No word from Gruendel. He had a letter for todays gathering at 2pm, for the post office job… but no word from him so I guess he’ll miss it… How nice, he really needs the job… Whatever…

Tril gave me a gift yesterday. It has symbolism… And he got gifts for the kitties… Now that was plain weird and unexpected. Then he invited me for dinner… And then we argued as always… He wants to be steady with me and had already figured out his life with me. Hmmm… Ok, just how about asking me first before making such life plans? He asks me why I wont give him a chance, why I mistreat him and talk to him almost with hate… Drugs and his bubble wont let him see things, I guess… I ran out of chances. It’s been 15 years of them.

May check out some places of interest if Coriolis provides shelter, if weather conditions agree and no cosmic debris falls in my way.. I need a break from Mayaguez and all its bullshit. I need to breathe even if it is the impure air of the Metro area. I need good company and some laughs. I need to remember how to smile.

I feel tired and grouchy. My oh-so-great period arrived today, lucky me… timing stinks as usual… And I feel nauseus and dizzy and with a friggin pain… Solved some computer problems, will go tomorrow to Aguadilla to solve issues over there… And trying to get some feedback about the house thinguie… Seems it all will be over by Sept 30th… Hmmm… Gee, I’m planning a voyage and that could be the date of closing… How strange… DejaVu.

Hope Marie gets a job soon. And hope Maria’s kitties get stronger. :D

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