Lovely way to start the day... same routine, same thing... It is so hard to things without my supervision, without asking me to do them? Seems so. In the beginning it was no bother, but everyday the same crap BOTHERS. I am beyond tired... I'm trying to see anything positive, ANYTHING... but I guess my sight is really bad because I can see absolutely nothing. He never has a smile for me, he is always mad about something, his attitude stinks... And his promises are as empty as I feel. What can I believe, from him? Each day he proves even more that we do not belong. I try to see the bright side, but there's none. Requiem for the dead.

To work now...