Two long days... In both I have been cleaning up my little rooms at my aunt's house. I have been book-lifting, and throwing away so many useless papers! Dated from 1985... Why one keeps so much stuff that is sooooo useless? Ah, the physical attachment to memories...

Ok, so I did not throw away my Lyoness notebook cover, or the Darkseid Apocalipse Now cover, or the English class "Stickyfingers" essays... those are too priceless... I still keep the great notebook of eyes... LOL That was my "venting" notebook, each time I was angry I drew eyes all over pages and pages and pages... I found some cool stuff, two stray certificates of achievement that I didn't knew I had, a thank-you letter from the wife of my fisrt boss (?) and a whole bunch of keys that I have not idea where they go or what they do... LOL

But the most priceless things I found were in a small bundle of paper. As I ripped away the papers I found a small notebook that reads "A thousand and one uses for a Gilbert" LOL I was laughing so hard... I made it to seven hundred something... And there were the rings we both shared, my skeleton ring and his skeleton-snake ring (yup, those were our engagement rings back then...) And a book with a dedicatory, a picturebook of The Secret Garden in which came a small key and he dedicated to me... Awwwww... But the cutest of things and maybe the one of more value is one paper that has a long dedicatory talking about trust, that he wrote... The paper is a beautiful, glossy certificate... And it was signed by both of us on 1992. And it says that "It is certified that V and G agree to love each other forever, blah blah... and Cupid is the witness to it". I have completely forgotten about that, it was one of the few things that my first boyfriend gave me back then... I had no idea something like that existed... It seems that when we splited I made a "time capsule" of all the things that were ours, and placed them together in a paper cocoon... It was moving to see the bundle and find things as if I were opening a treasure of golden coins... I have forgotten how thoughtful he could be when he wanted to be so... I so often just focus on the bad things that people have done to me... It still amazes me how, after 15 years of knowing each other, after 12 years of ups and downs, we can still look at each other and stir each other's emotions. Some things are beyond reason, beyond logic, beyond time and place... So many people have come between us, so many events and so many fights and misunderstandings... People and family did everything to separate us, to make us hate us... But what is true always win. Truth prevails no matter the odds. And so, just browsing the time capsule of "us" made me smile. A certificate of being a couple... LOL Damn, we were REALLY into us... And we still are...

Anyway... cleaned up, only a small spot in the closet still awaits for my grasp... Buahahahah... I placed my furrrrred stuffed animals in order, sort of. Will clean up the dolls and move things to create a more "designing" look maybe on Mon or Tue. I've done a lot on my so called "vacation". I think its time to go for the "enjoy yourself a little" weekend starting tomorrow...

May go to the movies tomorrow night. On Friday I'll see if I go to Tibes (indios ceremonial museum place), and at evening Trilogy invited me to a small school activity in a restaurant in Joyuda. Ohhh, our first going out activity in 10 years, the tear is coming down my temple... sniff sniff... LOL

I'll see if I can visit the Mayaguez Zoo on Saturday... haven't been there ever since I was in 5th grade! LOL Shame on me, this is my hometown,you know? :D On Sunday will try to visit El Faro, and later on El Calvo... it's been a while... So that's the master plan... Gotta go tomorrow morning to get my small paycheck to see if I can sponsor my plans, and/or if I need help! LOL

On other news, Groundelette will start school next week... YAYYYYYYYYY!!! She did her matricula today. She told us yesterday, that put me in a good mood. :)

Groundel is mad at me, I guess because I have been talking to/seeing Trilogy... Nothing is perfect.

Trilogy has final tests this week, so he's a bit stressed... But he can handle.

No word from Coriolis... I hope he didn't went to work on a strip joint...

Lucinda is also missing in action...

Ahhhhhh... Pretty tired, sleepy... Gotta do like a good kitty and take a catnap.

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