The GOOD & The BAD...

and Then SOME

Heat wave, melting us. Taking advantage of baby's magic spells. Surviving. Planning some future deeds for funraising for baby. I've notice most parents do a fundraise yearly to take care of the expenses. So, pondering, planning, scheduling... Hopefully I'll get some help from within the island. Will try the online way when all takes shape.

The ogre is going insane with some issues. I wish I could give some support, but nothing I say seems right. I hope it all turns for the best. I wish him happiness. He needs to develop patience and belief. When he least expects it, things will happen. But he needs to keep the faith. Somehow. Somewhere. Someway.

The mage keeps on with the job-hunting mandatory courses. I hope something comes out from it. He's been helping a lot taking care of baby. He is missed whenever he's not around.

Me, still job-hunting, although I have the Geek thinguie starting at end of month. Not happy about it, so I wont stand still. Something good MUST be out there.

I go insane because of debt and the endless calls. And because of the calls that people don't make. And because of so many things! But I keep the focus: We are here because of baby's needs NOT because we want to, not because it is a pleasure vacation, not because we like it. So many things we hate! But number one is providing baby with what she NEEDS. In the way we must meet a happy medium for everything.

I hope the house sells this month. That has me beyond stressed. I hope my clothing arrive anytime soon. Hello! I have almost nothing to wear! I hope my car doesnt get damage from not moving... it worries me that the tires may rot. The battery problem is not hard to fix, so I would expect some common sense. The wires to charge it from another car are in the back.

I talked with Grace and Carmen from ARV last week. That was refreshing. And encouraging. They keep pictures of Deedee in their cubicles, updated ones. The people of Aguadilla always have been very dear and very special to me. Last week I also found El Calvo(amen), so i got to vent some steam... Not having someone reasonable to talk to drives me insane. Yup, social points raise a bit... Now I need to find Coriolis, whom I've been trying to reach for almost 2 months.

Kitties misbehaving. Now Michita gets a kick from getting into the room behind Auntie's window and meouwing at 4am... LOL I love my cats!

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