Thursday, May 22, 2003

I am upset... No, upset is a kind word that cannot describe the outrage that I feel right now. Upset does not really make you visualize screams of bloodthirst, anger, and berserking rage! I got a nice little email from the proffesor of the class that I am taking now, Digital Manipulation, accusing me of plagerism on a report about a digital artist biography... ??? Ok... what do you put on biographies? What you get on any information resource that after quoting you kindly list as a source for the info... I always do that. I wrote a complete paragraph on why I chose the artist, essay-like... mine, my own... I checked 3 sites and from them made a complete bio... And I plagiated... Yeah, 5 hours plagiating... I asked one of my peers to check it up and tell me what she thought about it... And what I expected, a big "why he would state such a thing?" Aha! Give me the drum-music... The spotlight... The intrigued public... I don't know what his problem is, except that I have better education than he, and that I answer every one of my peers with useful information not useless blunt "Late and not enough information" remarks (which are very un-teacher like and very un-proffessional). I always have a luck for being kicked. Yeah, the Kick me tag is a big badass sign in bright neon colors that show fireworks every 2 seconds. The sign also depicts a small graphic of an island and then shouts "Puerto Rico"so if someone with a pea-brain hates Puertoricans, well, maybe that someone can have fun with me?



I am outraged. I feel that no matter how much effort I put into things, with goodwill and good intentions, things blow in my face. I hope the AIO staff reviews all my work, and shove it up his ass. I REALLY hope so. And if they take his side and expell me for doing a stupid assignment as he expected and properly done, they'll hear from me... legally. I am so tired of people trying to step all over me... I am so tired of being branded as something I am not, just because people get envious or jealous of me and of what I do... I would just quit the program thanks to him. That's how I honestly feel. But that would give him a right... I hate having to prove some points to people, but I am gonna whip ass. HELL YEAH!!!

So... I do not feel better after saying all this. I hate when I am pushed towards my twin sister's evil side... But I know it's right... Only the good die young... And this is just another proof of the simple fact that you cannot be good in this world because noone will know the difference.

I am so dissapointed...

I am so discouraged...

I am so tired...

V for vendetta, victory and vex. FIGHT THE REAL ENEMY!!!

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