Friday, October 01, 2004

Yesterday was the goodbye to one of the co-workers. I helped decorating, making the mural... The guy was not one of my biggest joys, but I guess I will miss his constant anoying me with "You got to integrate to the group" speech...

Well, people have taken so-so the decision. I guess most expected that, from my writings and from witnessing the behaviors of the ogre and the half-snake. Groundel seems sad, but is not talking about it. He just keeps playing video games, as usual. And working. And "studying". He's never into deep conversations, and he's definitively not into sharing his thoughts... And my crystal ball is too cluttered with many images so I don't wanna look. I need peace and quiet. I need solitude. I need to become untouchable. I need to wander alone in the woods, to hum my mantras and just to be... I would like to visit El Faro and stay up there seated, just watching the sea, just feeling the breeze taking away all my thoughts... But got to fix my car first. I need to get in touch with an old friend that I have missed alot... myself. Gotta do some cleaning, gotta put things in order, gotta do the Great Clean Sweep... And then, gotta try to make my own destiny...

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