BETWEEN HOSPITAL & CLASSES

... ermmm... Can I sleep?

So... February has been an interesting mess so far. Never a moment to catch your breath! No way! Action!

Deeva: Got pneumonia and gave us quite a scare early in the week. We had to take her to the hospital on Tuesday, and so far she has been responding to the antibiotics. From dark green brownish icky mucus to crystal clear alien acid, baby improved a lot in just 4 days. Hopefully we'll be home by next Friday. Fingers crossed.

Classes: Well, since I couldnt take Flash in January, now i have to take Flash and Dreamweaver. Got the two hit combo, smashing 5 weeks that will definitively take a lot from me. But since I have so much masochism in me, I know that I will enjoy the high stress. Just for today I need to complete a storyboard, blueprint, two questions... all for one class... and a tutorial and questions for another class. And need to start a gif for tomorrow when I'm done with that, and a storyboard for the other class... All smashed into a nice long night that is just ahead of me. Gotta do that, so I can go take care of my hospital shift tomorrow in the afternoon. Wish me luck.

I was actually gona leave the classes, thinking I couldnt handle that and the hospitalization of baby... Slept on that decision and woke up with the right energy to say "Fuck it, I'm doing it". Reality is that baby will be in the hospital many times, and we need to accept that as our daily bread. We have to adjust things, being positive about it, believing she will respond and be better. There is no space for thinking negative, as those what if's do not improve any situation and actually simply drown us in sadness and depression. We cannot let ourselves drown. We have many things to do, many plans ahead of us, and we must believe that things happen because in a way they fascilitate other roads and makes us stronger.

We travel daily through the road less taken, discovering many paths that have not been walked before. Definitively not the easy road... But you know what? It is the most fullfilling.

So... Just taking a break between assignments to let the world know that yes, I'm alive... I'm still kicking... I've not given up... And the best is yet to come.

Now... Remember Legend of the Seeker...9pm, PIX (Ch11). Hey, it's the only interesting thing on TV right now, gotta milk it!

And kids: I'm not a caller. You wanna talk to me, you gotta call or drop an email. Moodiness keeping the people skills away, focusing on production line mode... Nothing personal. Ok?

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