Tuesday, December 30, 2003
Here I am... Payday and cannot go get the check... Stranded in my house with no soul taking pity on my self... LOL Right... It could be worst I guess... Gotta go to the hospital this afternoon, get a nice excuse before I die. Hope to get better by the 1st, hope that Coriolis can come over here so he can be Driving Miss V to some places to take care of some loose ends before I depart for 2 weeks... Buahahahahah... Going to Texas, eeeehhhaahhhhh from the 9th to the 19th, so maybe I'll blog, maybe I wont...
Coriolis had a sickness, then Lucinda had sickness, then Einstein and Barbie... Then Groundel, then about everyone at work, and finally me. How nice...
Saw Moulin Rouge for the 6th time...
Saw Finding Nemo. Awesome movie! I didnt expect such a good film!
Revisited Dracula and Sleepy Hollow...
Bored as hell...
Looking for bargains on weddingstuff... Found a contact for Circulo de Recreo, lets hope that comes out right. Looking for a priest to do the confirmation thinguie for Groundel before September (thats a project in itself!)... Everything else seems smooth...
Insane as usual...
Trilogy called 3 days ago, and got startled at the fact I did not recognized his voice... Sorry, but REALLY trying to move on here! Besides, he said we are no longer friends, so why he keeps his every-4-months calls? Out of the 12 years waiting circle, pal!
Thats about all the emotion and drama I can handle. Yipeeee! The pills really work!!!
And AVO is still being around, a bit down but hey, he is after all the empathic agent of entropy in our universe, aint he? ;)
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
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Coriolis had a sickness, then Lucinda had sickness, then Einstein and Barbie... Then Groundel, then about everyone at work, and finally me. How nice...
Saw Moulin Rouge for the 6th time...
Saw Finding Nemo. Awesome movie! I didnt expect such a good film!
Revisited Dracula and Sleepy Hollow...
Bored as hell...
Looking for bargains on weddingstuff... Found a contact for Circulo de Recreo, lets hope that comes out right. Looking for a priest to do the confirmation thinguie for Groundel before September (thats a project in itself!)... Everything else seems smooth...
Insane as usual...
Trilogy called 3 days ago, and got startled at the fact I did not recognized his voice... Sorry, but REALLY trying to move on here! Besides, he said we are no longer friends, so why he keeps his every-4-months calls? Out of the 12 years waiting circle, pal!
Thats about all the emotion and drama I can handle. Yipeeee! The pills really work!!!
And AVO is still being around, a bit down but hey, he is after all the empathic agent of entropy in our universe, aint he? ;)
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
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Wednesday, December 24, 2003
Wednesday, December 17, 2003
Good news:
1- More free days thanks to the Gobe's last Xmas wish
2- Survived a round trip
3- Still sticking to my guts
4- Nice moves!
5- Real friends exist
6- Happiness is not HAVING what you want but WANTING what you have
7- I'm still my old insane self
8- Not falling into tears-traps
Bad news:
1- Mom still a bitch
2- Mom scheming against my plans
3- Mom annoying me
4- Sis is missing in action
5- Money pit getting to $0.00
6- Missing some people
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1- More free days thanks to the Gobe's last Xmas wish
2- Survived a round trip
3- Still sticking to my guts
4- Nice moves!
5- Real friends exist
6- Happiness is not HAVING what you want but WANTING what you have
7- I'm still my old insane self
8- Not falling into tears-traps
Bad news:
1- Mom still a bitch
2- Mom scheming against my plans
3- Mom annoying me
4- Sis is missing in action
5- Money pit getting to $0.00
6- Missing some people
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Monday, December 15, 2003
Dissapointment, I feel...
Dissapointment tears my heart apart and makes me scream from the top of my lungs: HIPOCRITES! So many say that like a mother there is none... Damn right. My mother calls me insane, crazy beyond recognition, a social disturbance. And that she will have nothing to do with my stupid ideas. APPLAUSE FOR THE HIPOCRECY OF SAYING TO ALL HER FRIENDS HOW MUCH SHE HAS DONE FOR HER TWO DAUGHTERS. She has nerves of steel, doesn't she?
An then, the stage turns all lights towards my real mother, the one that raised me... The one that expresses feelings once every lunar eclipse... One thing is very straight: I am paying for my wedding. It is my business, it will be as I want it to be. But even if I ask for an opinion, the one that raised me and knows me so well just says she can say nothing for she cannot compromise... Money. Always money. A nice word would ie her into giving me money... Thats the big translation... So if she says nothing, and just witness my insanity, what that makes her? A partner in crime with the attitude of trying to step all over me... I am so many things, but a loser. I have so many skills, and I have no addictions, and I am hard-working... Yet, what's the reward? A good feeling? Not words, no words from the people that matters to you... And that simply sucks.
I am scheming my wedding without my family's aid. My mother wont have anything to do with it because she seems to be ashamed of my creativity. My other mom won't take part because she would then "have" to spend money on me. I won the first prize for the greatest and most loved daughter, didn't I?
My friends are my family, the ones I chose right, the ones that know who I am and acept it with a smile in their faces. It just hurts... I now my friends love me. I would just like to hear just once that my blood family is proud of me.
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Dissapointment tears my heart apart and makes me scream from the top of my lungs: HIPOCRITES! So many say that like a mother there is none... Damn right. My mother calls me insane, crazy beyond recognition, a social disturbance. And that she will have nothing to do with my stupid ideas. APPLAUSE FOR THE HIPOCRECY OF SAYING TO ALL HER FRIENDS HOW MUCH SHE HAS DONE FOR HER TWO DAUGHTERS. She has nerves of steel, doesn't she?
An then, the stage turns all lights towards my real mother, the one that raised me... The one that expresses feelings once every lunar eclipse... One thing is very straight: I am paying for my wedding. It is my business, it will be as I want it to be. But even if I ask for an opinion, the one that raised me and knows me so well just says she can say nothing for she cannot compromise... Money. Always money. A nice word would ie her into giving me money... Thats the big translation... So if she says nothing, and just witness my insanity, what that makes her? A partner in crime with the attitude of trying to step all over me... I am so many things, but a loser. I have so many skills, and I have no addictions, and I am hard-working... Yet, what's the reward? A good feeling? Not words, no words from the people that matters to you... And that simply sucks.
I am scheming my wedding without my family's aid. My mother wont have anything to do with it because she seems to be ashamed of my creativity. My other mom won't take part because she would then "have" to spend money on me. I won the first prize for the greatest and most loved daughter, didn't I?
My friends are my family, the ones I chose right, the ones that know who I am and acept it with a smile in their faces. It just hurts... I now my friends love me. I would just like to hear just once that my blood family is proud of me.
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Monday, Monday...
Feels like a slumber...
Humming under
Crawling thunder...
I am tired, tired, tired, tired... Been driving looking for the right spot... On Saturday spent 6 hours in the laundry. Yup, had nothing to wear so finally gave in to the darkside... Sunday was "looking for castles" day... Tiresome... Nothing I expected... Ugly places, deserted places... Seems that my last hope is San Germán. There's one perfect antique-victorian place I may add to the "Me Like" list. Still browsing...
Groundel has been quiet and easygoing. He bought 4 Starwars figures this weekend and was pretty content with it.
Lucinda went to a wedding yesterday, and luckily found jackpot.
LadyMex is stressed and misleaded as usual. Her ex will be here next week, with his current wife, and so some of us expect long hours of torture-talk.
Diego almost got splatted by my Ravi. And last night literally stepped on crystal...
AVO is kinda thundering and having a good angry time... I guess? ;)
Coriolis is excited about purple, it goes with his complexion...
And me... Just keeping up with Loving a plan that comes together. Bored, sort of... Tired... Frustrated... But happy. This pills reaaaaally work! :P
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Feels like a slumber...
Humming under
Crawling thunder...
I am tired, tired, tired, tired... Been driving looking for the right spot... On Saturday spent 6 hours in the laundry. Yup, had nothing to wear so finally gave in to the darkside... Sunday was "looking for castles" day... Tiresome... Nothing I expected... Ugly places, deserted places... Seems that my last hope is San Germán. There's one perfect antique-victorian place I may add to the "Me Like" list. Still browsing...
Groundel has been quiet and easygoing. He bought 4 Starwars figures this weekend and was pretty content with it.
Lucinda went to a wedding yesterday, and luckily found jackpot.
LadyMex is stressed and misleaded as usual. Her ex will be here next week, with his current wife, and so some of us expect long hours of torture-talk.
Diego almost got splatted by my Ravi. And last night literally stepped on crystal...
AVO is kinda thundering and having a good angry time... I guess? ;)
Coriolis is excited about purple, it goes with his complexion...
And me... Just keeping up with Loving a plan that comes together. Bored, sort of... Tired... Frustrated... But happy. This pills reaaaaally work! :P
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Thursday, December 11, 2003
Well, last night went to see the priest for the first time. The monseñor was not at all as I expected. He said nothing about our crazy hair, and although we got a lecture on why we don't go to church, he was easygoing. The date is set for Saturday October 23, at 2:00pm. I love it when a plan comes together. :)
I contacted a company that creates historical-period clothing. So, everyone on the wedding party will be with ren-french-victorian flair. For the reception the plan is a Masquerade, since Halloween is around the corner... nothing traditional. :)
In other news, seems I got a virus from around the block, got the runnies and nausea... Came to work but feel a bit dizzy and with a humongous headache... Ah, whatever... Nothing is perfect...
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I contacted a company that creates historical-period clothing. So, everyone on the wedding party will be with ren-french-victorian flair. For the reception the plan is a Masquerade, since Halloween is around the corner... nothing traditional. :)
In other news, seems I got a virus from around the block, got the runnies and nausea... Came to work but feel a bit dizzy and with a humongous headache... Ah, whatever... Nothing is perfect...
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Thursday, December 04, 2003
Looking for a castle, looking for a priest, looking for the right place , date and things. Been very busy with Barbie's birthday last Sunday. Made a small mural and two posters of Strawberry Shortcake. The whole thing was so cool! I expected to be bored, but I actually had lots of fun playing around, especially inside Strawberry Shortcake's house... Yipeeee! :P Everyone looked happy (at least the kids anyway). :D Lady mex was with Nico and Elisa. Lucinda's boy was upset because he couldn't open the presents, but then he engaged on playing and forgot... for a while... The cake was beautifully red and pink, many strawberies alluring the taste. Yummy! and had a blast talking... ok, more like listening, to Lucinda's father and his very engaging topics... from nature to UFO's. Cool!
This week, back to writing dates and getting the stuff I want for next year. This week must visit places and talk to churches... See who accepts the red-headed maniac... That's going to be tough, I dont want to dye my hair black... We'll see what happens...
At work, they are finally processing my permanency. Maybe it will be here by January. Seems next year will have many events under its belt! I should be travelling on January to Texas, to stay for 2 weeks with my father. And my car will be paid-off by November. Yes, 2004 should be a good year indeed, very unforgettable.
In the meanwhile, discovering Puerto Rico...
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This week, back to writing dates and getting the stuff I want for next year. This week must visit places and talk to churches... See who accepts the red-headed maniac... That's going to be tough, I dont want to dye my hair black... We'll see what happens...
At work, they are finally processing my permanency. Maybe it will be here by January. Seems next year will have many events under its belt! I should be travelling on January to Texas, to stay for 2 weeks with my father. And my car will be paid-off by November. Yes, 2004 should be a good year indeed, very unforgettable.
In the meanwhile, discovering Puerto Rico...
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