Frustrated...

to say the least...

It is the time to re-evaluate things and make big choices in what to do, what to do... Things are not so simple... Two choice: Moving to Fl, or staying in NJ.

Fl seems like the Holy Grail right now. With the menace of winter around the corner, it glows as it is an environment that is close to PR tropical feel. We are searching the ways to do the move... What about the SSI, Medicaid, Housing... We need to know everything before leaping... And it all has to be within the next two months. We should move by November if we are to do it. Later will be too late. Big problem is daddy taking CNA courses that end in December...

Newark... Ugh! I hate the place. Pollution is very high, and now with the ambience change I can really feel my sinus! Staying here would not make us happy because of snow... which we are not prepared for... The weather is bad for baby. We need to find a cheaper place, and a job (which keeps on an ongoing fruitless task). Money is very low, we are surviving, without much help.

We don't know what else to do... Its like being trapped between the wall and a sword.

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