So new news for the blog... This I actually wrote on Wed but couldn't post as I have been Internet impaired...

School: Know no shit of what is going on, if something is going on... I just know one thing: Art will always be my first love but I also need to get some security in life that perhaps I just won't get following the animation thinguie that I am following... I won't give up yet, although I know that the stupid class that just ended will lower my perfect score of 4.00... Completely unfair... But will give it a chance through Fall. I will make the final decision in Fall... Next course is Color Theory followed by 3D animation studio... That one I want to take... So... I will just wait and see. After that course I should then make a decision. Anyway, I will try applying for doctorate on the local UIA at SanGerman, Inter-regional and International Business. Need to get 3 letters of recommendation, gotta use the 3 proffesors: Leonora, Dafne and maybe the one for International Business? Will see what I'll do. I'll also need to apply for tudent loans for that... I think I can make it... Both things at the same time may be a no-no. Perhaps I should just get a associate degree on animation, that's what I'm thinking of doing... I am suicidal anyhow... If classes get better then I will stick to them, but I will definitively try to get into the doctor's program... It will broaden my possibilities for a job requiring less physical strain...

Work: Talking about physical strain... This sucks. No internet access, no floppy... I am on training this week... Windows 2K Server and Workstation... Fine tuning the skills that I already have. Been with Morpheus must of the time, fuzzy Dreamland... But it's turning out fine. Not talking with many, but just the right amount. SAY CHEEEEEESE! :D The talking has made up my will and now I'm in the warrioress mode to get my permanency. Got to write to the general administrator of the agency, got to contact the Ethics Department of Gov, and got to call HR for a refresh on the status. Next week I need to keep on the Inventory, finish it up and send a nice report. Plus the big Aguadilla move shall be the talk of the day, after all... it IS the Big Move! Damn... I already told my dearly beloved boss that I will gladly supervise but that I cannot move anything (doctor's orders). And they wil be giving me a new laptop, thank you... LOL WinXP... Oh, the complete experience... ;) Hopefully THAT will be good.

People: Well... Lots of female bonding with Alexia... LOL Ok... So Coriolis is having fun... at my expense? Last night (well, the whole week as a matter of fact) called him, wited for him... waited... waited... waited more... So the neighboor from the front side of the street asked me to go into her house to wait since it was 11:30 and the streets were empty and desolated... Dangerous? Ah... Yeah, I had been sitting in the step next to the friggin door with one hand on the cell th other trying to stop my head from falling since I was friggin tired... So... The lady get me water... WATER! WATER! And actually she has a nice house, all her decoration in red, red furniture, red curtains... Loved the place... BIG tv! and then Coriolis called... I peeked at the balcony and saw him on his balcony next door, his face crackling in the floor. LOL THAT was something alright! So, the lady escorted me outside and set me free...
< Dark Lady laughed and danced and lit the candles one by one, danced to the gypsy music until the moon was gone... >

Anyway... Coriolis was quite embarassed... Of course he forgot about me! He went to the gym, and then to his love nest... While I was out in te cold night, pale from hunger and eye sockets empty as my eyes had rolled down the street and had almost been eaten by a dog, thank you. So... The night was exciting, huh? Well, I am jst telling the further, the last breath of the day news... for there were many more exciting moments before this absolutely depressing moment in time... Yes, after school time the girl met the boy and they went out for dinner. The way was a riot, at AVO expense. He was mad, friggin upset, and trying to keep in check so he wouldn't snap at me... LOL I was just asking him to scream. Why not? Screaming is good. Then came a Shout speech based on Depeche Mode. Go figure. :P So... Some crazy talk about Dark Times on MoneyPit Land, where Green Moneus is getting back at the few creatures of the human race that would do anything to get him... So... He asks all his minions, incidentally called The Bills, to stalk us to death... Long story short: Yes, we are broke. So... We kinda have to keep a VERY tight budget to make sure that our silent killer doesnt surprise us... We must eat... So other pleasures must be halted. Damn. But hey, birds keep flying, life goes on and I still want my MTV. So... We went to my favorite nice restaurant expensive place for gathering... Am I talkative today or what? I got my medium rare... bloody sweet... vampiric delight... with beloved onion rings... yup, onions not garlic, Bub. So, after that we went to play with the Sims but the game was not too in depth... Finally grasped that instrument of pure lightning speed pleasure... a laptop with DSL. After... OMG! 29 hours of Internet deprivation! Ah, nothing like viewing yunk mail, even that felt so right! LOL Techie gigs... I have been assimilated by technology, I know... but I wont accept, I wont! AVO was just changing his diapers (long story) LOL We went for ice cream, I had the urge! Yup, I really had the friggin urge! This place is so friggin hot! I just hate it! Ok, ranting is over... And then said farewell , and went to see Coriolis... And the rest I already wrote... Yesterday was a very draining day...

Today... training... The day is going so fast I need to stop before hitting the crystal doors! :P It has been ok, no time to think, started out as a very sleepy tiresome morning, but the little rendevouz at the office woke me up. Then running to get in time, the excitement of not getting lost... And food at breaks, and nice talk at midday, and now looking up for the second dinner... break... LOL I am so friggin thirsty! The Neverending Thirst! Have heard nothing from Sara, some from Groundel, plenty from Coriolis and High Court talk with AVO... My grandfather is still at the hospital. My aunt as bitchy as usual. :)

Feelings: Rage, fury, sweet, outrage, sadness, loneliness, love, compassion, faith, will, searching, needing, believing, trusting, waiting, aiming, bringing, giving, taking, wishing, missing, playing, laughing, crying, poetic, silent, absolutely no regrets.

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