New old news

Yup, new old news, sort of... Daddy finally found means to communicate with me, and in the while let me know that some weeks ago my two brothers were here in the island for a wedding, in SJ. They told him that my sis tried to contact me but the effort was fruitless. Hmmm... I find odd that EVERYONE knows that I am still living with my aunt, EVERYONE knows that phone number since it has been the same number ever since before my birth, and my sis knows where I work & my different numbers. If she said she tried to find me, well who knows,but she didn't really try so hard. If everything else fails, EVERYONE knows I check my email daily so... I am sorry, but I have to say the WTF? award of the day goes to her. Whatever vendetta she has now, whatever reason she has for it... why get my brothers into it? And my brothers, they are so smart and tech advanced and they couldn't even drop an email? Gimme a break! So yes this kinda pissed me off for half an hour, but then again I came to my senses realizing that after all just because my dad and his wife likes me doesn't mean that their siblings like me that much. Although the old ones emphazise that "young blood looks for young people" that has never been the case with me. I dissaprove improper behavior of any kind, so I am not the favorite one to call if someone wants mischief or fun.

That applies to so-called friends as well. There is this big trend that people only look for me whenever they need a security blanket or help in something... I am so good at solving messes and making sense of anything... But rarely comes a call that asks a simple "How are you?". This year my birthday made me see the people whom are really interested in my life and wherabouts. I spent time with people who honestly care for me, just because of who I am. Everyone that has come to my life to take from me where pinpointed with neon colors. I am glad. I can see who is true and who is not, and smile anyway... To the real ones, be certain you have my heart. To the special non-real ones, I help because I can so no offense is taken... but now I know who you REALLY are... mind your steps and be wary, being kind is NOT synonym of being stupid. And I am NOT stupid.

The real pleasures in life comes from the life you share with significant others. No money or status can grant that. Family should come first, but seems that will always be an exception for me. My family I have made of a few chosen ones that have been my strenght and reason to live another day. I am grateful for those I call my friends, especially ever constant Lucinda and Groundel, both of whom have known me for so long and still look forward to sharing more memories... I pity my sis and other siblings, as they really know nothing of who I am and how much I do care for them. All in all, I am content with knowing my father remembers me and gets concerned with the small things that may happen to me.

Ah, lovely Sunday. Although my cough is pitiful, nothing raises spirits as wathing Lord of the Rings movies all day long! Gotta love Gandalf!

Dyed my hair so I wouldnt have multiple colors. Now its a sound RedSonja red. So, gotta get in gear and... Off with some heads!

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