Equinodermos
equinodermos
equinodermos han de ir
en los oceanos
y anchos mares
tocando el fondo hasta el fiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnn!
;)
Sunday, November 13, 2005
Saturday, November 12, 2005
Thursday: Boring day, lazy day at work... Working on a revamp for my Artiste 7 Techie site so it looks more mature, sort of... (Yes Lucinda, so I get rid of the bathroom look) LOL Went with LightShadow and Groundel to see Zathura. Loved it! See it! Not as bad as you may expect! Will make you understand the simple things in life are the greatest things in life... Of course, I already KNEW that! Oh, and I just cannot wait for Harry Potter and NARNIA! Narnia... the surprise hit of this Xmas, you'll see! :P
Friday: Woke up early to get to Guánica... My car needed a fix and Lulu's hubby made the fix real. Wheeeeee! No more weird dry sound coming from underneath the car! I'm very broke but hope that a webdesign job comes true for the Turkey weekend... If that is so, I may straighten the accounts and make true the statement "Peace on Earth"...
Saturday: The plan was to wake up and go to Aurea's house to help her paint. Well... had to go get shipping material to go to the post office and mail things I have sold (my first international transaction! Wheeeee!), and then to the Mall... Big mistake! Traffic was not moving and had to take the scenic road (via Joyuda/Cabo Rojo) to reach the friggin mall... Then to the doc to get the much needed recipes... Then to my house to see the home improvement still unfolding... Loking good... Next week the hard labor should end, the light dilemma still going... AEE SUCKS! 3 weeks and still have not appeared to turn off the light thief that the ex-owners had! Damnit!!! Anyway... Since I do have a working phone in here (and water, finally... as a matter of fact too much water as the pipe had a big hole... and the 1st floor was flooded...) I checked the Ebay stuff and my people's blogs... So now that I feel less internet impaired, I shall depart to get the kitties food... Since my marbete is expired I better be home by 6, too many policeman fishies around.
Tomorrow I shall try getting what I need to complete the lamps I'll use... or at least most of them... and some cloth for a shade... and to leave the lamps upstairs in the house...
Have fun, kiddies!
10-4
Friday: Woke up early to get to Guánica... My car needed a fix and Lulu's hubby made the fix real. Wheeeeee! No more weird dry sound coming from underneath the car! I'm very broke but hope that a webdesign job comes true for the Turkey weekend... If that is so, I may straighten the accounts and make true the statement "Peace on Earth"...
Saturday: The plan was to wake up and go to Aurea's house to help her paint. Well... had to go get shipping material to go to the post office and mail things I have sold (my first international transaction! Wheeeee!), and then to the Mall... Big mistake! Traffic was not moving and had to take the scenic road (via Joyuda/Cabo Rojo) to reach the friggin mall... Then to the doc to get the much needed recipes... Then to my house to see the home improvement still unfolding... Loking good... Next week the hard labor should end, the light dilemma still going... AEE SUCKS! 3 weeks and still have not appeared to turn off the light thief that the ex-owners had! Damnit!!! Anyway... Since I do have a working phone in here (and water, finally... as a matter of fact too much water as the pipe had a big hole... and the 1st floor was flooded...) I checked the Ebay stuff and my people's blogs... So now that I feel less internet impaired, I shall depart to get the kitties food... Since my marbete is expired I better be home by 6, too many policeman fishies around.
Tomorrow I shall try getting what I need to complete the lamps I'll use... or at least most of them... and some cloth for a shade... and to leave the lamps upstairs in the house...
Have fun, kiddies!
10-4
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
BOY: On a hot summer night would you offer your throat to the wolf with the red
roses?
GIRL: Will he offer me his mouth?
B: Yes.
G: Will he offer me his teeth?
B: Yes.
G: Will he offer me his jaws?
B: Yes.
G: Will he offer me his hunger?
B: Yes.
G: Again, will he offer me his hunger?
B: YES.
G: And will he starve without me?
B: YES.
G: And does he love me?
B: Yes.
G: Yes.
B: On a hot summer night would you offer your throat to the wolf with the red roses?
G: Yes.
B: I bet you to say that to all the boys.
It was a hot summer night and the beach was burning
There was fog crawling over the sand
When I listen to your heart I hear the whole world turning
I see the shooting stars
Falling through your trembling hands
You were licking your lips and your lipstick shining
I was dying just to ask for a taste
We were lying together in a silver lining
By the light of the moon
You know there's not another moment
Not another moment
Not another moment to waste
You hold me so close that my knees grow weak
But my soul is flying high above the ground
I'm trying to speak but no matter what I do
I just can't seem to make any sound
And then you took the words right out of my mouth
Oh -- it must have been while you were kissing me
You took the words right out of my mouth
And I swear it's true
I was just about to say I love you
And then you took the words right out of my mouth
Oh -- it must have been while you were kissing me
You took the words right out of my mouth
And I swear it's true
I was just about to say I love you
Now my body is shaking like a wave on the water
And I guess that I'm beginning to grin
Oooh, we're finally alone and we can do what we want to
The night is young
And ain't no one gonna know where you
No one gonna know where you
No one's gonna know where you've been
You were licking your lips and your lipstick shining
I was dying just to ask for a taste
We were lying together in a silver lining
By the light of the moon
You know there's not another moment
Not another moment
Not another moment to waste
And then you took the words right out of my mouth
Oh -- it must have been while you were kissing me
You took the words right out of my mouth
And I swear it's true
I was just about to say I love you
And then you took the words right out of my mouth
Oh -- it must have been while you were kissing me
You took the words right out of my mouth
And I swear it's true
I was just about to say I love you
- Meatloaf, You took the words right outta my mouth
roses?
GIRL: Will he offer me his mouth?
B: Yes.
G: Will he offer me his teeth?
B: Yes.
G: Will he offer me his jaws?
B: Yes.
G: Will he offer me his hunger?
B: Yes.
G: Again, will he offer me his hunger?
B: YES.
G: And will he starve without me?
B: YES.
G: And does he love me?
B: Yes.
G: Yes.
B: On a hot summer night would you offer your throat to the wolf with the red roses?
G: Yes.
B: I bet you to say that to all the boys.
It was a hot summer night and the beach was burning
There was fog crawling over the sand
When I listen to your heart I hear the whole world turning
I see the shooting stars
Falling through your trembling hands
You were licking your lips and your lipstick shining
I was dying just to ask for a taste
We were lying together in a silver lining
By the light of the moon
You know there's not another moment
Not another moment
Not another moment to waste
You hold me so close that my knees grow weak
But my soul is flying high above the ground
I'm trying to speak but no matter what I do
I just can't seem to make any sound
And then you took the words right out of my mouth
Oh -- it must have been while you were kissing me
You took the words right out of my mouth
And I swear it's true
I was just about to say I love you
And then you took the words right out of my mouth
Oh -- it must have been while you were kissing me
You took the words right out of my mouth
And I swear it's true
I was just about to say I love you
Now my body is shaking like a wave on the water
And I guess that I'm beginning to grin
Oooh, we're finally alone and we can do what we want to
The night is young
And ain't no one gonna know where you
No one gonna know where you
No one's gonna know where you've been
You were licking your lips and your lipstick shining
I was dying just to ask for a taste
We were lying together in a silver lining
By the light of the moon
You know there's not another moment
Not another moment
Not another moment to waste
And then you took the words right out of my mouth
Oh -- it must have been while you were kissing me
You took the words right out of my mouth
And I swear it's true
I was just about to say I love you
And then you took the words right out of my mouth
Oh -- it must have been while you were kissing me
You took the words right out of my mouth
And I swear it's true
I was just about to say I love you
- Meatloaf, You took the words right outta my mouth
Weekend passed leaving not such a big visible trace in my life... Just leaving some sidenotes on other people's lives... Saturday was the Big Speech day for someone. On Sunday went with LightShadow and Groundel to see Legend of Zorro. Loved the movie, Catherine and Antonio rule! I foresee a Son of Zorro movie... LOL
At work been throwing cables and moving equipment and configuring computers. Boring stuff that leaves me drained.
At home, auntie the same but cooking good. Kyonnenne is learning to fetch the ball and leave it in my feet (yay for the smart kittie).
Feeling sad but hopeful, tired but optimistic, jaded but still dreaming...
At work been throwing cables and moving equipment and configuring computers. Boring stuff that leaves me drained.
At home, auntie the same but cooking good. Kyonnenne is learning to fetch the ball and leave it in my feet (yay for the smart kittie).
Feeling sad but hopeful, tired but optimistic, jaded but still dreaming...
Monday, November 07, 2005
When you're a young man, down and out
You really need someone to help you out
It looks like life or death is your only choice
It's really hard to see
The forest for the trees
The forest for the trees
And when you get angry and everything's black or white
You should know that it isn't that simple, no one's always right
You know that youre life it worth living
You gotta start taking if no one else is giving
And if you're not afraid to open your eyes
You may be pleasantly surprised
Things are never as bad as they seem
You just gotta learn to see
The forest for the trees
So if you need somebody, tell them please
If you want someone, get up off your knees
Things are never as bad as they seem
You just gotta learn to see
The forest for the trees
-Huey Lewis & the News, Forest for the trees
You really need someone to help you out
It looks like life or death is your only choice
It's really hard to see
The forest for the trees
The forest for the trees
And when you get angry and everything's black or white
You should know that it isn't that simple, no one's always right
You know that youre life it worth living
You gotta start taking if no one else is giving
And if you're not afraid to open your eyes
You may be pleasantly surprised
Things are never as bad as they seem
You just gotta learn to see
The forest for the trees
So if you need somebody, tell them please
If you want someone, get up off your knees
Things are never as bad as they seem
You just gotta learn to see
The forest for the trees
-Huey Lewis & the News, Forest for the trees
Friday, November 04, 2005
Just killing lunchtime... Stolen from Vero... :P
Ultimate Survey (377 questions long)
time started: 12:08
full name: Vierna Darguth
nickname(s): Kymill
birthday: April
where were you born: Mayaguez. PR
zodiac sign: Aries
height: 5'5"
weight: 220
hair color: orange-red
eye color: brown with golden freckles
shoe size: 11
ring size: 10
skin type (freckles, tan, albino, etc.): latino white skin
blood type: no idea
grade: Business Mayor
GPA: 3.25
siblings: 8 kitties
tattoos: thundercats in tribal... I wish
piercings: 3 on each ear
hobbies: roleplaying games, painting, writing, webdesign
favorite
color: red
food: mofongo
candy: amaretto ice cream
type of cheese: swiss
pizza topping: onions and pepperoni
salad dressing: vinagreta
sandwich: Meson special
cereal: Corn Flakes
fruit: Grapefruit and Strawberries
vegetable: Quimbombó
berry: Strawberry
cake: Carrot
book: Interview with the Vampire
movie: Lord of the Rings Trilogy
magazine: Realms of Fantasy
newspaper: ewww, all are sucky in here
tv show: Xena: Warrior Princess and Beauty & the Beast
website: www.upcominghorrormovies.com
radio station: fidelity, alpha
font: chaucer
cartoon character: Captain Herlock
artist (painter): Royo
actor: Johny Depp
actress: Nicole Kidman
cd: Siouxie and the Banshees
song: Until the last beat of my heart
music group: No Doubt
music type: Old school rock, heavy metal, goth, ambience
day of the week: Friday
month: October
season: Fall
holiday: Halloween
shampoo: Head & Shoulders
conditioner: Nexus
number: 13
phrase: We are all mad here... A dream to some but a nightmare to others!
store: Borders
weather: Dark and cold as if to rain but no rain
restaurant: Fudrockers
channel: Animal Planet & TLC
teacher: Pabón
weekend activity: Movies and visiting el calvo
hangout: El calvo's place
house color: white and violet
sport to watch: ice skating and weightlifting
sport to play: weightlifting
animal: FELINES
flower: black rose
guy's name: Vincent and Andrew
girl's name: Vierna and Deirdre
board game: chess
party game: twister
story from childhood: El Principito
body part: brain
have you ever
been on a train: yes, hated it
been on a plane: yes, not so bad at times
been in a car accident: no, God protect me
caused a car accident: small one that barely counts
run into a wall: no, thats too stupid
burned a potato chip: I dont cook, haha!
almost burned the house down: 3 times, thats why I dont cook
smoked: never, nasty habit!
been drunk: never, only drink wine and on certain occations
been high: never, another nasty habit
broken the law: never, Im a lawfull good
burned a cd (if yes, the one above is yes): never, arstists need to eat
kissed someone of the opposite sex: yes
kissed someone of the same sex: yes
frenched an animal: WTF! NO!
made out: yes
had cyber sex: no
gotten engaged: yes
had an online relationship: yes
been rejected by a crush: yes
loved: yes
made yourself cry to get out of trouble: no
cried in public: once or twice
cried over a movie: hmmm... maybe?
fallen asleep in a movie theater: yup
given someone a bath: aha
been to a boarding school: nop
been home-schooled: nop
lost a valuable item: yes
bungee jumped: nop
skied: nop
met the president: ewww
met a celebrity: nop
gotten a cavity: yup
shopped at abercrombie & fitch: nop
made a prank call: nop
skipped school: nop too lawful good
faked sick to get out of school: nop I loved school
purchased something that you knew didn't fit: nop
climbed a tree: nop
fallen from a tree: nop
broken a bone: nop
sprained anything: nop
passed out: nop
made yourself pass out: nop
been to disney world: yup, 2 times
been to a theme park (not disney): yup
said i love you and meant it (not to a relative): 3 times
made a model volcano (working model): nop
made a clover leaf with your tounge: nop
past
what did you do yesterday: work and sleep
memory you miss the most: being happy
memory you want to forget: being happy
something you regretted after it was done: I never regret
the last
song you heard: Donde estan los ladrones
cd you bought: dont remember!
thing you said: Buen provecho
time you cried: last night
movie seen in a theater: Saw2
thing you ate: Spaghetti & meatballs
person who called: phone guy
nail polish shade worn: black
time you showered: morning
person who complimented you: Groundel
at this moment
what are you listening to: servers humming madly
what are you wearing: jeans, grey shirt
what are you thinking: gotta do something wild or burst!
what are you scared of most: lonelyness
how many people are on your buddy list: dont check messengers no more
future
occupation: Events coorndinator and webdesigner
marriage site: www.foreverscrewed.com
honeymoon: Egypt
place to live: The deep end of the ocean
kids: not until I'm 45 years old
car: 4Runner
what are you doing tomorrow: checking my car
do you think george bush will be reelected: hell no
will there be a wwIII: certainly
will politics ever be truthful: never
will humanity snuff itself out: maybe
can the gov. be changed: yes, but the options suck
friends
best friend: Coriolis
funniest: Groundel
silliest: LightShadow
loudest: Trilogy
quietest: Groundel
craziest: Trilogy
calmest: Coriolis
skinniest: LightShadow
best secret keeper: Lucinda
worst secret keeper: n/a
the one you have but don't want: LadyMex
smartest: Coriolis
preppiest: Coriolis
peppiest: n\a
most hyper: Marie
hottest: Coriolis
weirdest: Trilogy
biggest pervert: Joe
most annyoing: Trilogy
shyest: Zordak
most religious: LadyMex
do you believe in
heaven: yes
hell: yes
angels: yes
devil: yes
god: yes
buddha: yes
aliens: yes
ghosts: yes
spirit (soul): yes
soulmates: yes
reincarnation: yes
love at first sight: no
karma: yes
love in general: yes
luck: yes
yourself: YES
crush
who and when was your first crush: Trilogy, 16 years ago
any now: no crushes, thank you
a celebrity crush: Vincent?
who do you want to be with right now: nobody
whos number do you want: nobody
who do you want to kiss: right now, nobody deserves it
what is something you dont understand about the opposite sex: lack of faith and truth
if you could go on a date with anybody, who would it be: hmmm
on scale of one to ten, how romantic are you: Ice Queen
first thing noticed about the opposite sex: eyes and butt
what do you look for personality-wise: intelligent, understanding, truthful, open
biggest turn on: the mind
biggest turn off: street talk
something thay weat that turns you on: leather
something they wear that turns you off: depends
the most romantic thing you want to happen to you: engagement that totally surprises me
the most romantic thing that has happened to you: ahhhh... sincerely, nothing
what do you wear on a coffee date: I dont date
is it right to flirt if you're taken: no
is cyber cheating: yes
are eyes the passegeway to the soul: yes
who would you like to take to the prom: by that time, Trilogy
do you want to hug somebody right now: no
do you know what an aphrodisiac is: certainly
describe
mellow: serene
melancholy: me
the perfect date: dinner, movie, sightseeing
the perfect mate: intelligent, open, truthful, worships me
how m&m's are made: wont melt in your hands or in your shirt! :P
why manhole covers are round: duh!
one or the other
coke/pepsi: coke
sprite/7-up: 7up
boxers/briefs: briefs
gold/silver: silver
vanilla/chocolate: choco
flowers/candy: candy
book/magazine: book
tv/radio: tv
glass half empty/half full: half full
democrat/republican: neither
colored pencils/markers: markers
coffee/tea: both
sun/moon: moon
day/night: night
hot/cold: both
dog/cat: cat
button/zipper: zipper
cotton/feather pillow: feathers
blue/purple: purple
plumber/trashman: plumber
jeans/shorts: shorts
long distance relationship/none: none
mechanical/regular pencil: mech
matt/ben: Ben Kenobi?
that 70's show/simpsons: neither
kelso/eric: none
donna/jackie: none
bart/lisa: none
romeo/juliet: none
romantic comedy/thriller: thriller
nsync/bsb: none
peanut butter/jelly: jelly
waffles/pancakes: pancakes
letter/email: email
florida/california: fl
pizza/burgers: both
hat/visor: neither
football/rugby: neither
iceskating/blading: neither
movie at home/in theater: both
first thing you think of when you hear
yellow: submarine
red lipstick: monroe
socks: life
cowtipping: whatever
moulin rouge: like a virgin
greenland: irish
iceland: bears
harry potter: magic
red: hair
blackberry: pie
rose: red
rooster: virus
taxes: ewww
bill clinton: sucks
whipped cream: yummy
george w. bush: sucks
lollipops: yummy
dreams: come true
love: never dies
guys: suck
south park: bitch
boy bands: 80s
pengiuns: cute
girls: can do anything
thong: sexy
death: becomes me
spoons: soup
junk mail: sucks
dairy: cow
panties: laundry
your father: working
pizza: big one
britney spears: sucks
vitamin: inositol
are you
happy: nop
sad: yes
religious: yes
bitchy: yes
crazy: yes
messy: nop
mad: yes
slacker: no
nerd: yes
bookworm: yes
jock: no
preppy: no
selfish: no
giving: yes
obsessive: yes
violent: yes
calm: no
peaceful: no
mellow: yes
eccentric: yes
caring: yes
untrustworthy: no
loyal: yes
patriotic: no
perverted: maybe
colorful: yes
artistic: yes
miscellanoues
what color is your jacket: black
do you shave: yup
where: in the bathtub
what color is your razor: white
what size is your bed: full
what color crayon would you be: red
what are the last four digits of you phone number: 1941
feelings on abortion: it should be banned
how lond does it take you to shower: 15 min
what does your screenname mean: strong matron drow on the edge of insanity
thoughts on blonde pop stars in general: airheads
who so you trust the most: coriolis
is cussing a necessity in life: no
how about coffee: yes
is the world screwed: yes
what something you cant live without: coffee
what time did you fall asleep: 10pm
know what 69 means: yup
how about 143: nop
can you live without a microwave: no
what do think about death: restful
where and when do you want to be married: in a castle sometime before I die
do you want to drop out of school: never
why is the sky blue: gods will
what is a good trait about yourself: honest, helpful, quickwitted
what do you always think about: being happy
what is wrong with your school: high society pricks
what is right with your school: used to teach
how do you react to change: change as well
do you talk to yourself: yep
what is your opinion on love: love is the air we breathe, all we need is love
can you afford to lose weight: yes
what color would you dye your hair: red red red red red red
best thing anyones told you: always a woman
what is your reaction to you're hot: take it with a smile
does being psycho appeal to you: yup
if you wrote a book, what would it be about: horror of my psychotic life
what would you change your name to: Vierna or Deirdre
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Ultimate Survey (377 questions long)
time started: 12:08
full name: Vierna Darguth
nickname(s): Kymill
birthday: April
where were you born: Mayaguez. PR
zodiac sign: Aries
height: 5'5"
weight: 220
hair color: orange-red
eye color: brown with golden freckles
shoe size: 11
ring size: 10
skin type (freckles, tan, albino, etc.): latino white skin
blood type: no idea
grade: Business Mayor
GPA: 3.25
siblings: 8 kitties
tattoos: thundercats in tribal... I wish
piercings: 3 on each ear
hobbies: roleplaying games, painting, writing, webdesign
favorite
color: red
food: mofongo
candy: amaretto ice cream
type of cheese: swiss
pizza topping: onions and pepperoni
salad dressing: vinagreta
sandwich: Meson special
cereal: Corn Flakes
fruit: Grapefruit and Strawberries
vegetable: Quimbombó
berry: Strawberry
cake: Carrot
book: Interview with the Vampire
movie: Lord of the Rings Trilogy
magazine: Realms of Fantasy
newspaper: ewww, all are sucky in here
tv show: Xena: Warrior Princess and Beauty & the Beast
website: www.upcominghorrormovies.com
radio station: fidelity, alpha
font: chaucer
cartoon character: Captain Herlock
artist (painter): Royo
actor: Johny Depp
actress: Nicole Kidman
cd: Siouxie and the Banshees
song: Until the last beat of my heart
music group: No Doubt
music type: Old school rock, heavy metal, goth, ambience
day of the week: Friday
month: October
season: Fall
holiday: Halloween
shampoo: Head & Shoulders
conditioner: Nexus
number: 13
phrase: We are all mad here... A dream to some but a nightmare to others!
store: Borders
weather: Dark and cold as if to rain but no rain
restaurant: Fudrockers
channel: Animal Planet & TLC
teacher: Pabón
weekend activity: Movies and visiting el calvo
hangout: El calvo's place
house color: white and violet
sport to watch: ice skating and weightlifting
sport to play: weightlifting
animal: FELINES
flower: black rose
guy's name: Vincent and Andrew
girl's name: Vierna and Deirdre
board game: chess
party game: twister
story from childhood: El Principito
body part: brain
have you ever
been on a train: yes, hated it
been on a plane: yes, not so bad at times
been in a car accident: no, God protect me
caused a car accident: small one that barely counts
run into a wall: no, thats too stupid
burned a potato chip: I dont cook, haha!
almost burned the house down: 3 times, thats why I dont cook
smoked: never, nasty habit!
been drunk: never, only drink wine and on certain occations
been high: never, another nasty habit
broken the law: never, Im a lawfull good
burned a cd (if yes, the one above is yes): never, arstists need to eat
kissed someone of the opposite sex: yes
kissed someone of the same sex: yes
frenched an animal: WTF! NO!
made out: yes
had cyber sex: no
gotten engaged: yes
had an online relationship: yes
been rejected by a crush: yes
loved: yes
made yourself cry to get out of trouble: no
cried in public: once or twice
cried over a movie: hmmm... maybe?
fallen asleep in a movie theater: yup
given someone a bath: aha
been to a boarding school: nop
been home-schooled: nop
lost a valuable item: yes
bungee jumped: nop
skied: nop
met the president: ewww
met a celebrity: nop
gotten a cavity: yup
shopped at abercrombie & fitch: nop
made a prank call: nop
skipped school: nop too lawful good
faked sick to get out of school: nop I loved school
purchased something that you knew didn't fit: nop
climbed a tree: nop
fallen from a tree: nop
broken a bone: nop
sprained anything: nop
passed out: nop
made yourself pass out: nop
been to disney world: yup, 2 times
been to a theme park (not disney): yup
said i love you and meant it (not to a relative): 3 times
made a model volcano (working model): nop
made a clover leaf with your tounge: nop
past
what did you do yesterday: work and sleep
memory you miss the most: being happy
memory you want to forget: being happy
something you regretted after it was done: I never regret
the last
song you heard: Donde estan los ladrones
cd you bought: dont remember!
thing you said: Buen provecho
time you cried: last night
movie seen in a theater: Saw2
thing you ate: Spaghetti & meatballs
person who called: phone guy
nail polish shade worn: black
time you showered: morning
person who complimented you: Groundel
at this moment
what are you listening to: servers humming madly
what are you wearing: jeans, grey shirt
what are you thinking: gotta do something wild or burst!
what are you scared of most: lonelyness
how many people are on your buddy list: dont check messengers no more
future
occupation: Events coorndinator and webdesigner
marriage site: www.foreverscrewed.com
honeymoon: Egypt
place to live: The deep end of the ocean
kids: not until I'm 45 years old
car: 4Runner
what are you doing tomorrow: checking my car
do you think george bush will be reelected: hell no
will there be a wwIII: certainly
will politics ever be truthful: never
will humanity snuff itself out: maybe
can the gov. be changed: yes, but the options suck
friends
best friend: Coriolis
funniest: Groundel
silliest: LightShadow
loudest: Trilogy
quietest: Groundel
craziest: Trilogy
calmest: Coriolis
skinniest: LightShadow
best secret keeper: Lucinda
worst secret keeper: n/a
the one you have but don't want: LadyMex
smartest: Coriolis
preppiest: Coriolis
peppiest: n\a
most hyper: Marie
hottest: Coriolis
weirdest: Trilogy
biggest pervert: Joe
most annyoing: Trilogy
shyest: Zordak
most religious: LadyMex
do you believe in
heaven: yes
hell: yes
angels: yes
devil: yes
god: yes
buddha: yes
aliens: yes
ghosts: yes
spirit (soul): yes
soulmates: yes
reincarnation: yes
love at first sight: no
karma: yes
love in general: yes
luck: yes
yourself: YES
crush
who and when was your first crush: Trilogy, 16 years ago
any now: no crushes, thank you
a celebrity crush: Vincent?
who do you want to be with right now: nobody
whos number do you want: nobody
who do you want to kiss: right now, nobody deserves it
what is something you dont understand about the opposite sex: lack of faith and truth
if you could go on a date with anybody, who would it be: hmmm
on scale of one to ten, how romantic are you: Ice Queen
first thing noticed about the opposite sex: eyes and butt
what do you look for personality-wise: intelligent, understanding, truthful, open
biggest turn on: the mind
biggest turn off: street talk
something thay weat that turns you on: leather
something they wear that turns you off: depends
the most romantic thing you want to happen to you: engagement that totally surprises me
the most romantic thing that has happened to you: ahhhh... sincerely, nothing
what do you wear on a coffee date: I dont date
is it right to flirt if you're taken: no
is cyber cheating: yes
are eyes the passegeway to the soul: yes
who would you like to take to the prom: by that time, Trilogy
do you want to hug somebody right now: no
do you know what an aphrodisiac is: certainly
describe
mellow: serene
melancholy: me
the perfect date: dinner, movie, sightseeing
the perfect mate: intelligent, open, truthful, worships me
how m&m's are made: wont melt in your hands or in your shirt! :P
why manhole covers are round: duh!
one or the other
coke/pepsi: coke
sprite/7-up: 7up
boxers/briefs: briefs
gold/silver: silver
vanilla/chocolate: choco
flowers/candy: candy
book/magazine: book
tv/radio: tv
glass half empty/half full: half full
democrat/republican: neither
colored pencils/markers: markers
coffee/tea: both
sun/moon: moon
day/night: night
hot/cold: both
dog/cat: cat
button/zipper: zipper
cotton/feather pillow: feathers
blue/purple: purple
plumber/trashman: plumber
jeans/shorts: shorts
long distance relationship/none: none
mechanical/regular pencil: mech
matt/ben: Ben Kenobi?
that 70's show/simpsons: neither
kelso/eric: none
donna/jackie: none
bart/lisa: none
romeo/juliet: none
romantic comedy/thriller: thriller
nsync/bsb: none
peanut butter/jelly: jelly
waffles/pancakes: pancakes
letter/email: email
florida/california: fl
pizza/burgers: both
hat/visor: neither
football/rugby: neither
iceskating/blading: neither
movie at home/in theater: both
first thing you think of when you hear
yellow: submarine
red lipstick: monroe
socks: life
cowtipping: whatever
moulin rouge: like a virgin
greenland: irish
iceland: bears
harry potter: magic
red: hair
blackberry: pie
rose: red
rooster: virus
taxes: ewww
bill clinton: sucks
whipped cream: yummy
george w. bush: sucks
lollipops: yummy
dreams: come true
love: never dies
guys: suck
south park: bitch
boy bands: 80s
pengiuns: cute
girls: can do anything
thong: sexy
death: becomes me
spoons: soup
junk mail: sucks
dairy: cow
panties: laundry
your father: working
pizza: big one
britney spears: sucks
vitamin: inositol
are you
happy: nop
sad: yes
religious: yes
bitchy: yes
crazy: yes
messy: nop
mad: yes
slacker: no
nerd: yes
bookworm: yes
jock: no
preppy: no
selfish: no
giving: yes
obsessive: yes
violent: yes
calm: no
peaceful: no
mellow: yes
eccentric: yes
caring: yes
untrustworthy: no
loyal: yes
patriotic: no
perverted: maybe
colorful: yes
artistic: yes
miscellanoues
what color is your jacket: black
do you shave: yup
where: in the bathtub
what color is your razor: white
what size is your bed: full
what color crayon would you be: red
what are the last four digits of you phone number: 1941
feelings on abortion: it should be banned
how lond does it take you to shower: 15 min
what does your screenname mean: strong matron drow on the edge of insanity
thoughts on blonde pop stars in general: airheads
who so you trust the most: coriolis
is cussing a necessity in life: no
how about coffee: yes
is the world screwed: yes
what something you cant live without: coffee
what time did you fall asleep: 10pm
know what 69 means: yup
how about 143: nop
can you live without a microwave: no
what do think about death: restful
where and when do you want to be married: in a castle sometime before I die
do you want to drop out of school: never
why is the sky blue: gods will
what is a good trait about yourself: honest, helpful, quickwitted
what do you always think about: being happy
what is wrong with your school: high society pricks
what is right with your school: used to teach
how do you react to change: change as well
do you talk to yourself: yep
what is your opinion on love: love is the air we breathe, all we need is love
can you afford to lose weight: yes
what color would you dye your hair: red red red red red red
best thing anyones told you: always a woman
what is your reaction to you're hot: take it with a smile
does being psycho appeal to you: yup
if you wrote a book, what would it be about: horror of my psychotic life
what would you change your name to: Vierna or Deirdre
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This week has gone very fast. I have been overloaded with work, with plenty of stress business and nonbusiness related. Yesterday had to do some cabling, thanks to which i am feeling trashy today... Yup, I feel trafa... LOL Whatever... Everything sucks these days... Seems there is something wrong with my car, which I'll have to check up tomorrow morning. I also need to get a battery charger and a set of batteries for the digicam in order to use it for some late sales I'm trying to perform... I need money ASAP especially if now the car plans to try dying on me... It's one after another... I kinda completed the payment for the house's exowner. Now I need to get cash to pay two more things, plus the car's check-up. And of course, no one can help with that (sight). I dunno if everything has been a good idea, or just a bad idea gone rotten. I dunno... I only know that I am going insane, and people are not helping that matter...
Damn thirsty.
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Damn thirsty.
10-4
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
Ok, so here is the briefing for fateful last week:
The phone is dead at home, again… This has been a completely sucky weekend, and seems that it wont get better anytime sooner…
Tuesday: Took the afternoon off to accomplish some official personal dealings. Light, water, phone… Let’s see the outcome…
Wednesday: Work has been busy, too busy. In the afternoon the director asked me if I wanted to go to the trip to Carolina. I thought “so someone cancelled?” and after thinking about it for an hour I decided to go… After all, the work I wanted to complete could not e completed because the people would be at the activity… And I thought I deserved to relax and enjoy the show (especially since it was a rarity that for the first time in some years I have not been part of the making of the show committee). So I said yes to the invitation. I went home early so I would sleep… A foolish attempt to rest, I actually fall asleep after 11pm.
Thursday: Activity at Carolina’s theater. Voyage from Mayaguez started at 5am. The morning trip was bad. The hyenas from work have no manners, and they were laughing and dancing reggaeton nonstop. I thought that they just needed to be high because of the play that they were gonna be into… The “producer” specifyed no stops, but we ended up making many because the hyenas needed coffee. We arrived to the place on time, my plan was to go into the theater and watch the show… I am so naïve. The “producer” gave me a video camera and a digicam so I would be the videographer of the play… Ugh! And the nightmare went on… The activity began, and I was happy playing with the zoom and recording the main things… and just when it was Mayaguez turn the camera stopped recording. I was warned about low battery and checked and even plugged into a wall to make the friggin thing work, but nothing… I discovered it was not the battery who died on me, but the tape. And the “producer” had given me no spare tape. So I kept on taking pictures, until I changed the disk and the second disk gave an error. I tried taking it out and it wouldn’t… The metal part got stuck. So there ended my bright career as camera woman and photographer… I started feeling bad, as I knew what would happen… When the activity finished I went to the camerino to pack the cameras and grab my purse. The “producer” arrived eagerly to get the tape and you can imagine the look when I told her that the tape died on me… From that point on, she mentioned 4 times that for a next activity they needed a videographer and a photographer. Like I didn’t get what she meant… I breathed in and out, and as we all gathered in the van everyone was arguing about where to go eat. They didn’t wanted fast food and they were clueless about places with nice meals. Someone volunteered me as the person to ask since I had lived in Carolina… And my thoughts drifted between frustration and anger because if they didn’t like the place that I pointed out I was gonna be the one to blame for another thing… Ugh! So… I suggested a restaurant, we went and the stay was almost fouled because the outer side of the place was in restoration and the waiting time for the staff preparing the tables took a bit long… Hello! A table for 30! And then they asked that the service should be billed individually, which they said no inmediately and then a yes followed as everyone threatened to go! Luckily the food was great, so no complaints about that. Then another bad thing, as I noticed one of my coworkers crying. I tried to find out what was wrong… The hyenas made an attack on her and her hubby defended them instead of her… Oh, how very typical of men! So the next 5 minutes were spent on feminist bonding (trying to make her smile). After I payed my bill, I was offered to travel in another van with less people, but I thought that two of my coworkers would feel bad if I did that and so I stayed in the original van... BIG MISTAKE! The hyenas were drunk and so they were in worst behavior, even dancing reggaeton in the director’s face. I got migraine because of the music and their sing-along… But of course I let them know I was pissed… I cannot hide my feelings, I am too transparent. So… after many other stops to get even more coffee, we arrived at Mayaguez almost at 9pm. Yup, I saw the night of the day before, dawn and dusk… and the night of the current day. I was beyond angry, beyond pissed and with a killer headache…
Friday: The day was a bit busy but I kinda managed to at least smile a bit… At midday went to get the check from the apartment’s deposit and they didn’t gave me the complete amount. They claimed I had not paid the light bill, plus they didn’t pay back the amount for the beeper. I was pissed, because I counted on that money to pay the contractor… I had to complete the $700 I paid him and that was a big ouch… I need to see how I get the cars license payment and the finance monthly pay… Not easy… Broke… But dealing with it… I must make an inventory of things to sell and…ummm.. sell! After work I just went home. Groundel was on the rainy way so picked him up. At home I logged into the net, since it was raining I thought I was not going out. As I checked mail, LightShadow appeared. Upon her request, we went to watch Saw2. Not so bad, not so good either. Where is the element of surprise? Why people just seem to forget that THAT is key in a suspense/horror movie? But overall it didn’t went so bad… Went home and savored some Boot Camp and What Not to Wear ( my 2 favorite shows ). Sleeping by 2am.
Saturday: Woke up by midday. Spent the whole day at home, watching AP and TLC… Did a bit of scrapbooking… Tried to get a hold on Lucinda but she was not home… Had a bad argument with Groundel. Besides that, boring ultra long day… I was puzzled at no calls, and realized it all had to do with the phone line… It is dead… How nice for this weekend… Needed to speak with Coriolis but no phone. So I guess tomorrow’s game at Ponce is a no-no for me since I have no way to communicate… Misery loves company and surprises…
Halloween is on Monday, and seems I wont be able to celebrate my favorite holiday… Its my curse I guess…
The phone is dead at home, again… This has been a completely sucky weekend, and seems that it wont get better anytime sooner…
Tuesday: Took the afternoon off to accomplish some official personal dealings. Light, water, phone… Let’s see the outcome…
Wednesday: Work has been busy, too busy. In the afternoon the director asked me if I wanted to go to the trip to Carolina. I thought “so someone cancelled?” and after thinking about it for an hour I decided to go… After all, the work I wanted to complete could not e completed because the people would be at the activity… And I thought I deserved to relax and enjoy the show (especially since it was a rarity that for the first time in some years I have not been part of the making of the show committee). So I said yes to the invitation. I went home early so I would sleep… A foolish attempt to rest, I actually fall asleep after 11pm.
Thursday: Activity at Carolina’s theater. Voyage from Mayaguez started at 5am. The morning trip was bad. The hyenas from work have no manners, and they were laughing and dancing reggaeton nonstop. I thought that they just needed to be high because of the play that they were gonna be into… The “producer” specifyed no stops, but we ended up making many because the hyenas needed coffee. We arrived to the place on time, my plan was to go into the theater and watch the show… I am so naïve. The “producer” gave me a video camera and a digicam so I would be the videographer of the play… Ugh! And the nightmare went on… The activity began, and I was happy playing with the zoom and recording the main things… and just when it was Mayaguez turn the camera stopped recording. I was warned about low battery and checked and even plugged into a wall to make the friggin thing work, but nothing… I discovered it was not the battery who died on me, but the tape. And the “producer” had given me no spare tape. So I kept on taking pictures, until I changed the disk and the second disk gave an error. I tried taking it out and it wouldn’t… The metal part got stuck. So there ended my bright career as camera woman and photographer… I started feeling bad, as I knew what would happen… When the activity finished I went to the camerino to pack the cameras and grab my purse. The “producer” arrived eagerly to get the tape and you can imagine the look when I told her that the tape died on me… From that point on, she mentioned 4 times that for a next activity they needed a videographer and a photographer. Like I didn’t get what she meant… I breathed in and out, and as we all gathered in the van everyone was arguing about where to go eat. They didn’t wanted fast food and they were clueless about places with nice meals. Someone volunteered me as the person to ask since I had lived in Carolina… And my thoughts drifted between frustration and anger because if they didn’t like the place that I pointed out I was gonna be the one to blame for another thing… Ugh! So… I suggested a restaurant, we went and the stay was almost fouled because the outer side of the place was in restoration and the waiting time for the staff preparing the tables took a bit long… Hello! A table for 30! And then they asked that the service should be billed individually, which they said no inmediately and then a yes followed as everyone threatened to go! Luckily the food was great, so no complaints about that. Then another bad thing, as I noticed one of my coworkers crying. I tried to find out what was wrong… The hyenas made an attack on her and her hubby defended them instead of her… Oh, how very typical of men! So the next 5 minutes were spent on feminist bonding (trying to make her smile). After I payed my bill, I was offered to travel in another van with less people, but I thought that two of my coworkers would feel bad if I did that and so I stayed in the original van... BIG MISTAKE! The hyenas were drunk and so they were in worst behavior, even dancing reggaeton in the director’s face. I got migraine because of the music and their sing-along… But of course I let them know I was pissed… I cannot hide my feelings, I am too transparent. So… after many other stops to get even more coffee, we arrived at Mayaguez almost at 9pm. Yup, I saw the night of the day before, dawn and dusk… and the night of the current day. I was beyond angry, beyond pissed and with a killer headache…
Friday: The day was a bit busy but I kinda managed to at least smile a bit… At midday went to get the check from the apartment’s deposit and they didn’t gave me the complete amount. They claimed I had not paid the light bill, plus they didn’t pay back the amount for the beeper. I was pissed, because I counted on that money to pay the contractor… I had to complete the $700 I paid him and that was a big ouch… I need to see how I get the cars license payment and the finance monthly pay… Not easy… Broke… But dealing with it… I must make an inventory of things to sell and…ummm.. sell! After work I just went home. Groundel was on the rainy way so picked him up. At home I logged into the net, since it was raining I thought I was not going out. As I checked mail, LightShadow appeared. Upon her request, we went to watch Saw2. Not so bad, not so good either. Where is the element of surprise? Why people just seem to forget that THAT is key in a suspense/horror movie? But overall it didn’t went so bad… Went home and savored some Boot Camp and What Not to Wear ( my 2 favorite shows ). Sleeping by 2am.
Saturday: Woke up by midday. Spent the whole day at home, watching AP and TLC… Did a bit of scrapbooking… Tried to get a hold on Lucinda but she was not home… Had a bad argument with Groundel. Besides that, boring ultra long day… I was puzzled at no calls, and realized it all had to do with the phone line… It is dead… How nice for this weekend… Needed to speak with Coriolis but no phone. So I guess tomorrow’s game at Ponce is a no-no for me since I have no way to communicate… Misery loves company and surprises…
Halloween is on Monday, and seems I wont be able to celebrate my favorite holiday… Its my curse I guess…
Monday, October 31, 2005
The weekend... I kinda wrote something about it, but could not post it because I had no phone... The happiest weekend of the year, and I couldnt talk to anyone... Grrr... Wanted to go to Ponce on the weekend and couldn't... Wanted to check some sites and ebay and couldn't... It plainly sucked...
On Friday, saw Saw2. although it was not bad, it was not good either... Linear in its storyline, knowing who is the Jigsaw eliminates the tension of finding out who is he... less mistery... The ending with the new Jigsaw is kinda... stupid... but of course, they need an excuse for a Saw3. The deaths were cool, not too creative but cool. The idea was awesome... the delivery was a bit weak... I expect too much of movies these days... I guess that's why I'm turning to oldies and foreign, American movies are too predictable and have lost its charm...
Yesterday spent the afternoon watching Pirates of the Caribbean. Always lighthearted but nice to watch, love Captain Sparrow to death! XOXOXOXO
Today, wanted to disguise in my normal violet velvet ren dress, but since I had to go to Aguadilla and must throw some cables in the afternoon that would not have been too practical... I guess that the Halloween spirit will try to come to me after work... Whatever... it's not like for me the whole year is not Halloween... ;)
Anyway... Gotta go back to duty... If anyone out there can, PLEASE REPORT MY AUNT's PHONE! I am isolated ever since Saturday! And without internet! Now, THAT is creepy!
Enjoy things that bump in the night!
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On Friday, saw Saw2. although it was not bad, it was not good either... Linear in its storyline, knowing who is the Jigsaw eliminates the tension of finding out who is he... less mistery... The ending with the new Jigsaw is kinda... stupid... but of course, they need an excuse for a Saw3. The deaths were cool, not too creative but cool. The idea was awesome... the delivery was a bit weak... I expect too much of movies these days... I guess that's why I'm turning to oldies and foreign, American movies are too predictable and have lost its charm...
Yesterday spent the afternoon watching Pirates of the Caribbean. Always lighthearted but nice to watch, love Captain Sparrow to death! XOXOXOXO
Today, wanted to disguise in my normal violet velvet ren dress, but since I had to go to Aguadilla and must throw some cables in the afternoon that would not have been too practical... I guess that the Halloween spirit will try to come to me after work... Whatever... it's not like for me the whole year is not Halloween... ;)
Anyway... Gotta go back to duty... If anyone out there can, PLEASE REPORT MY AUNT's PHONE! I am isolated ever since Saturday! And without internet! Now, THAT is creepy!
Enjoy things that bump in the night!
10-4
Happy Halloween to all! And to all, a fright night! ;)
" Hello – remember me?"
" Who's there "
" I've got your number "
"Oh no! "
" I'm back to haunt you, ha ha ha ha ha "
Its Friday night – so creepy outside
its is thundering and lightning
There's nobody home – cause I'm all alone
its scary and its frightening
The sound of shoes – a shadow that moves
something odd is tic tac ticking
Someone's in here – I'm so full of fear
the telephone is ringing
Now I can see you - oh no please no
Now I can touch you - oh god please go
I am right here now - oh please tell me where
Ha ha ha ha - I'm in a nightmare
You better run I'm back to haunt you down
Halloween – in the death of the night – hear me scream
I'm coming - I'm coming
Halloween – is the fear that I fight – in my dream
I'm coming - I'm coming
Hell broke out – on this Friday night
Zombies passing deadly
My Candyman – from Bounty land
is coming here to get me
Now I can see you - oh no please no
Now I can touch you oh god please go
I am right here now oh please tell me were
Ha ha ha ha - I'm in a nightmare
You better run - I'm back to haunt you down
Halloween – in the death of the night – hear me scream
I'm coming - I'm coming
Halloween – is the fear that I fight – in my dream
I'm coming - I'm coming
Halloween – in the death of the night – hear me scream
I'm coming - I'm coming
Halloween – is the fear that I fight – in my dream
I'm coming - I'm coming
Halloween……
-Aqua, Halloween
" Hello – remember me?"
" Who's there "
" I've got your number "
"Oh no! "
" I'm back to haunt you, ha ha ha ha ha "
Its Friday night – so creepy outside
its is thundering and lightning
There's nobody home – cause I'm all alone
its scary and its frightening
The sound of shoes – a shadow that moves
something odd is tic tac ticking
Someone's in here – I'm so full of fear
the telephone is ringing
Now I can see you - oh no please no
Now I can touch you - oh god please go
I am right here now - oh please tell me where
Ha ha ha ha - I'm in a nightmare
You better run I'm back to haunt you down
Halloween – in the death of the night – hear me scream
I'm coming - I'm coming
Halloween – is the fear that I fight – in my dream
I'm coming - I'm coming
Hell broke out – on this Friday night
Zombies passing deadly
My Candyman – from Bounty land
is coming here to get me
Now I can see you - oh no please no
Now I can touch you oh god please go
I am right here now oh please tell me were
Ha ha ha ha - I'm in a nightmare
You better run - I'm back to haunt you down
Halloween – in the death of the night – hear me scream
I'm coming - I'm coming
Halloween – is the fear that I fight – in my dream
I'm coming - I'm coming
Halloween – in the death of the night – hear me scream
I'm coming - I'm coming
Halloween – is the fear that I fight – in my dream
I'm coming - I'm coming
Halloween……
-Aqua, Halloween
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
Where have all the good men gone
And where are all the gods?
Where's the street-wise Hercules
To fight the rising odds?
Isn't there a white knight upon a fiery steed?
Late at night toss and turn and dream of what I need
I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night
He's gotta be strong
And he's gotta be fast
And he's gotta be fresh from the fight
I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero 'til the morning light
He's gotta be sure
And it's gotta be soon
And he's gotta be larger than life
Somewhere after midnight
In my wildest fantasy
Somewhere just beyond my reach
There's someone reaching back for me
Racing on the thunder and rising with the heat
It's gonna take a superman to sweep me off my feet
I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night
He's gotta be strong
And he's gotta be fast
And he's gotta be fresh from the fight
I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero 'til the morning light
He's gotta be sure
And it's gotta be soon
And he's gotta be larger than life
Up where the mountains meet the heavens above
Out where the lightning splits the sea
I would swear that there's someone somewhere
Watching me
Through the wind and the chill and the rain
And the storm and the flood
I can feel his approach Like the fire in my blood
I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night
He's gotta be strong
And he's gotta be fast
And he's gotta be fresh from the fight
I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero 'til the morning light
He's gotta be sure
And it's gotta be soon
And he's gotta be larger than life
-Jennifer Saunders, Holding out for a hero
And where are all the gods?
Where's the street-wise Hercules
To fight the rising odds?
Isn't there a white knight upon a fiery steed?
Late at night toss and turn and dream of what I need
I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night
He's gotta be strong
And he's gotta be fast
And he's gotta be fresh from the fight
I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero 'til the morning light
He's gotta be sure
And it's gotta be soon
And he's gotta be larger than life
Somewhere after midnight
In my wildest fantasy
Somewhere just beyond my reach
There's someone reaching back for me
Racing on the thunder and rising with the heat
It's gonna take a superman to sweep me off my feet
I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night
He's gotta be strong
And he's gotta be fast
And he's gotta be fresh from the fight
I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero 'til the morning light
He's gotta be sure
And it's gotta be soon
And he's gotta be larger than life
Up where the mountains meet the heavens above
Out where the lightning splits the sea
I would swear that there's someone somewhere
Watching me
Through the wind and the chill and the rain
And the storm and the flood
I can feel his approach Like the fire in my blood
I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night
He's gotta be strong
And he's gotta be fast
And he's gotta be fresh from the fight
I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero 'til the morning light
He's gotta be sure
And it's gotta be soon
And he's gotta be larger than life
-Jennifer Saunders, Holding out for a hero
I don't believe in trouble I don't believe in pain
I don't believe there's nothing left but running here again
I don't believe in promise I don't believe in chance
I don't believe you can resist the things that make no sense
I don't believe in silence cos silence seems so slow
I don't believe in energy the tension is too low
I don't believe in panic I don't believe in fear
I don't believe in prophecies so don't waste any tears
I don't believe reality would be the way it should
But I believe in fantasy the future's understood
I don't believe in history I don't believe in truth
I don't believe that's destiny or someone to accuse
I believe, I believe!!!
I don't believe in trouble I don't believe in pain
I don't believe there's nothing left but running here again
I don't believe in promise I don't believe in chance
I don't believe you can resist the things that make no sense
I don't believe in silence cos silence seems so slow
I don't believe in energy the tension is too low
I don't believe in panic I don't believe in fear
I don't believe in prophecies so don't waste any tears
I believe!!!
I want you to try, try to needing to know why, why
No kidding, no sin, sin No running, no win, win
I believe!!!
No angels, no girls, girls
No memories, no Gods, Gods
No rockets, no heat, heat
No chocolate, no sweet, sweet
I believe!!!
I want you to try, try
to needing to know why, why
No kidding, no sin, sin
No running, no win, win
No angels, no girls, girls
No memories, no Gods, Gods
No rockets, no heat, heat
No chocolate, no sweet, sweet
No feeling, no secrets... The silence you feel...
which hides you from the real...
I want you to try, try needing to know why, why
why, why, why... why... why...
I believe, I believe!!!
-Run Lola Run, Franka Potente, Believe
I don't believe there's nothing left but running here again
I don't believe in promise I don't believe in chance
I don't believe you can resist the things that make no sense
I don't believe in silence cos silence seems so slow
I don't believe in energy the tension is too low
I don't believe in panic I don't believe in fear
I don't believe in prophecies so don't waste any tears
I don't believe reality would be the way it should
But I believe in fantasy the future's understood
I don't believe in history I don't believe in truth
I don't believe that's destiny or someone to accuse
I believe, I believe!!!
I don't believe in trouble I don't believe in pain
I don't believe there's nothing left but running here again
I don't believe in promise I don't believe in chance
I don't believe you can resist the things that make no sense
I don't believe in silence cos silence seems so slow
I don't believe in energy the tension is too low
I don't believe in panic I don't believe in fear
I don't believe in prophecies so don't waste any tears
I believe!!!
I want you to try, try to needing to know why, why
No kidding, no sin, sin No running, no win, win
I believe!!!
No angels, no girls, girls
No memories, no Gods, Gods
No rockets, no heat, heat
No chocolate, no sweet, sweet
I believe!!!
I want you to try, try
to needing to know why, why
No kidding, no sin, sin
No running, no win, win
No angels, no girls, girls
No memories, no Gods, Gods
No rockets, no heat, heat
No chocolate, no sweet, sweet
No feeling, no secrets... The silence you feel...
which hides you from the real...
I want you to try, try needing to know why, why
why, why, why... why... why...
I believe, I believe!!!
-Run Lola Run, Franka Potente, Believe
At RUM during the moning. Updated all 7 pc's and antivius on them. Midday, and things got a bit complicated... To AEE, so the electrical wire that is alive in the house will be killed soon... Then to AAA to find out I needed escrituras to get the water connected... To AEELA to get the loan to pay the ex-owner... Home to get the escrituras, then to AAA to explain things and get the water connection job ticket and pay the deposit... Then to get the tiles I didnt get on Sat... Then to make a spare key of my office key because I lost the original along with my ID... Then to the Post Office to find out if the check arrived (which didn't because this is the International Screw Me week)...
Yes it was a busy day... Another busy day... I am exhausted! Signing off really early so I get some batteries recharged...
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Yes it was a busy day... Another busy day... I am exhausted! Signing off really early so I get some batteries recharged...
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Monday, October 24, 2005
Long, long, LONG day at work. Made 8 service tickets and the fringe of a banner... don't ask... Very VERY drained and tired... An hour is all it takes to make me want to run off... but DUTY calls (and need for cash). Afterwards, two small chandelliers arrived, so at least the bedrooms will have light. Wheeeee! Then the album stuff and visiting orcish lands for comfort.
Back home... Kitties misbehaved a bit throwing a terracota can from the highest place of the bookshelf to the bed... Luckyly it fall in the bed... all the sand splashed on bed and floor...
They can be unnerving, but my kitties are more than just pets... They understand me, they are my companions and friends... They love me and I love them back... Its a simple relationship that shows in many intrincate ways.
Tired. Will sleep early... Long week ahead...
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PS: Happy Birthday to LightShadow! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Back home... Kitties misbehaved a bit throwing a terracota can from the highest place of the bookshelf to the bed... Luckyly it fall in the bed... all the sand splashed on bed and floor...
They can be unnerving, but my kitties are more than just pets... They understand me, they are my companions and friends... They love me and I love them back... Its a simple relationship that shows in many intrincate ways.
Tired. Will sleep early... Long week ahead...
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PS: Happy Birthday to LightShadow! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Sunday, October 23, 2005
I thought I had enough of pain, that I was trough with feeling pain and that my heart had gone steady and strong and even cold. I was wrong. Today I have felt a pain within me that has no description and no boundaries. Sudden, unexpected, swift, deadly… I have learned I still have tears to shed, and my ability to love left me… If I had a sword through my heart before, now it is no more… because the sword was taken away with the entire heart, after moving it sideways within my flesh, making sure that no trace of warm blood was left… As the shower of daggers ripped me open, I found my strength to stand leaving me. I held the doorframe trying to not fall, as my spirit went out of my body… I listened speechless… I couldn’t find inner force to make myself angry and reply, as I would normally do.
There is no point to words. There is only near-sightness and selfishness and an unreasonable jealousy that cannot allow any ray of hope, or any truth… He is fixed on the same idea, the same viewpoint, the same thoughts, which are not reality, which are not true… How can I compete with all he has quilted in his brain? What can I say to things, actions and words that hurt much without a point? He dares to doubt me in every way, and without any reason. And all I gave him was truth and dreams and all the love I had. This is it. This is the point of no return. This is where he chose to kill my heart and stop it all, even if it drives him insane, even if it is the worst mistake he knows he’s making. His desperation within his irrational ways leads him. Nothing else to do. I feel… Is that a consolation in itself? I still feel… After more than 15 years, I still feel…
What lies ahead... just around the riverbend? Now, that song made so much sense... And foretold so much change...
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There is no point to words. There is only near-sightness and selfishness and an unreasonable jealousy that cannot allow any ray of hope, or any truth… He is fixed on the same idea, the same viewpoint, the same thoughts, which are not reality, which are not true… How can I compete with all he has quilted in his brain? What can I say to things, actions and words that hurt much without a point? He dares to doubt me in every way, and without any reason. And all I gave him was truth and dreams and all the love I had. This is it. This is the point of no return. This is where he chose to kill my heart and stop it all, even if it drives him insane, even if it is the worst mistake he knows he’s making. His desperation within his irrational ways leads him. Nothing else to do. I feel… Is that a consolation in itself? I still feel… After more than 15 years, I still feel…
What lies ahead... just around the riverbend? Now, that song made so much sense... And foretold so much change...
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Saturday, October 22, 2005
What I love most about rivers is:
You can't step in the same river twice
The water's always changing, always flowing...
But people, I guess, can't live like that
We all must pay a price
To be safe, we lose our chance of ever knowing
What's around the riverbend
Waiting, just around the riverbend
I look once more
Just around the riverbend
Beyond the shore
Where the gulls fly free
Don't know what for
What I dream the day might send
Jut around the riverbend
For me
Coming for me
I feel it there beyond those trees
Or right behind these waterfalls
Can I ignore that sound of distant drumming
For a handsome sturdy husband
Who builds handsome sturdy walls
And never dreams that something might be coming?
Just around the riverbend
Just around the riverbend
I look once more
Just around the riverbend
Beyond the shore
Somewhere past the sea
Don't know what for ...
Why do all my dreams extend
Just around the riverbend?
Just around the riverbend ...
Should I choose the smoothest curve
Steady as the beating drum?
Should I marry Kocoum?
Is all my dreaming at an end?
Or do you still wait for me, Dream Giver...
Just around the riverbend?
-Pocahontas, Just around the riverbend
You can't step in the same river twice
The water's always changing, always flowing...
But people, I guess, can't live like that
We all must pay a price
To be safe, we lose our chance of ever knowing
What's around the riverbend
Waiting, just around the riverbend
I look once more
Just around the riverbend
Beyond the shore
Where the gulls fly free
Don't know what for
What I dream the day might send
Jut around the riverbend
For me
Coming for me
I feel it there beyond those trees
Or right behind these waterfalls
Can I ignore that sound of distant drumming
For a handsome sturdy husband
Who builds handsome sturdy walls
And never dreams that something might be coming?
Just around the riverbend
Just around the riverbend
I look once more
Just around the riverbend
Beyond the shore
Somewhere past the sea
Don't know what for ...
Why do all my dreams extend
Just around the riverbend?
Just around the riverbend ...
Should I choose the smoothest curve
Steady as the beating drum?
Should I marry Kocoum?
Is all my dreaming at an end?
Or do you still wait for me, Dream Giver...
Just around the riverbend?
-Pocahontas, Just around the riverbend
What did I do yesterday? I honestly can't recall... I think I've been watching Animal Cops and What Not to Wear and Trading Spaces... overdose of Animal Planet and TLC...
Today, the adventurers gathered at point A and so we went to point B to gather a package, but since it had not arrived we went to point C and then D. Point E was crowded but we managed to pass through the villagers unnoticed... our cloaking device works wonders! The borderline was full of insight and cats... We gathered information and went on to scout for valuables and fleur-de-liz items that would certainly please the Queen. No luck with the valuables, at least the big boss should appreciate the knowledge... nothing like being able to expand an ongoing plan. We went over dwarves and villagers once more, and with ease snatched our carriage and returned to point A so one of the crew could find means to reach point F. After a break another stop was made from point A to G, then back.
Dorothy has reached Kansas. The bird has landed. Pocahontas was a fool. And Mulan will be tomorrow's treat.
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Today, the adventurers gathered at point A and so we went to point B to gather a package, but since it had not arrived we went to point C and then D. Point E was crowded but we managed to pass through the villagers unnoticed... our cloaking device works wonders! The borderline was full of insight and cats... We gathered information and went on to scout for valuables and fleur-de-liz items that would certainly please the Queen. No luck with the valuables, at least the big boss should appreciate the knowledge... nothing like being able to expand an ongoing plan. We went over dwarves and villagers once more, and with ease snatched our carriage and returned to point A so one of the crew could find means to reach point F. After a break another stop was made from point A to G, then back.
Dorothy has reached Kansas. The bird has landed. Pocahontas was a fool. And Mulan will be tomorrow's treat.
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Thursday, October 20, 2005
Corpse Bride. Loved it. Emily, the perfect name after my own... LOL Emily Strange, Emily Rose, and now this Emily... The animation was nice, the story predictable but ok, and absolutely loved the ending with the butterflies. Tim Burton is a genious. I still don't know WHY people say that Big Fish was not a strong story... I think it was... I loved it. It moved me, and THAT doesnt happen everyday. Whatever...
Invaded by the Credit Card abducters. Had to cancel mine because of many transactions coming from Neverland... WTF. Struggling with barely there money and now this... Woe always invites strangers for free and for unreasonable fun... That was the suckiest moment of the day.
Seems the gov will take some land from some people and turn it into the place for a train that will take tourists to the Caves of Cofresí Pirate and will link that place to Boquerón resort... Funny thing is that the lands are on sale and some people (house developers) were to buy it, and the sellers didnt mention that fact... You know the government... they take whatever they want whenever... But I must admit that the idea of a train linking those places is very alluring to me. I just hope they have security for cars, so the thing about car vandalism or getting stolen as in the Tren Urbano doesnt have a second chapter over here...
Saw the apartment owner and a check should be on my way tomorrow afternoon... Need it for the bath tiles, the waterproof glue and the sink-toilet set.
Friday morning will take auntie to her Disneyland... the grocery store and the post office. Gotta call the contractor to see if I should call the people of AAA and AEE. By midday I'll visit my house to see what's up and take some measurements. Gottta go to AEELA as well, to try getting the loan to pay the lady that sold me the house although paperwork will have to wait until next week... Its at my office...). May visit Lucinda at night, been a looong while since I last saw her ( and she was not in a good mood).
**************** Music Box playing in the background... *****
**************** Imagination... Its free, use it! ***********
"Hey, hey, hey ,hey
Ohhh...
Won't you come see about me?
I'll be alone, dancing you know it baby
Tell me your troubles and doubts
Giving me everything inside and out and
Love's strange so real in the dark
Think of the tender things that we were working on
Slow change may pull us apart
When the light gets into your heart, baby
Don't You Forget About Me
Don't Don't Don't Don't
Don't You Forget About Me
Will you stand above me?
Look my way, never love me
Rain keeps falling, rain keeps falling
Down, down, down
Will you recognise me?
Call my name or walk on by
Rain keeps falling, rain keeps falling
Down, down, down, down
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Ohhhh.....
Don't you try to pretend
It's my feeling we'll win in the end
I won't harm you or touch your defenses
Vanity and security
Don't you forget about me
I'll be alone, dancing you know it baby
Going to take you apart
I'll put us back together at heart, baby
Don't You Forget About Me
Don't Don't Don't Don't
Don't You Forget About Me
As you walk on by
Will you call my name?
As you walk on by
Will you call my name?
When you walk away
Or will you walk away?
Will you walk on by?
Come on - call my name
Will you all my name?
I say :
La la la...
When you walk on by...
And you call my name...
-Simple Minds, Dont u forget about me"
Dedicated to all my friends out there, although I don't talk to you regularly or see you regularly you are all regularly on my mind and on my heart.
Coriolis, Zordak, Lucinda, No Name, Groundel, Joe, LightShadow, LaSombra, Taz, Bubu, Rimmer, Lulú, El Calvo, Tetazo-Lady, Tribu de Texas... and late Mayra and Betsy who are both watching my back from Heaven...
********** End of Kodak moment ****************
********** back to regular schedule ****************
Thought of going to old San Juan on Saturday, but the weather broadcast foretells plenty of rain. So it may not be such a wise idea... And my budget is below the red line. Thinking that its best to leave that for next week... Still, don't know... Oh, and I almost forgot, the blue tiles arrive Sat afternoon... Eeeck!
Tired and blue... The usual. When will this provincial life will change...
Everyday... (yup, watch out... it's another musical score!)
"Little town, It's a quiet village
Ev'ry day Like the one before
Little town, Full of little people
Waking up to say: Bonjour!Bonjour!
Bonjour! Bonjour! Bonjour!
There goes the baker with his tray, like always
The same old bread and rolls to sell
Ev'ry morning just the same
Since the morning that we came
To this poor provincial town
Baker:Good Morning, Belle!
Belle:Good morning, Monsieur.
Baker:And where are you off to, today?
Belle:The bookshop. I just finished the most wonderful story
About a beanstalk and an ogre and a -
Baker:That's nice. Marie! The baguettes!Hurry up!
Townsfolk:Look there she goes that girl is strange, no question
Dazed and distracted, can't you tell?
Woman:Never part of any crowd
Man:'Cause her head's up on some cloud
Townsfolk:No denying she's a funny girl that Belle
Man I:Bonjour!
Woman I:Good day!
Man I:How is your fam'ly?
Woman 2:Bonjour!
Man 2:Good day!
Woman 2:How is your wife?
Woman 3:I need six eggs!
Woman 4:That's too expensive!
Belle:There must be more than this provincial life!
Bookseller:Ah, Belle.
Belle:Good morning, sir. I've come to return the book I borrowed.
Bookseller:Finished already?
Belle:Oh, I couldn't put it down. Have you got anything new?
Bookseller: Not since yesterday.
Belle:That's all right. I'll borrow . . . . this one!
Bookseller: That one? But you've read it twice!
Belle:Well, it's my favorite! Far off places, daring swordfights, magic spells, a prince in disguise -
Bookseller:If you like it all that much, it's yours!
Belle:But sir!
Bookseller:I insist.
Belle:Thank you. Thank you very much!
Townsfolk:Look there she goes that girl is so peculiar
I wonder if she's feeling well
With a dreamy, far-off look, And her nose stuck in a book
What a puzzle to the rest of us is Belle
Belle:Oh, isn't this amazing? It's my fav'rite part because --- you'll see
Here's where she meets Prince Charming, But she won't discover that it's him 'til chapter three!
Woman:Now it's no wonder that her name means "Beauty"
Her looks have got no parallel
Shopkeeper:But behind that fair facade I'm afraid she's rather odd
Man:Very diff'rent from the rest of us
Townsfolk:She's nothing like the rest of us
Yes, diff'rent from the rest of us is Belle!"
-Beauty and the Beast
There must be more than this provincial life! Just the way to sum up all my feelings... 32, and still believing in fairy tales...
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Invaded by the Credit Card abducters. Had to cancel mine because of many transactions coming from Neverland... WTF. Struggling with barely there money and now this... Woe always invites strangers for free and for unreasonable fun... That was the suckiest moment of the day.
Seems the gov will take some land from some people and turn it into the place for a train that will take tourists to the Caves of Cofresí Pirate and will link that place to Boquerón resort... Funny thing is that the lands are on sale and some people (house developers) were to buy it, and the sellers didnt mention that fact... You know the government... they take whatever they want whenever... But I must admit that the idea of a train linking those places is very alluring to me. I just hope they have security for cars, so the thing about car vandalism or getting stolen as in the Tren Urbano doesnt have a second chapter over here...
Saw the apartment owner and a check should be on my way tomorrow afternoon... Need it for the bath tiles, the waterproof glue and the sink-toilet set.
Friday morning will take auntie to her Disneyland... the grocery store and the post office. Gotta call the contractor to see if I should call the people of AAA and AEE. By midday I'll visit my house to see what's up and take some measurements. Gottta go to AEELA as well, to try getting the loan to pay the lady that sold me the house although paperwork will have to wait until next week... Its at my office...). May visit Lucinda at night, been a looong while since I last saw her ( and she was not in a good mood).
**************** Music Box playing in the background... *****
**************** Imagination... Its free, use it! ***********
"Hey, hey, hey ,hey
Ohhh...
Won't you come see about me?
I'll be alone, dancing you know it baby
Tell me your troubles and doubts
Giving me everything inside and out and
Love's strange so real in the dark
Think of the tender things that we were working on
Slow change may pull us apart
When the light gets into your heart, baby
Don't You Forget About Me
Don't Don't Don't Don't
Don't You Forget About Me
Will you stand above me?
Look my way, never love me
Rain keeps falling, rain keeps falling
Down, down, down
Will you recognise me?
Call my name or walk on by
Rain keeps falling, rain keeps falling
Down, down, down, down
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Ohhhh.....
Don't you try to pretend
It's my feeling we'll win in the end
I won't harm you or touch your defenses
Vanity and security
Don't you forget about me
I'll be alone, dancing you know it baby
Going to take you apart
I'll put us back together at heart, baby
Don't You Forget About Me
Don't Don't Don't Don't
Don't You Forget About Me
As you walk on by
Will you call my name?
As you walk on by
Will you call my name?
When you walk away
Or will you walk away?
Will you walk on by?
Come on - call my name
Will you all my name?
I say :
La la la...
When you walk on by...
And you call my name...
-Simple Minds, Dont u forget about me"
Dedicated to all my friends out there, although I don't talk to you regularly or see you regularly you are all regularly on my mind and on my heart.
Coriolis, Zordak, Lucinda, No Name, Groundel, Joe, LightShadow, LaSombra, Taz, Bubu, Rimmer, Lulú, El Calvo, Tetazo-Lady, Tribu de Texas... and late Mayra and Betsy who are both watching my back from Heaven...
********** End of Kodak moment ****************
********** back to regular schedule ****************
Thought of going to old San Juan on Saturday, but the weather broadcast foretells plenty of rain. So it may not be such a wise idea... And my budget is below the red line. Thinking that its best to leave that for next week... Still, don't know... Oh, and I almost forgot, the blue tiles arrive Sat afternoon... Eeeck!
Tired and blue... The usual. When will this provincial life will change...
Everyday... (yup, watch out... it's another musical score!)
"Little town, It's a quiet village
Ev'ry day Like the one before
Little town, Full of little people
Waking up to say: Bonjour!Bonjour!
Bonjour! Bonjour! Bonjour!
There goes the baker with his tray, like always
The same old bread and rolls to sell
Ev'ry morning just the same
Since the morning that we came
To this poor provincial town
Baker:Good Morning, Belle!
Belle:Good morning, Monsieur.
Baker:And where are you off to, today?
Belle:The bookshop. I just finished the most wonderful story
About a beanstalk and an ogre and a -
Baker:That's nice. Marie! The baguettes!Hurry up!
Townsfolk:Look there she goes that girl is strange, no question
Dazed and distracted, can't you tell?
Woman:Never part of any crowd
Man:'Cause her head's up on some cloud
Townsfolk:No denying she's a funny girl that Belle
Man I:Bonjour!
Woman I:Good day!
Man I:How is your fam'ly?
Woman 2:Bonjour!
Man 2:Good day!
Woman 2:How is your wife?
Woman 3:I need six eggs!
Woman 4:That's too expensive!
Belle:There must be more than this provincial life!
Bookseller:Ah, Belle.
Belle:Good morning, sir. I've come to return the book I borrowed.
Bookseller:Finished already?
Belle:Oh, I couldn't put it down. Have you got anything new?
Bookseller: Not since yesterday.
Belle:That's all right. I'll borrow . . . . this one!
Bookseller: That one? But you've read it twice!
Belle:Well, it's my favorite! Far off places, daring swordfights, magic spells, a prince in disguise -
Bookseller:If you like it all that much, it's yours!
Belle:But sir!
Bookseller:I insist.
Belle:Thank you. Thank you very much!
Townsfolk:Look there she goes that girl is so peculiar
I wonder if she's feeling well
With a dreamy, far-off look, And her nose stuck in a book
What a puzzle to the rest of us is Belle
Belle:Oh, isn't this amazing? It's my fav'rite part because --- you'll see
Here's where she meets Prince Charming, But she won't discover that it's him 'til chapter three!
Woman:Now it's no wonder that her name means "Beauty"
Her looks have got no parallel
Shopkeeper:But behind that fair facade I'm afraid she's rather odd
Man:Very diff'rent from the rest of us
Townsfolk:She's nothing like the rest of us
Yes, diff'rent from the rest of us is Belle!"
-Beauty and the Beast
There must be more than this provincial life! Just the way to sum up all my feelings... 32, and still believing in fairy tales...
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