Saturday, July 31, 2004

Saturday, finally got a break to write. This week went too fast too furious for me... I'm deeply sad but it is ok... I guess... It doesn't really matters.

Michita and the kids are doing great.

Groundel and Groundelette doing great too.

Trilogy as depressed as I am, a bit more disturbing though...

Coriolis as deep as ever in his new alter ego: Buffito!

No work this week... sort of vacation... sort of getting things together...

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Friday, July 23, 2004

This lunch hour is sooooo lame... Got no money to go eat, and I have a great headache... At least the day is going fast. Went to Aguadilla in the morning, and arrived almost 5 minutes ago... I'm sleepy, tired, and the back pain is increasing by the minute... I need a personal therapist! LOL

Yup, trying to smile in my misery...

Hope that I stop being sick by Sunday. All these free days, and me being in bed being able to do nothing is really ANOYING and NOT HELPING AT ALL!!!! Hope I can do the 2 murals I need next week... And finish the goodies I have been doing for the wedding. At least Groundelette will be my helper of the week... Hmmm, actually it is more like "Finally a 24hr no-pay helper!" Yay!!!!! ;)

Will try getting a gov loan next week. Wish me luck. At least I must get 400, and that will solve one of the problems in the list of 12. Terminaré en la Comercio a este paso... :((

Anyway... The Monsegnor cannot give a mass, so the wedding will be the no-mass edition. Hmm... Ethereal? I wish! So I guess that the flavor for the theme will take place at the reception... Hope things get together after all. And hope I stop being sick by then! God, imagine me being sick that day, or the days after when we get to Universal or Disney! Blah!

Anyway... At work running things smoothly. Not so stressed this week, just in pain. You win some, you loose some... Ah! The balance! :P

Kitties succeeding at potty training. Cyric sleeping at all times, Mystra being a darling with her mommy and Kyonne being true to his name. :) Michita has been practicing great escapes, and the other old four are still not thrilled about them. Whatever!

Gotta go now. Have a great weekend!

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Thursday, July 22, 2004

Ok... still sick but at least smiling and standing... sort of... Grrr... no money, tired of hot dogs, tired of avena, ahhhhh! Weeelll... trying to get some things sort out in financial matters. At work, in pain still. :(

Alive. This weekend is Groundels B-day on the 25th... Yayyyy! And his sister should be arriving just in time. :)

Kitties are precious!

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Wednesday, July 14, 2004

Was in ER from 7 am to 1:30 pm... Lovely ethereal experience... Very sick, fever, high sugar, etc. So... Under treatment. Been mental. Insane. Gotta rest.

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

Couldn't go work today. I had/have a great headache, fever, seems like the flu with the addition of a 450 of sugar in my diabetes-meter. That turned to a so-nice 220 by nightfall, nevertheless too high... For those who don't know anyone is suppossed to have 80-110 in sugar. So yes, 220 is still high. That's why I am dizzy, couldn't get off my bed until around 6pm. Checked some docs, so 2morrow will visit the ER and the Internalist and the Generalist. Also got a date with the psico on Aug. I need to get in tip-toe shape in matters of health, I can't keep getting sick by the hour. THIS I COMMAND!!!!!

Michita and the kids are happy campers at the bathroom. The kids will soon be introduced properly to the world of the living and unliving...

Groundel is ok and kicking. We went on Saturday to the wedding of one of his friends, DonLuis. We thought we were running late but no... the bride was really running late! An hour and a half late. LOL Yup, there was a nervous groom indeed :) So, after all the events we paid a visit to old landowner Tinita who gave us a loooong chat of 5 hours. After that we went back home. Coriolis was sick, I couldnt call AVO and plans just melt because of SEVERE lack of funds and my continual dizziness... Yeah, my sugar has been high for about 5 days, so what... Still going... Only the good die young anyway... Ok, so that doesn't help my case... Whatever...

Trilogy has been trying 2 find me. I have been unavailable due to constant running here and there.

Waters are lowering, but still, people misunderstand EVERYTHING because they know NOTHING. That really pisses me off. Some stories are too long and too original to tell since anyone could copy it and sell it and gain plenty of money from it... Someday, when I get REALLY bored, I will start writing a clean copy of The Trials and Tortures of Dear Miss V. A completely uncut version. From year one to year thirtysomething. Then people will go uuuuuuuuu and aaaaaaaaa with true rights. Until then it all just deserve a lovely FUCK OFF from my side. I am tired of being questioned when most questions should be launched at the people who surround me. I am tired of taking blames for others actions. I am tired of taking blows for the heck of it. Every move I make, every word I write, every thought I think has a deeper purpose and meaning. And I take nothing back. I have nothing to be ashamed of. I have like Madonna said once or many times "Absolutely No Regrets". And as old Billy Joel said once "And she never gives out, and she never gives in... She just changes her mind."

I always stand by my true friends no matter what. So much cannot be said about family, both mine's and Groundel's. It is now that everyone appears, but through the years THAT is not what the story has told. And the true story of Miss V and Mr Groundel is nothing but a blank page on his family's diaries. In his case, he has been his own for more than 3/4 of his life, and no angel by the way. He was too damn lucky I happenned to him. I, who have stood at his side during the worst times of his life, and have taken many blows from him in every sense of the word. I changed him into the good boy he is now, a task that was difficult, painful and hard. So, if I am to reap the harvest it is my right by all means. I have been his friend first, always. And the same applies to Trilogy. And nothing in the whole damn world, heaven or hell can change that. Only we know the true story, the cast, the drama, the lies, the loss, the victory. Trilogy, Groundel and Vierna will be forever their own family, in their own terms. Quote this raven.

EVERYTHING LOUDER THAN EVERYTHING ELSE

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Thursday, July 08, 2004

Ok, Drama Kings and Queens... Newsflash, the wedding is STILL same time same place, no change whatsoever. A reminder: This is a blog, this is an "online diary", a place to rant, to pour out thoughts and feelings that are both crazy and irrational or plainly real. I write so I know a bit more about myself, I've always done so and I will never stop.

So, Ladies and Gentlemen... This is only the beginning.

The best is yet to come...

The show must go on!

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Tuesday, July 06, 2004

Some snatched up tests from Vero's blog... Here are my outcomes! ;)





You Are An Extrovert!



Are You An Extrovert or Introvert? Take This Quiz :-)


You have a ton of friends, perhaps more friends than anyone you know.Nothing to do on Friday night? No problem for you to find the action.You're friendly, easy to know, and you seem to get along with almost everyone.You love to express yourself - and everyone knows a good deal about you.Whether you're giving your opinion or sharing your dreams, you don't keep anything in.

Okkkkk... Well... I am big-mouthed, tell the truth all the time and get in trouble for that... yup, extroverted...





You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Busy



Why Don't You Have a Boyfriend Take This Quiz :-)


While a relationship sounds nice, you're strapped for time. Whether you're legitimately busy or just making excuses...You don't give men enough of your time.As nice as "instant love" would be, there's just no such thing.

Okkkkk... Yup, that last one had to deal with this... ok... everyone had to deal with it! So, I am too responsible at work, and at school... So what? LOL

beastiality

You'll Be Arrested For Beastiality


Maybe you love the undying devotion dogs give you...Or maybe you discovered early on that mouning a horse is *very fun* You are well on the path to beastality - if you're not already there.Don't let your love for animals go too far, or you'll ended up being the one on all fours in jail.
What Sex Crime Will You Be Arrested For?

Okkkkkk... that was simply WEIRD! I hate dogs and stallions! I am a feline lover! Hmph!

pain

Your Hidden Sexual Talent is Giving Pain!


Spakings until they're all insane!Yup, you're totally in it for the pain. Handcuffs, whips, hot candle wax. That's the stuff that helps you relax.
What's *Your* Hidden Sexual Talent?

Awwwwwwww... Am I gonna be arrested for that?

kissing

Your Tongue's Talent is Kissing!


You're the shy, silent type. You haven't had much experience at all, and you keep it quiet.You love playing sweet and innocent, but you have naughty fantasies too. Your sweet little tongue is perfect for teasing.You love to get your lovers all excited. But you can't keep letting them down, or you'll be left lonely.
Come out of your shell a little, experiment with new things. You've mastered kissing... it's time to be a little more daring!
What's Your Tongue's Talent?
What! Hmmm... no comments LOL





You Are A Woman!



Are You a Girl or Woman? Take This Quiz :-)


Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood.You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out.You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat.This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife!

I had no doubts about THAT LOL


You Are Big Black Boots!



What Shoe Are You? Take This Quiz :-)



You can be best described as: attitude. You've got lots of it - and you love to give it. A guy has to be pretty gusty to hit on you. But if he's your type, you'll warm up... a little.

True, VERY true...


Your True Sign Is Leo


Urbane,Dominant, Flamboyant, Drama Queen, 100% Original, Attention-Whore, Just A Little Snobby, Optimistic and Enthusiastic.

What's Your True Zodiac Sign? Take This Quiz :-)


Hmmm... I'll stick to being Aries, thank you.





You Are an Exotic Beauty!



What Type of Beauty Are You? Take This Quiz :-)


No matter what your ehtnic background, you've got a unique look. And your one of a kind beauty makes an imprint in every man's mind. You hardly ever wear the same outfit twice, and your hair is always changing. As a result, your look is always new and fresh - never outdated or stale.

If they say so... I cannot argue with them. ;)

Tests, tests, tests... Time-killers...
Beauty tips, by Audrey Hepburn

For attractive lips, speak words of kindness.
For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people.
For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry.
For beautiful hair, let a child run his/her fingers through it once a day.
For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone.
People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived,
reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anyone.
Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the end of
each of your arms.
As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands; one for
helping yourself, and the other for helping others.

Audrey Hepburn wrote this when asked to share her "beauty tips." It was read at her funeral years later.

Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we are here we might as
well dance!

HAPPY BEAUTIFUL WOMEN MONTH! ;)
Trials, the Times of Trouble have finally arrived to the real world. Hmmm... Deep thinking, quarrels within inner self and the both eternal rivals: heart and thought. All has long consequences, lifetime consequences. Groundel still wants to go ahead with all we planned... I am uncertain. I feel divided and it is tearing me apart. Trilogy wants to be back forever, but the crystal ball features uncertain dark mist swirling on its reins zenith... Right now, it is all making me sick, literally. I don't know what to do still. I just know that it is all 3 months away and that either Trilogy shows me his true colors once and for all, or he looses me.

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Tuesday, June 29, 2004

True Love.

An utopic idea that happens once in a lifetime if you get that lucky.

A dream that blurs and vanishes when you least expect...

A lightning that strikes twice in the same tree, leaving it burnt and dead.

A ghost that dances around you, enthralling you with its magical whispers, and then fades for a while... until you summon it again with your secret chantings... and it comes back for a while...

Not everyone has met True Love. I did. I did once, 14 years ago. It changed my life forever. Through the worst storms we have been there for each other in spirit. Through life we have been the best of friends while pretending to the world we are the worst enemies. Years passed, but our bond is unbreakable even if it seems unreal. We will always be Beauty and the Beast, and although we cannot be together we will NEVER ever be apart...

Whose fault has been our seemingly state of vanishment? Both... none's... Fate fickleness, maybe, jealous of such a devotion among souls? It doesn't matter. We keep faith someday things will be different... So our pledges can be honored... So our dreams can become true... So we truly become one. One beautiful day we will be home.

True Love... The deepest pain, the deepest sorrow, the deepest bond... the greatest gift... the truest reason to live on, and keep believing. Someday... Full circle...

My Trilogy. Forever.

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Thursday, June 24, 2004

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Feeling: Happy
Thinking: About how to get the tickets for Universal and Disney and Medieval Times and Arabian Nights...
Breathing: Work, A/C, cables... AHHHHH!
Eating: BBQ saice in a bun... I want something cold, DAMNIT!
Loving: Kitties, Michita, Groundel, Alex, Sara, AVO, Zordak and, hell, why not, Trilogy.
Hating: I don't hate. Hate is such a strong, awful word...
Remembering: The Golden Years, my youth... Spelljammer... Endless LA-RPG...
Wishing: For more money, to pay ALL debts and just get my credit fixed to get a wonderful feline lair... Grrrrrrrrrr

So... Hope this weekend I can achieve a little more... Feel tired, and tomorrow must go to a freak reunion. Hopefully I'll get to see Coriolis if he go with me to have lunch. Since my car misbehaved todays morning, I had to ask for work transportation... Sooooo... On saturday I hope I can get my wedding dress to the sewing-lady, then visit Pabon. On Sunday, I'll finish the freakin masks. On Monday I'll take my car to the vet... and pay the rent. On Tuesday I'll go to CR to get some vases, and then to get some willow and baby's breath so I can start the boutonniers. Sooooo... Plenty to do, nowhere to run to, nowhere to hide...

Last night dyed my hair w/ a brand dye... turned out orange-carrot-reddish... Hmm... Don't like it. I prefer the inhuman hue of the vampy red. But that has to wait for next week's weekend! LOL

The three little piggies... kitties... are so cute, cute, cute! Michita has been a Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreat mom, and they are always clean and well fed. Gotta get some Ensure for Mich, though... They are gonna drain her!

Well, that's the newsflash for now... Oh, been planning the honeymoon... 14 days, FL, Disney-Universal-yadda yadda... Now it's for real! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

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Monday, June 21, 2004

The breeze crawls slowly, moving leaves and allowing the ghosts to dance... And so they do. The dance is slow and serene, yet the breeze alows the howl to travel faster than the movements...

The howls speak of the deepest of sorrows...

And then it all stops. The swift wind dies. The leaves fall to the ground, a carpet of moss and corroding nature that pretends to keep the howl mute... The ghosts are gone... Are they?

Every moonless night, the breeze returns... the ghosts dance if only in the shadowy realms of... the twilight zone...

Alas! My ghosts will live on forever!

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Sunday, June 20, 2004

HAPPY FATHERS DAYYYYY!!!

UPDATE: Michita had 3 babies, NOT 2. The third one is grey, just like Kyonnene! :))

Saturday, June 19, 2004

THIS IS AWESOME!!!! Michita is a Mother of 2 BEAUTIFUL Gothic Kitties!!!

She was calling and calling and calling and would only shut up if I was in the bathroom (where I have her confined). So I layed on the floor and put my hand inside the taxi... It was the only way she would stay quiet. She put her head over my hand. And then I fall asleep. I heard a sound and woke up. A baby kitty was turning at his mommys side, and another one was coming out. It was amazing. Once again, Michita demonstrated she has lightning speed for doing everything! :P

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Thursday, June 17, 2004

Yesterday, San German and Rum. Today Aguadilla. Thank heavens that i do not have to travel 2morrow to the capital... Yayyyyy! I am sleepy, tired and not feeling so well. Plus the weekend will be something... again...

Wednesday, June 16, 2004

Feelings for the day: Moody. Angry. Exhasperated. Vicious. Killer. Mayhem. Chaos. Entropy. Disorder.

Thoughts for the day: One brain, it has time sharing for all men around the world.

Action of the day: Updates

Concern of the day: I wish someone would really make me feel I am so valuable to him...

Hope of my life: I do believe miracles do happen... Its waiting that dissapoints so much...

I'm just tired, I guess. Pessimistic the whole day, got some of the bad dust of the Snow Queen... so it hardens heart and blurs vision. Whatever. Maybe it's just PMS. Maybe I'm too stressed underneath the happy serenity, maybe it's all an omen...

Gotta sleep. 2 long days coming soon...

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Saturday, June 12, 2004

Loooong day... Coriolis tiró bombazo, para variar... Terminé los 48 antifaces, now just 12 complete masks to go. Yup, having fun... NOT! Monday I'll see the dentist, and on Tuesday I'll visit old Circo to take measurements of the place for the deco... Trilogy called, he was gonna make some cd's for moi, because he felt like it? Hmmm... Whatever.

Michita is doing great. She is very alert, but still no kitties birth... So I guess is 2 more weeks to go? :)

Nothing else on the Yellow Bricked Road.

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Sunday, June 06, 2004

Scrapbooking a-lot... Got some pages for more scrapbooking mayhem. Hey!!! Popu! Michi! Vero! Coriolis! Lucinda! I need pictures! So, send pictures to me, damnit! SEND THEM NOW! You know the old address... been the same for more than 30 years. ;)

Been gardening too... I got a fever, that must be it...

No work 2morrow and 2sday. Gotta see the eye doc and finish some manualidades, buahahah...

114 Fahrenheit degrees... The wave is coming! I'm melting! I'm melting!

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Wednesday, June 02, 2004

God will fight for you

"And I am sure that God, who began the good work within you, will continue his work until it is finally finished..."

Encouragement is affirming others and the work they are doing for God.

Philippians 1:6 NLT

Monday, May 31, 2004

STARDATE 999999999.999
BY EARTH STANDARDS, MEMORIAL DAY
BY US SLAVES OF PLANET ARV, MEDIODIA A MEDIO PRECIO
TRANSLATION: Yup, had to work 9-2 today. New system, testing required, slaves to work...

It's been a loooooooong weekend.

Friday. Groundel got his confirmation, and Lucinda was the godmother. The whole thing took place at the restore cathedral of Candelaria at my hometown... I see where all expenses went... They repaired what they shouldn't have and added things that look plainly bad becuse now there is a bad combination of different time periods and different styles... Anyway, the Confirmation took place, and Groundel was happy about it. :)

On Saturday went on a QUEST for armor... Yes, armor as in chivalric meaning... Went to this place in Aguada that is completely decorated as a medieval castle... They have an armor, shields, swords, castle... Ok, so I cannot take with me the place, but I do need the 2 armors for my wedding's decoration... The boss will come from vacation on the 15th, so until them I hope I can send good vibes to the guy so he allows me to loan/rent them! The two armors are GORGEOUS!

After that, went to the scrapbooking place in my hometown... Big mistake. I had to arrive home and start scrapbooking... The hobby is ensnaring me, I spent from 4pm to 11pm doing scrapbooking for Groundels childhood pics.

Sunday... got up to try putting my place in order, then went to Auntie's place where I hibernated for a long while. She made chayote relleno. This is the first time I eat it... It's damn good! Had a second helping... And then did some bidding for gothic fun.

Today, got up at 7am, went to work, then attacked the scrapbooking place again. Went home and made a general friends page and started organizing a page for Groundel's cousin & sis, and for my brothers and sisters...

And then went to Auntie's again for a dosis of cyberspace... I guess I do need to feel I belong somewhere... like here... Duh!

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