Pondering, pondering

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Let's see...

Housing woes: Well, money is very tight to nothing. Paperwork submitted to an organization that may be the key to finding a home for winter. Potential employer helped a bit, but his search lead to a handicap non-friendly place with tight doorways, so that's a no-no. We expect a call on Wednesday from the lady of the North, hopefully it will have good news... Maybe a senator will help with this quest as she deals with puertorrican affairs. We need a place that is rug free and with wide doors to maneuver Deedee (bath and bedroom).

Webdesign diploma: Hanging in there. Another A for the vault, new course just began. This one is Screen Graphic Design. Hope it helps with the prosective endeavour at hand. It all is going fast, and I am surprise at me actually learning something (and here i thought I knew everything)...

Jobhunt: Well... Prospective something in the air... Got a prospective boss for prospective webdesign and prospective virtual assistant thinguie. Using this month as trial to see where this can lead. No money discussion on the table yet, so testing waters to see if I actually take the plunge. Dont know... main problem is everything is safe until I do something and baby decides she wants more attention than usual, which leads to me with no time to spare as I am beyond tired... But wait! Tired is the new trend! Sleep? Overrated!

Nursing woes: Ok, so our day shift nurse is cooking. But she's having many personal issues so we are trying to be supportive with her (remember, we were born under that star, so it is a circle). Day shift is good, but I am actively involved in everything so I need hubby here at evening so I can study and do prospective experiment... Cannot deal with night therapy assitance, so the bright idea of night nurse comes back to the table. We began this today... goth the owl shift for a nurse, 10pm-6am. We will test this this week... Hubby is not liking it, and me... I dont know, I just know we need a bit of help. Day and me is ok, Night and him should do the trick. Its the only way to balance ourselves out. He's studing, I am too. Let's see how it all turns out. In the end, its the Deeva who decides our fate.

Daddy's affairs: School is working well, he's learned a lot and is putting it all to good use at home. He will begin his practice at a senior nursing home place next week. Hopefully at the end of this he will get a job there, if all starts align for that.

Deeva's will: Well, so far so good. Basically her doc says she is fine, its just that she cant cough. Is that good news? LOL Well... All in all, it is. She cannot move, but she can live with that. The lack of cough is the problem because thats how pneumonia strikes and destroys. So... We are doing a good job at keeping her lungs clean. Pat on the back. Teething woes in sesion but we are handling. The news about her being able to sit a bit is AWESOME. This changes many things in therapy. We'll see what's next... Switch and toy should be here within a week, so that part begins. And her cooing is getting better, as you can see she is actually trying to communicate her own way.

Life: Hectic. We go to bed at 2am most days... to get up at 8am... Not enough rest, not enough sleep, too much stress due to the famous housing/money/job issues tagged along the baby's illness issues. Awareness must be kept 24/7, ability to react 24/7, good disposition... ok, maybe 24/7 (I try, really)? But all in all, we KNOW that we ARE blessed. Someone is REALLY watching over us, over Deedee. We know somehow the way will be put before our eyes so we follow. This time we need to be helped. I cannot handle everything, so I will follow the lead. My energy is almost in zero... need to recharge.

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