid just because of the way I look, or because of the way I think, or because I have deep feelings for my friends and I am not ashamed to show it in everything I do.
Guess it is stupid to want to fix what the world brands as un-fixable… just because you know it can be fixed… Guess it is stupid to believe that in the end good things come to those who wait because in the end the hardest the task, the greater the reward. Guess it is stupid to show respect and kindness treating others as you wish others to treat you. Guess is stupid to get hit on one side of the face, and then give the other side so it gets hit as well. Guess it is stupid to help stand those who fall, heal anyone sick, lift the spirits of someone sad, give food to those with hunger, give shelter to those without roof, give love to those who are lonely… Guess it is stupid to want to make a difference by believing, by having faith, by keeping hope, by making dreams come true… Guess it is stupid to cry because polar bears will die soon, because of the global warming and its effect on glaziers… And it is stupid to think of all the trees that are cut down each day, and all the cats and dogs that are humanely euthanized because they have no home and the shelter has no funds to give them a chance of life… It is stupid to know that a pig has the brain of a 4 year old child… and yet get killed in the worst way possible… as if they felt nothing…
If all of this is stupid… by all means, YES I AM STUPID. And guess what? I LIKE IT. It is called having a heart, dispelling shadows, living life to the fullest, bringing smiles to sad hearts… The important things are not the material things, but the invisible ones. Keep an unchained heart, help others soar in their flight… and then you’ll be really free… If at the end of the day I can go to sleep with a smile in my lips, it is all worth it, even if I get bitten…
I wish people could understand what real life is all about… Sadly, in this cursed island that is an un-existent, un-important truth. People think they are the smartest or the slyest, or the most cool… simply because they get instant gratification through being mundane and vulgar and average and non-creative and conformists. What a sad society of vermin, of followers of mediocrity! The more I think of it, the more I see it, the more stupid I want to become.
ABOUT MY WEEKEND
Well… Went on Friday with LightShadow and Groundel to see the Feast of the Goat movie… Was really disgusted by it… Sorry, didn’t like it… not my favorite genre, but hey, at least it was entertaining. The night went on smoothly, good company and good conversation. Hope that everyone else agrees. Happy B-Day to LS! Met the mage almost reaching midnight, so we crashed at the den for a while. I was not feeling too good, so I went home.
Saturday was an ode to being lazy… Watched 3 movies, ate and sleep a-lot. Complete with Ruffles and everything. Too tired to do anything else but vegetate… Oh, yes, it was beautiful!
Sunday, woke up early and so I did the laundry and some cleaning. Met the mage, his munchkin, the family, the Pura Brisas elderly and finally crashed at the den, again… A creamy ice-scream, long talk and sleep by 3am… Wheeeee o algo…
ABOUT THE CREW
The ship seems to be sinking… Abandon ship! Wish there was a nice helm that could replace the broken one, but wishful thinking does not help much…
Groundel being himself… not taking care of himself… he was told by the doc that he better make something and change his food intake so medicines actually work… Dunno about that one, he always ends up doing simply what he wants… which is rarely good.
LadyDeath wants a dressy for the Morrigan ensemble… Hopefully she’ll get it. Been told that there is a 50% at HT, so we may pass by our favorite store. I need to get a whip…
Coriolis missing in action… HOPE YOU GOT THE CAPARRA THING! I know, you been busy with the presentation… Hopefully you will have some time to actually have a decent talk… :P
LightShadow still impressing all with her public figure aura and her movie database prowess. FIGHT THE REAL ENEMY!
Lucinda feeling that she’s a MAN and she’s HUNGRY and she deserves a WHOPPER. Roleplaying, people… Make believe… As in… Have you watched any TV commercials lately? Geesh! People!
Joe… Don’t know anything and I’m too scared to find out. One thing is certain, he’s staying away from deadly curves near local malls…
Karah… Her baby is quite a man already! Eating and sleeping and screaming… LOL Well, don’t expect any less than a Rock or something… So much potential due to godly genes…
Zordak... Locked up in his tower of terror, teleporting goodies and stuff, showing off his magical cauldron and all the portals it can open. Besides that, very much alive and kicking… And each day, granting gifts that I never imagined…
ABOUT THE WITCH
An overall of being pissed by people (the usual), but feeling blissfully blessed… These last four days have been filled with many moments… Drama, intrigue, thrillers, horror, action, but above all… love… in all its guises and ways. I feel I am actually heading somewhere, the destination being the reaped harvest of so much sacrifice and woes…
People, believe in faeries and pixies and dragons and brownies and goblins… They do exist. And magic simply turns the world around… upside down… inside out.
10-4
ABOUT STUPIDITY
You try to help… Sometimes that is all you simply do, help. Why? Because you can, because you care… And somehow it is written in words of fire that “Thou shall always receive a bite from the one you help”. And the story repeats itself over and over and over. And it reaches an edge… And then it falls through an endless pit in which it will keep falling without hitting bottom. Shit happens. People change. But the more something changes the more it stays the same…
I have a very annoying habit. It is called “stumbling upon a rock, falling, getting up and then stumbling upon the same rock again, and again, and again”. One should be patient and tolerant and kind and understanding… but there is a thin line between being enlightened and being stupid. Seems people think I am stupid just because of the way I look, or because of the way I think, or because I have deep feelings for my friends and I am not ashamed to show it in everything I do.
Guess it is stupid to want to fix what the world brands as un-fixable… just because you know it can be fixed… Guess it is stupid to believe that in the end good things come to those who wait because in the end the hardest the task, the greater the reward. Guess it is stupid to show respect and kindness treating others as you wish others to treat you. Guess is stupid to get hit on one side of the face, and then give the other side so it gets hit as well. Guess it is stupid to help stand those who fall, heal anyone sick, lift the spirits of someone sad, give food to those with hunger, give shelter to those without roof, give love to those who are lonely… Guess it is stupid to want to make a difference by believing, by having faith, by keeping hope, by making dreams come true… Guess it is stupid to cry because polar bears will die soon, because of the global warming and its effect on glaziers… And it is stupid to think of all the trees that are cut down each day, and all the cats and dogs that are humanely euthanized because they have no home and the shelter has no funds to give them a chance of life… It is stupid to know that a pig has the brain of a 4 year old child… and yet get killed in the worst way possible… as if they felt nothing…
If all of this is stupid… by all means, YES I AM STUPID. And guess what? I LIKE IT. It is called having a heart, dispelling shadows, living life to the fullest, bringing smiles to sad hearts… The important things are not the material things, but the invisible ones. Keep an unchained heart, help others soar in their flight… and then you’ll be really free… If at the end of the day I can go to sleep with a smile in my lips, it is all worth it, even if I get bitten…
I wish people could understand what real life is all about… Sadly, in this cursed island that is an un-existent, un-important truth. People think they are the smartest or the slyest, or the most cool… simply because they get instant gratification through being mundane and vulgar and average and non-creative and conformists. What a sad society of vermin, of followers of mediocrity! The more I think of it, the more I see it, the more stupid I want to become.
ABOUT MY WEEKEND
Well… Went on Friday with LightShadow and Groundel to see the Feast of the Goat movie… Was really disgusted by it… Sorry, didn’t like it… not my favorite genre, but hey, at least it was entertaining. The night went on smoothly, good company and good conversation. Hope that everyone else agrees. Happy B-Day to LS! Met the mage almost reaching midnight, so we crashed at the den for a while. I was not feeling too good, so I went home.
Saturday was an ode to being lazy… Watched 3 movies, ate and sleep a-lot. Complete with Ruffles and everything. Too tired to do anything else but vegetate… Oh, yes, it was beautiful!
Sunday, woke up early and so I did the laundry and some cleaning. Met the mage, his munchkin, the family, the Pura Brisas elderly and finally crashed at the den, again… A creamy ice-scream, long talk and sleep by 3am… Wheeeee o algo…
ABOUT THE CREW
The ship seems to be sinking… Abandon ship! Wish there was a nice helm that could replace the broken one, but wishful thinking does not help much…
Groundel being himself… not taking care of himself… he was told by the doc that he better make something and change his food intake so medicines actually work… Dunno about that one, he always ends up doing simply what he wants… which is rarely good.
LadyDeath wants a dressy for the Morrigan ensemble… Hopefully she’ll get it. Been told that there is a 50% at HT, so we may pass by our favorite store. I need to get a whip…
Coriolis missing in action… HOPE YOU GOT THE CAPARRA THING! I know, you been busy with the presentation… Hopefully you will have some time to actually have a decent talk… :P
LightShadow still impressing all with her public figure aura and her movie database prowess. FIGHT THE REAL ENEMY!
Lucinda feeling that she’s a MAN and she’s HUNGRY and she deserves a WHOPPER. Roleplaying, people… Make believe… As in… Have you watched any TV commercials lately? Geesh! People!
Joe… Don’t know anything and I’m too scared to find out. One thing is certain, he’s staying away from deadly curves near local malls…
Karah… Her baby is quite a man already! Eating and sleeping and screaming… LOL Well, don’t expect any less than a Rock or something… So much potential due to godly genes…
Zordak... Locked up in his tower of terror, teleporting goodies and stuff, showing off his magical cauldron and all the portals it can open. Besides that, very much alive and kicking… And each day, granting gifts that I never imagined…
ABOUT THE WITCH
An overall of being pissed by people (the usual), but feeling blissfully blessed… These last four days have been filled with many moments… Drama, intrigue, thrillers, horror, action, but above all… love… in all its guises and ways. I feel I am actually heading somewhere, the destination being the reaped harvest of so much sacrifice and woes…
People, believe in faeries and pixies and dragons and brownies and goblins… They do exist. And magic simply turns the world around… upside down… inside out.
10-4
Friday, October 20, 2006
Surprises and rainbows
and witchyness
Yesterday it was a pretty much mundane day at work, same old stuff, people moving, computers needing connection, yadda yadda... At lunchtime the mage called me up to say he was getting lunch, so I was relieved... Less stress, not having to actually drive out to make a long line just to get something edible... PG edible,people... Anyway, he arrived... Besides the obvious (food, people,food!) he managed to smuggle and put in my desk a beautiful red rosebuds bouquet. That was a really nice thing to do, and yes I loved it. Unexpected. The reason? Just because... And to that add the little known fact that I am a sucker for roses... Odd enough, it is the first time someone gives me a bouquet. Filled up with passion... Thank you, Zordak. I love you.
Ok, so romantic break of the week is over. Back to the mandatory schemes, o algo...
Lucinda schemes of Barbies B-day bash around 18th-19th of November... Remember, remember... Hopefully the plans with Coriolis can get some shape by the dates afterwards. Seems this November will be hectic... A mage has his b-day as well... and Turkey week will probably be free for me... And seems Groundels operation may take place in November as well, since this week and next will be for labs and stuff.
Zordak got a witchy little dress for his witchy munchkin, a magical assemble in purple and black. Looks really cute. Hope the Oni allows Halloween fun for the girl. :)
Oh, and Coriolis says he will dress up as a demon, duh... Ermm... A demon? Hey! I'm already gonna be a demoness! Get your own original costume! Besides, there's already Cole in the house... Unless you took over and now you are the Source of All Evil... Now, THAT should be a NICE costume... Hmmmmm...
Tonight's movie plan has to change since the Illusionist is no more at the local Fine Arts... How strange... People has no class in this forsaken place... Anyway, gotta see what else is showing... So maybe it will be dinner or a movie o algo... whatever... Guess the important thing will be sharing some laughs and anecdotes. Is it me or time is running out and going fast? Hmph?
Signing off... Very sleepy, but Krom will make sure that I dont fall asleep. True story.
10-4
Yesterday it was a pretty much mundane day at work, same old stuff, people moving, computers needing connection, yadda yadda... At lunchtime the mage called me up to say he was getting lunch, so I was relieved... Less stress, not having to actually drive out to make a long line just to get something edible... PG edible,people... Anyway, he arrived... Besides the obvious (food, people,food!) he managed to smuggle and put in my desk a beautiful red rosebuds bouquet. That was a really nice thing to do, and yes I loved it. Unexpected. The reason? Just because... And to that add the little known fact that I am a sucker for roses... Odd enough, it is the first time someone gives me a bouquet. Filled up with passion... Thank you, Zordak. I love you.
Ok, so romantic break of the week is over. Back to the mandatory schemes, o algo...
Lucinda schemes of Barbies B-day bash around 18th-19th of November... Remember, remember... Hopefully the plans with Coriolis can get some shape by the dates afterwards. Seems this November will be hectic... A mage has his b-day as well... and Turkey week will probably be free for me... And seems Groundels operation may take place in November as well, since this week and next will be for labs and stuff.
Zordak got a witchy little dress for his witchy munchkin, a magical assemble in purple and black. Looks really cute. Hope the Oni allows Halloween fun for the girl. :)
Oh, and Coriolis says he will dress up as a demon, duh... Ermm... A demon? Hey! I'm already gonna be a demoness! Get your own original costume! Besides, there's already Cole in the house... Unless you took over and now you are the Source of All Evil... Now, THAT should be a NICE costume... Hmmmmm...
Tonight's movie plan has to change since the Illusionist is no more at the local Fine Arts... How strange... People has no class in this forsaken place... Anyway, gotta see what else is showing... So maybe it will be dinner or a movie o algo... whatever... Guess the important thing will be sharing some laughs and anecdotes. Is it me or time is running out and going fast? Hmph?
Signing off... Very sleepy, but Krom will make sure that I dont fall asleep. True story.
10-4
Thursday, October 19, 2006
This is Halloween!
This is Halloween!
Ok… So much excitement is leaving me with almost no time to spare. At work the rage keeps boiling, but hey that’s normal by now. Changes here and there, my office is the only constant it seems… Whatever. They abused their power for two days, but had my revenge last night having some fun recalling that THIS IS HALLOWEEN! THIS IS HALLOWEEN! HALLOWEEN! HALLOWEEN! :D Got so high with the idea that I got hyper and couldn’t sleep until around 4am. Woe of woes… Whatever. Seems LadyDeath will do a rendition of Morrigan, and that I will do a rendition of a deviless by daylight and xenite by night… We’ll see how it all turns out.
A girl born under witchy stars will have a birthday soon… On the next 24th to be exact. Hopefully we will get to celebrate a bit of her this Friday. Let’s see if everything goes well, and congrats to LightShadow on reaching witchy puberty. :D
Raven won’t have the costume bash she promised three years ago… again… Hopefully she’ll get on the spirit and dress up as well. Groundel says he’ll celebrate with his new gang, so enjoy. Lady Death, a purple succubus, as I already mentioned… No word on what Coriolis will be… Zordak may go for either a King of Thieves or a Zorro… both suit him very much… A pity he will celebrate after 10pm, but goodie that the day won’t be over when he shows up. Wheeee, o algo.
So… There has been madness, woe, pain, sickness, insanity, rage, bitterness, rabies, fun, laughter and memories in the making… Wedding planning still on the sketch-board, twitching details for sample1… And house blues on the resolution team so it all gets done for once and for all…
And so peace and harmony and birdies and buzzing little cute annoying creatures fill up the forests in unforgotten Neverland…
La-la-la
10-4
Ok… So much excitement is leaving me with almost no time to spare. At work the rage keeps boiling, but hey that’s normal by now. Changes here and there, my office is the only constant it seems… Whatever. They abused their power for two days, but had my revenge last night having some fun recalling that THIS IS HALLOWEEN! THIS IS HALLOWEEN! HALLOWEEN! HALLOWEEN! :D Got so high with the idea that I got hyper and couldn’t sleep until around 4am. Woe of woes… Whatever. Seems LadyDeath will do a rendition of Morrigan, and that I will do a rendition of a deviless by daylight and xenite by night… We’ll see how it all turns out.
A girl born under witchy stars will have a birthday soon… On the next 24th to be exact. Hopefully we will get to celebrate a bit of her this Friday. Let’s see if everything goes well, and congrats to LightShadow on reaching witchy puberty. :D
Raven won’t have the costume bash she promised three years ago… again… Hopefully she’ll get on the spirit and dress up as well. Groundel says he’ll celebrate with his new gang, so enjoy. Lady Death, a purple succubus, as I already mentioned… No word on what Coriolis will be… Zordak may go for either a King of Thieves or a Zorro… both suit him very much… A pity he will celebrate after 10pm, but goodie that the day won’t be over when he shows up. Wheeee, o algo.
So… There has been madness, woe, pain, sickness, insanity, rage, bitterness, rabies, fun, laughter and memories in the making… Wedding planning still on the sketch-board, twitching details for sample1… And house blues on the resolution team so it all gets done for once and for all…
And so peace and harmony and birdies and buzzing little cute annoying creatures fill up the forests in unforgotten Neverland…
La-la-la
10-4
Monday, October 16, 2006
Run, V, Run...
What started as a good plan ended up in broken wires and non-stop vomiting… literally…
Went on Saturday to Ponce to get some stuff at a store that for some odd reason STILL has not opened in my dear hometown, and while we were there had lunch at the beloved Italian place… The meal was uncooked, dead… I only ate half of it. My feeling a bit ugh! ended up with feeling completely off… by nightfall we decided to go see the Texas Chainsaw Massacre prequel… Upon arrival I stormed into the bathroom to throw-up. There was no water, only 3 bathrooms available… Pretty nasty picture… So I didn’t really have to think twice to do my magic… Ewww… The movie began, and by the middle of it all had to storm into the bathroom again… I tried my best to avoid doing so, but my feeling so wrecked and the movie itself didn’t help. To my surprise, at least someone or something took pity on me as the whole bathroom was cleaned up, smelling of Clorox… A light shining bright showed me the way through the halls of relief… Sort of. I stayed more than half an hour throwing up. At least this time the stale food went away as well. Got in time to see the last half hour of the movie… It surprised me that everyone was so silent when going out of the theater. Seems that the written final words stating a “people, this was real” killed the humor on the masses… I just hated the fact I could not enjoy anything about the movie… Although it was just pork cuts all the way… Non-creative… No humor, no drama… Simple teenage bad acting… The only good acting came from the chainsaw, so that should say it all.
The mage took me home since he didn’t wanted me driving in my ethereal-weakened-unconscious state, and walked home. I arrived in time for my last throwing-up, a bath and straight to bed. Stayed in bed until today, when I was forced to get ready for work.
In the gaps of time when I opened my eyes I caught a call from my father. It was nice to hear from him, I just hate the extreme speeches about my sugar and about planning a wedding… Why people don’t get that I am in charge of my health and I am very good at it, and that I already planned a wedding and so I know what to do or expect? I just want to scream “BACK OFF!” so badly… but I know that there are good intentions behind that, so I try to be polite and scream later… One thing that annoys the hell out of me is the “me not looking for my sister” issue… I try, she doesn’t follow through. I got tired. I don’t deal with hypocrites, and if she doesn’t like me or my thoughts or the people around me, tough luck. She should remember that before her husband I was the one who was always there for her, backing her up in everything. End of discussion.
Called the mage, of course. He was not feeling so good either, and the people in his house and in the Oni’s mansion were with diarrhea. So… I guess I was lucky in a way? Migraine and vomiting I can handle a bit, but the “D” runnings are really the pits! I hope everyone gets better.
Also called LadyDeath to say hi, was feeling quite gloomy and blah being grounded in my bed… Not much news there.
So, today is Monday… Weekend passed leaving everyone icky… LOL Oh, well… As the mage said, not everything can be peachy… We still have the rest of our lives to make awesomely extreme memories…
10-4
Went on Saturday to Ponce to get some stuff at a store that for some odd reason STILL has not opened in my dear hometown, and while we were there had lunch at the beloved Italian place… The meal was uncooked, dead… I only ate half of it. My feeling a bit ugh! ended up with feeling completely off… by nightfall we decided to go see the Texas Chainsaw Massacre prequel… Upon arrival I stormed into the bathroom to throw-up. There was no water, only 3 bathrooms available… Pretty nasty picture… So I didn’t really have to think twice to do my magic… Ewww… The movie began, and by the middle of it all had to storm into the bathroom again… I tried my best to avoid doing so, but my feeling so wrecked and the movie itself didn’t help. To my surprise, at least someone or something took pity on me as the whole bathroom was cleaned up, smelling of Clorox… A light shining bright showed me the way through the halls of relief… Sort of. I stayed more than half an hour throwing up. At least this time the stale food went away as well. Got in time to see the last half hour of the movie… It surprised me that everyone was so silent when going out of the theater. Seems that the written final words stating a “people, this was real” killed the humor on the masses… I just hated the fact I could not enjoy anything about the movie… Although it was just pork cuts all the way… Non-creative… No humor, no drama… Simple teenage bad acting… The only good acting came from the chainsaw, so that should say it all.
The mage took me home since he didn’t wanted me driving in my ethereal-weakened-unconscious state, and walked home. I arrived in time for my last throwing-up, a bath and straight to bed. Stayed in bed until today, when I was forced to get ready for work.
In the gaps of time when I opened my eyes I caught a call from my father. It was nice to hear from him, I just hate the extreme speeches about my sugar and about planning a wedding… Why people don’t get that I am in charge of my health and I am very good at it, and that I already planned a wedding and so I know what to do or expect? I just want to scream “BACK OFF!” so badly… but I know that there are good intentions behind that, so I try to be polite and scream later… One thing that annoys the hell out of me is the “me not looking for my sister” issue… I try, she doesn’t follow through. I got tired. I don’t deal with hypocrites, and if she doesn’t like me or my thoughts or the people around me, tough luck. She should remember that before her husband I was the one who was always there for her, backing her up in everything. End of discussion.
Called the mage, of course. He was not feeling so good either, and the people in his house and in the Oni’s mansion were with diarrhea. So… I guess I was lucky in a way? Migraine and vomiting I can handle a bit, but the “D” runnings are really the pits! I hope everyone gets better.
Also called LadyDeath to say hi, was feeling quite gloomy and blah being grounded in my bed… Not much news there.
So, today is Monday… Weekend passed leaving everyone icky… LOL Oh, well… As the mage said, not everything can be peachy… We still have the rest of our lives to make awesomely extreme memories…
10-4
Friday, October 13, 2006
Viernes 13... Buahahahaha!
Creepy crawlers and things that bump in the night... Welcome!
Some encounters and some departures and some messes…The usual. Yesterday was a free day at work, Columbus Day… Feds celebrated on Monday, State celebrated the day it is supposed to be… Everyone expected that government will give today as free day as well, but that proved to be wishful thinking. So… At work… I am damn sleepy, very tired, but well… Won’t whine. Many things done and still plenty to do…
Traveling on the emotional rollercoaster ride… Main starring: Groundel, Raven, Quevedo, Zordak, the Pussycats, LadyDeath, and of course the Witch. We are going for the Oscars… LOL No pun intended… Everything unfolds in unique ways, but hey, cannot say these days have been boring because they have been full of a myriad of things. Take the good, take the bad, and there you have the facts of life…
Groundel moved the last of his things to his mom’s den. Next week he has the eye doctor’s appointment to see it he gets the cataracts operation. Coping with issues and inner fights… Planning for a future… Living it up… Just try to live up your spirit as well, ok?
Raven trying to do something abut the issues of her Einstein. Visualizing a move to the states because over there she can get more help for the boy. It is true, and long past due. Hope it all turns out for the best. Just keep neutrality, no emotions or high hopes… so you are not blinded by the razzle-dazzle of momentary big solutions that may carry long-term burdens. The grass always look greener on the other side…
Quevedo… and his harem… Years may pass, seasons may change… But the harem is here to stay… LOL Sorry, shouldn’t joke about it… but it IS funny, you know? Anyway, hope you don’t KEEP forgetting about my Caparra thing… Need it. And what have you found out for the escapade? Are you still in for it? Any outcomes? Any news? Any hope? Talk to me, man! Talk to me! Sheeshz!
Zordak… Handling a sick munchkin today. Hope it all turns well. No bliss is complete… This week was my car’s turn to get upset and he helped me lots with handling it. His Blazer got part of the karma, as a flat tire appeared on Wednesday morning… Hmmm… I am hoping he doesn’t have a jealous stalker or something… :P
The Pussycats, very happy since yesterday was Clean up the Kitties Room day. They were prancing and playing at night. Wheeeeeeeeee, o algo…
LadyDeath painting her home’s fences. Actually a good job, may recruit her later on to paint my house’s fences… Will need all the help I can get to actually have it done for December.
The Witch… Well… Been happy, been sad, been worried, been cranky, been crazy, been smiling… been simply me. Thousand of emotions and feelings and actions… Thousands of characters taking over this mortal crust… But always remaining true to the core, true to the self, true to beliefs… The party is getting started.
Finally my office has been filled up with spiderwebs, so the Halloween spirit is beginning to soar. Today being Friday 13th is simply a cherry on top of the Sunday… Beware kiddies, Jason may be out tonight…
10-4
Some encounters and some departures and some messes…The usual. Yesterday was a free day at work, Columbus Day… Feds celebrated on Monday, State celebrated the day it is supposed to be… Everyone expected that government will give today as free day as well, but that proved to be wishful thinking. So… At work… I am damn sleepy, very tired, but well… Won’t whine. Many things done and still plenty to do…
Traveling on the emotional rollercoaster ride… Main starring: Groundel, Raven, Quevedo, Zordak, the Pussycats, LadyDeath, and of course the Witch. We are going for the Oscars… LOL No pun intended… Everything unfolds in unique ways, but hey, cannot say these days have been boring because they have been full of a myriad of things. Take the good, take the bad, and there you have the facts of life…
Groundel moved the last of his things to his mom’s den. Next week he has the eye doctor’s appointment to see it he gets the cataracts operation. Coping with issues and inner fights… Planning for a future… Living it up… Just try to live up your spirit as well, ok?
Raven trying to do something abut the issues of her Einstein. Visualizing a move to the states because over there she can get more help for the boy. It is true, and long past due. Hope it all turns out for the best. Just keep neutrality, no emotions or high hopes… so you are not blinded by the razzle-dazzle of momentary big solutions that may carry long-term burdens. The grass always look greener on the other side…
Quevedo… and his harem… Years may pass, seasons may change… But the harem is here to stay… LOL Sorry, shouldn’t joke about it… but it IS funny, you know? Anyway, hope you don’t KEEP forgetting about my Caparra thing… Need it. And what have you found out for the escapade? Are you still in for it? Any outcomes? Any news? Any hope? Talk to me, man! Talk to me! Sheeshz!
Zordak… Handling a sick munchkin today. Hope it all turns well. No bliss is complete… This week was my car’s turn to get upset and he helped me lots with handling it. His Blazer got part of the karma, as a flat tire appeared on Wednesday morning… Hmmm… I am hoping he doesn’t have a jealous stalker or something… :P
The Pussycats, very happy since yesterday was Clean up the Kitties Room day. They were prancing and playing at night. Wheeeeeeeeee, o algo…
LadyDeath painting her home’s fences. Actually a good job, may recruit her later on to paint my house’s fences… Will need all the help I can get to actually have it done for December.
The Witch… Well… Been happy, been sad, been worried, been cranky, been crazy, been smiling… been simply me. Thousand of emotions and feelings and actions… Thousands of characters taking over this mortal crust… But always remaining true to the core, true to the self, true to beliefs… The party is getting started.
Finally my office has been filled up with spiderwebs, so the Halloween spirit is beginning to soar. Today being Friday 13th is simply a cherry on top of the Sunday… Beware kiddies, Jason may be out tonight…
10-4
Monday, October 09, 2006
Three, two, one... Engage!
If anyone wondered what I've been up to...
Friday: Went to Aguadilla in the morning, delivering LadyDeath and Groundel at Aguadilla’s UIA so they would meet someone. I was quite busy at work over there, and had to go back to the base because of a compulsory reunion during the afternoon. Went back to get the odd pair at UIA, had a superb dinner at my favorite BBQ chicken place, delivered the kids so I would take a bath, then took them to the movies. We saw Barnyard, and the cows are fricking hilarious. The only thing is that people keep trying to mimic the success of Shrek… Well, that ain’t gonna happen. Shrek has a unique charm on its own. Delivered the kids and waited for the mage’s arrival to his den. It was a long, long day…
Saturday: An even longer day... Four hours of sleep and a deep pain in my neck-back thanks to driving so much... Ugh! Went home to wait for the contractor... The contractor didn’t appear at the site… The mage and me were very, VERY pissed at that… The only highlight was that we got to see an amazing spectacle thanks to Mother Nature. There were more than 8 guaraguaos (our own birds of prey, a cross between a vulture and a falcon or something) flying around my house, and their flight became quite close and personal. They were circling the whole area and a mountain nearby. Wow. There are no words to describe their majestic glides and flight. It seemed a mating dance (which we confirmed at night, this is their mating season). Anyway… To the mall to get some necessary evils, and then to crash at the mage’s den for a little since I had almost no sleep the last couple of days. Oni’s hex… Visited El Calvo later on (finally) and delivered myself home.
Sunday: With Groundel at the mall gathering kitty stuff. Small meeting with the mage and the gang. Some laundry. With LadyDeath at church. With Zordak at the matrimonio acogedor’s site… Disturbance in the Force leads to Ravy getting tummy pain and failing to turn on… Ugh…Delivered at the mage’s den… Taken for a round trip so I smiled or something… Back home…
Monday: Early in the morning my aunt storms in to wake me up and ask why I was not ready for work, where was the car, and… if I bought the sugar she needed… Hmmm… I won’t even bother to comment on THAT. The mage picked me up, and I waited for the outcome of a few phone calls… Finally, got the towing guy to move Ravy and take her to a doctor in Cabo Rojo. After making sure she was delivered, I was teleported home. Guess what? Fried two eggs and didn’t die… Wheeeeeeeeee o algo. :D Spent the rest of the day doing the laundry and hoping that my car will be done at least for tomorrow’s afternoon…
So, for everyone who wondered if I vanished into Hell or something… No… I’m alive… Been quite busy… Missed you all anyways… And I’m quite stranded without my beloved car. Getting to work tomorrow will prove an interesting task… Whatever...
Special thanks: To the mage for his selfless and inconditional presence, to Raven for the right info at the right time, to Groundel for his help and making me laugh and to Lady Death for her company and mischief.
10-4
Friday: Went to Aguadilla in the morning, delivering LadyDeath and Groundel at Aguadilla’s UIA so they would meet someone. I was quite busy at work over there, and had to go back to the base because of a compulsory reunion during the afternoon. Went back to get the odd pair at UIA, had a superb dinner at my favorite BBQ chicken place, delivered the kids so I would take a bath, then took them to the movies. We saw Barnyard, and the cows are fricking hilarious. The only thing is that people keep trying to mimic the success of Shrek… Well, that ain’t gonna happen. Shrek has a unique charm on its own. Delivered the kids and waited for the mage’s arrival to his den. It was a long, long day…
Saturday: An even longer day... Four hours of sleep and a deep pain in my neck-back thanks to driving so much... Ugh! Went home to wait for the contractor... The contractor didn’t appear at the site… The mage and me were very, VERY pissed at that… The only highlight was that we got to see an amazing spectacle thanks to Mother Nature. There were more than 8 guaraguaos (our own birds of prey, a cross between a vulture and a falcon or something) flying around my house, and their flight became quite close and personal. They were circling the whole area and a mountain nearby. Wow. There are no words to describe their majestic glides and flight. It seemed a mating dance (which we confirmed at night, this is their mating season). Anyway… To the mall to get some necessary evils, and then to crash at the mage’s den for a little since I had almost no sleep the last couple of days. Oni’s hex… Visited El Calvo later on (finally) and delivered myself home.
Sunday: With Groundel at the mall gathering kitty stuff. Small meeting with the mage and the gang. Some laundry. With LadyDeath at church. With Zordak at the matrimonio acogedor’s site… Disturbance in the Force leads to Ravy getting tummy pain and failing to turn on… Ugh…Delivered at the mage’s den… Taken for a round trip so I smiled or something… Back home…
Monday: Early in the morning my aunt storms in to wake me up and ask why I was not ready for work, where was the car, and… if I bought the sugar she needed… Hmmm… I won’t even bother to comment on THAT. The mage picked me up, and I waited for the outcome of a few phone calls… Finally, got the towing guy to move Ravy and take her to a doctor in Cabo Rojo. After making sure she was delivered, I was teleported home. Guess what? Fried two eggs and didn’t die… Wheeeeeeeeee o algo. :D Spent the rest of the day doing the laundry and hoping that my car will be done at least for tomorrow’s afternoon…
So, for everyone who wondered if I vanished into Hell or something… No… I’m alive… Been quite busy… Missed you all anyways… And I’m quite stranded without my beloved car. Getting to work tomorrow will prove an interesting task… Whatever...
Special thanks: To the mage for his selfless and inconditional presence, to Raven for the right info at the right time, to Groundel for his help and making me laugh and to Lady Death for her company and mischief.
10-4
Wind
beneath my wings...
Ohhhh, oh, oh, oh, ohhh.
It must have been cold there in my shadow,
to never have sunlight on your face.
You were content to let me shine, that's your way.
You always walked a step behind.
So I was the one with all the glory,
while you were the one with all the strain.
A beautiful face without a name for so long.
A beautiful smile to hide the pain.
Did you ever know that you're my hero,
and everything I would like to be?
I can fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings.
It might have appeared to go unnoticed,
but I've got it all here in my heart.
I want you to know I know the truth, of course I know it.
I would be nothing without you.
Did you ever know that you're my hero?
You're everything I wish I could be.
I could fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings.
Did I ever tell you you're my hero?
You're everything, everything I wish I could be.
Oh, and I, I could fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings,
'cause you are the wind beneath my wings.
Oh, the wind beneath my wings.
You, you, you, you are the wind beneath my wings.
Fly, fly, fly away. You let me fly so high.
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings.
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings.
Fly, fly, fly high against the sky,
so high I almost touch the sky.
Thank you, thank you,
thank God for you, the wind beneath my wings.
-Bette Midler, Wind Beneath my Wings
Ohhhh, oh, oh, oh, ohhh.
It must have been cold there in my shadow,
to never have sunlight on your face.
You were content to let me shine, that's your way.
You always walked a step behind.
So I was the one with all the glory,
while you were the one with all the strain.
A beautiful face without a name for so long.
A beautiful smile to hide the pain.
Did you ever know that you're my hero,
and everything I would like to be?
I can fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings.
It might have appeared to go unnoticed,
but I've got it all here in my heart.
I want you to know I know the truth, of course I know it.
I would be nothing without you.
Did you ever know that you're my hero?
You're everything I wish I could be.
I could fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings.
Did I ever tell you you're my hero?
You're everything, everything I wish I could be.
Oh, and I, I could fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings,
'cause you are the wind beneath my wings.
Oh, the wind beneath my wings.
You, you, you, you are the wind beneath my wings.
Fly, fly, fly away. You let me fly so high.
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings.
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings.
Fly, fly, fly high against the sky,
so high I almost touch the sky.
Thank you, thank you,
thank God for you, the wind beneath my wings.
-Bette Midler, Wind Beneath my Wings
Thursday, October 05, 2006
I'll sleep when I'm dead
...
Seven days of Saturday Is all that I need
Got no use for Sunday 'Cause I don't rest in peace
Don't need no Mondays Or the rest of the week
I spend a lot of time in bed But baby I don't like to sleep no
I won't lie to you
I'm never gonna cry to you
I'll probably drive you wild 8 days a week
Until I'm 6 feet under Baby I don't need a bed
Gonna live while I'm alive I'll sleep when I'm dead
Till they roll me over And lay my bones to rest
Gonna live while I'm alive I'll sleep when I'm dead
So you're looking for some action I got everything you need
Better keep your motor running 'cause I was built for speed
This ain't no slumber party Got no time for catching z's
If they say that that ain't healthy
Well then living's a disease
We're never going to die baby Come on let me drive you crazy
We'll make every night another New Year's Eve
Till I'm six feet under I won't need a bed
Gonna live while I'm alive I'll sleep when I'm dead
Till they roll me over And lay my bones to rest
Gonna live while I'm alive I'll sleep when I'm dead
Sleep when I'm dead, sleep when I'm dead
Gonna live while I'm alive, I'll sleep when I'm dead
Seven days of Saturday Is all that I need
Got no use for Sunday 'Cause I don't rest in peace
I was born to live You know I wasn't born to die
But if they party down in heaven I'll be sure to be on time
Until I'm six feet under I don't need a bed
Gonna live while I'm alive I'll sleep when I'm dead
Till they roll me over And lay my bones to rest
Gonna live while I'm alive I'll sleep when I'm dead
I feel like I'm exploding Going out of my head
Gonna live while I'm alive I'll sleep when I'm dead
Till I'm six feet under And they lay my bones to rest
Gonna live while I'm alive I'll sleep when I'm dead
Sleep when I'm dead, sleep when I'm dead
Gonna live while I'm alive, sleep when I'm dead
-BonJovi, I'll sleep when I'm dead
Seven days of Saturday Is all that I need
Got no use for Sunday 'Cause I don't rest in peace
Don't need no Mondays Or the rest of the week
I spend a lot of time in bed But baby I don't like to sleep no
I won't lie to you
I'm never gonna cry to you
I'll probably drive you wild 8 days a week
Until I'm 6 feet under Baby I don't need a bed
Gonna live while I'm alive I'll sleep when I'm dead
Till they roll me over And lay my bones to rest
Gonna live while I'm alive I'll sleep when I'm dead
So you're looking for some action I got everything you need
Better keep your motor running 'cause I was built for speed
This ain't no slumber party Got no time for catching z's
If they say that that ain't healthy
Well then living's a disease
We're never going to die baby Come on let me drive you crazy
We'll make every night another New Year's Eve
Till I'm six feet under I won't need a bed
Gonna live while I'm alive I'll sleep when I'm dead
Till they roll me over And lay my bones to rest
Gonna live while I'm alive I'll sleep when I'm dead
Sleep when I'm dead, sleep when I'm dead
Gonna live while I'm alive, I'll sleep when I'm dead
Seven days of Saturday Is all that I need
Got no use for Sunday 'Cause I don't rest in peace
I was born to live You know I wasn't born to die
But if they party down in heaven I'll be sure to be on time
Until I'm six feet under I don't need a bed
Gonna live while I'm alive I'll sleep when I'm dead
Till they roll me over And lay my bones to rest
Gonna live while I'm alive I'll sleep when I'm dead
I feel like I'm exploding Going out of my head
Gonna live while I'm alive I'll sleep when I'm dead
Till I'm six feet under And they lay my bones to rest
Gonna live while I'm alive I'll sleep when I'm dead
Sleep when I'm dead, sleep when I'm dead
Gonna live while I'm alive, sleep when I'm dead
-BonJovi, I'll sleep when I'm dead
Undead pixies and butterflies...
Yesterday was a day that was an overdrive and overkill in a way… Of my constant quest to simply sleep, it has been written that I’ll sleep when I die. I would not complain about that fate if I didn’t really needed strength to go on… and the aches from weeks past are present again and are very annoying… Anyway…
Had to get out of work early to take auntie on a bank mission. Fighting and the usual as she didn’t get why I was in such haste… well, of course I had a reason, the bank closes at 4pm and it was 3:45. So… Arriving there photo-finish made the afternoon… Well, almost. She comes out and then says we are going to the grocery store… Ugh! I pay for anyone else to do that… But I followed the stream… It was an omen. Around the second row LadyDeath called. So, kept following auntie through the endless lands of consumerism and high prices while chit-chatting… Entertaining. Got a call from Groundel inviting me for dinner, and I complied. Been various days that I haven’t really seen him. So, delivered auntie and off to get the half-orc.
Things were fine and fun and we talked about things going on in our lives… A small comment from my side with no intent in itself triggered his wrath, and after a discussion we kinda made peace with each other… There are many things, many choices, many roads to follow… As I said, one thing is certain and hopefully that thing is enough to keep our entwined lives going on. You are free… Be good.
After delivering the half-orc, went home to take a long bath and to try straightening my hair. It was then that Gaby made an apparition. I juggled the cel with the straightening iron and the comb… Damn, am I good or what… And at 11pm I hanged up… my hair ready, the room was hot enough for me not to feel sleepy… So I gave up on the thought of sleeping. I went outside to cool off a bit, see if I dozed off or something… And then the mage arrived. So… daily news with the mage, sharing events and people’s opinions which are a bit hilarious… And the time comes for him to go with the mists… And for me to go sink in my bed… Finally, at 2:30am, the sound of the pedestal fan faded very slowly in the back of my head, and dreams of undead pixies and rotting butterflies filled the air…
And then the alarm goes on to scream unpolitely: Go work, slave!
And another day begins...
I'll sleep when I die...
10-4
Had to get out of work early to take auntie on a bank mission. Fighting and the usual as she didn’t get why I was in such haste… well, of course I had a reason, the bank closes at 4pm and it was 3:45. So… Arriving there photo-finish made the afternoon… Well, almost. She comes out and then says we are going to the grocery store… Ugh! I pay for anyone else to do that… But I followed the stream… It was an omen. Around the second row LadyDeath called. So, kept following auntie through the endless lands of consumerism and high prices while chit-chatting… Entertaining. Got a call from Groundel inviting me for dinner, and I complied. Been various days that I haven’t really seen him. So, delivered auntie and off to get the half-orc.
Things were fine and fun and we talked about things going on in our lives… A small comment from my side with no intent in itself triggered his wrath, and after a discussion we kinda made peace with each other… There are many things, many choices, many roads to follow… As I said, one thing is certain and hopefully that thing is enough to keep our entwined lives going on. You are free… Be good.
After delivering the half-orc, went home to take a long bath and to try straightening my hair. It was then that Gaby made an apparition. I juggled the cel with the straightening iron and the comb… Damn, am I good or what… And at 11pm I hanged up… my hair ready, the room was hot enough for me not to feel sleepy… So I gave up on the thought of sleeping. I went outside to cool off a bit, see if I dozed off or something… And then the mage arrived. So… daily news with the mage, sharing events and people’s opinions which are a bit hilarious… And the time comes for him to go with the mists… And for me to go sink in my bed… Finally, at 2:30am, the sound of the pedestal fan faded very slowly in the back of my head, and dreams of undead pixies and rotting butterflies filled the air…
And then the alarm goes on to scream unpolitely: Go work, slave!
And another day begins...
I'll sleep when I die...
10-4
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Bellybutton
wheeeeeee!
Hmph... Emotional rollercoaster, sort of... But back up.
Anyway, yesterday spent some time with LadyDeath and although I was in pain (seems the odd pains are coming back) I had a good time. Groundel called various moments of the day, but he had bad timing for I was tied up being busy. Hope he doesn't get mad at me... Coriolis appeared, and Raven seems alive... Wheee, o algo.
The mages baptism certificate arrived, and out of coincidence his baptized date is the same as my birth date, April 8th. Do a chorus people, and say "Awwwwwwwwww".
Kara's baby is cute!!! Check them out in her Insanelyselfish site.
10-4
Hmph... Emotional rollercoaster, sort of... But back up.
Anyway, yesterday spent some time with LadyDeath and although I was in pain (seems the odd pains are coming back) I had a good time. Groundel called various moments of the day, but he had bad timing for I was tied up being busy. Hope he doesn't get mad at me... Coriolis appeared, and Raven seems alive... Wheee, o algo.
The mages baptism certificate arrived, and out of coincidence his baptized date is the same as my birth date, April 8th. Do a chorus people, and say "Awwwwwwwwww".
Kara's baby is cute!!! Check them out in her Insanelyselfish site.
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Tuesday, October 03, 2006
Belief
...
Ok, so back to the contractor’s story. I’ve been calling and calling for two weeks and he simply doesn’t answer or appear. So, yesterday did a final round of phone numbers. His sister’s phone was answered. I ask for his address and she just would not give it. Nice of her. So I simply told her to leave him a message that it’s been 5 months and he doesn’t finish the job, that he has this whole week to finish or I will do things the not-so-nice way. She flipped, said a few unpolite things and hanged up while I was talking. Well, cute… I didn’t call her back. I figure SOMETHING will happen after all… So, I dialed his number today, still no answer. As I looked for the company number I get a call from his wife, saying he will go on the weekend to finish the job. I simply told her I will be there on Saturday at 8am. And she said he will be there… The guy won’t talk himself, and I see the hysterical women network doing its magic. Good enough. It is not just a warning. Last chance. I just want the friggin job finished, functional not even beautiful. I hope this is the last call on this matter… If not, I will visit my uncle the Lawyer.
On Neverland things are flowing:
-Got an eye doctor’s appointment for Groundel on Tuesday, Oct 17. So, Groundel, be there or be square. It’s a basic checkup, from there the operation date should surface. From what I’ve heard and read, at least his life has not been so boring, and he’s appreciating the gifts that are constantly bestowed on him. That is a good beginning. Baby steps, darling… Don’t run but don’t stop. If you don’t stop, you will get to the finish line. You’ll see. There are many humanoids that love you much, you just need to see with your heart instead of your sick eyes.
-Coriolis loving the scholastic appointments. Feeding his mind this way has given him at least something to look forward after working hours. That’s great, the workaholic NEEDS to be banned for a while if not forever. The studying group has been a good influence, his social vein is partially filled. I wish I could be on the same zipcode to help ease the other part of that vein, but hey, I’m working on it. At least now I can travel a bit more, got someone to drive me on the way back. Get two more people and I may decide to do something I haven’t done in some years… You know what… ;) Oh, and by the way… You owe me something, from Caparra… You forgot, didn’t you? Humph!
-Raven keeping herself under her dark cloak. Hmm… I don’t know… All this talk about noone understanding and her being all alone with no one to at least talk to… Ok, So I can be invisible, but completely understated? Girl, if you try me, you will discover many things. That I don’t support wrong behavior is one thing, that I am not willing to listen is another. And you know that I’ve been there always… But it is you who have to approach me. I know you are as closed as an oyster, and I get it (I was like that for too long). I know you have developed the same kind of barriers that your dear friend LadyMex developed: I have no kids, so I don’t understand shit. Yes, YOU have developed that. And it hurts much, because I may not have kids or a special kid BUT I deal with them and they like me and I treat them as YOU should treat them. I know all the reasons for your failures and doubts, same as I know the potential that you have for greatness. I know many things… But things are of much more usefulness if you are actually the one letting it out… Because that is how you fall in place and realize what you are doing and feeling. Because that is the meaningful part of it all. If I am not relating to anything in your life, sincerely it is because you don’t actually share it. But you have a bad habit of sharing with the wrong people… I am used to that, it comes from high school to this date. But being used to is not the same as being happy about it, or not caring, or thinking of simply letting things run their course. By now I expect more from you, because I think we are at a different level and we are adults. I won’t sit still and witness insanity. That is not me. You force me into a straightjacket, to watch and say/do nothing... because each time I say something you take it badly. You don’t need answers, you already KNOW what to do and keep on ignoring/delaying it. Kids need discipline, your overprotective love is not healthy… And I know you are giving what you were not given in your youth… Being a friend but keeping the parent respect is not piece of cake, but it is the way. Kids do not need a friend at an early stage, they need a mentor and guidance. I have been watching your family for long by now, and I can pinpoint many things that are completely wrong. What you call normal is NOT. And to answer your dilemmas, you must ACT. And you KNOW what to do. And you KNOW where to find help and support. And you KNOW I am always behind you 100%. So cut the crap of being alone and no one helping you, yadda yadda… That you choose to back off and stay inside your cocoon is just that, your choice. But I am here. As I have always been throughout the years, through the good the bad and the worst. You have made me see that I must stay around off your face, and if you need me you will come to me. I hope you have not forgotten that.
-Zordak, a happy camper so far discovering that almost everything within the Chevy works. His Cavalier still on my job’s parking lot… waiting… Hopefully that dilemma will be solved before Friday. Besides the Car Wars, his Oni Affairs keep on… Patience… And he’s still waiting for Heroina… Ermm… that’s the lady who will give him the communion/confirmation courses, you pervs… Anyway… Our stuff keeps on being good stuff, so everything else is peanuts. Love those bewitching eyes… “Nuff said.
Me, trying to put an end to the Contractor’s version of Lost, and trying to get a hold on the married people that the mage and I are supposed to meet for couple course completion. Hope to actually see el Calvo on Saturday night. Work is as unchallenging as usual… but I am not letting it get to me. Neverland is a happy place with many possibilities… When you believe.
10-4
Many nights we pray
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we knew we could
There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe
In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
So swiftly flown away
And now I'm standing here
My heart so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say
There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe
There can be miracles
When you believe (When you believe)
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve ( You can achieve)
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe
They don't happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to you fears
But when you're blinded by the pain
Can't see your way safe through the rain
Though all is still resilient voice
Love is all we need
(choir sings)
You will when you believe
-Mariah Carey, When you believe
Ok, so back to the contractor’s story. I’ve been calling and calling for two weeks and he simply doesn’t answer or appear. So, yesterday did a final round of phone numbers. His sister’s phone was answered. I ask for his address and she just would not give it. Nice of her. So I simply told her to leave him a message that it’s been 5 months and he doesn’t finish the job, that he has this whole week to finish or I will do things the not-so-nice way. She flipped, said a few unpolite things and hanged up while I was talking. Well, cute… I didn’t call her back. I figure SOMETHING will happen after all… So, I dialed his number today, still no answer. As I looked for the company number I get a call from his wife, saying he will go on the weekend to finish the job. I simply told her I will be there on Saturday at 8am. And she said he will be there… The guy won’t talk himself, and I see the hysterical women network doing its magic. Good enough. It is not just a warning. Last chance. I just want the friggin job finished, functional not even beautiful. I hope this is the last call on this matter… If not, I will visit my uncle the Lawyer.
On Neverland things are flowing:
-Got an eye doctor’s appointment for Groundel on Tuesday, Oct 17. So, Groundel, be there or be square. It’s a basic checkup, from there the operation date should surface. From what I’ve heard and read, at least his life has not been so boring, and he’s appreciating the gifts that are constantly bestowed on him. That is a good beginning. Baby steps, darling… Don’t run but don’t stop. If you don’t stop, you will get to the finish line. You’ll see. There are many humanoids that love you much, you just need to see with your heart instead of your sick eyes.
-Coriolis loving the scholastic appointments. Feeding his mind this way has given him at least something to look forward after working hours. That’s great, the workaholic NEEDS to be banned for a while if not forever. The studying group has been a good influence, his social vein is partially filled. I wish I could be on the same zipcode to help ease the other part of that vein, but hey, I’m working on it. At least now I can travel a bit more, got someone to drive me on the way back. Get two more people and I may decide to do something I haven’t done in some years… You know what… ;) Oh, and by the way… You owe me something, from Caparra… You forgot, didn’t you? Humph!
-Raven keeping herself under her dark cloak. Hmm… I don’t know… All this talk about noone understanding and her being all alone with no one to at least talk to… Ok, So I can be invisible, but completely understated? Girl, if you try me, you will discover many things. That I don’t support wrong behavior is one thing, that I am not willing to listen is another. And you know that I’ve been there always… But it is you who have to approach me. I know you are as closed as an oyster, and I get it (I was like that for too long). I know you have developed the same kind of barriers that your dear friend LadyMex developed: I have no kids, so I don’t understand shit. Yes, YOU have developed that. And it hurts much, because I may not have kids or a special kid BUT I deal with them and they like me and I treat them as YOU should treat them. I know all the reasons for your failures and doubts, same as I know the potential that you have for greatness. I know many things… But things are of much more usefulness if you are actually the one letting it out… Because that is how you fall in place and realize what you are doing and feeling. Because that is the meaningful part of it all. If I am not relating to anything in your life, sincerely it is because you don’t actually share it. But you have a bad habit of sharing with the wrong people… I am used to that, it comes from high school to this date. But being used to is not the same as being happy about it, or not caring, or thinking of simply letting things run their course. By now I expect more from you, because I think we are at a different level and we are adults. I won’t sit still and witness insanity. That is not me. You force me into a straightjacket, to watch and say/do nothing... because each time I say something you take it badly. You don’t need answers, you already KNOW what to do and keep on ignoring/delaying it. Kids need discipline, your overprotective love is not healthy… And I know you are giving what you were not given in your youth… Being a friend but keeping the parent respect is not piece of cake, but it is the way. Kids do not need a friend at an early stage, they need a mentor and guidance. I have been watching your family for long by now, and I can pinpoint many things that are completely wrong. What you call normal is NOT. And to answer your dilemmas, you must ACT. And you KNOW what to do. And you KNOW where to find help and support. And you KNOW I am always behind you 100%. So cut the crap of being alone and no one helping you, yadda yadda… That you choose to back off and stay inside your cocoon is just that, your choice. But I am here. As I have always been throughout the years, through the good the bad and the worst. You have made me see that I must stay around off your face, and if you need me you will come to me. I hope you have not forgotten that.
-Zordak, a happy camper so far discovering that almost everything within the Chevy works. His Cavalier still on my job’s parking lot… waiting… Hopefully that dilemma will be solved before Friday. Besides the Car Wars, his Oni Affairs keep on… Patience… And he’s still waiting for Heroina… Ermm… that’s the lady who will give him the communion/confirmation courses, you pervs… Anyway… Our stuff keeps on being good stuff, so everything else is peanuts. Love those bewitching eyes… “Nuff said.
Me, trying to put an end to the Contractor’s version of Lost, and trying to get a hold on the married people that the mage and I are supposed to meet for couple course completion. Hope to actually see el Calvo on Saturday night. Work is as unchallenging as usual… but I am not letting it get to me. Neverland is a happy place with many possibilities… When you believe.
10-4
Many nights we pray
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we knew we could
There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe
In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
So swiftly flown away
And now I'm standing here
My heart so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say
There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe
There can be miracles
When you believe (When you believe)
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve ( You can achieve)
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe
They don't happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to you fears
But when you're blinded by the pain
Can't see your way safe through the rain
Though all is still resilient voice
Love is all we need
(choir sings)
You will when you believe
-Mariah Carey, When you believe
Monday, October 02, 2006
Soaring bliss
... This weekend was unexpectedly beautiful.
In the middle of what was to be a couple thing, turned out I received more gifts and blessings than one. I really felt something within me pushing me towards the Way, and so now I feel complete, with the Divine filling up all the edges of my shattered but re-constructed heart. The mage is THE one, that certainty goes on. I feel a peace I have never known before, and renewed strength to battle on while smiling.
Life has been too good to me these last couple of weeks… Charades and masks keep falling, disintegrating… I only ask for the truth in everyone around me… not money, not time, not changes… just truth. And that is the measurement of true friendship. Be true to me, and everything else will fall in place. Good or bad, there is no need for masks. People, be certain of that, internalize it… Truth sets your spirit free. There is nothing like soaring up in the sky when you get that freedom.
Minor things have been disrupting the bliss, but not the joy. I understand things can be out of people’s hands, so I am not holding anything against anyone. Just be. I know I expect the same that I give, and that may be why I get disappointed too often… But it doesn’t matter much. I’ll keep on giving because… that’s what I do. And I love it. It fills me. It makes me happy. It makes me feel I make a difference. And I know that the Divine smiles each time I do something just because… He understands everything about me. That is enough. That the mage undestands everything about me is just a lovely plus.
So… Feeling: Thrilled, drunk with joy, at peace, complete, certain, in love with Life.
Who knew?
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In the middle of what was to be a couple thing, turned out I received more gifts and blessings than one. I really felt something within me pushing me towards the Way, and so now I feel complete, with the Divine filling up all the edges of my shattered but re-constructed heart. The mage is THE one, that certainty goes on. I feel a peace I have never known before, and renewed strength to battle on while smiling.
Life has been too good to me these last couple of weeks… Charades and masks keep falling, disintegrating… I only ask for the truth in everyone around me… not money, not time, not changes… just truth. And that is the measurement of true friendship. Be true to me, and everything else will fall in place. Good or bad, there is no need for masks. People, be certain of that, internalize it… Truth sets your spirit free. There is nothing like soaring up in the sky when you get that freedom.
Minor things have been disrupting the bliss, but not the joy. I understand things can be out of people’s hands, so I am not holding anything against anyone. Just be. I know I expect the same that I give, and that may be why I get disappointed too often… But it doesn’t matter much. I’ll keep on giving because… that’s what I do. And I love it. It fills me. It makes me happy. It makes me feel I make a difference. And I know that the Divine smiles each time I do something just because… He understands everything about me. That is enough. That the mage undestands everything about me is just a lovely plus.
So… Feeling: Thrilled, drunk with joy, at peace, complete, certain, in love with Life.
Who knew?
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