It is a constant dissapointment... People are... Everyone... In every sense... Friends and foes... Family and strangers... Lovers and enemies... Constant dissapointments...

It is not easy ignoring how dumb and stupid people can be with you... It is not easy smiling so the show goes on in this Big Show called Life. It is best not to think, so things are just done, so actions are taken, and there is no bias towards that...

It is sad how good intentions and truth can be bent at will by those you love most. It is sad when you know you give all you've got and even a bit more, to keep on receiving daggers... It is sad to stand strong at all times even when you feel your wounds have taken the best of you, even if you are bleeding to death... and then you realize you stand strong for the wrong cause or people... It is sad, when all you've got is more time in your hands to built, when you thought you already built...

But isn't it good, isn't it grand, isn't it great... To live the life you like... Even if it hurts you every step of the way... Crystals in the floor from so many shattered mirrors can be such a nuisance...

Still, I stand... I walk... I live... The Show must go On.

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