Friday, September 03, 2004

Sometimes good times are just memories that are so far away that they fade into oblivion… I think that there aint much to do, there aint much to say… I am too angry and too ballistic to decide right now, but all my senses are telling me one fact that is irreversible and irrefutable: This is wrong. And my incstinct has never failed me. Groundel is just full of crap. And I am fed up of that crap. I am fed up on having so many responsabilities and so little consideration from everyone around me, especially him. I am fed up with being the “miracle doer” when problems arise, standing all by myself. I am fed up with being patient, and positive, and believing. I am fed up with having to pass as a “pendeja” just because… I am fed up.

Today I scream to the world I AM FED UP!!!!
Today I reclaim my old me, I change my name to Blaze Darkstream and I re-iniate my endless fight against injustice and evil!
Today I stand all over the little people, and embrace whom I am without any fear.
Today I see my true self, and I cry of joy at the realization that the more something changes, the more it stays the same. I have changed much, but the same stays:
I am in love with myself, first.
I am in love with my endless quest for justice.
I enjoy helping everyone, anytime.
I give much more than I have, expecting nothing.
I am a believer of truth, honor, courage, and valor.
I am a believer of faith.
I am a dreamer on a chaotic land.
I am a feminist in a macho-infested world.
I am free to do as I want, as I believe, as I know is right.
I have not been scared, but cautious. I am tired of caution. Aries is not about caution, but action. And I intend to act, no matter what.
I am enraged, yes… I am mad, yes… But since this rage and madness has been lingering for a long time, it is in truth a releasing experience in which I let go of false prophets and ideas. It is time for truth. I am fed up with lies.
I want truth! I am true, to my friends and to my loves, so I demand TRUTH.
In TRUTH shall I rest in peace, and arise as the vengeful spirit I am.

I am fed up with society and conformity.
I am fed up with being taken for granted.
I am fed up with swallowing lies and lies and lies.
I am fed up with staleness.

As William Wallace once screamed before dying and being dismembered: “FREEEEDDOOOOOOOOOOOM!!!!!!”

Quote the raven “Nevermore”

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