Underworld:Evolution. Not as bad as I expected, predictable but entertaining. The sex scenes didn’t add anything to the storyline but I guess they needed that as an excuse to make Selene drop her tight cover-up. Whatever… Love the ancient vamps. For a moment you expect Xena to come out of the woods into the village and kick ass… Yes, I still dream of the Xena movie… Let it be, let it be! (Fingers crossed).

The weekend had no great consequence… Basically scrapbooking on Sat, dyed my hair back to the Vampire Red, watched WNTW and some of the Wild Weddings flicks, and went to check my house on Sun. Contemplating taking Isis, Roxy or Michita to the Sato Show on February. Of the 3, Michita has the most interesting story to tell… but her frights may turn to the unbearable stage once more so I dunno…

Groundel finally made the dreaded “matricula” after knocking many doors and should start his courses today. He took 5 classes, two management, one computer, one theology and one social science. Hopefully he can also apply for a student loan and look for a place to stay that is at walking distance of the university. At least studying matters are looking up. Yay!

Lucinda started studying too, so it’s a step closer to her graduation date. Her schedule is hectic as usual: Two kids, a job and studying ain’t easy... So in her case as long as she doesn’t stand still, she must keep walking towards her goals. Slow but certain.

Coriolis trying his luck at jobhunting. Well, he should have no problem doing that, he’s living within the Citadel of Hell (and opportunity). Sadly, if you are not in Area Metro chances for a career change simply thin-out, and chances of being happy at work seems like a dreamscape. So, go ahead puppy… You can do it!

I’m still looking for a studying program that I like… So far I am not convinced with what I have found. I’m inclined towards Fotography and Painting but Interior Design and Webdesign and Graphic Art are calling me… Too many interests, too little time… Will try to start something bu August this year. Let’s see how that unfolds…

Nothing else. Chillin’.

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I have been sick for the past days. The flu that my aunt and Sara and company had transferred to my bloodstream, so I was fatally thrown at its feet. Been with a fever for 2 days, and with diarrhea for another… A lovely, charming thing. Back in my office since it is the only place where I can be with some peace and quiet… Yesterday my aunt nagged me the whole day about me not working… Oh, I am sooo irresponsible…

Groundel is now looking for a new dwelling cave since he will be without a roof after this weekend. No job, classes starting for him maybe next week, and no help from his local family as usual. Lucinda volunteered to offer some shelter so he has a chance to get some student aid loan and get a roof for the semester… When something goes sucky, it goes all the way… This year has been hell so far… And it is just starting…

I’m still trying to get a hold on the people from Retiro to get the stupid check for the contractor… If they only answered the phone life would be so sweet… Seems I will have to waste a travel just to know what the hell they are gonna do! Damn…

Tril on a self-pity ongoing mode that tries to drag me in with it. Sorry but guit trips do not work on me, and progress can only be made after he decided to pick up his life and do something with it. ‘Nuff said.

Auntie had a bad week, and still trying to make it. Still coughing badly but at least much better than last week. Between the French frye that almost killed her and the deadly flu she has been quite altered from her regular schedule. She’s upset about roaches, and now I’m to blame for having all my stuff storaged in the place, sheltering the roaches… I will start moving things over to the house. I will just change the doorlock of one bedroom and use it as storage. It’s the best I can do for now… I hate seeing her sick and being able to do nothing about it. It makes me realize how frail she really is, and she can slip away anytime soon… And although we argue constantly. Life will be a sad thing if she is not around to give some inspiration…

Shaken up about many things: Life, needs, wants, goals, dreams, relationships, friends… Nothing is quite what I expected, little is good and most is pure shit. And it is as good as it can get… Lovely-errr.

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Woke up with a stuffy nose. Yesterday spent the whole day on the road, getting some UPS batteries to some people... installing them... And so, the dust and dirt in the floors and under the desks made me sick... How strange...

Sent old stuff to San Juan. RUM didn't make my letter with the 2 weeks notice, and my calling everyday... So the oportunity as HR agent is ruined... I will try calling HR for a one week of grace, but doubt their kindness...

Groundel wants to take guitar lessons, getting info on that. Didn't knew he used to play a little when he was a youngling... Well, his godmother may take him to a college to see if he doesn't miss this new semester. Fingers crossed. If he is diligent he may graduate by December. If.

Well, duty calls. Later, kiddies.
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Ok, for all the people who wondered:
This is my house


And this is me in the house


Any questions?

High blood sugar levels ask for harsh measures. Lets see if these measures work. Ive been feeling too bad for the last month, the kidneys pain almost matching ovaries pain, and feeling scratchy and angry almost 24/7... So... I'll start with baby steps and try a 1,300 caloric intake diet or so to see if it has any effect on me. I am tired of... feeling tired, feeling pains, feeling old. Don't want to end up in a wheelchair, blind and angry. Many things to do, and the best way of doing all I want to do is being the best I can be in every sense. I'll come back to this next week, to report any improvements if they take place... Yes, I am very skeptical...

Kyonne is well, prancing and fighting and chasing as usual. I changed the room yesterday... After cleaning up litters and room, turned the bed to a side and placed sickbay next to it. Blah, blah... I think the room will provide a bit more challenges to the kitties, therefore they should be entertained for a while. They need this kind of change, being in a predictable small room is no joke...

I guess it will be some sort of gaming night. Let's see if I don't start chasing Z's by 9... LOL Last night had almost no sleep because of a bad incident that may tell the future of some people... Not getting in too deep about it... I'll just call it the De Vera Incident. 'Nuff said.

The inspector visited my house today, took some pics and left. Hopefully I can get the money by Friday... Want to pay the contractor so he either finishes the details or let me finish the details on my own. Whatever.

Well... Gotta finish some tasks...

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Finally, a busy day! Spent the whole morning installing UPSs and part of the afternoon wondering how to fill in some UPS holes… 24 for 28 people… Am I expected to be a magician? Anyway, most are happy, so that's enough.

Quickie call from Coriolis to let me know how Phoebe lost her male baby. Charmed TV. Yes, I like it, so what. Yes, he likes it too.

Tired. Balancing tired-not so tired-somewhat tired moods. It's Friday, so hopefully I can wake up late tomorrow… I don't think it will be possible to actually sleep before 10pm. I have too much stuff to read, as well as too much stuff navigating in my oh-so-deep oceanic brain…

The Sims2 finally gave out some cheats. A gnome that I thought would be a travelling gnome turned out to be some sort of alien device in which you can control other cheats. You can unlock all clothing and all items and fill up to max the aspirations. Not bad at all, decreases some stress levels at gameplay… Will try it all probably on Monday.

Gotta finish up the dungeons character and add some character to the vampire one. Is simply that weekdays make me sleepy in matters of reading too much statistics and the like…Call me lazy, I don't care… I just need the Players Handbook, for heaven's sake! I want it! Damnit!

Filled up some papers to get free annual credit reports. Gotta see if there has been any improvement in my credit so I can venture for the (ohhh ahhh) cellular phone. I won't ask until I am certain of what I have, and inquire the bad stuff. Hopefully I can raise the medium rare to a well done. That's one of the main things about this initiative…

Paying, paying, paying… The income tax is around the corner… lovely. The bills keep growing and there is nothing that us consumers can do about the abuse. Sometimes it is better to be a leech… leeches live better than working humans… Blah…

Kyonne hurt his nose and paws last night, so had to set him free off the cage. Checked him during the morning and he looked fine. Scarred but happy camper… a fighter for freedom… Braveheart kitty.

This will be a long weekend… Hopefully the house things will be done… We'll see…

People getting out, gotta go.

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Thursday... The whole week has been... burdensome... to say the least. I feel completely drained, and my sleeping at 10pm is not helping it. I will have to shift the sleeping time to 8pm, I am waking up too sleepy and too tired... And it's not that I am not getting 8 hours of sleep... Diabetes is a bitch. If it keeps on this way I'll have to get insulin shots, which I'm really trying to avoid. Only the good die young, right?

At work everything is too slow and uneventful. Same old stupid crap about printers and users forgetting their passwords... Every MIS office knows that curse. Idiocy in people, 101. Dealing with it...

Kyonne is getting better. The small glimpses of freedom that he gets he runs with the back legs being in the right possition. Thank God for the blessed hands of Clavell. He's a live San Francisco de Asís.

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Tuesday: Back to work. Not too bad, not too good. At least I got to move some chess pieces:

-Called Retiro. The inspector should be coming to check the house on Tuesday

-Called RUM. Managed to get a yes so they make me a letter stating that Iif I would have asked for a Human Resources minor I would have got it because I have the minimum requisites for that specialization within my master. Hopefully that will do something in matters of helping me get a career change. If that doesn't work, I'll take it as an omen that I should keep on being stuck here…

-The contractor called. He had a plumber over the house, and found out I need to change all the flow keys, so he will do that. He should be able to take care of all details by the weekend.

-Something wicked is coming this way, or so… Have a girl that has been insisting on me doing her a logo and a website, so I may get that job… Gotta decide fast. So far Mon & Tue has been a "go to bed early because you are too tired" and that is what worries me. If I am too tired, I cannot work on my free time…

-Groundel has been a guardian angel (or demon) all this time. During Xmas he helped me a lot in house chores and with the kitties. Just letting him know he is very much appreciated. His constant presence gives me strength to face anything.

-LightShadow had her first take at character-making. Haha! Don't worry, that's the boring part. The adventure is yet to come.

-Lucinda had some diabetic treats for Groundel and me, couldn't make it last night so maybe tonight? Depends on how tired I am… Hmmm… Ok, maybe over the weekend? Sheesh!

-Trilogy has been around of late, and has expressed many things through words. But I am an action girl. Show me deeds, as words can drift in the air and get lost in translation… Too many years of chasing ghosts have turned me into an emotionless bitch… Who knew?

-Coriolis has been having fun with his bitches… Oh, the eternal pimp! And he says he'll throw game this weekend… Promises, promises! Hey, don't forget the Starbucks coffee!

-Next Monday is also a holiday, thanks of Martin Luther King, Jr. So, cheers and wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Well, duty calls and so I must go. Honk.

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After the 3kings gifts...

I guess that the 3Kings were feeling wreckless, having fun while being drunk with vodka or something... Playing tricks on innocent bystanders, playing Twister with Diana Ross... Haha, no-no-no... Big fat old bearded guy is still in Bahamas and the 3Kings feel a big responsability to party all over the world! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

No I am not on drugs.

The year started out dull at some times, full of drama and character at other times... I'm starting to feel like a live USA station or something... but TNT is the one with the "we love drama" slogan... so? a mix of both characters in desperate need of shrinks and gayish drama. Where the party never stops... Whatever...

No new movies watched. Caught a glimpse at How to lose a guy in 10 days... I really like that movie, I just recalled that yes I had seen it before... The light! The light! What not to wear has been hilarius and inspiring as usual. I missed Xmas specials like the classic Rudolf and Santa movies... even Nightmare before Xmas would have been apropriate. Somehow, Xmas is no longer what it used to be and it is not what one expects it to be... No spirit, no giving, no togetherness, no sharing... Buying stuff to make people happy is the biggest fad... Nothing like a big hug, warm chocolate and good company. But seems that's just me...

Been a lazy ass this whole week. Playing the Sims or making characters or watching tv. The contractor finally appeared and should do something next week, hopefully.

Yesterday had to take Kyonne to the vet. On the 6th he was barely moving his back legs and I got really worried. Seems that he went like a tornado while playing with his beloved brother and took a big fall from the shelves near the ceiling to the floor, missing the bed... That is my most accurate bet. Legs were not broken, but he did something to his back. The doc put some inyections on the kitty, an antibiotic and an anti-inflamatory. Both last for 12 days. He also gave me some pills I must give Kyonne for 4 days. And kitty must stay confined to a cage for 2 weeks so his muscles heal. Should bring him to the vet on the 21st for a final checkup if nothing else happens to him. Well... since it is a bit hard to keep a caged kitty, finally bought the big cage I wanted to get for these emergencies. A small litter box can fit in the ack, and kitty still has space to move a bit and keep his food close at the cage's door. Sick bay is perfect, and the sick kitty is recuperating while keeping himself warm, clean and well fed. Gosh, my kitties are lucky... All that plus A/C at night.

The Kyonne thing has been the mayor event in the last 24 hours. I get too worried.

Well, besides that I finally decided on a Corellion Larethian priestess that is also a necromantic Deathslayer. And she's a mixed elf breed, a drow father and a grey elf mom. She should be cool to roleplay, hopefully. We are thinking of laying Tuesdays and Thursdays at night, so everyone has a happy free weekend. Dont know if its a good idea for me, I get too tired when at work... We'll see how that idea turns out.

No messages from Coriolis, hope he has thrown no game... want to play but need a ride. Lucinda's kids were happy with the Catwalk Kittie and the GreySlash man-dog. I just didn't get the reason behind their getting the characters married right away... Well, grey kitty and grey dog... WTF? LOL Oh, well... they are having fun, that's what matters.

And that's the news so far... I start working on Tuesday, so call me at my office, people... Ok? Anyways...

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2006. So far, nothing different or neat. Passed NYeve sleeping, NYday feeling sick. At least no deaths due to stray bullets, yay! Prepared a character for playing Vampire Dark Ages. Will prepare another character for FR. Hopefully the group will be a stable one, no fights or dramas are foreseen... Fingers crossed. Very tired of getting my hopes high for a game that gets destroyed within 3 game-days. Playing Vampire will be new to me, have only read and watched V:TM gaming, the V:DA should be entertaining... wanted a Toreador but since I always think of Toreador will try a new clan so I get a different feel... For this one I will try becoming a narcissistic leader like Hitler or the like... but with chivalric tendencies. For the dungeons stuff... I may try a werebeast. Not certain if werewolf or werepanther... Since 2 players will be half-dragon powerhouses I aint worrying too much...

Playing the Sims. Created celebrities like Jaimie Summers, Diana Prince and Bruce Wayne. That should spice up the friends... LOL

WolfCreek: Lame movie, lame plot, even lamer acting and SFX. Blame Australia for this one... Whatever happenned to cool original foreign flicks? This one can keep Lola running!

No other movies... not even rented. Austerity. Many bills, and then some... So far, 2006 began as a bitch. Hail bitch-hood!

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2005... Not so many important things happenned, but at least some did. Life is not so bad, although being alive and truly living are different things. That's the point I've been trying to get stamped into stubborn people's minds. I intend to live even if no one agrees with what I want. I am quick to try pleasing everyone's wishes, but genie wants some time for herself as well, time to pamper herself and do everything she always wanted to do besides saving the world from human stupidity and being the eternal paladin.

This year I made many balancing acts to get my dream house. Well, it is in the country side, it is far enough but close enough, it has a nice view towards the mountains in one side and towards the ocean in the back side, it has 2 floors, and it has plenty of ground so people at least stay away and I can complete my "ranch" dreams someday. The place is not new, and has plenty of work in progress... I wanted to move in right away but that cannot be. I have to fix many things and arrange many things to my taste and I know it's better to do it all before I move in because that way I am certain things will be done... The problem is that it will take longer than I expected because of the cash flow... but as a saying says "Don't run and don't stop, if you don't stop you will get there". It will end up a haven for my kitties, a haven for gaming and a place I can truly call home... Good things come to those who wait.

Things at work wont get better and didnt get worse. I want a career change that is very stuck because now I need a letter from my university that says that the courses I have are equivalent to a Human Resourses Master... I started my MBA when there was no specializations, so my MBA was a generic Management thing. I have both HR and Marketing courses, but people do not want to read and want to make lives miserable. I know how RUM works, and it is not likely that they will make the letter... I will try to get it, though... no battle worst than the one you didnt fight. And I am very good at the arts of war... hope that the outcome is at least encouraging.

Things at home aint worst than what they have always been. Since I started living at auntie's I returned to being 15 years old... Oh, I feel so young I can weep! It is a bit of an anoyance... sometimes a lot... but I guess it is not so bad after all. My kitties are happier than I thought they would be, and little by little I'm improving the house so at least something makes auntie happy.

Things in matters of love are shady, more than usual. I feel my heart has been surrounded with a thorned strand... No, it's not a sacred heart, but I guess I know how Jesus must have felt at humanity's cruel heartlessness. I still have no road to follow. I have lost belief in all kinds of words and expect only actions. So, actions it is... Try breathing life into a corpse. Lestat would be so proud!

Things inside of me are fine. I am in love with my brain, with my thoughts, with my spirit... I am the kid that grew up to discover that she is still the kid... only wiser... I will never stop looking for wonder, or flying kites in my dreams. The important things in life are invisible to the eyes. And once again The Little Prince strikes back, another year ever since I discovered him back in 9th grade... I visit him yearly ever since... And always a new lesson blooms. Hail The Little Prince!

I am grateful for the special people that surround me, namely Groundel, LightShadow, Lucinda, Joe, Coriolis, Auntie, Lulu, Zordak, El Calvo, and Trilogy. May the new year bring you bliss, peace and love.

In case I am not around the cyberworld, Happy New Year!!!

10-4

MERRY XMAS TO ALL! Even to old grouches who don’t believe on it ;)

Got nice gifts from family and friends, got a nice typical salty dinner courtesy of auntie, saw various movies:
Madagascar: Hilarious! Loved the penguins! Love the rodents! A bit too short for my taste, but cool anyway.
Frankenstein: An attempt for a mini-series that is another good idea with a bad execution. Too slow… and not complete… Don’t waste your time with this.
Sky High: Don’t miss Linda Carter saying she is no Wonder Woman… Right!
Fantastic Four: Though it would be completely useless, but no… McMahon as DrDoom was perfect. Although Sue didn’t look like Sue at all… same for Richards… it was ok. Surprised me… entertaining.

Small gathering on Friday night to go watch King Kong. Lucinda went with her hubby, and so they joines Lightshadow, Groundel and me. Small moment of fright as Ladymex passed by with her offspring… but she turned to avoid us. Finally she got the hint. Yay! Anyway… The evening had no casualties and was fun. Lucinda ended up crying a river, guess she didn’t heard that the monkey died… Oh, well… ;)

Coriolis bored, leaving singing messages in my home phone… Oh, boy… Well, we’ll see if he really passes by on Monday. I am so tired of promises… Then again, he didn’t promise… Oh, I am soooo foolish!

Well… Keep on tuned…

10-4

Early at my house to make phone calls. No luck yet with Retiro, so I foresee the check thing will be for Jan. Not my fault, will have the phone bill to prove it. :(

Dripping dripping drowning dripping... The dripping in the bath is getting me crazy. Need to get a plumber to take care of all water issues... by mid-Jan... Right now not even a cent to spend... Eeeck!

Will ask Joe Carpenter to take out the closets and any other wood stuff. Want no wood in here, unless it is caoba. No termites, please. Maybe will do some tiling next week as well... This week or what is left of it should be an ode to lazyness... sort off... Put the primer at auntie's so gotta paint maybe tomorrow morning if I'm in the mood...

May see Tril this afternoon. I feel bored and I won't spend another whole day here waiting for a phone call that won't happen. It's like waiting for the repair of auntie's phone... It just won't happen until next year maybe... Happy happy joy joy... Eeeck!

Still an Anti-Chilli's/Anti-Ponderosa girl. People, chill... I gotta be the Grinch or Scrooge... Someone has to do it... And it is in my bones. Deal with it! It's the season to be spooky, shalalalala-lala-lala!

Mood: Make a wild guess. Maybe I'll like Xmas better if I had the spirit within, but my spirit is out and it only enjoys Halloween to the fullest. Xmas is all about gifts and outings to spend money, and getting things overpriced, and people crowding up and pushing you around and having an excuse to curse you with a smile. Blah! I hate crowds, I hate taking part of a lie (after all, baby Jesus was born between March-May, not in December), I hate people being double face (we all know they aint so merry and that they pretend to care but they just want you to fail at everything to pick up the spoils of war)... A beautiful life... Maybe a long time ago, in a galaxy far away... where people actually took the time to make their gifts and instruct values and feelings to their siblings... I wish I live in another time, but no... Here I am... In the land of confussion, in a land with no values, no heart, no core, no true joy... a land that delights on ignoring problems and celebrating stupidity, beer and half-naked chicks. Lovely land...

My homeland died horribly, and instead this accursed clone has taken over... Gentle portorricans have been turned into headless chickens in human bodies... Damned world... And its funny to see what they write as "what the 2006 will bring to us", writing about the stars saying that so many bad things will happen... Hello! Wake up! Of course bad things will happen... its a logical consequence of global carelessness. Trees keep on being cut, the Amazon Jungle keeps vanishing. Glaciers keep melting... Well, duh! Earthquakes will strike, weather will be insane... Logical things that are consequence of what the "intelligent" animal of this planet does best: Screw everything it touches for the sake of so-called civilization and evolution.

I believe in fighting and making a difference. It just seems there is no point. The few fighters are branded as geek anarchists that try going against all odds and literally die trying. The deep lessons left by Mother Theresa and Princess Diana in matters of giving selflessly were lessons of a one day application... People look at them, say its a pity, and move on. While people decide which game system should they buy, or which cellular has the best features, or which iPod looks cooler there are children dying because they couldnt get even just a spoonful of rice. Mention this, and people say its a pity, and they keep on their mindless consumerism because it doesn't inmediately touch them... Mention that you are not talking of Africa, but of this piece of land we call Island of Enchantment... and they wont believe it. Personally, I wont get a $500 buck system, not even a $130 system. People keep wasting money investing on their children's lack of imagination... and creating monsters that don't really get the value of money. Instead of giving a one day play and food and toys for kids, try donating time, volunteering... That's what true Xmas is all about... a gift that comes from the heart and lasts a whole year or a lifetime... There is a difference between wants and needs. Place it in a balance and realize that most wants are not even close to needs, and that after you fulfill your needs you can help others do the same... and in the way, get the greatest of your wants.

Ok... That's as deep as I can go today. I'm outta here.

To all friends and foes: Merry Xmas. May all of you get exactly what every one of you deserves! :)

And to pick up the spirit... here goes... cheers!


" T'was the night before Christmas - Old Santa was pissed.
He cussed out the elves and threw down his list.
Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks.
I have a good mind to scrap the whole works.
I've busted my ass for damn near a year.
Instead of "Thanks Santa" - what do I hear?
The old lady bitches cause I work late at night...
The elves want more money - The reindeer all fight.
Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids.
Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS.
And just when I thought that things would get better,
Those assholes from IRS sent me a letter.
They say I owe taxes - if that ain't damn funny.
Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money?
And the kids these days - they all are the pits.
They want the impossible ...Those mean little shits.
I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds,
Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads,
I made a ton of yoyo's - No request for them...
They want computers and robots...they think I'm IBM.
Flying through the air...dodging the trees,
Falling down chimneys and skinning my knees.

I'm quitting this job...there's just no enjoyment.
I'll sit on my fat ass and draw unemployment.
There's no Christmas this year...now you know the reason...
I found me a blonde. I'm going SOUTH for the season"

10-4

Absolutely anoyed and mad. No phone at auntie's (still, the Big old fart wont grant that wish... talking about the big old Xmas guy)... People looking for me as if I were not gonna pay... Last night the contractor's sister gave me a reminder visit along with 4 people who got out of their car in a not so friendly way... WTF? If she thought I would be intimidated, sorry. I just got soooo pissed because I dont like shows at auntie's... How can I give any money if the stupid inspector from Retiro wont show up? And that's something the contractor knew... Until she gives the go and I go to SJ to sign papers and get the check there is nothing else I can do... And I keep calling Retiro and no one answers me... But they call to my work and now today a coworker woke me up at home to tell me they were looking for me... Great. BTW, the inspector was suppossed to pass by last Thu and get this over with, she didnt. She left a note at Retiro saying she didnt found the house... But gee, she didnt call either and I waited for her the whole friggin day... Thanks to that the effect of people who want money and whom I cant get it turns into overwhelming and eeeck!

Besides that, nothing else of much worth... Say Anthony yesterday, went to see Aeon Flux... BTW, as I suspected, that movie is great as a rental, not for the Big Screen.

Narnia... Ah, Narnia... Delightful. Now I can believe in all those creatures that speak but that I wondered how... Gotta love the Phoenix. Gotta love the Witch. Gotta worship the Lion (Alex, there is your treat for the holidays... Mufasa eat your heart out). Animals with human voices were flawless. Even the wolves were perfect.

So what's left of it all? King Kong... T-rexes... Blondes in distress... Read it all at Aintitcoolnews.com

Me, trying to entertain myself with lovely ants... Waiting for calls that doesn't happen... Found the treasure for Einstein, so now is the quest for little Barbie's treasure... Groundel taking care of that business.

Making some plans, just SOME because most don't happen and so I am trying to avoid the planning business completely.

So, if the inspector shows her ass up here before Fri, I may get to get the check on Fri... if not it will be a business for next year because of the government holidays shutdown...

Whatever. Tired. Pissed. Anoyed... What's so new about it all?

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Yay! Nerdy nerd! Nerdy nerd! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! And all because I know a Vulcan and some Dungeons... Who knew? ;)

First day of vacation... Intoxicated with Clorox. Lovely.

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Preparing everything for my departure at work, namely backups, backups, backups... Same old problems, same old deaf ears at the offices in SJ. Thank God for compensatory time and vacation time... Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Well, the lady from Retiro is suppossed to pass by the house tomorrow to check it up. Hopefully all will be fine so I have the money for the contractor within this week. He work slow but certain, and the job was perfect. Love the stairs, very private now. Will try working on the bathroom so at least that is done by next week. Will try using the help of a friend that has experience with tiles. We'll see the outcome! Gotta paint with primer on Fri what is left of auntie's so later on she can paint whatever she wants to paint. Weekend and next week will be cleaning mayhem-fun at my house, anyone who wanna help is invited to do so.

Kitties very healthy and kicking. I dont know what my life would be without them. They are the only ones who understand me so well: sleep, play, and eat, the most important things in life.

Eeeck! Gotta go back to work!

10-4

Awful days gone, awful days ahead... Awful day today... Yay! Nauseus, hate feeling this way, couldn't even have breakfast, guess I'll have to turn vegetarian or something... Ugh! One more day and out until next year, out of here, cursed place, out of the plastic people with plastic smiles and plastic hearts... Out to be all by myself, yay, what a happy thought... Much to do, not much money to accomplish all goals just some basics, and not much desire to do everything I have to do but everything I wish to do... Sims having the time of their lives, wish I were one. Me, still in the struggle between being human or the daughter of Lloth. It's so shitty being half-breed... No matter what you do, you don't feel complete, you don't feel that good... Wrong era to live in... Reggaetón at every corner, people dressing as drag kings and pimps... (not even drag queens, those dress really nice actually)... The time of drugs, sex, violence, anarchism, death... Ugh! How about reincarnation and living the life of Crocky... Then again a stupid guy would try hunting me... Supper! Would be nice to listen to some waltzes and dance the night away while dancing to that beat, under the moonlight, near a lovely lake that's not filled up with corpses or memories of them... Would be nice to actually smell the fresh grass and not the weed people... Would be nice to smile from the heart and not just to keep plastic people within their plastic worlds... Keep on dreaming of living in a perfect world... I'm a romantic after all. Who knew?

Do I stress you out
My sweater is on backwards and inside out
And you say how appropriate
I don't want to dissect everything today
I don't mean to pick you apart you see
But I can't help it
There I go jumping before the gunshot has gone off
Slap me with a splintered ruler
And it would knock me to the floor if I wasn't there already
If only I could hunt the hunter

And all I really want is some patience
A way to calm the angry voice
And all I really want is deliverance
Do I wear you out
You must wonder why I'm so relentless and all strung out
I'm consumed by the chill of solitary
I'm like Estella
I like to reel it in and then spit it out
I'm frustrated by your apathy
And I am frightened by the corrupted ways of this land
If only I could meet the Maker

And I am fascinated by the spiritual man
I am humbled by his humble nature
What I wouldn't give to find a soulmate
Someone else to catch this drift
And what I wouldn't give to meet a kindred
Enough about me, let's talk about you for a minute
Enough about you, let's talk about life for a while
The conflicts, the craziness and the sound of pretenses
Falling all around...all around
Why are you so petrified of silence
Here can you handle this?

Did you think about your bills, your ex, your deadlines
Or when you think you're gonna die
Or did you long for the next distraction
And all I need know is intellectual intercourse
A soul to dig the hole much deeper
And I have no concept of time other than it is flying
If only I could kill the killer

All I really want is some peace man
a place to find a common ground
And all I really want is a wavelength
All I really want is some comfort
A way to get my hands untied
And all I really want is some justice...
-Alanis Morissette, All I really want

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Well, on Thu night went to the grad place to check it out after all... Loved the place. Reminded me of Little House on The Prairie. Met with LightShadow afterwards... We were suppossed to see Rent but as my usual luck, it was no longer showing... So, we went to see NightWatch. Eeeeeeck! Cross Neil Gaiman with Mortal Kombat video games and a bit of Thundercats (just a bit). Stupid movie. I though it would be original or attention grasping... Unworthy of the big screen. God, this year has been dissapointment after dissapointment... I hope King Kong and Narnia saves the year... Narnia! Narnia! Gosh, can't wait for that one!

The weekend went too fast. On Saturday finished up the scratching walls project. They are ready for paint… That would be another story. Went to Lucinda’s place since it was her birthday. I could gather no one since everyone had something better to do. Whatever. The important thing is I went with Groundel, we brought her cake, we singed along and at least for a few minutes she did something else than house work. Now Diego is into fishing, and Barbie is speaking nonstop.

On Sunday went early in the morning to deliver (finally) the pressure machine. Went to my house and things are almost finished. The wall looks great. The directional light fixtures are awesome. Eating at auntie’s and caught most of the Walt Disney Holidays preparations show. It was great, showing how they prepare every decoration on all the theme parks. Loved the tree of Animal Kingdom! And the gingerbread house. Well, afterwards, went to get another fixture, this one for the stairs… And rented 2 movies that sucked badly. And then to sleep.

The Devil’s Rejects: Same line of nudity and mindlessness of the 1st movie… The gore was not as gorish as the first one, though… Poor in every way. Hated it.

The Skeleton Key: Another good idea, another bad execution… The site was perfect, but one could actually foresee what was coming. Not creative, maybe a bit more research on the hoodoo matter would have given it a lift…

Had a bad dream. In the dream I left my cats under the care of a friend. I went to get them back, but he didn’t have them. He complained they were too many cats and it was too much work so he gave them to some of his friends so they took care of them. I was pissed and wanted to get them inmediately. He said that it was late and I should wait until the next day and closed the door. I was mad at the idea, then another friend told me he knew where the cats were. So we went to the place. I knocked at the door and this ultimate bitch answered, one of my nemesis… Looking around I saw an old cage completely unkept. A starved to the bone Kali was there, full of fleas. I was enraged by the whole thing, demanding to know where were the others. The lady said they were around that they kept coming and going. Spotted what I thought would be Roxy, turned out it was Roxy’s head. As I picked up the head I spotted Set outside, under a car. I screamed his name, and he tried to run away, but I caught him. He was half bald everywere, seemingly covered with sarna and with hot water bruises. And he was also starving to death. I started demanding to know where Kyonne, Cyric and Michita were, and there was no answer. By the look on their faces nothing pretty happenned to them. I woke up almost throwing up. Had to run to my kitties room to make sure they were there and alive and well. They were all sleeping in the twin bed, and looked up as I entered the room. Sat there watching them and caressing them and crying. You can take anything from me, but my kitties… they are who I love the most. The though of loosing just one makes me insane. Couldn’t sleep the rest of the night, having the image of the so called Kbron in my mind… Of all of them, Setito is the worst behaved, but I love him as well and wish him no harm. Don’t know why I dreamed such a thing… But it stirred me up.

Another working week… At least this one will be short. I’ll start vacations on the 15th, and it ends next year at the 9th…

10-4

You must understand how the touch of your hand
Makes my pulse react
That it's only the thrill of boy meeting girl
Opposites attract
It's physical
Only logical
You must try to ignore that it means more than that

What's love got to do, got to do with it
What's love but a second hand emotion
What's love got to do, got to do with it
Who needs a heart when a heart can be broken

It may seem to you that i'm acting confused
When you're close to me
If i tend to look dazed i've read it someplace
I've got cause to be
There's a name for it
There's a phrase that fits
But whatever the reason you do it for me

What's love got to do, got to do with it
What's love but a second hand emotion
What's love got to do, got to do with it
Who needs a heart when a heart can be broken

I've been taking on a new direction
But i have to say
I've been thinking about my own protection
It scares me to feel this way

What's love got to do, got to do with it
What's love but a sweet old fashioned notion
What's love got to do, got to do with it
Who needs a heart when a heart can be broken

-Tina Turner, What's love gotta do with it