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ABOUT STUPIDITY
You try to help… Sometimes that is all you simply do, help. Why? Because you can, because you care… And somehow it is written in words of fire that “Thou shall always receive a bite from the one you help”. And the story repeats itself over and over and over. And it reaches an edge… And then it falls through an endless pit in which it will keep falling without hitting bottom. Shit happens. People change. But the more something changes the more it stays the same…
I have a very annoying habit. It is called “stumbling upon a rock, falling, getting up and then stumbling upon the same rock again, and again, and again”. One should be patient and tolerant and kind and understanding… but there is a thin line between being enlightened and being stupid. Seems people think I am stupid just because of the way I look, or because of the way I think, or because I have deep feelings for my friends and I am not ashamed to show it in everything I do.
Guess it is stupid to want to fix what the world brands as un-fixable… just because you know it can be fixed… Guess it is stupid to believe that in the end good things come to those who wait because in the end the hardest the task, the greater the reward. Guess it is stupid to show respect and kindness treating others as you wish others to treat you. Guess is stupid to get hit on one side of the face, and then give the other side so it gets hit as well. Guess it is stupid to help stand those who fall, heal anyone sick, lift the spirits of someone sad, give food to those with hunger, give shelter to those without roof, give love to those who are lonely… Guess it is stupid to want to make a difference by believing, by having faith, by keeping hope, by making dreams come true… Guess it is stupid to cry because polar bears will die soon, because of the global warming and its effect on glaziers… And it is stupid to think of all the trees that are cut down each day, and all the cats and dogs that are humanely euthanized because they have no home and the shelter has no funds to give them a chance of life… It is stupid to know that a pig has the brain of a 4 year old child… and yet get killed in the worst way possible… as if they felt nothing…
If all of this is stupid… by all means, YES I AM STUPID. And guess what? I LIKE IT. It is called having a heart, dispelling shadows, living life to the fullest, bringing smiles to sad hearts… The important things are not the material things, but the invisible ones. Keep an unchained heart, help others soar in their flight… and then you’ll be really free… If at the end of the day I can go to sleep with a smile in my lips, it is all worth it, even if I get bitten…
I wish people could understand what real life is all about… Sadly, in this cursed island that is an un-existent, un-important truth. People think they are the smartest or the slyest, or the most cool… simply because they get instant gratification through being mundane and vulgar and average and non-creative and conformists. What a sad society of vermin, of followers of mediocrity! The more I think of it, the more I see it, the more stupid I want to become.
ABOUT MY WEEKEND
Well… Went on Friday with LightShadow and Groundel to see the Feast of the Goat movie… Was really disgusted by it… Sorry, didn’t like it… not my favorite genre, but hey, at least it was entertaining. The night went on smoothly, good company and good conversation. Hope that everyone else agrees. Happy B-Day to LS! Met the mage almost reaching midnight, so we crashed at the den for a while. I was not feeling too good, so I went home.
Saturday was an ode to being lazy… Watched 3 movies, ate and sleep a-lot. Complete with Ruffles and everything. Too tired to do anything else but vegetate… Oh, yes, it was beautiful!
Sunday, woke up early and so I did the laundry and some cleaning. Met the mage, his munchkin, the family, the Pura Brisas elderly and finally crashed at the den, again… A creamy ice-scream, long talk and sleep by 3am… Wheeeee o algo…
ABOUT THE CREW
The ship seems to be sinking… Abandon ship! Wish there was a nice helm that could replace the broken one, but wishful thinking does not help much…
Groundel being himself… not taking care of himself… he was told by the doc that he better make something and change his food intake so medicines actually work… Dunno about that one, he always ends up doing simply what he wants… which is rarely good.
LadyDeath wants a dressy for the Morrigan ensemble… Hopefully she’ll get it. Been told that there is a 50% at HT, so we may pass by our favorite store. I need to get a whip…
Coriolis missing in action… HOPE YOU GOT THE CAPARRA THING! I know, you been busy with the presentation… Hopefully you will have some time to actually have a decent talk… :P
LightShadow still impressing all with her public figure aura and her movie database prowess. FIGHT THE REAL ENEMY!
Lucinda feeling that she’s a MAN and she’s HUNGRY and she deserves a WHOPPER. Roleplaying, people… Make believe… As in… Have you watched any TV commercials lately? Geesh! People!
Joe… Don’t know anything and I’m too scared to find out. One thing is certain, he’s staying away from deadly curves near local malls…
Karah… Her baby is quite a man already! Eating and sleeping and screaming… LOL Well, don’t expect any less than a Rock or something… So much potential due to godly genes…
Zordak... Locked up in his tower of terror, teleporting goodies and stuff, showing off his magical cauldron and all the portals it can open. Besides that, very much alive and kicking… And each day, granting gifts that I never imagined…
ABOUT THE WITCH
An overall of being pissed by people (the usual), but feeling blissfully blessed… These last four days have been filled with many moments… Drama, intrigue, thrillers, horror, action, but above all… love… in all its guises and ways. I feel I am actually heading somewhere, the destination being the reaped harvest of so much sacrifice and woes…
People, believe in faeries and pixies and dragons and brownies and goblins… They do exist. And magic simply turns the world around… upside down… inside out.
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