Sad but happy

Well, things are flowing slowly but certainly. The invitations are out, and I sent the last messages on who is going or not and payments. I hope that with Friday’s lunch all numbers can make their proper fitting. I don’t see much controversy besides the ones coming from the same people, here at Emporium. I hope that a big surprise comes true, so all the ill desires towards me rebound. Still, this whole place saddens me greatly. I try to keep hope on the goodness laying inside everyone’s heart, but the choice that most make is against that goodness. I keep battling a political empire that is corrupted and that is decadent…

My choice of weapons seem funny, as brains and good deeds for the greater good are not as easily rewarded as ill comments and ill actions. But I believe in who I am, in all I can achieve. In the end, I will have my last laugh. I will make a difference, against all odds. I never thought I would finally develop a mellow patience, but I have, and although I dislike the wait I have lived to see that rotten apples do get what they deserve in the long run… their shine is an instant of glimmer… My moment of glory will come soon enough, and it won’t fade as fast. This I trust.

I hope that everyone gets better. Lucinda was still a bit sick, Groundel’s leg is still swollen, and I am still going with the stupid cough/flu thinguie. Gotta get a life, whatever that may mean… Next week will be the secretaries thinguie, and on the first week of May I’ll do some upgrades to the servers. Second week to tie up any loose end, and the last two weeks will make up my so-called vacation… not that I’ll be able to actually do anything, very broke still… Gotta play loto or something…

I’m sad but I’m happy
Yay!

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