Well... Seems this is Day 3 of the Oracle training week... Not as bad as I thought. I am actually learning something. ;) Stayed on Mon & Tue with AVO, and will probably stay tonight and tomorrow with Coriolis. Ah, I expect a demo on Everquest online tonight. I may get to rent Blood Rayne tomorrow just for the fun of it... :D
So... Status with AVO: Blissful for now. It's been better than I expected, and it all seems to be both deep and true. Hopefully the shining star won't vanish but will keep on sending its light towards the infinite... :O I feel like walking within the Stargate or something... All these blurry ideas and ghostly imges surrounding the giantic vortex that tunnels into unknown territory... No sounds or images of what lies ahead. Hope can only guide... Faith is encouraging and trust... well... trust I know I have but knowing and feeling are 2 different things. My mind trusts, but my feelings betray me. Just as stepping deeper into the Dark Side of the Force, sort of... Many uncertainties haunting, many questions that still cannot be asked since they are amorphous although substantial... I trust enough to be truthful, the rest will be written by history as it's made...

Yesterday I laughed a lot. I was ligthearted and plainly anoyying. Me and my natural drug... LOL Well... Today back to serious mode. ;) For a little while, though...

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