Wednesday, March 30, 2005

Tummy toruble and dizziness made me stay at home today. Just great... Seems I was forced to rest. Well, I needed to do that anyway...

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

Monday: Trying to put all my data in order because I seem to have too many loose flopies and cd's without names or content indexes. Got rid off many useless floppies, and transferred to cd the ones that worked, since my laptop has no floppy drive. At night, played the Sims, this time using Pabón's household. LOL Judy seems to get along with Sara, and they are always playing Sacare. Funny as hell. Groundel brought The Urbz to try it, and although the whole concept is VERY different from the Sims (plenty of eye candy and bright colors and music… marketed towards young people) it is fun, in a Parappa-kind-o-way. Will try BloodRayne2 tonight.

Tuesday: Here, at work, waiting for a car to take me to do an update at RUM. I will be stranded there for only God knows how many hours… Oh, well… Cést la vie! Seems that I'll get all papers together for the house-thinguie, and will go to SanJuan on Friday. Another trip… Ewwww…

I hope I can count with Coriolis and LightShadow for Saturday's Gilligan Isle thinguie. Don't know if Lucinda can make it early… gotta check with her. Zordak? Candy? Anyone else?

Next week is my so-called B-day… May travel to El Faro to get in touch with my druidic side… It all depends. I may also go North to help the elf in distress with his Fortress of Solitude… Seems he has some ISSUES with Space, the final Frontier! Well… Elf: It is all a matter of illusion, the art of disguise, creating focal points, creating a FOYER, YOU GOTTA PUT YOURSELF TOGETHER (that's the first thing). What? You thought that home-ownership was an easy-do-it-yourself task? Not for beginners! Remember: Baby steps! You'll see, your elven castle will make it to your standards, and the space will be just the right amount. Trust the half-breed!

Doodle doodle dee… wagga wagga wagga… 10-4

Monday, March 28, 2005

Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"

April
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret.Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their luver can see.


Ok… Nice thing about April is that it signals springtime, rebirth and nature’s clock unwinding again. Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Ok… Took Joe to his interview on Saturday morning. The road was smooth, the singing was cool and the men were… asleep. It was fast and beautiful. Got to Plaza and met Coriolis, who was dressed in white for the sacrifice. He had this kenderish outlook… which became obvious as he talked about the house and as he showed the thingies he wants for it. So, we headed to the Mines of Moria in Caguas, and the long journey revealed a beautiful spot that he calls his new home. Nice lair. After the changes he wants to accomplish, the place will be a nice Fortress of Solitude, sort of… LOL I suspect that if he keeps his bonding with the neighbors the place will be anything but lonely.

Anyway… Had to go back home. In the way I took some pics a task that I have, and then finally arrived home. Dyed my hair, Wildfire this time… And fall to sleep Like a Rock. I slept for 14 hours nonstop. Yup, that tired…

On Sunday Lucinda called me up, and then Stepmom. Yay! Three graduations on daddy’s family, that’s awesome! I will probably head towards Texas in May. We’ll see how THAT goes. Lucinda passed by my dwelling, so we took pics of some clothing she wants to sell, and watched the Clone Wars and Shark Tale. Liked them both. So… night came in and I FINALLY made it to my aunt’s house. Ate, watched some tv, got a news update and then went home to sleep. Gosh, days are flying lately!!!

This week, I need to do cd backups of everything I have on floppies and arrange drawings, pics and stuff so everything is properly classified. I also need to go to Retiro for the home loan. And I also need to make a tropical demo for the realtor. Yup, the week is full, and it is just starting… I am getting old.

I’m planning a get-together at Isla de Gilligan next Saturday, so gather up your thingies and make an appearance! Let me know so I have a headcount. :P

10-4

Friday, March 25, 2005

Movie galore...
Ginger Snaps 1 & 2... Like the Canadian flicks, so two thumbs up
Fate... I can only say Why? and Sorry!
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind... Sorry to be against all critics, but I think the movie was too plain and sucked. I saw nothing deep on it, just the same old play on destiny's wicked sense of humor.
The Incredibles... Loved it. Absolutely 2 thumbs up and a big wave.

Last night saw The Ring2. It was a different story from Ringu2. Nice, but still does not top the Japanese originals.

These have been busy days. Although I had a "free" week, it was not so free at all. Let's make a small mind-blast to the past...

Monday: After work, went to pick up Trilogy. Went to Walmart to get some goodies and some kitty stuff. His kitty Gimli has worms, so I must give him the dewormer I have... Mental note for THAT.

Tuesday: Basically "Play the Sims Day". Also, our gust star Popu made an appearance. He would stay until Saturday so he spends some happy time with his LS and some movie-fun-arguing time with Groundel and me.

Wednesday: Slept late, until 2 something in the afternoon.Went to get my hair colors and tried getting a good deal at the mall. Finally the Beaty and the Beast 56 chapters tv series appeared in my PO, yup, finally... so spent the night watching episodes 1-2 after playing with the Sims.

Thursday: Oh... What a Headache Day! The plan was: Go get tomatoes and lettuce, go to Lucinda's place, go either beaching or backyard pooling and then go home. Well, since we DO NOT live in perfect, this is what happenned: Fight because MexLady was gonna be there and Groundel didn't wanna see her... Joe was not thrilled about that either. After some debate, we went through the Joyuda way to see if I could get some pics in the way for a site that I'm making... Arrived at Lucinda's to let her know I was coming later because of the snapping business... Anyway, LS needed to have breakfast so we stopped at BK to eat something before taking pics... That was fun. But, as we got near my car I realized my keys were inside. Headache lights turned on. Maria and José took me to my aunt's place, but it was one of those strange days that she was NOT home. So, had to head towards my apartment to wait. I was REALLY pissed. Well... Turned out it was good that we went there because Groundel had an interview call he needed to answer asap, and Joe had left his cellular by mistake and he also had an interview call. Coincidence? Fate? Well, after the guys made their calls, I called auntie and FINALLY my mother had arrived with her to the house. So... LS took me there, I got the spare keys, I got some cake and we all headed back to BK to get my car. LS had to go work, so we splitted up. I went with Groundel to Lucinda's pool party... An hour and a half of arguments and pushed silence because of some anoying things, until the afternoon waned and LadyMex went away. Then the fun began. I got in the pool, the kids did, Lucinda did, even Cleo did. When the night became really evident and we all were tired enough, we left. As I arrived home Joe told me Coriolis and Trilogy had called... And that LS would wait for us at 9:30 to go see the Ring2. And so we went to see the Wizard... Afterwards, she treated us all to a Dennis meal-breakfast. Thank-u, thank-u, thank-u. That was really nice of her. And then, home... to sleep... Dead sleep.

Friday: Good Friday. We all woke up at noon, had breakfast, and waited for LS to arrive. When she did, we watched some Sirens play and then the werewolf movies. Went out to grab a pizza, showed Joe and LS where the soon-to-be-mine dwelling is, and came back to watch the second werewolf movie and then a bad blast from the 80's movie. I almost fall asleep, woke up enough to write this... but will soon be back into my cave because I am friggin sleepy.

Saturday: Well, planning ahead... Tomorrow I must get up early to take Joe to SJ where he has a job interview. There I should meet with Coriolis so I travel to the mines of Moria and finally meet his beloved new dwelling. Will probably help paint some furniture and catch up on some stories of the old and the new. And then the journey back to the Shire. It will be a long day...

Sunday: Will work on the site I promised to deliver this next week or so. Will also meet the old Dwarf so he doesn't feel neglected, need to give him the dewormer for Gimli. We'll see how THAT turns out.

So... the chronicles shall continue, just as the stupid fires that are all over the island. Crappy thing, smoke everywhere... Almost as if Ravenloft has taken the Island... Mordor's volcanoes are reaching us, it seems...
10-4

Monday, March 21, 2005

At work. Tomorrow and Thu and Fri will be FREEEEEEEEEE so it will be a lovely, short week. Yesterday did some shopping, out-line and on-line. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Visited my aunt, watched some tv (milagro, milagro!) and sleeping by 10pm.

I'm hungry. Me want cookie. COOKIIIEEEEE!!!!

Sunday, March 20, 2005

This week was quite busy and LONG. My whole body aches, and I suspect I may be a bit sick but seems that the vitamins are holding the sickness on the line… LOL Well… Let’s give a recount… Total recall of a very busy week…

Monday: The counselors’ brunch. Everyone cooperated, everyone bought what they promised so the food was excellent and the initiation of the week was a success. The bettas were delivered, and people even gave them names. At least the fishy spirit was arisen.

Tuesday: Looking for the right information to prepare presentations for Thursday activity. Spent the whole day searching sites and reading, reading, reading… So, I made a file of stories and info that would be useful for at least 5 more activities.

Wednesday: I chose the info that I wanted to present in Thu, also looked for the events that happened on the date of birth of each counselor, the meaning of their names and the saint that belongs to their birth date. Also, took some pics from an archive and personalized each page for them. When I got home, made 6 PowerPoint presentations for next day…

Thursday: The Counselor’s lunch and afternoon activities. Again, everyone brought what they promised, even the boss was surprised that THAT was a good idea because we had more food than if we had bought a catering… Buahahahahahah… Early in the morning, I chose 4 victims to give some of the presentations and they studied the whole morning as good little students, then practiced with me. Awwwww… After lunch I began the presentations, they took over and I finished with another presentation. I hope that the message that I wanted to bring across about helping each other and giving EVERYTHING at job at least made them think a bit… Who knows… I have decided to try to make a difference at work, to try and make all of them work together, to try and change the negative attitude that prevails… Hey, I always trust that miracles DO happen when you believe strong enough…

Friday: Went to San Juan with Manolo, Prapra and a client. It was a fun voyage. I left something at Nivel Central, then went to Retiro. Damn, the lady nailed me. I needed 7 items that I didn’t have, so I could not submit the papers… But I gained a better view of why I needed them and she was very helpful. So… Arrived at home at night, to bed!

Saturday: Woke up early, so went to the post office, to Home Depot, to my aunt’s house and then to Lucinda’s place to pick her up and her kids, to go to Ponce because Einstein had an appointment… Afterwards, we went to Plaza del Caribe, Barbie gave some stinky manifestations of babyhood, we walked and walked and walked… Until it was 8pm and we decided to wrap the night up. So, headed back, I passed by my “house” to show Lucinda where it is and to check the weekend environment in the neighborhood. Then, left Lucinda & co. at her home sweet home, and headed back to my apartment to fall uncontious in my bed…

Sunday: Woke up, and here I am… My whole body aches, I feel “chupá” and hopefully today the day will be slow and kind… I need energy for the week ahead… Damn… everything is going so fast I have no time to do a double take! :P

10-4

Go to this link, and enjoy! :)

Opera Baby, dedicated with love to Barbie :P

Monday, March 14, 2005

Long, long, LONG weekend… Well, actually, too little time to do too many things. Right now I KNOW I will crash my bed at 5 and LA MADRE pa’l que me despierte, COÑO.

Friday Afternoon. Had to travel to Aguada in a rush to get 15 kids… Bettas… Then to Pitusa to get 15 bowls, food and the anti-chlorine. Back into my office before the day ended… after leaving the kids at home… with 8 cats… Insane, huh?

Friday night… So creepy outside, so busy inside… Put fishies on the bowls… That was fun, and so made the fishies and me grow closer to each other. I rechecked all pics from demo site for realtor, and posted a fairly decent design for show purposes by midnight… Went to bed by 1AM and woke up at 8 something to get ready and visit the realtor by 10. Ran a bit late since I had to check the post office. Well, went over her place, we reviewed papers, did some paperwork and then went to see the first floor of the house. After that, visited my doc to get some medicines and prescriptions. Went with Lucinda to get something to munch, and then went to the mall to pick up a co-worker and go in an unexpected expedition…

So… (blurred picture) I am coordinating some activities at work, two of them are this week. One brunch, one lunch with complete activities and blah blah. I needed some fruits and stuff, and this girl volunteers to get some with the condition that someone drives her up to where the farm is. So, I volunteered. But little did I know that in order to get to the farm, an adventure would unfold. The little elven lass knows the names of places from heart since she grew up over there, in Rivendale. As a nice wood elf, she showed off the natural water fountains and even made me stop the car so she could pick up berries… and yes, they were good… good berries… Yummy. :) We went to the hidden castles at the peaks near Monte del Estado, and we met the local high elves. They welcomed us with glee, giving us enough provisions for a week’s journey. They almost didn’t want us to go, but nightfall approached and I had other things to do… besides, I was getting hungry. So, we picked up the trail and went to a pincho’s seller and ate until we could burst. After all that, the elf said her farewells to Rivendale and so she was teleported back to the Wastelands of Mayaguez… Her adventure ended there, but mine continued…

After the Rivendale escape, went to my aunt’s house to give her some plantains and oranges. It was a quickie, but she managed to remind me of something I forgot with all the things I had going on in my head… Her B-day was in the 11th, and I forgot… Shame on me! Since I had nothing for her and really had to go, went away feeling bad about it. Ok… So I went home to get to bed because I was exhausted. Then the lights were suddenly turned on, and a raid of orcs invaded my realm. Joe and LightShadow were there, as Groundel knew that they would because Joe had called but since I was sleeping I had missed the call… So… Started talking and ended up quite awake. Made fun of Joe, as usual, and the logged in the net to check some info on Akita’s and Rottie’s. The fishies got some hard times surviving Joe’s body language, but hey, they made it. Thank goodness for TLC. :P Around 2am I started getting sleepy and surrendered to Morpheus… damn, who wouldn? LOL

Woke up at 9something because kitties went berserk and even attacked Joe. So… Fed them, fed the resident evils that were temporarily living in my bathroom (15 of them… Long story)… then kinda talked/joked/whatever with Joe and kitties and Groundel and wheeeeeeeeeee! LOL Went into the net until Lady LS arrived to pick up her manly man, and then I got ready for my next mission: Find El Calvo or burst!.

So… Went to HT just to get awake. Got a nice bargain at the clearance section. Then headed towards San Germán. Slight stop at a sandwich store, the at the hair store and then straight to El Calvo’s. He was there, or so his sis said. The funny moment was when we were waiting outside and she screamed “Métete Gorda!” I waws like… WTF? LOL She was referring to the bitch… Ok, she was referring to the female dog, thank-you-very-much. It was funny. Anyway, we stayed at Pabón’s for a while… updated him with the house newsflash and yadda yadda… Asked him to give a conference on Thu (to what he seems to be looking forward). He fed us, and was happy about everything. So, he also gave me some ribbon for the fishy bowl deco… And off I went to get a birthday cake. Took it to my aunt’s, she was like “:You shouldn’t have”with the same grace as a little girl. LOL She blew the candle, we all ate cake and ice cream, and then off I went to get home and start working on the fishy business. Got a message from Balta that he was gonna make a big change… I hope it is what he should have done ages ago… Nuff said.

Fishy business 101: Putting ribbons so fishes look cute is a pain in the u-know-what. But, did it. Afterwards, placed the bowls into boxes so that would be ready in the morning (WTF, it was 2am already…) Then began working on the letter for the counselors and the invitation and the “How to keep a Betta alive page. In the meanwhile, I had bleached my hair and colored it Lava red. So, when the paperwork was done, washed my hair and finally went to bed at 4:30AM. The alarm clock made me wake up at 7AM to get up, get breakfast, get the fishes, run to my car, get fishes in the car, get the car with the fishes in the bowls full of water to my work place… Drive at 5MPH so the water wouldn’t spill… much… (sight) Arrived JIT. So, took fishes up, prepared fishy table, and got recluits to prepare the food for the Brunch activity. While some where preparing sandwiches and oranges, I browsed some reflections and found 4 people to read them. Out of the blue made a small schedule in my little green notebook, stating the agenda. Went to the director’s office, got the Go on things and called upon all counselors and slaves to join the Dark Side at the conference room. They all went, I made my Don Francisco impersonation and everything had a nice flow. The food was excellent, the people were happy and so I finally got one stress off myself… Just 3 more to go…

At midday went home and threw myself over the bed… Roxy was there at my side, always faithful and patient and sleepy. And then I decided to go back to work because I should leave days for the days before and after I get the house.

So… Here I am… Finally taking a breath, sitting down taking off my shoes and smiling because as Hannibal used to say: I LOVE IT when a plan comes together! It was a BUSY weekend… I need to rest today, because of the days to come… the lunch on Thu, the Holy Week meditation next week, the Easter get-together, and then the monthly self-help sessions that I plan to give to put my grain of salt in matters of making a better work environment. :) Ok… Who am I and what have I done with Viv? LOL Nah… It’s just that my humane side has somehow been triggered these past couple of weeks and seems that it is making me do and say things so people get the idea of what helping and doing the right thing is. You know, my Mother Theresa mode… The mode you love to hate, or you hate to love.

Sleepy.
Itchy.
Yummy.

10-4

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

I had this big headache-migraine yesterday! I fall in my bed as soon as I got home, and forgot about the world until today. I just hate that… Anything else I can stand but anything about my eyes-head-neck simply sucks because it leaves me dizzy, nauseous and finally unconscious. The bright side is that I got to rest all I have not been able to rest because of insomnia due to someone who doesn’t understand me. Oh, well… Cannot dwell on that, because then I will end up as a human wreck and a goddess cannot afford to become that. Each passing second my belief in love wanes even more, and my belief that it is simply not meant for me grows. Maybe the main reason for my existence is to help others be, to take on lost causes, but to do so all by myself. I don’t know… I wish someone would give me such a big surprise that sweep me off my feet… that would be like the omen I have been looking for, the signal of the one that I should take on forever… But until now… nothing… nothing but emptiness, nothing but disappointment… Love is the biggest facade there is… (sight) Anyway… I won’t let the only thing that sucks in my life suck my life away. I am in love with myself, and find that I have to change nothing in my ways or thoughts. I live a good life and so I can face anyone, proud, without straying my sight. I have many things to accomplish. I have many plans and goals. If I must do so alone, so be it.

Today is International Women’s day, so Congratulations to EVERY girl OUT THERE! Wheeeeeeeee! :)

10-4

Sunday, March 06, 2005

Quizilla Time...

HASH(0x8b4db84)
WHITE


??Which colour of Death is yours??
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Cocktail
Cocktail


?? Which Alcoholic Drink Are You ??
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Goddess
The Goddess of Fire and Happiness. You are a ball
of energy. Always compassionate and full of
life, you can make anyone feel happy and you
are exceptionally uplifting. You are an
individual beauty.


Which gorgeous goddess are you? For girls! (breath taking pics!)
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In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)


What Lies Behind Your Eyes? (With Pics, See All Results!)
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HASH(0x8a10d40)
You are a cat woman. You are independant and very
self-rigious. You have a mind of your own and
are not afraid to show it. You tend to hide
your true feelings and get frustrated (easy).


Who are you inside????? (LOTS OF RESULTS)girls only
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Too bad!
You are Relaxed


You have this constant feeling inside that says
that everything will be alright. Calm cool, you
invented the Chill Pill! (WHAT?!)Whenever
there's a problem you don't spaz out, that's
why people come to you for advice because
you're really reliable. Not many people have
the aura of calmness that follows wherever you
go. Whenever people are around you, they loosen
up, relax, just by being near you! Your motto
is 'Sit back and relax'. Stay the way you are,
because you rarely get stressed out!


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What's The Girl Inside of You? .:BEAUTIFUL Anime Pics AND Music!:. (UPDATED!)
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It 's comforting to say that 'practice makes perfect'....
You are 'Gregg shorthand'. Originally designed to
enable people to write faster, it is also very
useful for writing things which one does not
want other people to read, inasmuch as almost
no one knows shorthand any more.

You know how important it is to do things
efficiently and on time. You also value your
privacy, and (unlike some people) you do not
pretend to be friends with just everyone; that
would be ridiculous. When you do make friends,
you take them seriously, and faithfully keep
what they confide in you to yourself.
Unfortunately, the work which you do (which is
very important, of course) sometimes keeps you
away from social activities, and you are often
lonely. Your problem is that Gregg shorthand
has been obsolete for a long time.


What obsolete skill are you?
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You are Bettie Page!
You're Bettie Page!


What Classic Pin-Up Are You?
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You are most like Raven. Quiet and usually soft
spoken, you don't like crowds and can be
slightly gothic. You try to repress your
emotions for one reason or another but one of
your most powerful emotions is your anger. Your
temper sometimes gets the best of you and when
that happens those in your way would wish they
weren't. You seem somewhat creepy to others and
you earn a few odd stares but who cares? You
aren't an outdoors person and avoid venturing
outside when you can. You are generally the
smart one and maybe not by trying to, the most
cynical and sarcastic of the bunch which can be
good or bad. You don't like anyone invading
your privacy and you don't seem to be all that
social. But for what it's worth you can be
quite handy in a tough situation. You are drawn
to the darkness or night most of the time. You
appear mysterious and/or potentially dangerous
at times and not everyone trusts you right
away.


Which Teen Titans Character Are You?
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purple winged
you represent the dark feelings in life. you are
sad and lonely and also keep to yourself.


What part of life do you represent? ( AWESOME anime pics ^_^)
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It is a curious thought, but it is only when you see people looking ridiculous that you realize just how much you love them.

-Agatha Christie
Friday: It was a draining day, by the time I got home I took a shower and just crashed in my bed. I fall completely numb until the next day… And thank God I rested… Saturday was long, long, LONG! But fun, fun, FUN!

Early in the morning Lucinda called, but I was sleeping and didn’t answer the phone. A little later, kitties woke me up, and staring at the clock I recalled: Ponce. I get up and the phone rings… It was Balta. So I recalled: Moca. Ohhhhhh… And then I recalled: Realtor. Hmmm… Well, took a shower, brushed my teeth, combed my hair and off I went to pick up Lucinda at her office. She needed to take Einstein to a doc’s appointment at Ponce and had no car, so I volunteered. That’s what friends are for. So, it was a smooth ride, we arrived by 2pm, ate some at the corner’s McD and stayed in the doc’s office for an hour. It went fast, plenty of magazines and a tv showing a movie that reminded me of JasonX… Don’t know why but it did, ok? Anyway… After that, we all went to Plaza del Caribe to comply with the official invitations to HT and ON. It was 5:30 when I recalled the Moca appointment… so off we went…

Arrived at Mayaguez by 7pm, stopped at my house to pick up some goods and then we went on the road again. We arrived in Moca by 8:30. Met Balta and Daisy and got a bit lost getting to Candy’s home… I though HE knew how to get there. Thanks to my weird photographic subconcious, we got there. Candy was very happy to see us. Balta left her some books for the library that Candy made for the locals at Sector Limón. But as he got out the box with box, the box broke and the books were all scattered in the floor. I spotted a book about Myths and browsed it, then threw it back to the floor bundle. LOL Balta shrieked: Why you throw that instead of picking them up! Sheesh! LOL I didn't realize I did that... I fugured that he would pick them all by himself, being such a manly man... LOL Anyway, the library is very very cool. She has put her heart into it and it shows. Her son, Ogy, looks thinner by the year, damnit! Well, we had some fun for a bit, I discover Bitter Melon is translated as the wild cunda-amor… or cundiamor as we natives call it… Sheeshhhh… LOL Whatever. We gave our goodbyes at 10pm and off we went to deliver Lucinda and kids to Cabo Rojo. We got there by 11pm… As promised, she arrived save and sound on the same day ;) And then, FINALLY got home after all that driving.

Well, washed my hair, made and attempt to dye it purple, but that new brand I tried, Special Effects, sucks. I had to put Manic Panic’s pyrebox red and then mix into it the SE Joyride purrple so at least I got some puple highlights on my red hair… Mostly, it looks like MP’s Vampire Red. Yup, that’s the color that’s next on my list of buying stuff on next payday. Or maybe I’ll try MP’s purple, for some reason MP’s products works better on my hair. Whatever… Fall asleep, woke up at 5am to wash my hair and then fall asleep again… And it’s 11:45 and here I am… I feel tired, still, but grrrrrrrrrrrreat. Love my hair, love the Slitherins shirt I bought at HT bargains side and love the fact that little by little I’m gtting closer to getting my true home. Got a check from AIO that will serve its purpose for Hacienda and the closing deal, and got money from mommy dearest for the option. Selling stuff was a good idea, so now I’ll have money to eat this week. So… Small pieces makes uo the big plan, makes it whole. I think things are starting to look up in my life… Finally. Hard work and good heart DO pay off.

Today: Crash at my aunt’s, visit Tril, visit mommy dearest, and go to sleep Oh Yeah.

10-4

Thursday, March 03, 2005

And to close the night, Ladies and Apes...

Is this the real life?
Is this just fantasy?
Caught in a landslide,
No escape from reality
Open your eyes, Look up to the skies and see,

I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy,
Because I'm easy come, easy go,
Little high, little low,
Any way the wind blows doesn't really matter to me, to me...

Mama just killed a man,
Put a gun against his head, pulled my trigger, now he's dead
Mama, life had just begun,
But now I've gone and thrown it all away
Mama, ooh, Didn't mean to make you cry,
If I'm not back again this time tomorrow,
Carry on, carry on as if nothing really matters

Too late, my time has come,
Sends shivers down my spine, body's aching all the time
Goodbye, ev'rybody, I've got to go,
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth

Mama, ooh, I don't want to die,
I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all
I see a little silhouetto of a man,

Scaramouche, Scaramouche, will you do the Fandango
Thunderbolt and lightning, very, very fright'ning me

(Galileo) Galileo (Galileo) Galileo, Galileo figaro

Magnifico I'm just a poor boy and nobody loves me
He's just a poor boy from a poor family,
Spare him his life from this monstrosity

Easy come, easy go, will you let me go
Bismillah! No, we will not let you go
(Let him go!) Bismillah! We will not let you go
(Let him go!) Bismillah! We will not let you go
(Let me go) Will not let you go
(Let me go) Will not let you go (Let me go) Ah
No, no, no, no, no, no, no
(Oh mama mia, mama mia) Mama mia, let me go
Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me, for me, for me

So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye
So you think you can love me and leave me to die
Oh, baby, can't do this to me, baby,
Just gotta get out, just gotta get right outta here

Nothing really matters, Anyone can see,
Nothing really matters,
Nothing really matters to me
Any way the wind blows

-Queen, Bohemian Rhapsody
And just because I can...


Friday night it's party time
feeling ready looking fine,
viene diego rumbeando,
with the magic in his eyes
checking every girl in sight,
grooving like he does the mambo
he's the man alli en la disco,
playing sexy felling hotter,
he's the king bailando et ritmo ragatanga,
and the dj that he knows well,
on the spot always around twelve,
plays the mix that diego mezcla con la salsa,
y la baila and he dances y la canta

Chorus:
aserejŠ ja de jŠ de jebe tu de jebere seibiunouva,
majavi an de bugui an de buididipi,
aserejŠ ja de jŠ de jebe tu de jebere seibiunouva,
majavi an de bugui an de buididipi

many think its brujeria,
how he comes and disappears,
every move will hypnotize you,
some will call it chuleria,
others say that its the real,
rastafari afrogitano

he's the man alli en la disco,
playing sexy felling hotter,
he's the king bailando et ritmo ragatanga,
and the dj that he knows well,
on the spot always around twelve,
plays the mix that diego mezcla con la salsa,
y la baila and he dances y la canta

Chorus:
aserejŠ ja de jŠ de jebe tu de jebere seibiunouva,
majavi an de bugui an de buididipi,
aserejŠ ja de jŠ de jebe tu de jebere seibiunouva,
majavi an de bugui an de buididipi

-Ketchup girls, The Ketchup song

Enjoy! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
I am in no mood of facing some people because I could kick some ass. Breathed in and out, and decided to just fuck it. No sense in worrying about what cannot be solved, not my problem anyway. Yesterday was a very different view than today. I see that Suicidal guy wants to keep screwing Bad4You girl, so, let the bee be bee. But I will not let them give me ANY shit. I help, I am tolerant, but I aint stupid. I am not Bad4You's friend, so I dont care about her opinion. She has mental problems anyway. But Suicidal guy is a good friend and he could do much better if only he were not so horny, DAMNIT. Mr... YOU ARE MARRIED! Get it? It is something nice and simple... MARRIED. Meaning of that: Faithfulness, Truth, Tolerance, mutual help, and many oter things THROUGH GOOD AND BAD until DEATH TEARS YOU APART. Meaning: No screwing around, translation NO GIRLFRIENDS, NO CHEATING, NO LYING. Kapish? Necesitas mapita? Jesus! Why people get married and stay married if they are not willing to commit forever? Why if they cant tolerate each other they keep holding on to the status, not the life? STUPID. Mr, you would not be so suicidal if your conscience were clean. DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.

I'm ok. I was pissed, but spoke with Candy and lightened up. She always makes me laugh... Ola de mierda ataca Moca!!! LOL Too bad there are no pictorials as mementos... LOL Anyway, glad to hear things have been busy, because that means you still aint old. :D

No word from Tril, Groundel is studying and Coriolis doesn't answer... I just need to be asleep so people call me. Isn't it ironic?
I Can't Stand It I Know You Planned It
But I'm Gonna Set It Straight, This Watergate
I Can't Stand Rocking When I'm In Here
Because Your Crystal Bal Ain't So Crystal Clear
So While You Sit Backand Wonder Why
I Got This Fucking Thorn In My Side
Oh My, It's A Mirage
I'm Tellin' Y'all It's a Sabotage
So Listen Up 'Cause You Can't Say Nothin'
You'll Shut Me Dow With A Push Of Your Button?
But I'm Out And I'm Gone
I'll Tell You Now I Keep It On And On
'Cause What You See You Might Not Get
And We Can Bet So Don't You Get Souped Yet
You're Scheming On A Thing That's A Mirage
I'm Trying To Tell You Now It's Sabotage
Why; Our Backs Are Now Against The Wall
Listen All Of Y'all It's A Sabotage
I Can't Stand It, I Know You Planned It
But I'm Gonna Set It Straight This Watergate
I Can't Stand Rockin' When I'm In This Place
Because I Feel Disgrace Because You're All In My Face
But Make No Mistakes And Switch Up My Channel
I'm Buddy Rich When I Fly Off The Handle
What Could It Be, It's A Miracle
You're Scheming On A Thing; That's Sabotage
-Beastie Boys, Sabotage
Cosas que molestan pero que desafortunadamente no se pueden cambiar:
Gente doble-cara.
Gente oportunista.
Gente cabrona.
Gente que salta a conclusions sin saber nada.
Gente que no sabe nada de ti y te juzga como quiera.
Gente ignorante.
Gente en el trabajo.
Gente que quiere suicidarse y que no piensa que sus problemas son pendejos y son causados por ellos mismos.
Gente que no toma riendas de su vida.
Gente que te pide consejos y no los escucha.
Gente que se cree que sabe mucho y no saben tres carajos.
Gente que se las dan de sabios y en realidad comen mierda.
Gente que ríen pero se están consumiendo por dentro.
Gente que fingen interés y simplemente quieren manipularte.

En fin, compañeros de trabajo y gente que se dicen ser seres humanos y al fin y al cabo son menos que estiércol de tiburón. En verdá en verdá, cada día me convenzo más de que mientras más sé sobre la raza humana, más deseo ser animal.

Oh, yes, I am mad and pissed. I busted my ass helping a bitch so she would simply turn into her psycho self against me. Ok… That deserved a WTF but hey… Madness strikes whenever… wherever… Sooo… I am REALLY pissed at Balta, who tried to kill himself yesterday. Why? Depression… Like, I am SURROUNDED by depressed people, and I kinda have to deal with it… and my own depressions…. Well… I asked reasons why he did what he did, and all of them are absurd and so stupid! He, of all the people, with so many skills… (sight) All the big problems have been caused by himself, and only himself can fix them. But finding a permanent solution to not so permanent problems is stupid… STUPID!!!! And then he goes to take advise and support to the person who has half the fault of his biggest problems… Who can understand men? The girl manipulates him, and is actually happy about being his “savior” and his confident… And he believes she is a true friend… I don’t get people… I don’t get how he can be so blind. I don’t get why kill himself over stupidities… And I even don’t get why I bother to care when it is plain simple that he rather trust the double-face than trust me. C’est la vie. I hope I don’t have to go to bury another close friend…

Wednesday, March 02, 2005

After all you put me through
You'd think I despise you
But in the end I wanna thank you
'cause you made me that much stronger

When I, thought I knew you
Thinking, that you were true
I guess I, I couldn't trust
'Cause your bluff time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were, there by my side
Always, down for the ride
But your, joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out of shame, mmhmm

After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Oh, ohh

Never, saw it coming
All of, your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in
On a good thing before I realized your game
I heard, you're going around
Playing, the victim now
But don't, even begin
Feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave, uh huh

After all of the fights and the lies
Yes you wanted to harm me but that won't work anymore
Uh, no more, oh no, it's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down
So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

How could this man I thought I knew
Turn out to be unjust so cruel
Could only see the good in you
Pretended not to see the truth
You tried to hide your lies, disguise yourself
Through living in denial
But in the end you'll see
YOU WON'T STOP ME

I am a fighter and I (fighter and I)
I ain't goin stop
There is no turning back
I've had enough

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Thought I would forget but I
I remember
Yes, I remember
I remember

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

-Christina Aguilera, Fighter
Took the morning off to go seek for some papers I needed for the motgage submission. Only one step left from the things I needed, gotta get the things from the realtor and then get the money for the check that must accompany the submission. I hope I can get everything for next week, so I can take everything to Retiro next week's Thursday. Fingers crossed, I feel very possitive about the whole thing. The change will be great. It will be a sort of milestone for me... Oh, yes...

So... back to work... Gotta get some cables to their right destination... To infinity and beyond!

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

Went to Retiro yesterday, and got all the papers that must be filled for the home loan. Yay! Got a message from the realtor saying she has everything I need. Yay! Groundel had a dream that he was surrounded by clorox cleaning up the house, all alone. Yay!!! LOL Life is good.

Saturday went fast, Mr. Joe and Lasy LS passed by and we had some talkative fun. Sunday I woke up early and got my bitter melon in Aguadilla. Crashed at my aunt's, ate great food and watched TV for hours. Then home to sleep, because of the voyage to SJ on Monday...Yesterday finished posting the thinguies that I'm selling on Ebay... Need cash for getting my house, so everything goes! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! Well, not everything... Duh!

Today: At work. Will be taking the Planilla to its proper place, and filing so I get some of the house paperwork done... Gov junk stuff... Ewwww... But the storm trooper must face any challange so the Force gets to him. Whatever...
You are The Cheshire Cat
You are The Cheshire Cat


A huge grin constantly plastered upon your face,
you never cease to amuse. You are completely
confusing and contradictory to most everyone.


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Hmmm... Like I couldn't say that on my own... Me? A cat? Nah!!!