Depressives Annonimous

It’s just funny how the world works… Yesterday I was playing Dr.Ruth or something… not too willingly, but in a way it gives me a different light on my personal situation… I’m not the only one who is screwed at work, I’m not the only one whose personal life stinks, I’m not the only one depressed and on the edge of insanity… It’s either we all stick together, or we will individually burst. LOL

During the morning the youngest of my co-workers was complaining about exercise aches… ended up as my patient, expressing how she has discovered the hard way how two-face the people in this place is… She’s a cool gal, this is her first job… I feel for her…

During the afternoon I wanted to ask a question to another co-worker… He is quite expressive and quite an open book… just like me. He started explaining how to get a house, ended up telling me about his personal life and how between that and work he’s screwed… He works to pay the bills, but hate the place and the people. And is in his 30’s and still no home, no wife, no life, no nothing… Another Arien that struggles because in the midst of his deeper depressions he knows he’s meant to do something big… LOL Seems we Ariens have the same curse under the stars… He was talking about the emptyness, the feeling of wanting to be away from people, even shopping only at Walmart one hour before closing… LOL Wow! Nope, it wasn’t me talking… Next thing we will end up in a bar listening to heartbreaking songs… LOL

Coriolis joins the club, as a matter of fact I created the club and he was the first member… Another entity that feels lonely, misunderstood, empty, yadda yadda… If we all get together we could rule the world… and then explode it! Yay!

No word from Trilogy. Roxy is showing love at all times. Groundel has been cooking (internal joke). Life could be worst… but at least there ARE people that understand how I feel… That facts gives a ray of hope, in a way… I hope I can get a house or an apartment by the end of this year… I guess in a way it is a main goal. I want my own place, so my kitties can run wild and so I can have an isolated room for painting and being just me.

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