This has been quite a weekend… The usual black cloud keeps creeping over me and I am so, so tired of it, DAMNIT! On Friday wanted to clean up a lot so I could go to SJ Sat and Sun… but noooo… Clorox overdose made me sleep until late afternoon on Sat, and rain was quite heavy. Since I knew my car’s tires would not take it, I just stayed in a self-camping at home, meditating and finding out what the hell was wrong with the place giving me hives… Oh, I found out. I’ve been sleeping with thousands of eggs in the last couple of weeks… Yes, the inconceivable happened… My cats had fleas and all their eggs were mostly in my bed, sooooo… there’s the reason for my so called allergy. Ewwww!

Needless to say I went bananas. I am paranoid about cleaning and I have no idea how they got them… Well… There was a cricket invasion and the kitties had been hunting them so perhaps that’s where the intruders came in… So… Saturday night I spent cleaning the bed and everything around the place, disinfecting with Clorox (yup, more Clorox). On Sun went to the mall, got anti-flea shampoo and anti-flea spray and spent the whole afternoon bathing each kitty… one by one… That was labor… I mean LABOR. Kali went upset and bite my thumb, so now my left hand is almost useless because of the swelling thumb… But no more damages… Put all kitties in "confination" for 2 hours until the house was cleaned with Clorox once more. Last night no flea bit me. Yay! I won the battle! Hopefully I will win the complete war…

But the story doesn’t end there. I went at night to my auntie's to eat. As I went home I got a flat tire. My spare was also flat, so had no spare to spare… and had to go home driving at 10mph… I arrived to cry. I just cannot have peace not even in one day… Soooo… Called work at 8 am, told them I would be arriving late because of the flat tire. Took the tire out, and it was completely ravaged. Rolled the tire with Gruendel’s aid until we reached the tire place… Then I had to walk back to go get money at an ATM because they don’t accept ATH… Ughhh! Then walk all the way back from the bank to the tire place… And roll the new tire back home. Labor… More LABOR. When the tire was in place, went back to the tire place so I could get another new tire, put the 2 new tires in front, put the ones in front on the back, and put the tire left as spare. Complimentary filling the empty tires… 35lbs, as a mental note… Ok… So I forcefully got the front tires, and left Groundel at home, then off to work… And now I’m back, from outer space… That was the exercise of the month. Honest. My arms feel buffed. And my legs are definitively there.

Ok, so again, I’m officially broke… I need to contact the realtor and ask for my money back so I can pay the rent and buy some groceries because I am empty. I hope that she has no more buts about it, I’m tired of that too. She didn’t call the whole past week to see the phantom house inside, and I am plain tired of the whole issue with her. I will stick with Retiro and if Vivienda grants what it should then I should make an offer to the owner. If she accepts cool, if not whatever. It has been draining, everything. I just want to get out of this friggin place if only for a week… Coriolis, don’t fail me. Please?

So, Gruendel is back home. He’s gotta find a job. And he’s gotta straighten up his college issues… My car is off-limits for him, he still has no license. I don’t know just how much his overall attitude has changed, hopefully it HAS changed and he’ll start behaving as a man, not a child. The clock is ticking. And I am not into standing bullshit. Let’s see what happens now. May the cloud vanish and the light shine forever…

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