Sat: Worked during the day... Trabaja esclava!
Sun: Making preparations for move
Mon: SJ interview and Retiro. Plus tortura china during the trip. Internal joke, I guess…
Tue: Crim at Mayaguez, new contract at owner’s home, doctor and failed attempt to find my lawyer…
Wed: At San German, cabling and system is up and running. I’m damn hungry and shuld call Retiro in the afternoon to see if everything is allright. I just need the owner to fax a document to Retiro so we get the date for closing. Yay!
So, yes, I’ve been beyond busy and running everywhere. No time for chilling, the weekends are going too fast and I know its only the beginning… Next weekend I will start moving to my aunt’s place. Don’t know if I will be able to move the big stuff, I’ll leave that to the “if” of getting a truck, and manly men to move the stuff. We’ll see.
Sorry, not in jodeina mode. Running, making things happen, and crossing my fingers… wishing things will turn out for the best. I’ll stay around 4-5 months at my aunts until everything is done in my house. Then the kitties will be free, as well as me. :D
Gotta go. Lunch. Will keep the news band on… Sad about New Orleans and its tragedy… Life goes on…
10-4
Webspinning of the Arcane mixed with a bit of poison, passion, dreaming and humanity...
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
Friday, August 26, 2005
And this is how I feel...
I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream
I have a dream, a fantasy
To help me through reality
And my destination makes it worth the while
Pushing through the darkness still another mile
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream
I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream
-Abba, I have a dream
I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream
I have a dream, a fantasy
To help me through reality
And my destination makes it worth the while
Pushing through the darkness still another mile
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream
I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream
-Abba, I have a dream
Y por una extraña razón, esta canción es recurrente como un canto de alegoría personal...
Una noche de resaca
al tratar de despertar
noté que por el ombligo me
empezaba a desinflar
que mi cuerpo se arrugaba
como un papel vegetal
e iba pasando, que curioso, al estado gaseoso
Y tras la metamorfosis
me sentí mucho mejor
era un aire gris oscuro y con bastante polución
se notaba en cualquier caso
que era aire de ciudad
que si bien no es el más sano,
lo prefiero al ser humano
Aire, soñé por un momento que era aire,
oxígeno, nitrógeno y argón,
sin forma definida, ni color
fuí aire, volador.
Como yo soy muy consciente
hasta en esta situación,
decidí ser consecuente
con mi nueva dimensión
y probé a ser respirado,
por la que duerme a mi lado,
sin entrar en pormenores, yo sé hacer cosas mejores
Como no me satisfizo
la experiencia sexual,
se me inflaron los vapores,
me convertí en huracán...
dí unas tres o cuatro vueltas
y a la quinta me cansé
este cuarto es muy pequeño
para las cosas que sueño
Aire, soñé por un momento que era aire,
oxígeno, nitrógeno y argón,
sin forma definida, ni color
fuí aire, volador.
Y lo siento por mi novia
y el cristal que me cargué
me escapé por la ventana
y en picado me lancé
pero tuve mala suerte
y cuando iba a remontar
me volví otra vez humano
no falteís al funeral
Aire, soñé por un momento que era aire,
oxígeno, nitrógeno y argón,
sin forma definida, ni color
fuí aire, volador.
que era aire...
-Mecano, Aire
Una noche de resaca
al tratar de despertar
noté que por el ombligo me
empezaba a desinflar
que mi cuerpo se arrugaba
como un papel vegetal
e iba pasando, que curioso, al estado gaseoso
Y tras la metamorfosis
me sentí mucho mejor
era un aire gris oscuro y con bastante polución
se notaba en cualquier caso
que era aire de ciudad
que si bien no es el más sano,
lo prefiero al ser humano
Aire, soñé por un momento que era aire,
oxígeno, nitrógeno y argón,
sin forma definida, ni color
fuí aire, volador.
Como yo soy muy consciente
hasta en esta situación,
decidí ser consecuente
con mi nueva dimensión
y probé a ser respirado,
por la que duerme a mi lado,
sin entrar en pormenores, yo sé hacer cosas mejores
Como no me satisfizo
la experiencia sexual,
se me inflaron los vapores,
me convertí en huracán...
dí unas tres o cuatro vueltas
y a la quinta me cansé
este cuarto es muy pequeño
para las cosas que sueño
Aire, soñé por un momento que era aire,
oxígeno, nitrógeno y argón,
sin forma definida, ni color
fuí aire, volador.
Y lo siento por mi novia
y el cristal que me cargué
me escapé por la ventana
y en picado me lancé
pero tuve mala suerte
y cuando iba a remontar
me volví otra vez humano
no falteís al funeral
Aire, soñé por un momento que era aire,
oxígeno, nitrógeno y argón,
sin forma definida, ni color
fuí aire, volador.
que era aire...
-Mecano, Aire
Por alguna razón esta canción me recuerda a Lightshadow y Joe... LOL So, guys, here's your theme song:
7 Horas, 7 horas, 7 horas, 7 horas.
7 Horas, corriendo por la ciudad
7 Horas, mis piernas no dan a más
7 Horas, empiezo hasta del revés
7 Horas, te voy a volver a ver.
Y no sabes cuanto tiempo, espero este momento
Pensando suave y lento en cada movimiento
Se me mezcla la nostalgia con la sangre que baja
Y sube toda junta para inundar mis ganas.
No consigó actuar, me bloquéo al pensar
Donde yo me aprisiono, ya no puedo más
Se acaba la reserva, me quedo sin paciencia
Cada minuto se hace un mundo y todavía quedan…
7 Horas, corriendo por la ciudad
7 Horas, mis piernas no dan a más
7 Horas, empiezo hasta del revés
7 Horas, te voy a volver a ver.
Y miro 15 veces el billete de autobús
Y me aseguro de que mis piernas tengan depilado de luz
Me levanto, me siento, me concreto, me disperso
Miro al reloj cada minuto, ¡Estoy atacá!
Axo que hartita estoy de currar
Como no me apriete el tiempo no voy a llegar
Rebusco en la maleta braguitas y camisetas
Con aretes y cacaos y en un ratito te estoy dando bocaos.
7 Horas, 7 horas, 7 horas, 7 horas
7 Horas, corriendo por la ciudad
7 Horas, mis piernas no dan a más
7 Horas, ya empiezo hasta del revés
7 Horas, te voy a volver a ver.
7 Horas, corriendo por la ciudad
7 Horas, mis piernas no dan a más
7 Horas, ya empiezo hasta del revés
7 Horas, te voy a volver a ver.
7 Horas, 7 horas, 7 horas, 7 horas
Solo me faltan pa verte
7 Horas, 7 horas, 7 horas, 7 horas
Solo me faltan pa´ cogerte
7 Horas, 7 horas, 7 horas, 7 horas
Solo me faltan pa verte
7 Horas, 7 horas, 7 horas, 7 horas
Solo me faltan pa´ cogerte
7 Horas, 7 horas, 7 horas, 7 horas
Solo me faltan pa verte
7 Horas, 7 horas, 7 horas, 7 horas
Solo me faltan pa´ cogerte
7 Horas, 7 horas, 7 horas, 7 horas
Solo me faltan pa verte
7 Horas, 7 horas, 7 horas, 7 horas
-Bebe, 7 horas (duh)
7 Horas, 7 horas, 7 horas, 7 horas.
7 Horas, corriendo por la ciudad
7 Horas, mis piernas no dan a más
7 Horas, empiezo hasta del revés
7 Horas, te voy a volver a ver.
Y no sabes cuanto tiempo, espero este momento
Pensando suave y lento en cada movimiento
Se me mezcla la nostalgia con la sangre que baja
Y sube toda junta para inundar mis ganas.
No consigó actuar, me bloquéo al pensar
Donde yo me aprisiono, ya no puedo más
Se acaba la reserva, me quedo sin paciencia
Cada minuto se hace un mundo y todavía quedan…
7 Horas, corriendo por la ciudad
7 Horas, mis piernas no dan a más
7 Horas, empiezo hasta del revés
7 Horas, te voy a volver a ver.
Y miro 15 veces el billete de autobús
Y me aseguro de que mis piernas tengan depilado de luz
Me levanto, me siento, me concreto, me disperso
Miro al reloj cada minuto, ¡Estoy atacá!
Axo que hartita estoy de currar
Como no me apriete el tiempo no voy a llegar
Rebusco en la maleta braguitas y camisetas
Con aretes y cacaos y en un ratito te estoy dando bocaos.
7 Horas, 7 horas, 7 horas, 7 horas
7 Horas, corriendo por la ciudad
7 Horas, mis piernas no dan a más
7 Horas, ya empiezo hasta del revés
7 Horas, te voy a volver a ver.
7 Horas, corriendo por la ciudad
7 Horas, mis piernas no dan a más
7 Horas, ya empiezo hasta del revés
7 Horas, te voy a volver a ver.
7 Horas, 7 horas, 7 horas, 7 horas
Solo me faltan pa verte
7 Horas, 7 horas, 7 horas, 7 horas
Solo me faltan pa´ cogerte
7 Horas, 7 horas, 7 horas, 7 horas
Solo me faltan pa verte
7 Horas, 7 horas, 7 horas, 7 horas
Solo me faltan pa´ cogerte
7 Horas, 7 horas, 7 horas, 7 horas
Solo me faltan pa verte
7 Horas, 7 horas, 7 horas, 7 horas
Solo me faltan pa´ cogerte
7 Horas, 7 horas, 7 horas, 7 horas
Solo me faltan pa verte
7 Horas, 7 horas, 7 horas, 7 horas
-Bebe, 7 horas (duh)
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
Last night a movie arrived, Beautiful Creatures… Gayish action director by Peter Jackson… It was ok. Based on a true story. Went to sleep early because had to take the USPS examination test today’s morning. So I did. I just arrived… Got a BIG headache that leads to a night of complete darkness because I just know I’ll have migraine by 6pm… Anyway… Another interview on the midst… on Monday. Wish me success… as I do have everything else I need. ;)
10-4
10-4
Monday, August 22, 2005
Weekends... they come and go, and its almost as if they didn't exist… On Saturday went on a quest for a purse, mine broke on me... Almost futile, but at the last minute discovered a mundane place with cheap prices. Auntie, and then more cleaning… On Sunday was some extra cleaning for the kitties sake. Went to aunties, then to leave a paper at Lucinda's cursed with plagues place… And then left Groundel so I picked up Tril to go to the movies. At home early to check mail and go to sleep… I'm even more tired than on Friday… Geesh… I feel that little by little something is sucking up my life… Whatever…
Sky High: It was ok. Loved the flame-guy… Another looks can be deceiving cliché… Loved seeing Linda Carter, and her crack about her not being "Wonder Woman". ;) Everything else pretty much predictable…
10-4
Sky High: It was ok. Loved the flame-guy… Another looks can be deceiving cliché… Loved seeing Linda Carter, and her crack about her not being "Wonder Woman". ;) Everything else pretty much predictable…
10-4
Saturday, August 20, 2005
Your Daddy Is Darth Vader |
![]() What You Call Him: Pops Why You Love Him: He knows best |
You Are 40% Weird |
![]() Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it! |
In a Past Life... |
![]() You Were: A Ditzy Executor of Sacrifices. Where You Lived: Australia. How You Died: Decapitation. |
Your Birthdate: April 8 |
Born on the 8th day of the month, you have a special gift for business, as you can conceive and plan on a grand scale. You have good executive skills and you're a good judge of values. You should try to own your own business, because you have such a strong desire to be in control. You are generally reliable when it comes to handling money; you can be trusted in this regard. Idealistic by nature, you are never too busy to spend some time on worthwhile causes, especially if managerial support are needed. There is much potential for material success associated with this number. |
VIERNA | ||
---|---|---|
V | is for | Vibrant |
I | is for | Irresistible |
E | is for | Earnest |
R | is for | Radiant |
N | is for | Naive |
A | is for | Alluring |
You Know You're Puerto Rican When.... |
You have been spanked with a folded leather belt and/or "chancletas" ...leather ones! You know your mom is sneaking up on you cause you can hear her "chancletas" flapping on the linoleum floor. Your mom yells at the top of her lungs to call you to dinner and you only live in a one bedroom apartment. You've ever called linoleum floor a "rug" You can get to your house blindfolded by the smell of the "chuletas." You say "Vamoj pa' encima" or "mete mano" instead of "Let's get started." You got scared whenever someone mentioned "el CUUUCO"!!! You remember every Christmas those "aguinaldos" that abuela used to sing for you. You've gone to titi's house and passed through the "bead curtain" in the living room. You know someone who owns a conga, bongos and/or a cowbell. You step into a house that has all those little figurines taking up every inch of space on the tv and under the tv. You have a porcelain cat/dog/rooster or frog on a doilie in your living room. You have a perpetually semi-drunk uncle. Someone in your family is named Maria, Charlie, Papo, Ana or Carmen. You call rug-carpeta , roof-rufo, parking-palkin, stress-estress, library-libreria (instead of biblioteca), boiler-boila, sucker-soca, or to knock-noquiar. You have told your kid not to walk the floor barefoot or they'll catch a cold. You need a cup of coffee after every meal, expresso boricua style "con leche". Your sister has hair on her legs and as much moustache as your father. One of your aunt's weighs over 300 pounds. You have one or more cousins in and out of jail. Your uncle has more gold in his mouth and/or neck than you've ever seen. You have sat in a two-passenger car with over 5 people in it. You put a big Puerto Rican flag on your car... an a PR bumper sticker. You have a picture of "Cristo" or a crucifix in your house. You actually think some names begin with "Ave Maria pur?ma, Papo." You walk around saying "chacho" or "chacha" or "ay,bendito". You have said, "no, hombe" instead of "no, hombre" to both sexes. You do that funny pointing thing with your nose and if the person doesn't understand you, you use the lips for emphasis. You can speak with your face: twitch like a rabbit to ask "what do you want? or nod your head upwards to mean "wassup?" You have driven a "cheby" (Chevy) or a "forito" (Ford)! You call all sneakers "loj tennis" and the Converse are "loj champion". All cereal is called "con-flei" All brands of diapers are called "pampel". You have ever ground pl?nos and/or fingers for pasteles during Christmas time. Your car has fifteen speakers in it and you fix it every weekend. You remember when Heineken replaced Shaeffer and Schlitz. Your dinner consists of a "mixta"...rice and beans and some kind of meat. Your uncle has a wife and a "corteja" or "chilla". You've put a penny on your forehead to stop a nose bleed. Your mother has put a balled up piece of thread on your baby cousin's forehead to stop her hiccups. You have at least thirty cousins. You know how to drive "estandard" or "estick" shift. You can tell the difference between Cafe Rico and anything else. A coqui's sound has driven you crazy. Your grandmother thinks Vick's vapor-rub is the miracle cure for everything. You're proud to be Puerto Rican - and you pass these jokes on to all your Puerto Rican friends! |
You Know You're Addicted to Photoshop When... |
You see the world with one eye and stock images with the other. When asked what the primary colors are, answer "RGB" You get the urge to 'fix' poor quality images. You start teaching your significant other to use this "evil" program and in the space of one afternoon convince them it's at least only quasi-evil in the face of PSP. You ramble about a breakthrough in the piece you're doing to people who have no idea in hell what you're talking about You ponder the meaning of existence without layers. You never leave the house without a digicam and notepad. You drop something and your brain tells you automatically "Ctrl-Z! Ctrl-Z!". When you realize it won't work, your brain tells you "Ctrl-Alt-Z! Ctrl-Alt-Z!" You're getting dressed for something important and you look in the mirror and realize you would look so much better if you could just tweak the levels a little and apply a slight gaussian blur. You stop on the street to rant about cheesey effects that should not be on professional posters. You scream out fonts as they appear on TV. You have dreams in "glowing edges" You're standing by the ocean and wondering who used Ocean Ripple. You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends who are addicted to Photoshop. |
Your Stripper Name is: Butterfly |
The Keys to Your Heart |
You are attracted to obedience and warmth. |
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. |
Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts. |
Your risk of cheating is high. You can't resist desire and lust. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. |
Your IQ Is 95 |
![]() Your Logical Intelligence is Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional Your Mathematical Intelligence is Above Average Your General Knowledge is Average |
Your Rising Sign is Aries |
![]() You're full of energy - and people look to you to get the party started. Confident and honest, you'll be the one to say what everyone is thinking. You are easily bored, and you always find unique ways to do things. You don't just dream it, you do it. And that's why you're so successful. Too intense for some, often times people are intimidated by you. But you're usually smart enough to charm them anyway! |
Star Wars Horoscope for Aries |
![]() Like many aries, you have demonstrated your penchant for inflicting pain. You feel you are at the center of the universe and that you must be in control. You enjoy being a leader... and you find that your aggression and quick temper serve you well. Star wars character you are most like: The Emperor |
Purple hair. Now I am super-uvita... I'll share a pic when I get it on my Kymill Fotolog, ok? Anyway... I like it for a while... not forever... In November I'll go back to my Bloody Mary/Lyoness obsession with red hair. Call this a break... nI needed some physical change on me... That's all. ;)
So far Inositol has been great. No more Paxil for me. Yay! One less chemical in my life. Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Oh, and I have a whole bunch of clean clothing. Another wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
10-7
Yup, even a 10-7 instead of the traditional 10-4. ;)
Thursday, August 18, 2005
Tuesday:
Had to go to RUM to install a PC. Actually, it was an ok job, the difficult task was putting it on network… raining as hell… and the people acting as leeches makes everything simple so complicated!
Went to BigK to get more things for the flea killing spree. LightShadow was there, and so two worlds collide. LOL She sticked around with Groundel and me until she had to go stab something and eat it. I got the flea thinguies and headed back home… Definitely beaten, to bed without further words.
Wednesday:
As usual, chicken talk and babbling after the Rum thing… So, had a meeting with the high gods and made them aware of the situation for future reference. Spent the day organizing all files in my office, amen to that… Solved problems via virtual helper on the network.
People are finally finding me, talking to me, yadda yadda. Cool. Its not easy stopping Lola from running but if you are persistent, you can do it! ;) Marie had an emergency issue, hope that it got solved. :) Lucinda has been quite busy and quite stranded… that one needs a car, so it anyone is gonna dispose of one send it in! Coriolis has a sinus flu thinguie that is killing him. Groundel has been cooking and housekeeping.
I arrived at home pretty drained. Fight,… Hope that this time the points were clearly made and I have no further need to repeat myself. I was too drained physically and emotionally to keep myself from surrendering to Morpheus…
Thursday:
So today I’m the snappy dresser+7 with magical bonuses. The secret: Got no clothing but the ones I use for special occasions because I have not been able to do my laundry… So there. It’s not that I want to be dressed as an office Barbie… I just have nothing else to put on my self. ;P Besides that issue, I am trying to understand some things that my boss wants me to do but have not given instructions to do… (Sight) Its not easy being red…
Hungry… Still sleepy… And trying to make people happy… which is labor. It all sucks. I WANT MY MTV!!!! (the good old years…). Got a notification that Vivienda returned the case denying the Llave loan because it was 2 houses… they didn’t even bother to read the whole case. That was the good news of the day, I am soooo ecstatic… Trying a last resorce to get that house, but if that doesn’t work is bye-bye… I have done all my homework and it sucks… Badly… Back to the house hunting drawing board.
Feeling: Well… Been 3 days with no Paxil, so I am not doing so bad taking that into account. I am a bit sad, completely angry, completely frustrated, disappointed, helpless and on the edge of just leaving everything at it is and running away… away from all… away from this bullshit place, from bullshit people… from all! I hate having to be stuck with all this: job, place, setting, drama, family, friends… Everything bothers me. Everything is getting to me. Everything is a constant crappy chaos that persists in making me miserable. One thing is fixed, the other gets fucked up. Its tiresome. This ambience is killing me. The raise on prices is fucking up my finances even further. Everything seems to conspire against every plan I have… I heard that before, and it is true… there is a big conspiracy against my plans, no matter what they are... No matter which steps I take to do things safely, or the right way, or the long way, or the short way… I just cannot get what I want because someone hates me so much that has done something to put a cloud over me at all times… That is my big conclusion, because by now there is no other thing I can think of, to give me a why or reasons for all that is happening…
I may like a gothic lifestyle, but DAMNIT! Enough is enough!
10-4
Had to go to RUM to install a PC. Actually, it was an ok job, the difficult task was putting it on network… raining as hell… and the people acting as leeches makes everything simple so complicated!
Went to BigK to get more things for the flea killing spree. LightShadow was there, and so two worlds collide. LOL She sticked around with Groundel and me until she had to go stab something and eat it. I got the flea thinguies and headed back home… Definitely beaten, to bed without further words.
Wednesday:
As usual, chicken talk and babbling after the Rum thing… So, had a meeting with the high gods and made them aware of the situation for future reference. Spent the day organizing all files in my office, amen to that… Solved problems via virtual helper on the network.
People are finally finding me, talking to me, yadda yadda. Cool. Its not easy stopping Lola from running but if you are persistent, you can do it! ;) Marie had an emergency issue, hope that it got solved. :) Lucinda has been quite busy and quite stranded… that one needs a car, so it anyone is gonna dispose of one send it in! Coriolis has a sinus flu thinguie that is killing him. Groundel has been cooking and housekeeping.
I arrived at home pretty drained. Fight,… Hope that this time the points were clearly made and I have no further need to repeat myself. I was too drained physically and emotionally to keep myself from surrendering to Morpheus…
Thursday:
So today I’m the snappy dresser+7 with magical bonuses. The secret: Got no clothing but the ones I use for special occasions because I have not been able to do my laundry… So there. It’s not that I want to be dressed as an office Barbie… I just have nothing else to put on my self. ;P Besides that issue, I am trying to understand some things that my boss wants me to do but have not given instructions to do… (Sight) Its not easy being red…
Hungry… Still sleepy… And trying to make people happy… which is labor. It all sucks. I WANT MY MTV!!!! (the good old years…). Got a notification that Vivienda returned the case denying the Llave loan because it was 2 houses… they didn’t even bother to read the whole case. That was the good news of the day, I am soooo ecstatic… Trying a last resorce to get that house, but if that doesn’t work is bye-bye… I have done all my homework and it sucks… Badly… Back to the house hunting drawing board.
Feeling: Well… Been 3 days with no Paxil, so I am not doing so bad taking that into account. I am a bit sad, completely angry, completely frustrated, disappointed, helpless and on the edge of just leaving everything at it is and running away… away from all… away from this bullshit place, from bullshit people… from all! I hate having to be stuck with all this: job, place, setting, drama, family, friends… Everything bothers me. Everything is getting to me. Everything is a constant crappy chaos that persists in making me miserable. One thing is fixed, the other gets fucked up. Its tiresome. This ambience is killing me. The raise on prices is fucking up my finances even further. Everything seems to conspire against every plan I have… I heard that before, and it is true… there is a big conspiracy against my plans, no matter what they are... No matter which steps I take to do things safely, or the right way, or the long way, or the short way… I just cannot get what I want because someone hates me so much that has done something to put a cloud over me at all times… That is my big conclusion, because by now there is no other thing I can think of, to give me a why or reasons for all that is happening…
I may like a gothic lifestyle, but DAMNIT! Enough is enough!
10-4
Monday, August 15, 2005
This has been quite a weekend… The usual black cloud keeps creeping over me and I am so, so tired of it, DAMNIT! On Friday wanted to clean up a lot so I could go to SJ Sat and Sun… but noooo… Clorox overdose made me sleep until late afternoon on Sat, and rain was quite heavy. Since I knew my car’s tires would not take it, I just stayed in a self-camping at home, meditating and finding out what the hell was wrong with the place giving me hives… Oh, I found out. I’ve been sleeping with thousands of eggs in the last couple of weeks… Yes, the inconceivable happened… My cats had fleas and all their eggs were mostly in my bed, sooooo… there’s the reason for my so called allergy. Ewwww!
Needless to say I went bananas. I am paranoid about cleaning and I have no idea how they got them… Well… There was a cricket invasion and the kitties had been hunting them so perhaps that’s where the intruders came in… So… Saturday night I spent cleaning the bed and everything around the place, disinfecting with Clorox (yup, more Clorox). On Sun went to the mall, got anti-flea shampoo and anti-flea spray and spent the whole afternoon bathing each kitty… one by one… That was labor… I mean LABOR. Kali went upset and bite my thumb, so now my left hand is almost useless because of the swelling thumb… But no more damages… Put all kitties in "confination" for 2 hours until the house was cleaned with Clorox once more. Last night no flea bit me. Yay! I won the battle! Hopefully I will win the complete war…
But the story doesn’t end there. I went at night to my auntie's to eat. As I went home I got a flat tire. My spare was also flat, so had no spare to spare… and had to go home driving at 10mph… I arrived to cry. I just cannot have peace not even in one day… Soooo… Called work at 8 am, told them I would be arriving late because of the flat tire. Took the tire out, and it was completely ravaged. Rolled the tire with Gruendel’s aid until we reached the tire place… Then I had to walk back to go get money at an ATM because they don’t accept ATH… Ughhh! Then walk all the way back from the bank to the tire place… And roll the new tire back home. Labor… More LABOR. When the tire was in place, went back to the tire place so I could get another new tire, put the 2 new tires in front, put the ones in front on the back, and put the tire left as spare. Complimentary filling the empty tires… 35lbs, as a mental note… Ok… So I forcefully got the front tires, and left Groundel at home, then off to work… And now I’m back, from outer space… That was the exercise of the month. Honest. My arms feel buffed. And my legs are definitively there.
Ok, so again, I’m officially broke… I need to contact the realtor and ask for my money back so I can pay the rent and buy some groceries because I am empty. I hope that she has no more buts about it, I’m tired of that too. She didn’t call the whole past week to see the phantom house inside, and I am plain tired of the whole issue with her. I will stick with Retiro and if Vivienda grants what it should then I should make an offer to the owner. If she accepts cool, if not whatever. It has been draining, everything. I just want to get out of this friggin place if only for a week… Coriolis, don’t fail me. Please?
So, Gruendel is back home. He’s gotta find a job. And he’s gotta straighten up his college issues… My car is off-limits for him, he still has no license. I don’t know just how much his overall attitude has changed, hopefully it HAS changed and he’ll start behaving as a man, not a child. The clock is ticking. And I am not into standing bullshit. Let’s see what happens now. May the cloud vanish and the light shine forever…
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Needless to say I went bananas. I am paranoid about cleaning and I have no idea how they got them… Well… There was a cricket invasion and the kitties had been hunting them so perhaps that’s where the intruders came in… So… Saturday night I spent cleaning the bed and everything around the place, disinfecting with Clorox (yup, more Clorox). On Sun went to the mall, got anti-flea shampoo and anti-flea spray and spent the whole afternoon bathing each kitty… one by one… That was labor… I mean LABOR. Kali went upset and bite my thumb, so now my left hand is almost useless because of the swelling thumb… But no more damages… Put all kitties in "confination" for 2 hours until the house was cleaned with Clorox once more. Last night no flea bit me. Yay! I won the battle! Hopefully I will win the complete war…
But the story doesn’t end there. I went at night to my auntie's to eat. As I went home I got a flat tire. My spare was also flat, so had no spare to spare… and had to go home driving at 10mph… I arrived to cry. I just cannot have peace not even in one day… Soooo… Called work at 8 am, told them I would be arriving late because of the flat tire. Took the tire out, and it was completely ravaged. Rolled the tire with Gruendel’s aid until we reached the tire place… Then I had to walk back to go get money at an ATM because they don’t accept ATH… Ughhh! Then walk all the way back from the bank to the tire place… And roll the new tire back home. Labor… More LABOR. When the tire was in place, went back to the tire place so I could get another new tire, put the 2 new tires in front, put the ones in front on the back, and put the tire left as spare. Complimentary filling the empty tires… 35lbs, as a mental note… Ok… So I forcefully got the front tires, and left Groundel at home, then off to work… And now I’m back, from outer space… That was the exercise of the month. Honest. My arms feel buffed. And my legs are definitively there.
Ok, so again, I’m officially broke… I need to contact the realtor and ask for my money back so I can pay the rent and buy some groceries because I am empty. I hope that she has no more buts about it, I’m tired of that too. She didn’t call the whole past week to see the phantom house inside, and I am plain tired of the whole issue with her. I will stick with Retiro and if Vivienda grants what it should then I should make an offer to the owner. If she accepts cool, if not whatever. It has been draining, everything. I just want to get out of this friggin place if only for a week… Coriolis, don’t fail me. Please?
So, Gruendel is back home. He’s gotta find a job. And he’s gotta straighten up his college issues… My car is off-limits for him, he still has no license. I don’t know just how much his overall attitude has changed, hopefully it HAS changed and he’ll start behaving as a man, not a child. The clock is ticking. And I am not into standing bullshit. Let’s see what happens now. May the cloud vanish and the light shine forever…
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Sunday, August 14, 2005
if this world is wearing thin
and you're thinking of escape
i'll go anywhere with you
just wrap me up in chains
but if you try to go out alone
don't think i'll understand
stay with me, stay with me
in the silence of your room
in the darkness of your dreams
you must only think of me
there can be no in-betweens
when your pride is on the floor
i'll make you beg for more
stay with me, stay with me
you'd better hope and pray
that you make it safe
back to your own world
you'd better hope and pray
that you wake one day
in your own world
'cuz when you sleep at night
they don't hear your cries
in your own world
only time will tell
if you can break the spell
back in your own world
stay with me,stay with me
stay with me,stay with me...
-Shakespeare's Sister, Stay
and you're thinking of escape
i'll go anywhere with you
just wrap me up in chains
but if you try to go out alone
don't think i'll understand
stay with me, stay with me
in the silence of your room
in the darkness of your dreams
you must only think of me
there can be no in-betweens
when your pride is on the floor
i'll make you beg for more
stay with me, stay with me
you'd better hope and pray
that you make it safe
back to your own world
you'd better hope and pray
that you wake one day
in your own world
'cuz when you sleep at night
they don't hear your cries
in your own world
only time will tell
if you can break the spell
back in your own world
stay with me,stay with me
stay with me,stay with me...
-Shakespeare's Sister, Stay
All the birds have been blue
They don't know what to do
Ever since you said goodbye to me...
And the flowers in their gloom, have just refused to bloom
Cause we all want you back, you see...
All the birds have been blue
They don't know what to do
Ever since you said goodbye to me
And the flowers in their gloom, have just refused to bloom
Cause we all want you back, you see,
And even mister moon
Is left without a tune
And his shadow has lost the harmony...
So don't waste any time
Come back and change your mind
And everything will work out
Naturally!
You know that love is a struggle
And only the strong survive
So it's up to me and you
To do what we've got to do
To keep our love alive
And the bees have been gone
And they know that something's wrong
Because they don't feel like buzzing at all.
And the starts up in the sky, all they do it cry
And that's why the rain must fall!
And the early morning sun
He knows that you're the one
And we both miss your company...
So don't waste any time
Come back and change your mind
Everything will work out
Naturally!
You know, Love, love is a struggle
And only the strong survive
So it's up to me and you
To do what we've got to do
To keep our love alive...
So don't waste any time
Come back and change your mind
We'll be singing harmonies
With the birds and bees
If only you'll be mine
Things will work out find
Hmmmmm... Naturally!
-Huey Lewis & the News, Naturally
They don't know what to do
Ever since you said goodbye to me...
And the flowers in their gloom, have just refused to bloom
Cause we all want you back, you see...
All the birds have been blue
They don't know what to do
Ever since you said goodbye to me
And the flowers in their gloom, have just refused to bloom
Cause we all want you back, you see,
And even mister moon
Is left without a tune
And his shadow has lost the harmony...
So don't waste any time
Come back and change your mind
And everything will work out
Naturally!
You know that love is a struggle
And only the strong survive
So it's up to me and you
To do what we've got to do
To keep our love alive
And the bees have been gone
And they know that something's wrong
Because they don't feel like buzzing at all.
And the starts up in the sky, all they do it cry
And that's why the rain must fall!
And the early morning sun
He knows that you're the one
And we both miss your company...
So don't waste any time
Come back and change your mind
Everything will work out
Naturally!
You know, Love, love is a struggle
And only the strong survive
So it's up to me and you
To do what we've got to do
To keep our love alive...
So don't waste any time
Come back and change your mind
We'll be singing harmonies
With the birds and bees
If only you'll be mine
Things will work out find
Hmmmmm... Naturally!
-Huey Lewis & the News, Naturally
Saturday, August 13, 2005
Went to Aguadilla on Friday. Worked as a bee the whole day, didn't even check my email! Damn! On my way back, stopped at Pitusa and got some cleaning stock for the next mission... Upon arrival at home, started cleaning the living room, ending with the bathroom where I almost intoxicated myself with Clorox... I kinda forgot to leave the door open... Shit happens... Well... On cleaning mode until 1am. Went to sleep by then, woke up at 2:30pm... So... My plans for traveling North were evaporated. Sorry, people... wasn't my fault...
Gruendel appeared after 6pm. He was helping Michael paint the improved house. Ok... They had a cabrita incident of their own... A long talk with Gruendel... Food... And that was the excitement of the day. Just cancelled the Blockbuster Online account and sent some payments for delayed bills. Still half are outstanding... But soon it will all be over... Fingers crossed!
Tril called, busy the last 2 days, too busy to even say hi... More points on his behalf? Hmmm... Marie called... Mark called... Coriolis called... Lucinda called... Ok... Everyone called! Ermm... no, not everyone... My auntie and Anthony and Father and Kara didnt call... Blah! ;) Anti-social me is feeling quite blue. Sorry people, but I am not in "answering calls" mode. I am in "soul searching" mode, and that requires solitude and enlightment. I kinda hope that Clorox helps that issue...
No movies, no rentals, no theater, no visits, no nothing... Just being here... or staring at the sun... dancing for rain until the river floods again...
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Gruendel appeared after 6pm. He was helping Michael paint the improved house. Ok... They had a cabrita incident of their own... A long talk with Gruendel... Food... And that was the excitement of the day. Just cancelled the Blockbuster Online account and sent some payments for delayed bills. Still half are outstanding... But soon it will all be over... Fingers crossed!
Tril called, busy the last 2 days, too busy to even say hi... More points on his behalf? Hmmm... Marie called... Mark called... Coriolis called... Lucinda called... Ok... Everyone called! Ermm... no, not everyone... My auntie and Anthony and Father and Kara didnt call... Blah! ;) Anti-social me is feeling quite blue. Sorry people, but I am not in "answering calls" mode. I am in "soul searching" mode, and that requires solitude and enlightment. I kinda hope that Clorox helps that issue...
No movies, no rentals, no theater, no visits, no nothing... Just being here... or staring at the sun... dancing for rain until the river floods again...
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Thursday, August 11, 2005
No word from Gruendel. He had a letter for todays gathering at 2pm, for the post office job… but no word from him so I guess he’ll miss it… How nice, he really needs the job… Whatever…
Tril gave me a gift yesterday. It has symbolism… And he got gifts for the kitties… Now that was plain weird and unexpected. Then he invited me for dinner… And then we argued as always… He wants to be steady with me and had already figured out his life with me. Hmmm… Ok, just how about asking me first before making such life plans? He asks me why I wont give him a chance, why I mistreat him and talk to him almost with hate… Drugs and his bubble wont let him see things, I guess… I ran out of chances. It’s been 15 years of them.
May check out some places of interest if Coriolis provides shelter, if weather conditions agree and no cosmic debris falls in my way.. I need a break from Mayaguez and all its bullshit. I need to breathe even if it is the impure air of the Metro area. I need good company and some laughs. I need to remember how to smile.
I feel tired and grouchy. My oh-so-great period arrived today, lucky me… timing stinks as usual… And I feel nauseus and dizzy and with a friggin pain… Solved some computer problems, will go tomorrow to Aguadilla to solve issues over there… And trying to get some feedback about the house thinguie… Seems it all will be over by Sept 30th… Hmmm… Gee, I’m planning a voyage and that could be the date of closing… How strange… DejaVu.
Hope Marie gets a job soon. And hope Maria’s kitties get stronger. :D
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Tril gave me a gift yesterday. It has symbolism… And he got gifts for the kitties… Now that was plain weird and unexpected. Then he invited me for dinner… And then we argued as always… He wants to be steady with me and had already figured out his life with me. Hmmm… Ok, just how about asking me first before making such life plans? He asks me why I wont give him a chance, why I mistreat him and talk to him almost with hate… Drugs and his bubble wont let him see things, I guess… I ran out of chances. It’s been 15 years of them.
May check out some places of interest if Coriolis provides shelter, if weather conditions agree and no cosmic debris falls in my way.. I need a break from Mayaguez and all its bullshit. I need to breathe even if it is the impure air of the Metro area. I need good company and some laughs. I need to remember how to smile.
I feel tired and grouchy. My oh-so-great period arrived today, lucky me… timing stinks as usual… And I feel nauseus and dizzy and with a friggin pain… Solved some computer problems, will go tomorrow to Aguadilla to solve issues over there… And trying to get some feedback about the house thinguie… Seems it all will be over by Sept 30th… Hmmm… Gee, I’m planning a voyage and that could be the date of closing… How strange… DejaVu.
Hope Marie gets a job soon. And hope Maria’s kitties get stronger. :D
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Tuesday, August 09, 2005
At San Juan… We got out of Mayaguez at 5:45am. Seems I’ll have to be here all day because the people I came with have a seriously long reunion. So… I’ve been looking for jobs for Gruendel on the net. Besides that, no other news… I’m broke and I need food ASAP… This sucks. At least I should get paid on Friday. I’m friggin hungry… Grrr…
Rainy day... Will be a looong day... Oh, well...
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Rainy day... Will be a looong day... Oh, well...
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Monday, August 08, 2005
Friday night. To auntie's for food, hunger... yummy... Not much to do, no cash to do anything, so it we watched Vampyr and the Mascot since they arrived by mail... (I'm trying out Blockbuster by mail, so far it sucks, takes too long to arrive...). Invited Marie over but she had some trouble with her roomies so she couldn't make it.
Vampyr had the shadow play that gave Coppola the ideas for the live shadows in Bram Stoker's Dracula. Interesting idea of suicides becoming vampires because they are banned from heaven and cursed... Taking into account the year the movie was made, it was state of the art. Black & white with plenty of shadow's play and drama injected by the use of written words and explanations in the screen. A bit slow for my taste, almost fall asleep. Then the Mascot... It was a cute little flick that I really liked. The idea of the tears of the mom giving the rad doggy a heart was very sweet. And again, I imagine all the work to make the dolls and marionettes move... That must have been labor back then!
Saturday. A bit of housekeeping, then to my aunt’s to gather goodies. She gave me cash for gas, so tried to venture and see Lucinda but there was nobody home. So, came back to my lair… Improvised movie night watching Return of the King extended edition with Groundel… LOL That was quite enough. Watching the ranger and the ghosts fighting, and the fair lady saving the day in her own way was refreshing, as always... Yup, LOTR is the kind of story that always brings you a smile of hope to your face, no matter what... Anyway, in the net for a while, and to bed.
Sunday. Gruendel passed by early in the morning with breakfast, and ready for the task ahead: Mayor papers/mags/books cleaning & arranging… Took all the plastic boxes that I have and emptied them… Then gathered everything in them in an orderly fashion. Two boxes remained empty, so I could also do some closet cleaning and gather the wedding things that remained scattered… And also made scrapbooking space in the cabinet I use for this purpose… it had too much trash inside, so to the garbage with unused yucky stuff. Yay! More space… the final frontier! Ended up quite tired. Visited my auntie’s for goodies, again, and then left Groundel in the park. Went home and watched Snow White and the 7 dwarves, and Finding Nemo. Marie called and we talked for a small while. Then, to bed.
Monday. Will finish doing a computer that needed to be formatted… May go home for lunch. There is an administrative reunion at 1pm, so there goes the afternoon. At least I am very positive that the day will be gone very, very soon.
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Vampyr had the shadow play that gave Coppola the ideas for the live shadows in Bram Stoker's Dracula. Interesting idea of suicides becoming vampires because they are banned from heaven and cursed... Taking into account the year the movie was made, it was state of the art. Black & white with plenty of shadow's play and drama injected by the use of written words and explanations in the screen. A bit slow for my taste, almost fall asleep. Then the Mascot... It was a cute little flick that I really liked. The idea of the tears of the mom giving the rad doggy a heart was very sweet. And again, I imagine all the work to make the dolls and marionettes move... That must have been labor back then!
Saturday. A bit of housekeeping, then to my aunt’s to gather goodies. She gave me cash for gas, so tried to venture and see Lucinda but there was nobody home. So, came back to my lair… Improvised movie night watching Return of the King extended edition with Groundel… LOL That was quite enough. Watching the ranger and the ghosts fighting, and the fair lady saving the day in her own way was refreshing, as always... Yup, LOTR is the kind of story that always brings you a smile of hope to your face, no matter what... Anyway, in the net for a while, and to bed.
Sunday. Gruendel passed by early in the morning with breakfast, and ready for the task ahead: Mayor papers/mags/books cleaning & arranging… Took all the plastic boxes that I have and emptied them… Then gathered everything in them in an orderly fashion. Two boxes remained empty, so I could also do some closet cleaning and gather the wedding things that remained scattered… And also made scrapbooking space in the cabinet I use for this purpose… it had too much trash inside, so to the garbage with unused yucky stuff. Yay! More space… the final frontier! Ended up quite tired. Visited my auntie’s for goodies, again, and then left Groundel in the park. Went home and watched Snow White and the 7 dwarves, and Finding Nemo. Marie called and we talked for a small while. Then, to bed.
Monday. Will finish doing a computer that needed to be formatted… May go home for lunch. There is an administrative reunion at 1pm, so there goes the afternoon. At least I am very positive that the day will be gone very, very soon.
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Friday, August 05, 2005
I’m on the quest of gathering all the paperwork needed to aplly for 3 different positions at my current employer… they all have nothing to do with computers and require an MBA, Fingers crossed, please lit some candles for me because I really want a career change… I need an injection of something new and useful to do… I am too friggin bored at my current job. Last night prepared the bundle for todays copying and stuff. My aunt lent me some cash for getting the gov certifications I needed. I am beyond broke… but hopefully with a smile. We’ll see…
Groundel passed by a bit late, was with Michael doing some curtain shopping… Ok, yes, there is something wrong in that picture… whatever. Printed out some journaling for the scrapbook, and went to sleep later on.
I just got a message from Rafa, a friend from High School. He’s leaving Disney because he got a better job offer. Way to go! :D Hope it is for the better.
Haven’t heard from Lucinda… Well… Since I’ve been a bit scattered this week and a bit antisocial, that is not so surprising. Marie has left messages but I have arrived home too beat even to login… I hope that tonight I can catch some time in the net... Joe, I'm pretty tied up and have no money to spare, so that will have to wait until next month. I'm surviving on ChefBoyardee, and tuna. It ain't funny. And my car need new tires, which I cannot get yet... (sight) And I still owe 300 something to the AEE, so maybe soon I'll have to lit candles just to see the kitties faces...
Feeling:
Rebel. Antisocial. Angry. Like screaming. Like beating. Like destroying. But it’s ok, I am cute. :P I just have not felt like talking with anyone… Oddly enough, this week I wanted to be alone and actually do some stuff. I still have plenty of clothing to wash… Never ending story… And lots of cleaning up to do at the apartment. I also need to start throwing away things I don’t need, identify things I can sell on ebay and organize all. I think this is my last month in the apartment… I cannot keep on loosing so much money just for myself. If I am going to be alone, I’ll go back to my aunt’s house until I get my house. I don’t see Groundel coming back anytime soon, and the whole situation stinks. I cannot handle all by myself as things are right now. The idea of living elsewhere had to do with being with him. If he’s not around, and doesn’t want to be around, then what’s the point. I am not saying anything else about that matter to him. I’m tired of pleading. Either he moves in by the end of month, or I’m gone. Case closed.
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Groundel passed by a bit late, was with Michael doing some curtain shopping… Ok, yes, there is something wrong in that picture… whatever. Printed out some journaling for the scrapbook, and went to sleep later on.
I just got a message from Rafa, a friend from High School. He’s leaving Disney because he got a better job offer. Way to go! :D Hope it is for the better.
Haven’t heard from Lucinda… Well… Since I’ve been a bit scattered this week and a bit antisocial, that is not so surprising. Marie has left messages but I have arrived home too beat even to login… I hope that tonight I can catch some time in the net... Joe, I'm pretty tied up and have no money to spare, so that will have to wait until next month. I'm surviving on ChefBoyardee, and tuna. It ain't funny. And my car need new tires, which I cannot get yet... (sight) And I still owe 300 something to the AEE, so maybe soon I'll have to lit candles just to see the kitties faces...
Feeling:
Rebel. Antisocial. Angry. Like screaming. Like beating. Like destroying. But it’s ok, I am cute. :P I just have not felt like talking with anyone… Oddly enough, this week I wanted to be alone and actually do some stuff. I still have plenty of clothing to wash… Never ending story… And lots of cleaning up to do at the apartment. I also need to start throwing away things I don’t need, identify things I can sell on ebay and organize all. I think this is my last month in the apartment… I cannot keep on loosing so much money just for myself. If I am going to be alone, I’ll go back to my aunt’s house until I get my house. I don’t see Groundel coming back anytime soon, and the whole situation stinks. I cannot handle all by myself as things are right now. The idea of living elsewhere had to do with being with him. If he’s not around, and doesn’t want to be around, then what’s the point. I am not saying anything else about that matter to him. I’m tired of pleading. Either he moves in by the end of month, or I’m gone. Case closed.
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Thursday, August 04, 2005
Wednesday passed by and all I can say is “Sniff, sniff, another day missed”. The natural thinguie for depression makes me sleep soundly, so it has an unexpected side effect… I’ll keep watching for anything else… I keep on with the allergy thing as well, itches like hell. My ongoing opinion on LOTR: It is the… I repeat THE masterpiece of all times.
I found some items that might work for the journaling part of the scrapbook. I’ll try printing them out tonight, if I make it. :P Won’t be in my office, seems the drivers will FINALLY take me to Aguadilla and beyond to do all I have to do for the report I was supposed to hand in today… Grrr…
Groundel passing by, being nice even if he’s a bit psycho… Hope his bullshit stops somewhere soon before I decide to poison him. Trilogy has called and doesn’t seem to get that his chances passed and he missed them badly. Oh, well… Hasn’t logged in in 3 nights in a row… That’s a record for the last 2 months… I’ve felt too sad and too sleepy or with too much headache to try that at night. I hope noone takes it personal. ;)
Seems Coriolis is interested in the Gore Getaway for October. Ok, idiot proof… Gore Getaway for those who doesn’t know it is the Universal Horror Nights in October. So… If anyone else is interested, let me know. I hope I can make the arrangements to go, its long past do… :P
That’s it for now…
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I found some items that might work for the journaling part of the scrapbook. I’ll try printing them out tonight, if I make it. :P Won’t be in my office, seems the drivers will FINALLY take me to Aguadilla and beyond to do all I have to do for the report I was supposed to hand in today… Grrr…
Groundel passing by, being nice even if he’s a bit psycho… Hope his bullshit stops somewhere soon before I decide to poison him. Trilogy has called and doesn’t seem to get that his chances passed and he missed them badly. Oh, well… Hasn’t logged in in 3 nights in a row… That’s a record for the last 2 months… I’ve felt too sad and too sleepy or with too much headache to try that at night. I hope noone takes it personal. ;)
Seems Coriolis is interested in the Gore Getaway for October. Ok, idiot proof… Gore Getaway for those who doesn’t know it is the Universal Horror Nights in October. So… If anyone else is interested, let me know. I hope I can make the arrangements to go, its long past do… :P
That’s it for now…
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Tuesday, August 02, 2005
Yesterday afternoon as I went off work the sudden light triggered my oh so lovely migraine. As soon as I arrived home I had to get in complete darkness. I was so tired I fall asleep immediately. I woke up around midnight, tried to check mail and had to forget that idea. My eyes hurt as well… bright light still bothered me and my head felt as if it was being hammered. So, back to sleep… after releasing the prisoners of Askaban… I had forgotten that Cyric and Kyo were trapped in their taxi… LOL No wonder I had such a sound sleep… they are the ones that run around and make mayhem… I recall two phonecalls from Marie, but I don’t remember the time… I’ll get back to her today.
Well… Must visit UIA, Yauco and Rum. Hopefully that will be fast…
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Well… Must visit UIA, Yauco and Rum. Hopefully that will be fast…
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Monday, August 01, 2005
Well, you can say that this weekend was pretty damn clean… On Sat I spent the whole day cleaning up the litterboxes of the cats, and the whole apartment… so no more ammonia odor for at least 2 more weeks. While I was in housekeeping mode the kids next door started talking to me, I guess their parents were not around as they were home alone and trapped in that house… Things that makes one really mad… What if there is a fire? Who in complete mental capacity will leave 3 children locked up in a house, as if they were animals or pets? That is a consequence of children raising children…
Went to my aunt’s house. Turns out on Thursday morning, specifically 4am… she had a fall and stayed in the floor for almost half an hour with no one to help her. She makes me so angry… She fall outside, because she was taking the trash out… At 4 in the morning!!! WTF! And so, her left arm is bad again… (sight)…
Woke up early on Sun morning so I would clean up the car (Yes, people, you can have a heart attack now… I actually cleaned my car). LOL Detailing… It’s been more than 5 years that I didn’t clean the car inside… So it is spanking new now. :P Next thing is to change the 4 tires, there is one that is pretty damage and can fail anytime… but I have to wait until next payday… 4 tires, change of oil, and motor cleanup and check-up, and see if I can finally put a new cd player maybe with a cd changer. Ok, got all paydays until Xmas there… LOL
Mon morning… I didn’t want to wake up or come to work. I’m tired as hell. Also the allergy I have doesn’t help… I have hives in my whole torso, legs and arms… They look like bites, but there ain’t a thing to bite me, so I don’t get what is causing it. The annoying thing is the itching… If I had a fever I would say I have chickenpox, but no… it’s an allergy… I always react too much to the environment… Grrr…
Haven’t heard of Coriolis. Joe called saying he’ll come on Sat then called to postpone the trip. Back to his bipolar self. LOL NoName was complaining about my lack of communication… Marie’s b-day was yesterday, I think they were going to watch a movie during the night but I got bored at home and after half an hour logged to the Internet. Yes, I cannot help it, it’s an addiction! Plus I wanted to talk with Taz. That’s always fun. Oh, and he installed Yahoo... Welcome to the dark side... LOL :D
Groundel passed by on Sat and Sun, helped me with the litters and the car. He keeps on with his issues… plus now he has to hunt for a job. (sigh) Never-ending stoooooryyyyy… Whatever… I’m tired of pleading…
So… Today I have to complete (or try completing) a communications inventory… Waiting for the drivers so they take me to San German and Yauco. Hopefully the day will go fast…
Oh, I tried a prank on Isis this morning. Put a hair comb on her tail. She went nuts. I didn’t realize that the comb would actually press her tail too much and cause her pain. :( Yup, that’s the guilty trip of the day…
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Went to my aunt’s house. Turns out on Thursday morning, specifically 4am… she had a fall and stayed in the floor for almost half an hour with no one to help her. She makes me so angry… She fall outside, because she was taking the trash out… At 4 in the morning!!! WTF! And so, her left arm is bad again… (sight)…
Woke up early on Sun morning so I would clean up the car (Yes, people, you can have a heart attack now… I actually cleaned my car). LOL Detailing… It’s been more than 5 years that I didn’t clean the car inside… So it is spanking new now. :P Next thing is to change the 4 tires, there is one that is pretty damage and can fail anytime… but I have to wait until next payday… 4 tires, change of oil, and motor cleanup and check-up, and see if I can finally put a new cd player maybe with a cd changer. Ok, got all paydays until Xmas there… LOL
Mon morning… I didn’t want to wake up or come to work. I’m tired as hell. Also the allergy I have doesn’t help… I have hives in my whole torso, legs and arms… They look like bites, but there ain’t a thing to bite me, so I don’t get what is causing it. The annoying thing is the itching… If I had a fever I would say I have chickenpox, but no… it’s an allergy… I always react too much to the environment… Grrr…
Haven’t heard of Coriolis. Joe called saying he’ll come on Sat then called to postpone the trip. Back to his bipolar self. LOL NoName was complaining about my lack of communication… Marie’s b-day was yesterday, I think they were going to watch a movie during the night but I got bored at home and after half an hour logged to the Internet. Yes, I cannot help it, it’s an addiction! Plus I wanted to talk with Taz. That’s always fun. Oh, and he installed Yahoo... Welcome to the dark side... LOL :D
Groundel passed by on Sat and Sun, helped me with the litters and the car. He keeps on with his issues… plus now he has to hunt for a job. (sigh) Never-ending stoooooryyyyy… Whatever… I’m tired of pleading…
So… Today I have to complete (or try completing) a communications inventory… Waiting for the drivers so they take me to San German and Yauco. Hopefully the day will go fast…
Oh, I tried a prank on Isis this morning. Put a hair comb on her tail. She went nuts. I didn’t realize that the comb would actually press her tail too much and cause her pain. :( Yup, that’s the guilty trip of the day…
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