Trials, the Times of Trouble have finally arrived to the real world. Hmmm... Deep thinking, quarrels within inner self and the both eternal rivals: heart and thought. All has long consequences, lifetime consequences. Groundel still wants to go ahead with all we planned... I am uncertain. I feel divided and it is tearing me apart. Trilogy wants to be back forever, but the crystal ball features uncertain dark mist swirling on its reins zenith... Right now, it is all making me sick, literally. I don't know what to do still. I just know that it is all 3 months away and that either Trilogy shows me his true colors once and for all, or he looses me.

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