Soaring bliss

... This weekend was unexpectedly beautiful.

In the middle of what was to be a couple thing, turned out I received more gifts and blessings than one. I really felt something within me pushing me towards the Way, and so now I feel complete, with the Divine filling up all the edges of my shattered but re-constructed heart. The mage is THE one, that certainty goes on. I feel a peace I have never known before, and renewed strength to battle on while smiling.

Life has been too good to me these last couple of weeks… Charades and masks keep falling, disintegrating… I only ask for the truth in everyone around me… not money, not time, not changes… just truth. And that is the measurement of true friendship. Be true to me, and everything else will fall in place. Good or bad, there is no need for masks. People, be certain of that, internalize it… Truth sets your spirit free. There is nothing like soaring up in the sky when you get that freedom.

Minor things have been disrupting the bliss, but not the joy. I understand things can be out of people’s hands, so I am not holding anything against anyone. Just be. I know I expect the same that I give, and that may be why I get disappointed too often… But it doesn’t matter much. I’ll keep on giving because… that’s what I do. And I love it. It fills me. It makes me happy. It makes me feel I make a difference. And I know that the Divine smiles each time I do something just because… He understands everything about me. That is enough. That the mage undestands everything about me is just a lovely plus.

So… Feeling: Thrilled, drunk with joy, at peace, complete, certain, in love with Life.

Who knew?

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