The day went fast and furious, amen. Went to check out my aunt, went to visit Trilogy and things are slowly falling in place...
Groundelette went away happy and spankin' so I guess now she'll be happy with the freedom she'll get. Whatever. Not my concern from the moment she stepped out. Live long and prosper (after you finish studying).
Groundel seems a bit less stressed. He's just mad his mom didn't bless him in the morning when she called his sister... He thinks they will just be pissed at him for how things turned out... Big deal. Not his decision anyway, I was the one giving the brilliant idea of her staying with us in the first place, so it only made sense I ended with the problem. I have a bitch reputation to maintain after all... So, I guess now Groundel can focus more into his own life, be a bit more talkative and go on finishing his BA. He's mentioning a lot that after he finishes studying he'll go to the states... Well, if that's how he feels he should handle things... I like having him around, I value him a lot and he is my best friend, but I guess that in order to prove some things some hurtful actions must take place... He has shown support for me in my decision to date Trilogy and see if we are as True as we think... I know it must hurt him much, but we cannot go on through life wondering about the what if's. I MUST know if my story with my so-called true love is a Neverending Story or if it is the Last Lie. I cannot go on through life regretting not giving Trilogy and me a fair chance. It takes guts from Groundel to let me go and still be there to watch over me. He knows I've not lied to him anytime, and that even if we have many bad times we also have our share of laughs... it is all called sharing LIFE. :)
Trilogy was a bit of a pain since his visit to his psycho... Each time he sees her she puts ideas in his head that may work for some IF I were as normal as everybody else... The woman has no idea of who I am, and I bet that she has a completely wrong vision of my life codes...
Tired. Must catch zzzzz's for this week will be loooooong, I can foresee that...
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