Couldn't go work today. I had/have a great headache, fever, seems like the flu with the addition of a 450 of sugar in my diabetes-meter. That turned to a so-nice 220 by nightfall, nevertheless too high... For those who don't know anyone is suppossed to have 80-110 in sugar. So yes, 220 is still high. That's why I am dizzy, couldn't get off my bed until around 6pm. Checked some docs, so 2morrow will visit the ER and the Internalist and the Generalist. Also got a date with the psico on Aug. I need to get in tip-toe shape in matters of health, I can't keep getting sick by the hour. THIS I COMMAND!!!!!

Michita and the kids are happy campers at the bathroom. The kids will soon be introduced properly to the world of the living and unliving...

Groundel is ok and kicking. We went on Saturday to the wedding of one of his friends, DonLuis. We thought we were running late but no... the bride was really running late! An hour and a half late. LOL Yup, there was a nervous groom indeed :) So, after all the events we paid a visit to old landowner Tinita who gave us a loooong chat of 5 hours. After that we went back home. Coriolis was sick, I couldnt call AVO and plans just melt because of SEVERE lack of funds and my continual dizziness... Yeah, my sugar has been high for about 5 days, so what... Still going... Only the good die young anyway... Ok, so that doesn't help my case... Whatever...

Trilogy has been trying 2 find me. I have been unavailable due to constant running here and there.

Waters are lowering, but still, people misunderstand EVERYTHING because they know NOTHING. That really pisses me off. Some stories are too long and too original to tell since anyone could copy it and sell it and gain plenty of money from it... Someday, when I get REALLY bored, I will start writing a clean copy of The Trials and Tortures of Dear Miss V. A completely uncut version. From year one to year thirtysomething. Then people will go uuuuuuuuu and aaaaaaaaa with true rights. Until then it all just deserve a lovely FUCK OFF from my side. I am tired of being questioned when most questions should be launched at the people who surround me. I am tired of taking blames for others actions. I am tired of taking blows for the heck of it. Every move I make, every word I write, every thought I think has a deeper purpose and meaning. And I take nothing back. I have nothing to be ashamed of. I have like Madonna said once or many times "Absolutely No Regrets". And as old Billy Joel said once "And she never gives out, and she never gives in... She just changes her mind."

I always stand by my true friends no matter what. So much cannot be said about family, both mine's and Groundel's. It is now that everyone appears, but through the years THAT is not what the story has told. And the true story of Miss V and Mr Groundel is nothing but a blank page on his family's diaries. In his case, he has been his own for more than 3/4 of his life, and no angel by the way. He was too damn lucky I happenned to him. I, who have stood at his side during the worst times of his life, and have taken many blows from him in every sense of the word. I changed him into the good boy he is now, a task that was difficult, painful and hard. So, if I am to reap the harvest it is my right by all means. I have been his friend first, always. And the same applies to Trilogy. And nothing in the whole damn world, heaven or hell can change that. Only we know the true story, the cast, the drama, the lies, the loss, the victory. Trilogy, Groundel and Vierna will be forever their own family, in their own terms. Quote this raven.

EVERYTHING LOUDER THAN EVERYTHING ELSE

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