Review

How can I describe this past weekend? Well… It was filled with turmoil, drama, anger, distress, deception, loss, suspense, disappointment, hope and love. Many things have happened, and nothing will ever be the same. One truth stands, the truth of who I am and how much I love my people.

Friday: At night visited Lucinda, did some laundry and had a nice chat near Porta Coeli. That was fun, as I had the chance to witness the insanity that El Calvo usually talks about… of the nightlife in the living city… LOL There was a guy crying because his love didn’t appear to meet him at their 3rd monthaverssary… We told him to go home. Then after a while he came back, crying and a bit drunk, as his love left him a letter in his house dumping him… I know, it’s not funny… But it is! Ok, people, it’s dark humor, bear with me… He vanished and appeared later on, druk, with determination in his eyes, he was gonna hunt for a lady even if it were the last thing he’ll do! Then he sits down to cry his woes… Sheesh! Between the intervals of the crying man, a couple of Americans passed by selling stuff made from the wonders of puertorrican nature… They talked a bit advertising themselves of course, in a very undercover and business-friendly way… Time wasted as no money no bologna… So… The encounters continued as a lovely pair of gay men appeared getting into their house… It was hilarious because for unknown reasons they were dressed with the same ugly patterned shirt… The final encounter was the officer that kept teleporting within the territory of the Porta Coeli,hmmm… or was it the spirit of a nun? Buahahahahah…

Saturday: Had to go shower at my mummy’s place since there was no water at home… Then at midday picked up Zordak to go get some goodies for his girl’s b-day. After that, went to see Descent. During the wee hours of the morning, found Lucinda online and chatted for a while… I hope she puts her stuff together.

Descent: The tale of the friends who gather after a tragedy to have some fun and reconnect… and then everything goes wrong. I LOVED the carrie-like scene… the eyes showing all the hatred that a woman in berserking rage can have. Very entertaining, gives a high kick to the lame look-alike movie The Cave.

Sunday: Cleanup day. Groundel passed by and helped with the kitty litter change, and then the main target was going to the video class… But, took a wrong turn and just like the movie, cannibals ate that idea. At least there was no bloodshed… I wish there was a way to make things less painful, as time and events make things look hopeless. I gave all I had, to others, for others. No evil intent, no lies. I hope that means something someday… Anyway… Passed by Zordak’s place and had another long talk… the usual. Went home just in time so I had no further troubles… And so I surrendered to Morpheus will.

So… Summing things up… chaos, pain, crying, deep sadness, bitterness, disappointment… But among it all, a bliss so peaceful and so beautiful that gives me strength to smile, stand, and go on.

For individual thought:

Groundel: I hope you find the right way, I hope that some light comes to you in your current times of darkness. Each time that something happens to you it hurts me so deeply, because I thought I had taught a few good lessons in your life… I thought I made a difference. I know it is difficult to avoid temptation, to live in a world where sin is offered in a silver plate as the only means to survive… The path less traveled is the path that gives much personal reward, and this I showed you over the years. Remember, acknowledge and evolve. Do not dwell on dark thoughts and dark desires, I beg of you… You must believe that you can do everything you should do, because I know you can. In the beginning you were in at all cost, wiling to do everything… But it all is not lost. Keep my memory intact, and tribute it with doing the right things… All these years cannot be of wasted love… the base of our deep friendship. For what it’s worth, I am here if you need me… I take the good and the bad. I may get angry, upset, disappointed… but I always care because that is who I am and how I like it. Do not question me again. I’ll always be there if you need me, I’m always watching over you.

Lucinda: I hope your Times of Trouble strengthens you, turning you into the woman I used to know back in high school… A woman who do not let anything stop her from her goals, with high aspirations and dreams and will to accomplish anything. A woman who many times stated her self by means of her favorite poem… as her own duality is shown within it in open flesh. I see so much potential in you… Over the years you have let the world turn your dreams and beliefs upside down… It is time to re-awaken. It is time to stand for your rights, on your own… for yourself first, and then for the little ones. You have many tools at your grasp so use them. Be unafraid. You are not alone.

Zordak: Thank you, for everything that was, and that is, and that will keep on being forever.

And the wheel keeps spinning…

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