The day was ok. Not fireworks, but calm and easy going. Lucinda appeared so I would streak/dye her hair in blue... Ah, that was something. The bleach did not work, the blue vanished and we just had some good laughs. She got the chance to loose her chat virginity with AVO, ah, THAT was something! :P As she had to go pick up her kids, went with Groundel to get some food. Lucinda agreed to see Finding Nemo, but as we got there the tickets were sold out... Sooo... She took little Einstein and Barbie to the local Bowling place while I went to Walgreens to secretly plot a second strike on her hair. Got new bleach and appeared at the Bowling place to convince her... As i got home, got a call from AVO that lifted my spirits and waited until she arrived. The kids were a riot but finally surrendered to Fantasia2000. Made 6 big streaks of bleach on her hair, and guess what? Success! That was something. She was really happy about it. Wanted to dye it red but had none left, so perhaps tomorrow or next week that will be the hunt... but anyway, the streaks somehow did wonders to her. She looks updated. And very , very sassy. She looked happy, so I guess the effort paid off. Amen.

Groundel seems ok with everything, although now he's got a knack for annoying remarks about everything that has to do with me... Ah, well, as long as he doesn't turn green and breaks the entrance I guess everything is at least... calm? We do have our share of laughter, but I get the gloomy cloud above him. The vibrations are not so good. I feel so bad about that... But I just could not keep going in my endless circles. I made a promise a long time ago that I would look after him, and I am to do so. I know that I am the only one that gives a damn about what happens to him. It just gets a bit ackward sometimes, especially when he just jokes and jokes nonstop just to keep his mind away from doing-saying anything stupid to me. Ah, I know too much sometimes. Hate the witch in me.

Trilogy has not appeared with my characters, damnit! I want my Blaze, Deirdre, Hale and Amlurith! I demand them! I claim them! Grrr... LOL Well... I guess that one was a bit affected by my cold tone yesterday... He called and has this flair about important him... What the fuck? I just let him talk and talk and talk... I kinda got on his nerves with my saying nothing or saying nothing against what he was talking about. He has this fantasy that I will get upset and beat this girl that wants to play in his new gaming group. He says I just cannot stand other women around me, and that I"ll just be myself... Ohhh... Yes. He knows me so deeply... More pity for him. It's been years I've gone over that issue. It was not my fault that he literally surrounded himself with bitches who wanted to mess with me... literally... I am not to kick and punch without any provocation. I only react when something is an inmediate hazzard to me. My reality is zillions away from his. I found that funny, laughed, and then he was offended... Geez! Lighten up, man! If I laugh is the same as if I cried, with him. There must be an ultimate motive underneath all my act, that's his thinking. Ok... I do have ultimate motives... but they are quite on the surface. He's just too full of shit to acknowledge. I know. I won't even bother. I can just laugh at it and ignore. It's best. The more you move shit, the more it stinks. So... Enough said about that.

My sister is finally talking to me. Amen!

And AVO has just been himself all the time, 24/7, no holds barred. Looking forward to see him on Monday...Yes, a 5 day training in the capital equals seen him 5 times in just one week. Ah, the things most people take for granted! Just seeing someone daily, being there for 8 hours to talk to, to be comfy with, to share intelligent conversation or to simply share... People take for granted all the things we are savoring so slowly...

Oh, last night painted the 3 deco-thinguies for my aunt's bath... copper-clay and black, tied some sissal rope to add a rustic touch finishing. Also painted 3 butterflies on iridescent colors and glazed with some fairy dust... They look better than what I expected! Ah, I just cannot loose artsy me...

Hmm... scanning for the class, painting, talking, writing, dying hair, hunting for stuff... And I find myself saying I am bored? Geez, I need to get a life! Smell the coffee... Take long baths... LOL

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