The worst part of the tropical storm is over. It has been 2 days of chaos at my aunt's house... She complains for everything, fights for everything and has been too nervous and driving me crazy. Well, all of us managed not to kill each other. I am feeling terrible, seems I've got a fever plus some magical bonuses... I just wanna go to the peace & quiet of my home. I hope it didnt get flooded, that would be a greater headache.

Setito has been misbehaving. He has not allowed me to sleep. I'm on the edge of doing kitty sushi... Grrr... Isis has been the oppossite, looking for me beying her lovely loyal self.

Had a fight with Groundelette thanks to her Fabio deals. I am getting sick and tired of a guy that wont eat and wont let her eat, plus that calls me names without knowing me. I have every right to tease him, after all I am not insulting him just bothering him which is enough for me. It is anoying that I pay for the phone yet I am the last one to know it's been used. I have been nice and polite about it, joking around the truth taking people's feelings into consideration BUT I am tired of being goody goody miss Tolerance. I was taught ever since I was small to ASK before taking, even to do so when I wanted juice from the fridge in MY house. I get VERY upset when my ownership is desecrated by disrespectful ignorance. I TRY to understand youth, but it is all simply too appalling. What is so WRONG with young people today? What is so wrong about courtesy and manners and consideration and respect? Example: If I turn off all lights while someone is chatting on the net, what should be the course of action? My mind thinks: She will get that we should ALL go to sleep. Her mind seems to get: Cool! Up all night chatting! At last the Internet is for myself! Yayyy! Hmmm... I understand the feeling of having to wait around for using a ohone or the net... I understand the craving to chat, I used to chat nonstop like 15 years ago... But, but, BUT... Check mails, post blog, chat an hour if you know that the computer you are using is not yours, if you know you must use a phone line which is the only means of communication with the outside world, and finally, go to sleep when everyone else does!

Reality check: I login to browse stuff for the wedding during weekdays, and to check my mail. I stop by 10pm because I have to get up at 6am to go to WORK. Same with Groundel. If I stay on Friday logged on from 5pm to 3am is ok because there is NO work the next day. I have been tolerating lights after 10pm, chat after 12pm, and it's simply not funny. The cats make enough noise to add to it. I am not like Groundel who can sleep in plain sunlight... I need TOTAL DARKNESS to sleep. I mentioned this a few weeks ago... and it fell on deaf ears... Plus I am target of comments about being online from my arrival to my sleep... Hellooooo! If I want to be online 24/7 is MY business, I pay for the phone! And the bill always go over a hundred. So, I stick my tongue out of my mouth to you people! Grow up! And if you cannot take jokes or advises, well, fuck you!

Fabio: An asswipe that feigns ignorance and takes complete advantage of Groundelette's gullible willingness... His so called big problems are laughable. He wants to die but faints at the sight of blood, PLUS he is protestant yet continuously dares God patence stating he wants to die... Don't you know that is no joke, especially to God? Just thinking about it is a sin... And you go to church and act as if you had true faith... Only on the holy days of the week of course Que bueno es predicar la moral en calzoncillos! The same "religious" guy swears all the time and calls every woman even if they have never met him a bitch. Mister, do you KNOW the true meaning of the word BITCH? It is not pretty, it is not nice to call a lady a bitch, and it is completely disrespectful and denigrating to any woman. I am older than you, I can easily spank you, but I fear then you might like it! I joke and have an attitude, but I have been studying all my life, I have a bachelor's degree, a master's degree, training courses, and other studies because I felt like it. I am a professional, and in my job noone can complain about my services. And I may not be an active catholic but I do have a code of honor for which I live, I believe in God and try to make Him smile EVERYDAY. Soooo... What can you say about yourself, puppy? This bitch can take you anytime and destroy you if she wanted to. So I suggest you get the true facts about who you decide to mess with... And take the facts like a MAN. To close, your playing with Groundelette leaves much to say about you, coward. Same about your trying to simply avoid me. What you have to fear? I am truth. And I fear nothing.

Breathe in, breathe out...

Groundelette: I can say Absolutely No Regrets because I am very transparent and I do give many chances. I expect a 21 year old that can think beyond surfaces. So you better grow up and get to that place. "Nuff said.

Breath in, breathe out...

Groundel: I expect YOU to be a MAN as well... Gosh, there seems to be a lack of true men around! I have no place for cowards and I am fed up with having to do things by myself and to simply fight the WORLD all by myself. Especially when I am right. Especially when I give everything to everyone around me, with plenty of love and hope. "Nuff said.

Coriolis: Where in Hell are you, Carmen Sandiego? Damn!

I am pissed, sleepy, mad, angry, and by the complete quorum... simply bitchy.

10-4

Tropical storm Jeanne will give a slight blink as any good genie would, and will pass quickly and swiftly, leaving much rain on her way. Great, more rain… And the forecast says it will be around 9 inches of rain, so… flood alerts… Gee, we don’t even need tropical storms and there are floods (like last week around the old highway between SanGermán and CaboRojo… Every piece of earth within the isle is saturated with water, so… its almost like a hurricane type 1 –2 will strike us… Jeanne, always making mischief to get her master’s attention… Seems Ivan the Terrible left his genie sealed in the bottle for too long, and she wants revenge! Buahahahah!
No, not in drugs… LOL I am naturally tripping and insine… Kapish?

So… Last night was too tired to do anything, so just had fun browsing the net for the perfect elven ring, and for my aunt’s attire (still going)… Today I went to RUM and solved things quickly… Ah, mostly the big problems there at the pieces in front of the keyboard, and cannot replace those! ;)

Everyone is getting ready for floods and so, its almost as if a hurricane were about to hit. Everyone is alert and cranky and in expectation… Will the Gobe give the day free tomorrow? The world may never know…
I may be going to San Juan on Friday to attend a meeting. God answered my prayers and a client will force the administration to make a travel over to Area Metro, so I can join… I cannot travel that far with my car, it is about to RIP unless it gets some sugar, and I cannot do that until December… Sooooo…. It is all a matter of finding ways to solve little problems and go on.

Enough about natural catastrophes and work… or at least about work. I think Michita still has parasites, so I will have to go through Phase 2 of Attack of the Worms tonight… and exterminate them! (the parasites, NOT the kitties!) :) at least she looks much more alive, reacting and running and prancing happily around the house. Ah, so maternal, running loose with the kiddies… And Cyric FINALLY began to eat solid food, so it’s another headache that ends. He was worrying me, since he would keep on stalking Michita for milk and would not even approach the plates. I had to bribe him into discovering the wonders of a plate that wont move, with milk that wont run away LOL And then it all hit him "Hey… I don’t have to stalk this food!" Poor Cyric, he is a bit of a moron… but he’s cute. The new problem is that both Cyric and Kyonne are getting fond of using the comforter to pee… which makes me want to kill them… but they will get the point of the litter after they lern the meaning of the word NO.

Gotta show Groundelette how to make the centerpieces for the pumpkin charriots. That will be one of the things to do tonight… Need to start putting together the invitations as well. And need to check ebay to see if I got to sell something. Money money money is all you need…

The A/C is too high, getting sleepy and freezing to death. I need to get some earplugs, the noise from the servers is making me deaf.

10-4

Borrowed this questionnaire from Vero... Yup, that bored... ;)

01. Di algo para comenzar: Estoy rodeada de idiotas…
02. ¿Qué hora es?: 7:30PM
03. ¿Qué hora te gustaría que fuese?: 12 AM, Witching Hour Buahahahahahah
04. ¿A qué edad has tenido tu primera relación?: Los extraterrestres me llevaron por muchos meses y no recuerdo nada…
05. Di algo que te gustaría poseer en estos momentos: Una casa con 4 cuartos, family, kittyroom, sala, comedor, cocina, 3 baños, laundry, hunting ground, mini-theater, gaming room, piscina y una Harley. En el patio una hermosa pareja de Rotties muy muy malos, y adentro mis 7 gatos. Ah, y por supuesto, comida en la alacena. LOL
06. ¿A quién sodomizarías en estos momentos?: Hmmm… Lista larga…
07. Di uno de tus fetiches: Bodybuilders con tatuajes de espalda completa y piercings en cejas y nariz… Tipo genio… Miauuuuuuuuuuuuu!
08. ¿Qué estás escuchando en estos momentos?: Bat Out of Hell de Meatloaf
09. Di tres cosas que hagas regularmente: Hacer planes para mi vida, surfear E-bay, escribir
10. ¿A quién le harías sexo oral?: Ewwwwwwwwww
11. ¿Te has desnudado alguna vez en público?: Y darle ese placer a la gente? Nah!
12. ¿De quiénes te gustaría ser el hijo bastardo?: John Lennon, LaoMa
13. Descríbete a tí mismo: Mercurial, creativa, terca, innovadora, soñadora, surreal, egocentrista, narcisista, trabajadora, estofona, perfeccionista, jodona, peleona, dominante
14. Di otra cosa a tu elección: No tengo la culpa de ser diferente
15. Baila SOBRE alguien que esté en tu lista de amigos: Yo no bailo
16. Baila CON alguien que esté en tu lista de amigos una canción a tu elección: eh… Yo no bailo Kapish?
17. ¿Cómo te gustaría que sea tu funeral?: Música movida, ropa negra de encaje, mucha comida.. Estilo funeral de jíbaros… con todo y lechón asao
18. ¿A casa de cuál de tus contactos irías a comer grátis regularmente?: Coriolis… LOL Siempre me invita a comer a Fudrockers :D
19. Sácate un moco y pégaselo a alguno de tus contactos en la punta de la nariz!: LOL Groundelette Look out!
20. ¿En qué pose te sacarías una foto porno?: No creo en el porno
21. ¿De qué canción harías un videoclip y cómo sería éste?: De "Palabras más, palabras menos" de Los Rodríguez… Me imagino pantalla negra con líricas de la cancion flotando etéreamente…
22. ¿Con quién y en dónde te fumarías un porro de marihuana?: No creo en las drogas
23. ¿A quiénes le darías una patada en el culo?: Wow! De gratis? LOL
24. ¿A quién le quemarías la casa?: Que feo. A nadie.
25. ¿A quién decapitarías con una motosierra?: Hmmm… Trilogy, Look Out!
26. ¿Con las cabezas de quién te gustaría decorar tu habitación?: LOL Para hacer mucho vudú…
27. ¿A quién le darías lástima porque no tienes amigos y no eres popular?: A toda la sociedad? Mucha gente piensa eso… Y total, no me interesa tener fan club ni me interesa tener muchos amigos. Los que tengo son exactamente los que necesito, y van a estar ahí siempre.
28. Si fueses una prenda de vestir, qué serías?: Un corsé victoriano violeta
29. Si fueses una criatura inexistente, qué serías?: un ave fénix
30. Di algo para finalizar: Derrota, qué derrota?

:P

On Saturday had to go fetch the choker at Ponce. Since I had no money for nothing else, there were specials everywhere, especially at my favorite gothic store… Grrrrrr… So, we went back home, passed by auntie and then some seriuos surfing until 3am.

On Sunday, woke up around 12. Felt like continuing the scrapbook I’m putting together for the wedding. So, did serious scrapbooking until 10:30 PM. Nonstop paper mayhem… I was so concentrated I even skipped lunch! Damn! Well, finised the 1974-1992 part on the grooms side. Now, starting the groom’s family side. I hope I can finish it by this next weekend.

Groundelette has been developing some manual skills doing feathery stuff. She’s starting to get really good at it. Who knows, maybe if she puts her mind to it, she can do that for a living. Handling feathers should come naturally, after all, Fabio falls in that cathegory! LOL ;)

I’m tired, achy, and stressed. Dyed my hair as it was too faded. And no, I couldn’t do my roots. Damnit! People keep saying "but you have roots"… well, duh! But my bleached hair aint faded no more. I never care for roots. Whatever. Besides, I’m doing the roots in 2 weeks. Wanted to allow breathing room for my scalp, don’t want to go for the Stone Cold look yet.

Ah, I was really LMFAO hysterically while reading Vero’s misadventures… So she discovered tangible PROOF that AVO IS GAY!!! I knew it! I knew he would give in to the Dark Side! I knew it was a matter of time! Yayyyyyyyyyyyy!!! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! May the light shine forever!!!! Hahahahahahah Tag! You are it!!!

Gotta find the seamstress so the final touches for the bridesmaids are taken care for. And gotta see who can do the friggin cake. Two or three small details, and the 2 big murals and everything should be at least decent. :)
Ahhhh, after all this I will focus on the business plan for the 2 businesses I want to create. One of them gotta make it next year… But that is another story.

10-4

The Greatest Show on Earth open its doors once more, featuring amazing acts and incredible ordeals! Come on in, and discover exotic animals, human plants and walking pillows! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee! Lucky for us, the hurricane went west and away from the little island… 2 out of 2… Frances and Ivan are gone, I wonder if this luck will keep going? Puerto Rico is in no shape to withstand a hurricane, yesterday it was raining cats and dogs and there were floods EVERYWHERE. So imagine a hurricane…

Work: The same. Today will be a manifestation because of opposition to the reclassifications… The Union lacks good leaders and it all may flop, but whatever… They’ll do so at midday, and asked everyone to come dressed in black. Awwwwww, my dream comes true!!! Many Jedi’s roaming the place.

Friends: Turmoils on some lands, some people REALLY hate me (Yes!) and others cannot help but praise me (Heheheh). But overall things are quiet, mellow…

Groundelette and her Fabio crush are driving me nuts. Maybe that’s why I have this allergy, so many peaches make me sick? LOL At least they are talking to each other. I hope the asswipe gets to realize what a great gal she is, and makes an effort to try having something more than friendship with her. Under the scope… In the meanwhile been keeping her busy with house chores. Yesterday she did an almost perfect cleanup. Yayyyyyy!!!

Groundel is the same, working, trying to study. He gotta get a student loan to help with wedding expenses and to bring his mommy from NewJersey. We’ll keep that under the scope too…

Coriolis have been with some brainy issues lately. He’s discovered that he is half human after all and that sucks. LOL Anyway, taking into account the “ am alone in the world” “lone wolf" speeches, I would say that perhaps frustration is taking the best of him, … I know how he feels and it is a pity to say this but he had to go through all he has gone trough in matters of love so he discovered he has feelings and should be unafraid to show them. If he had this knowledge so many years ago in a galaxy far away, perhaps WE could have worked things out. But the lone wolf was very stubborn and closed to himself, selfish and intolerant. And still is, but only one thing is different: now he KNOWS he has feelings. Even if it bothered you, I am glad you have been going to that little brainy phase thanks to the unknown named lady. It reminded you that you are alive and that perhaps there are some things more important than logic. :) Oh yes, this is a late reaction to the questions because I was sleeping by the time, and it took me two days to analyze what I could remember. LOL Alzheimer…

HouseHunt: Looking for a bigger place at the same low price, sort of. Gotta be with 3-4 rooms and in a civilized area… no dwelling in the mountains, I’m a city slicker. Got two places, one for 275 and the other for 400… Gonna take a look, but still looking. If I can get the 275 that will be the winner. Lower than what I pay now and 3 rooms. And the 7 kitties will live happily too. :)

Wedding Stuff: Sent message to the bridal party so they know where we are and what needs to be done. Xladydeath has been helping a-lot with the invitations, so they may come out by Saturday. I am halfway with the centerpieces, and expect to have them done by tomorrow night. Gotta get the vases for the flower arrangements, may do so on Saturday since I’m going to Ponce hopefully with the right crew. Gotta get the last necklace, do some mystery shopping and then go to the bridal stuff place. Maybe some sightseeing afterwards, who knows, depends on budget and mood.

That’s about it for now. Peace and break a leg!

10-4

It seems Hurricane Ivan will allow us to brathe a little and will just go straight ahead to the Dominican republic, Haiti, cuba and even Florida… Rain is in the menu for tomorrow… Damn, Florida is really, REALLY screwed up! Two hurricanes in a row! My honeymoon is supposed to be there, but I dunno… if this hurricane season remains so active, I may have to skip that as well. Better safe than sorry…

I am not so angry but only a bit mad to keep my status as Mad Witch ;) And I am commanding everyone around me so things get done fast and effectively. I made a budget of sorts, and if I manage to survive untill December, next year things may look up in that aspect. I hope my car holds on until January, so I can fix everything it has by then.

Looking for a project/housing for Michi’s family core. Hopefully they will get the 3-room apartment. If not they’ll have to look in Hormigueros project, or check other options.

I love my apartment and I hope to stay there… I may look into the Rio Cristal option and if I like the place and the pricing is lower and makes sense…THEN try to see if we can move there… After all, from studio to 3-roomed house is much better! I need the look-feel of space and order. I hate everything so crowded, even if I do take good advantage of the little space I have. J


Here is a simple questionnaire... Why not?

BASICS…
name = Kymill
piercings = ears, someday nose and bellybutton ;)
tattoos = none for now
height = 5'5
shoe size = 12
boot size= 13
hair color = black, unnanutaral red, unnatural violet, unnatural orange
siblings = edny, tricia, joseluis,luisfelipe

LAST...
movie you rented = hmmm… Pitch Black
movie you bought = not movie, Season 3 Xena
song you listened to = Palabras más, palabras menos (Los Rodríguez)
song that was stuck in your head = theme from Chicago… "They had it coming"
cd you bought = Last Samurai
cd you listened to = Celtic Songs collection
person you've called = edny
person that's called you = coriolis
tv show you've watched = What Not To Wear
person you were thinking of = trilogy

DO...
you have a crush on someone = Crushed? Always.
you wish you could live somewhere else = Yup
you think about suicide = Nope. Applying suicide to others, yup.
you believe in online dating = Not anymore
others find you attractive = Who can resist me? I’m a goddess!
you want more piercings = Yes, yes, yes
you like cleaning = Yes, I’m very tidy.
you like roller coasters = Hell No!
you write in cursive or print = love my cursive writing, beautiful Spanish letters

FOR OR AGAINST...
long distance relationships = been there, done that, didn’t believe, didn’t work
using someone = NEVER, completely against my code of honor
suicide = AGAINST suicide is for losers
killing people = AGAINST let them kill themselves
teenage smoking = AGAINST smoking brings cancer, plus more pollution… we are doomed…
driving drunk = AGAINST start by just drinking being a dumb thing to do…
gay/lesbian relationships = Whatever rocks your boat
soap operas = AGAINST they are always insulting people’s intelligence plus give a completely distorted expectation of life especially to bratty femmes who expect porince charming to chose them after having a thousand and one affairs…

HAVE YOU...
ever cried over a girl = yes
ever cried over a boy = yes
ever lied to someone = No. And sometimes that’s my biggest problem…
ever been in a fist fight = What!
ever been arrested = Never. I am extremely Lawful

WHAT...
shampoo do you use = Head&Shoulders, GenericMatrix
shoes do you wear = Pleasers and HotTopic
are you scared of = People’s Ignorance

NUMBER...
of times I have been in love? = 4
of times I have had my heart broken? = 100+
of hearts I have broken? = 4
of girls I have kissed? = 0
of boys I have kissed? = 6
of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = 2
of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = LOL I wish I could have that kind of promotion…
of scars on my body? = 2
of things in my past that I regret? = ABSOLUTELY NO REGRETS

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
pretty – DUH, I am a goddess, remember?
funny - Nope
hot – Sometimes
friendly – Not really.
amusing – Maybe, for elves only
ugly – An ogre would think that… They are plain stupid
loveable – Awwwwwww…
caring – Too much
sweet – and sour…
dorky – Im a techie and a nerd, duh!

PERSON WHO LAST
Slept in your bed: Crowito
Saw you cry: Crowito
Made you cry: Mistrita when she died
You went to the movies with: Groundel, Mike and Michi
Sent you an email: Too much SPAM

HAVE YOU EVER...?
Said "I love you" and meant it?: ALWAYS
Gone out in public in your pajamas: YUP
Cried during a movie: YUP
Ever at anytime owned new kids on the block stuff: I hated Menudo, soy that’s it for boy bands…
Planned your week based on the TV Guide: Oh, years ago, in a galaxy far away! LMFAO!
Been on stage: Yes, both creating and performing. I should have been an actress, scenographer or something…
Been to New York: Hell no!
Canada: Someday
Wished you were the opposite sex: I was in my past life, a male pirate
What time is it now?: Boring afternoon
Apples or bananas?: Hmm… Apples. Bananas have too much sugar…
Blue or red?: RED! FLAMES! FIRE! PASSION! ARIES!
Walmart or target?: If there was a Target in PR, that would be my choice… but being realistic… Walmart
Spring or Fall?: SPRING, BEGINNINGS, REBORN, ARIES.
What are you gonna do after you finish this?: Keep making my list for my so called wedding
What was the last meal? EggRoll and Sphagetti Chef Boyardee…
Are you bored?: DUH
Last noise you heard?: Stupid computer
Last smell you sniffed?: Lemonade
Last time you went out of state/province?: January, to Texas to see Daddy

FRIENDS/LOVE
Do you believe in love at first sight?: No
Do you want children one day & if so, how many?: Adopt? Yes. How many? 6. Adopted so we can play nonstop roleplaying games 24/7 Buahahahahah!
Most important thing to you in a friendship is: TRUST

OTHER INFO
Criminal record?: NONE thankuverymuch
Do you speak any other languages?: English-Spanish… may start with French soon
Last book you read: The Vampire Armand by Anne Rice
Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom?: My Anne rice book collection, my AD&D collection, my CDs collection, my weird hair extensions collection, my S&M collections, my Living Dead Dolls and Spawn and Xena figures collection, my XenaWP-WonderWoman-V-CaptainHarlock-Scifi Video-DVD collections, my dragon posters and dragon figures and dragon mural, my 7 kitties… need I go on?
Thing you dislike about yourself the most: Growing Up
Worst feeling in the world: Betrayal
Who you love: Family, friends, kitties and dragons
Who you miss: Trilogy

YOU
Nickname(s): kymill, vierna, blaze, deirdre, hivequeen,pompa
Initials: VRC
How old do you look?: 25
How old do you act?: 8?
Glasses/Contacts: both
Braces: no need, perfect teeth…
Do you have any pets?: Isis, Crow, Kyonnene, Kali, set, Michita, Cyric, Kyone2, Mistrita
You get embarrassed: Nope. I know myself too well to be embarassed.
What makes you happy?: Creating
What upsets you?: Injustice and Lies

FINISH THE SENTENCE:
I Love to... stare at myself in any shiny surface
I Miss... Kyonenne and Mistra
I Wish... I studied plastic arts or scenography
I Hope... that someday mankind is destroyed so elves, dwarves and halflings can live in harmony
I'm Annoyed by... pushy ignorant stupid people
I Am... almost perfect
I Want to Be... acnowledged as the powerful entity I am
I Would Never... betray my friends
I'd Rather... surf the Net
I Am Tired of... being a techie
I Will Always be... true to myself, insane, wicked, chaotic, opinionated, sassy, passionate, innocent, dreamer, fighter, seeker… a Dream to some but a Nightmare to others!

HAVE YOU EVER?
Thought you were going to die: Yup
Wanted to Run away: Always
Flunked a grade: Hell no! I’m a nerd, remember?
Skipped a grade: Helloooo!!! Are you deaf?

10-4

Bridesmaids royal blue & white dresses arrived. They are gorgeous! I am speaking to the seamstress to make boleros for them, with the scarves they came with. And I'm looking for the perfect necklace-earring combos.

Tailcoats are still in process, but should arrive in 2 more weeks.

Groundel is risking a no at the altar... Let's see if his daring pays off.

Trilogy is still in the thinking process and I fear that his little black notebook is in growth... which makes me uneasy, some... His requests are plainly unfair as it all goes to his side, not a 50-50. We'll see what the outcome will be when my scout goes to get the truth. I will trust my scout's decision, even if I don't like it. Hey, it is the voice of my living Jimminy Cricket after all!

Human males... Cannot live with them... thinking of living without them... Maybe I should get me another elf... Nah! :)

AVO has a nice collection of songs in his blog. I hope this buddy gets what he deserves, his heart is solid gold. And yes, get a nice shave, YOU NEED IT MR.BEAR! ;)

Coriolis PROMISED to pass by this weekend... Ahem... We'll see...

Lucinda passed by the other day with Big Orc and Einstein. Pizza Pizza!! Yummy! Although my tummy was not up for it... Vomiting the whole day Thursday and tummy trouble on Friday... Someone wants me to vanish or something? Apendicitis? I hope not! That would be worst than Ivan coming our way! Damnit!

10-4

Sometimes good times are just memories that are so far away that they fade into oblivion… I think that there aint much to do, there aint much to say… I am too angry and too ballistic to decide right now, but all my senses are telling me one fact that is irreversible and irrefutable: This is wrong. And my incstinct has never failed me. Groundel is just full of crap. And I am fed up of that crap. I am fed up on having so many responsabilities and so little consideration from everyone around me, especially him. I am fed up with being the “miracle doer” when problems arise, standing all by myself. I am fed up with being patient, and positive, and believing. I am fed up with having to pass as a “pendeja” just because… I am fed up.

Today I scream to the world I AM FED UP!!!!
Today I reclaim my old me, I change my name to Blaze Darkstream and I re-iniate my endless fight against injustice and evil!
Today I stand all over the little people, and embrace whom I am without any fear.
Today I see my true self, and I cry of joy at the realization that the more something changes, the more it stays the same. I have changed much, but the same stays:
I am in love with myself, first.
I am in love with my endless quest for justice.
I enjoy helping everyone, anytime.
I give much more than I have, expecting nothing.
I am a believer of truth, honor, courage, and valor.
I am a believer of faith.
I am a dreamer on a chaotic land.
I am a feminist in a macho-infested world.
I am free to do as I want, as I believe, as I know is right.
I have not been scared, but cautious. I am tired of caution. Aries is not about caution, but action. And I intend to act, no matter what.
I am enraged, yes… I am mad, yes… But since this rage and madness has been lingering for a long time, it is in truth a releasing experience in which I let go of false prophets and ideas. It is time for truth. I am fed up with lies.
I want truth! I am true, to my friends and to my loves, so I demand TRUTH.
In TRUTH shall I rest in peace, and arise as the vengeful spirit I am.

I am fed up with society and conformity.
I am fed up with being taken for granted.
I am fed up with swallowing lies and lies and lies.
I am fed up with staleness.

As William Wallace once screamed before dying and being dismembered: “FREEEEDDOOOOOOOOOOOM!!!!!!”

Quote the raven “Nevermore”

10-4

Tale as old as time
True as it can be
Barely even friends Then somebody bends
Unexpectedly

Just a little change
Small to say the least
Both a little scared Neither one prepared
Beauty and the Beast

Ever just the same
Ever a surprise
Ever as before Ever just as sure
As the sun will rise

Tale as old as time
Tune as old as song
Bitter sweet and strange Finding you can change
Learning you were wrong

Certain as the sun
Rising in the east
Tale as old as time
Song as old as rhyme
Beauty and the Beast

Tale as old as time
Song as old as rhyme

Beauty and the beast...

Sad... Some things can't change, others can change, others stale... The history of my life... Ah, whatever...
Frances hurricane will leave some winds and rain, but I don't expect much to happen. Acaban de decir que mañana gobierno no trabaja... Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Again, sad... Thinking of what could have been but wasn't...
Thinking of the One...
Thinking of the endless memories...
Thinking of the eternal promises...
Corn pops and milk...
Anarky and world domination...
Flames of Blaze consuming a vampyr...
The Age of Innocense...
16 years have passed, yet some things go beyong human count, beyond the realms of Dreaming, beyond hope...
Nonsense that means everything...
Danger... Dreaming... Lessons... Growth... Pain...
I shall go back to the shadows were I belong...

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7:30 AM The phone rings. I heard nothing. But Groundel did. He picks up and then he starts swearing after he hangs up. I wake up asking what's wrong. He said that this freaking guy called saying something wrong with the system blah blah. I get up to get dressed. He asks why. I said... Ugh... not a joke, we ARE working today. I must go to my office.

LOL He thought the guy was joking! OMG! I ran to my office and fix the small problems. And I am waiting until 10AM so if nothing else is wrong I shall depart... I am here, sitting in my office, bored as hell, VERY sleepy since I was up until 4AM looking for bairgains at ebay for needful stuff for the wedding. I am VERY sleepy, VERY tired... and the day promises to be frigging long! Going to take Groundelette to give more resumes, gonna take Kyo and Michi and Cyric to the vet in the late afternoon. And gotta finish the invitations tonight, plus do some scrapbooking. Yup, long day... Guess I wont be able to watch What Not To Wear tonight (my fav show of this season).

Gotta try to see if frigging Fabio passes by, so he gets some words from me. Asswipe. Groundelette should play pin the tail to the donkey with him. Grrrr...

Gonna try getting 1 of the 3 little thinguies I love so much at HT, my fav spot in the mall... Ok, my ONLY spot in the mall... I surrender! LOL

AVO sent me this hilarious link to a kitty video about a fishy song LMFAO!!!! I spent more than half and hour laughing! Thanks, Joe, needed the good laugh! :)

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Trilogy called today. Says the usual... Some emotion in his voice, but I just cannot believe him. It is as I say, actions speak louder than words. He may have/feel all the love in the world, but love doesnt pay bills, get a house or feed hunger. And he is still his lazyself... Can't expect him to change overnight, can I? He is starting school on the 30th, Tourism... at least that is something... I sincerely hope he can achieve that, so he can put to good use the hagling skills he has, and his vampiric charm. He may have all the good intentions, and he may actually be trying to do something, after the last 15 years... but I simply cannot sit and wait any longer. If he is to be with me, I put our destiny in Fate's hands. All I can do is keep going with my life... Until our lives can truly be joined... Someday.

Coriolis, Missing In Action... AGAIN.

Lucinda... Asleep by now.

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Understandable? Reprehensible?

Ah! Ok, so I am trying to understand and reason WHY, WHY, WHY and I repeat WHY men cannot (or will not) make up their minds? Groundelette is having some trouble with her Fabio. Sheeesh, the guy HAS a gf up there in the big land of the American Dream and is uhhhh and ahhhh sighting for her, but he is over here in the Land of the Lost... hanging out with Groundelette all the time, calling her all the time and commanding her as if she were his gf... WTFk?? And if she aint around to answer him or listen to him he gets all emotionally irrationally cranky... Ahhh, but he says she is like a sister to him... Yeah, right! It is convenient for a guy to have a disposable do-it-all around while trying to keep the "faithful" frame with his gf... If the lass can be called that... Fabio is a vain, egotistical, absent minded, dumb, macho-type guy... If you ask me, he is a LOSER! He has PLENTY to learn from life, he thinks he is so important he makes me laugh. And he treats Groundelette like doggy's poo. I say down with the bastard. He doesn't deserve your heart, girl! Castration! Vindication by punishment! He needs a reality check, and oh-boy... Do I feel like giving him just that!

Trying to fix some loose ends... Grrrrrrrr!!!

THE INCREDIBLY STUPID THINGS MEN DO...

AHHHHH! After reading NoShelll's rant one can only say that men can be the lowest scum alive. Why is it that so much self-sacrifice and faith and trust can be disposed off as simple as disposing off a used Kleenex? Ok... not ALL men are alike, but the few exceptions are halbreeds, not plainly human... or not human at all! Of the men I've know... Coriolis would be an exception because of his elvish ways, and AVO because of his half-gnomish bi-polar ways... But Trilogy was as self-absorved and cowardly unreliable as most men... And even Groundel can fall in that description... He's still working his way out of my humble opinion...

Why is it so hard for most men to simply stick to their logical truth? I mean... If you have something going on with someone, give the all or give nothing... Trust all or nothing... Believe all or simply walk away. Why get involved when they know they have their hearts set in something else... Or maybe just that they follow the crowd stronger than they could ever follow one lonesome love... even if it's the love of all times... the big soulmate... the One! There are many ways to cheat, besides the obvious most common male cheating... Leaving your girl for your friends, putting your girl down, leaving her second-third-fourth-or last place... Cheatig is a state of mind that involves much and always ends with destruction of trust, therefore destruction of faith, therefore destruction of the basis of love... And rebuilding THAT is almost impossible... Almost...

Rebuilding can take forever. It can consume everything, leaving only silence and stillness if not memory and pain... Endless hope can survive, but only in stasis and as an ideal.

Blaze Darkstream and Dorin Singlestar danced forever in the real story. The vampire in him ended up consuming and corrupting Blaze's soul. She received the dark kiss, and although darkness embraced her, the story had a bittersweet ending. The lovers would always belong, in life, unlife... living scourned... Ravenloft is the demiplane that is everywhere and nowhere at the same time... And its rapture is a beautiful, alluring emptiness filled with pulsing warm blood.

Candence and Mascom found each other in different realms, a cat and mouse chase that was neverending... I wonder...

Lyoness laughs at all and goes on, reaping her harvest of despair and madness. Yes, my job is done... The little people shall always feed my deity needs with their nameless actions and innocent deeds... Chaos is orderly misplaced in the worlds after all...

Kill the BEAST! Kill the BEAST!

The threshold between right and wrong is pain.
-His Holiness the Dalai Lama, Imagine All the People

Ah! At work, stressed... How strange huh? No system, and seems it will stay like that for a whole day. No comments... Tired, been trying to find a dress for Nilsa and Gladys, but nothing shows up... Seems Royal Blue is a weird color for nice garments... Grrrr...

Whatever...

What a long day... Been trying to sleep, then trying to finish some carriages, then trying to finish some letters, then back again to trying to sleep... Then since I just couldnt I just had to hook in the net... Ahhhh... Headache!
Watching Rose Red for the 6th time... Planning world conquest for the 130th time...
Not much to say today. Still sad about Mistrita... Cyric and Kyonne2 seems ok... and groooooowing...
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I am sad for little Mistra. I gave the 3 babies and Michita a wormer to be certain they had no parasites. Turns out they did have, Michita and the boys had only a few. But Mistra was overloaded... She had more than 10 worms. I read that roundworms affect growth and may cause brain damage. So taking out the worms affected her, completely. She started shivering and jumping as a muscle reaction. Then her limbs started to paralyze. She struggled until the end. Her eyes stayed fixed, but I know she was looking... and I know she felt love around her, until the end.

Coriolis has been blue too. Work and everything else... LOL Don't you just HATE when the mix happens, big old Elf?

Lucinda is alive, the kids are ok.

Groundelette got some papers, fulfilled a Mission but still a long way to go to complete the Quest! Do not get discouraged now!

Groundel started college classes... So days are going faster each second...

And I have been working and working and working as the workaholic brat I am...

Hope things get better... Although my only complaint is Mistra's demise... But having her in a comatose state was worst... We humans tend to attach ourselves too much to our furry companions, almost forgetting that sometimes all the love in the world just ain't enough... Ah... Whatever...

Me... Turning into a bunny with the veggie-fruit new addiction. LOL Getting some energy out of vitamins, and feeling much better. The sugar is not so sky-rocketed, still a long way to go to reach the goal BUT in the process. Yes, I am doing something about that, thank-you. :)

Got someone who may be able to do the castle-cake I wanted after all... Yay! And got someone to cover the catering at a very fair price, second Yay! :) Now, I hope that mommy helps out on the money matters by the 30th...

Must sleep... Work 2morrow... Although I may take it easy, as half the people will go to an activity at Hatillo... Whatever...

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Mystrita died yesterday, at 9:00 PM. Poison, brain damage... she was already pretty much gone... Struggling to keep the body alive... Perhaps feeling helplessly trapped in a body that wouldn't respond... The vet couldn't do much... I felt pretty helpless as well... Watching her go was another difficult task... I still can't believe it... Just 2 days ago she was crawling up my arm, cuddling in my neck... Quiet Mystra... The one that was shy, silent, the good girl... And as the song says, only the good die young...

Mystrita June 19 - August 18
May you rest in peace, in Kitty Heaven...
We will meet again.
Give Kyonene my love...
And be certain I love you as much.

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Friday the 13th, so this witch could not miss the chance to write. I'm surrounded with black kitties and got plenty of ill luck to spare! ;)
What I've been doing? Working, working, working... This week I've done enough to go home and just go to sleep. I am so friggin tired!
Groundelette still has no direction or job... Had a talk with her and hopefully she will get one in 2 weeks following my supercalifragilistic plan. Wish her luck, she needs it. Too shy, shy... She needs an injection of Braveheart and Conan and a brew of gomibayas...
Groundel is trying to control his anger, so Hulk doesn't appear to mess things up a little further. Good. So after a week of stormy weathers, the waters are calm, if not completely still.
No sign of Trilogy. RIP
Have same problems with my stupid phone, so cannot login at home... Crappy!!!! Lost an important bid thanks to this... ARGHHHHH!!!!
Anyway... Salutations to everyone... Hey, Joe, I have not forgotten about you!!!! :) And Kara and Vero, I'll get the blogs updates on the weekend... cannot read at work... Shouldn't be writing at all! LOL Oh, well...
Gotta go...
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Saturday, finally got a break to write. This week went too fast too furious for me... I'm deeply sad but it is ok... I guess... It doesn't really matters.

Michita and the kids are doing great.

Groundel and Groundelette doing great too.

Trilogy as depressed as I am, a bit more disturbing though...

Coriolis as deep as ever in his new alter ego: Buffito!

No work this week... sort of vacation... sort of getting things together...

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This lunch hour is sooooo lame... Got no money to go eat, and I have a great headache... At least the day is going fast. Went to Aguadilla in the morning, and arrived almost 5 minutes ago... I'm sleepy, tired, and the back pain is increasing by the minute... I need a personal therapist! LOL

Yup, trying to smile in my misery...

Hope that I stop being sick by Sunday. All these free days, and me being in bed being able to do nothing is really ANOYING and NOT HELPING AT ALL!!!! Hope I can do the 2 murals I need next week... And finish the goodies I have been doing for the wedding. At least Groundelette will be my helper of the week... Hmmm, actually it is more like "Finally a 24hr no-pay helper!" Yay!!!!! ;)

Will try getting a gov loan next week. Wish me luck. At least I must get 400, and that will solve one of the problems in the list of 12. Terminaré en la Comercio a este paso... :((

Anyway... The Monsegnor cannot give a mass, so the wedding will be the no-mass edition. Hmm... Ethereal? I wish! So I guess that the flavor for the theme will take place at the reception... Hope things get together after all. And hope I stop being sick by then! God, imagine me being sick that day, or the days after when we get to Universal or Disney! Blah!

Anyway... At work running things smoothly. Not so stressed this week, just in pain. You win some, you loose some... Ah! The balance! :P

Kitties succeeding at potty training. Cyric sleeping at all times, Mystra being a darling with her mommy and Kyonne being true to his name. :) Michita has been practicing great escapes, and the other old four are still not thrilled about them. Whatever!

Gotta go now. Have a great weekend!

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Ok... still sick but at least smiling and standing... sort of... Grrr... no money, tired of hot dogs, tired of avena, ahhhhh! Weeelll... trying to get some things sort out in financial matters. At work, in pain still. :(

Alive. This weekend is Groundels B-day on the 25th... Yayyyy! And his sister should be arriving just in time. :)

Kitties are precious!

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Was in ER from 7 am to 1:30 pm... Lovely ethereal experience... Very sick, fever, high sugar, etc. So... Under treatment. Been mental. Insane. Gotta rest.

Couldn't go work today. I had/have a great headache, fever, seems like the flu with the addition of a 450 of sugar in my diabetes-meter. That turned to a so-nice 220 by nightfall, nevertheless too high... For those who don't know anyone is suppossed to have 80-110 in sugar. So yes, 220 is still high. That's why I am dizzy, couldn't get off my bed until around 6pm. Checked some docs, so 2morrow will visit the ER and the Internalist and the Generalist. Also got a date with the psico on Aug. I need to get in tip-toe shape in matters of health, I can't keep getting sick by the hour. THIS I COMMAND!!!!!

Michita and the kids are happy campers at the bathroom. The kids will soon be introduced properly to the world of the living and unliving...

Groundel is ok and kicking. We went on Saturday to the wedding of one of his friends, DonLuis. We thought we were running late but no... the bride was really running late! An hour and a half late. LOL Yup, there was a nervous groom indeed :) So, after all the events we paid a visit to old landowner Tinita who gave us a loooong chat of 5 hours. After that we went back home. Coriolis was sick, I couldnt call AVO and plans just melt because of SEVERE lack of funds and my continual dizziness... Yeah, my sugar has been high for about 5 days, so what... Still going... Only the good die young anyway... Ok, so that doesn't help my case... Whatever...

Trilogy has been trying 2 find me. I have been unavailable due to constant running here and there.

Waters are lowering, but still, people misunderstand EVERYTHING because they know NOTHING. That really pisses me off. Some stories are too long and too original to tell since anyone could copy it and sell it and gain plenty of money from it... Someday, when I get REALLY bored, I will start writing a clean copy of The Trials and Tortures of Dear Miss V. A completely uncut version. From year one to year thirtysomething. Then people will go uuuuuuuuu and aaaaaaaaa with true rights. Until then it all just deserve a lovely FUCK OFF from my side. I am tired of being questioned when most questions should be launched at the people who surround me. I am tired of taking blames for others actions. I am tired of taking blows for the heck of it. Every move I make, every word I write, every thought I think has a deeper purpose and meaning. And I take nothing back. I have nothing to be ashamed of. I have like Madonna said once or many times "Absolutely No Regrets". And as old Billy Joel said once "And she never gives out, and she never gives in... She just changes her mind."

I always stand by my true friends no matter what. So much cannot be said about family, both mine's and Groundel's. It is now that everyone appears, but through the years THAT is not what the story has told. And the true story of Miss V and Mr Groundel is nothing but a blank page on his family's diaries. In his case, he has been his own for more than 3/4 of his life, and no angel by the way. He was too damn lucky I happenned to him. I, who have stood at his side during the worst times of his life, and have taken many blows from him in every sense of the word. I changed him into the good boy he is now, a task that was difficult, painful and hard. So, if I am to reap the harvest it is my right by all means. I have been his friend first, always. And the same applies to Trilogy. And nothing in the whole damn world, heaven or hell can change that. Only we know the true story, the cast, the drama, the lies, the loss, the victory. Trilogy, Groundel and Vierna will be forever their own family, in their own terms. Quote this raven.

EVERYTHING LOUDER THAN EVERYTHING ELSE

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Ok, Drama Kings and Queens... Newsflash, the wedding is STILL same time same place, no change whatsoever. A reminder: This is a blog, this is an "online diary", a place to rant, to pour out thoughts and feelings that are both crazy and irrational or plainly real. I write so I know a bit more about myself, I've always done so and I will never stop.

So, Ladies and Gentlemen... This is only the beginning.

The best is yet to come...

The show must go on!

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Some snatched up tests from Vero's blog... Here are my outcomes! ;)

You Are An Extrovert! Are You An Extrovert or Introvert? Take This Quiz :-)

You have a ton of friends, perhaps more friends than anyone you know.Nothing to do on Friday night? No problem for you to find the action.You're friendly, easy to know, and you seem to get along with almost everyone.You love to express yourself - and everyone knows a good deal about you.Whether you're giving your opinion or sharing your dreams, you don't keep anything in.

Okkkkk... Well... I am big-mouthed, tell the truth all the time and get in trouble for that... yup, extroverted...

You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Busy Why Don't You Have a Boyfriend Take This Quiz :-)

While a relationship sounds nice, you're strapped for time. Whether you're legitimately busy or just making excuses...You don't give men enough of your time.As nice as "instant love" would be, there's just no such thing.

Okkkkk... Yup, that last one had to deal with this... ok... everyone had to deal with it! So, I am too responsible at work, and at school... So what? LOL

You'll Be Arrested For Beastiality

Maybe you love the undying devotion dogs give you...Or maybe you discovered early on that mouning a horse is *very fun* You are well on the path to beastality - if you're not already there.Don't let your love for animals go too far, or you'll ended up being the one on all fours in jail.
What Sex Crime Will You Be Arrested For?

Okkkkkk... that was simply WEIRD! I hate dogs and stallions! I am a feline lover! Hmph!

Your Hidden Sexual Talent is Giving Pain!

Spakings until they're all insane!Yup, you're totally in it for the pain. Handcuffs, whips, hot candle wax. That's the stuff that helps you relax.
What's *Your* Hidden Sexual Talent?

Awwwwwwww... Am I gonna be arrested for that?

Your Tongue's Talent is Kissing!

You're the shy, silent type. You haven't had much experience at all, and you keep it quiet.You love playing sweet and innocent, but you have naughty fantasies too. Your sweet little tongue is perfect for teasing.You love to get your lovers all excited. But you can't keep letting them down, or you'll be left lonely.
Come out of your shell a little, experiment with new things. You've mastered kissing... it's time to be a little more daring!
What's Your Tongue's Talent?
What! Hmmm... no comments LOL

You Are A Woman! Are You a Girl or Woman? Take This Quiz :-)

Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood.You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out.You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat.This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife!

I had no doubts about THAT LOL

You Are Big Black Boots!

What Shoe Are You? Take This Quiz :-)


You can be best described as: attitude. You've got lots of it - and you love to give it. A guy has to be pretty gusty to hit on you. But if he's your type, you'll warm up... a little.

True, VERY true...

Your True Sign Is Leo

Urbane,Dominant, Flamboyant, Drama Queen, 100% Original, Attention-Whore, Just A Little Snobby, Optimistic and Enthusiastic.

What's Your True Zodiac Sign? Take This Quiz :-)

Hmmm... I'll stick to being Aries, thank you.

You Are an Exotic Beauty! What Type of Beauty Are You? Take This Quiz :-)

No matter what your ehtnic background, you've got a unique look. And your one of a kind beauty makes an imprint in every man's mind. You hardly ever wear the same outfit twice, and your hair is always changing. As a result, your look is always new and fresh - never outdated or stale.

If they say so... I cannot argue with them. ;)

Tests, tests, tests... Time-killers...

Beauty tips, by Audrey Hepburn

For attractive lips, speak words of kindness.
For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people.
For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry.
For beautiful hair, let a child run his/her fingers through it once a day.
For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone.
People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived,
reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anyone.
Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the end of
each of your arms.
As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands; one for
helping yourself, and the other for helping others.

Audrey Hepburn wrote this when asked to share her "beauty tips." It was read at her funeral years later.

Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we are here we might as
well dance!

HAPPY BEAUTIFUL WOMEN MONTH! ;)

Trials, the Times of Trouble have finally arrived to the real world. Hmmm... Deep thinking, quarrels within inner self and the both eternal rivals: heart and thought. All has long consequences, lifetime consequences. Groundel still wants to go ahead with all we planned... I am uncertain. I feel divided and it is tearing me apart. Trilogy wants to be back forever, but the crystal ball features uncertain dark mist swirling on its reins zenith... Right now, it is all making me sick, literally. I don't know what to do still. I just know that it is all 3 months away and that either Trilogy shows me his true colors once and for all, or he looses me.

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True Love.

An utopic idea that happens once in a lifetime if you get that lucky.

A dream that blurs and vanishes when you least expect...

A lightning that strikes twice in the same tree, leaving it burnt and dead.

A ghost that dances around you, enthralling you with its magical whispers, and then fades for a while... until you summon it again with your secret chantings... and it comes back for a while...

Not everyone has met True Love. I did. I did once, 14 years ago. It changed my life forever. Through the worst storms we have been there for each other in spirit. Through life we have been the best of friends while pretending to the world we are the worst enemies. Years passed, but our bond is unbreakable even if it seems unreal. We will always be Beauty and the Beast, and although we cannot be together we will NEVER ever be apart...

Whose fault has been our seemingly state of vanishment? Both... none's... Fate fickleness, maybe, jealous of such a devotion among souls? It doesn't matter. We keep faith someday things will be different... So our pledges can be honored... So our dreams can become true... So we truly become one. One beautiful day we will be home.

True Love... The deepest pain, the deepest sorrow, the deepest bond... the greatest gift... the truest reason to live on, and keep believing. Someday... Full circle...

My Trilogy. Forever.

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Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Feeling: Happy
Thinking: About how to get the tickets for Universal and Disney and Medieval Times and Arabian Nights...
Breathing: Work, A/C, cables... AHHHHH!
Eating: BBQ saice in a bun... I want something cold, DAMNIT!
Loving: Kitties, Michita, Groundel, Alex, Sara, AVO, Zordak and, hell, why not, Trilogy.
Hating: I don't hate. Hate is such a strong, awful word...
Remembering: The Golden Years, my youth... Spelljammer... Endless LA-RPG...
Wishing: For more money, to pay ALL debts and just get my credit fixed to get a wonderful feline lair... Grrrrrrrrrr

So... Hope this weekend I can achieve a little more... Feel tired, and tomorrow must go to a freak reunion. Hopefully I'll get to see Coriolis if he go with me to have lunch. Since my car misbehaved todays morning, I had to ask for work transportation... Sooooo... On saturday I hope I can get my wedding dress to the sewing-lady, then visit Pabon. On Sunday, I'll finish the freakin masks. On Monday I'll take my car to the vet... and pay the rent. On Tuesday I'll go to CR to get some vases, and then to get some willow and baby's breath so I can start the boutonniers. Sooooo... Plenty to do, nowhere to run to, nowhere to hide...

Last night dyed my hair w/ a brand dye... turned out orange-carrot-reddish... Hmm... Don't like it. I prefer the inhuman hue of the vampy red. But that has to wait for next week's weekend! LOL

The three little piggies... kitties... are so cute, cute, cute! Michita has been a Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreat mom, and they are always clean and well fed. Gotta get some Ensure for Mich, though... They are gonna drain her!

Well, that's the newsflash for now... Oh, been planning the honeymoon... 14 days, FL, Disney-Universal-yadda yadda... Now it's for real! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

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The breeze crawls slowly, moving leaves and allowing the ghosts to dance... And so they do. The dance is slow and serene, yet the breeze alows the howl to travel faster than the movements...

The howls speak of the deepest of sorrows...

And then it all stops. The swift wind dies. The leaves fall to the ground, a carpet of moss and corroding nature that pretends to keep the howl mute... The ghosts are gone... Are they?

Every moonless night, the breeze returns... the ghosts dance if only in the shadowy realms of... the twilight zone...

Alas! My ghosts will live on forever!

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HAPPY FATHERS DAYYYYY!!!

UPDATE: Michita had 3 babies, NOT 2. The third one is grey, just like Kyonnene! :))

THIS IS AWESOME!!!! Michita is a Mother of 2 BEAUTIFUL Gothic Kitties!!!

She was calling and calling and calling and would only shut up if I was in the bathroom (where I have her confined). So I layed on the floor and put my hand inside the taxi... It was the only way she would stay quiet. She put her head over my hand. And then I fall asleep. I heard a sound and woke up. A baby kitty was turning at his mommys side, and another one was coming out. It was amazing. Once again, Michita demonstrated she has lightning speed for doing everything! :P

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Yesterday, San German and Rum. Today Aguadilla. Thank heavens that i do not have to travel 2morrow to the capital... Yayyyyy! I am sleepy, tired and not feeling so well. Plus the weekend will be something... again...

Feelings for the day: Moody. Angry. Exhasperated. Vicious. Killer. Mayhem. Chaos. Entropy. Disorder.

Thoughts for the day: One brain, it has time sharing for all men around the world.

Action of the day: Updates

Concern of the day: I wish someone would really make me feel I am so valuable to him...

Hope of my life: I do believe miracles do happen... Its waiting that dissapoints so much...

I'm just tired, I guess. Pessimistic the whole day, got some of the bad dust of the Snow Queen... so it hardens heart and blurs vision. Whatever. Maybe it's just PMS. Maybe I'm too stressed underneath the happy serenity, maybe it's all an omen...

Gotta sleep. 2 long days coming soon...

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Loooong day... Coriolis tiró bombazo, para variar... Terminé los 48 antifaces, now just 12 complete masks to go. Yup, having fun... NOT! Monday I'll see the dentist, and on Tuesday I'll visit old Circo to take measurements of the place for the deco... Trilogy called, he was gonna make some cd's for moi, because he felt like it? Hmmm... Whatever.

Michita is doing great. She is very alert, but still no kitties birth... So I guess is 2 more weeks to go? :)

Nothing else on the Yellow Bricked Road.

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Scrapbooking a-lot... Got some pages for more scrapbooking mayhem. Hey!!! Popu! Michi! Vero! Coriolis! Lucinda! I need pictures! So, send pictures to me, damnit! SEND THEM NOW! You know the old address... been the same for more than 30 years. ;)

Been gardening too... I got a fever, that must be it...

No work 2morrow and 2sday. Gotta see the eye doc and finish some manualidades, buahahah...

114 Fahrenheit degrees... The wave is coming! I'm melting! I'm melting!

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God will fight for you

"And I am sure that God, who began the good work within you, will continue his work until it is finally finished..."

Encouragement is affirming others and the work they are doing for God.

Philippians 1:6 NLT

STARDATE 999999999.999
BY EARTH STANDARDS, MEMORIAL DAY
BY US SLAVES OF PLANET ARV, MEDIODIA A MEDIO PRECIO
TRANSLATION: Yup, had to work 9-2 today. New system, testing required, slaves to work...

It's been a loooooooong weekend.

Friday. Groundel got his confirmation, and Lucinda was the godmother. The whole thing took place at the restore cathedral of Candelaria at my hometown... I see where all expenses went... They repaired what they shouldn't have and added things that look plainly bad becuse now there is a bad combination of different time periods and different styles... Anyway, the Confirmation took place, and Groundel was happy about it. :)

On Saturday went on a QUEST for armor... Yes, armor as in chivalric meaning... Went to this place in Aguada that is completely decorated as a medieval castle... They have an armor, shields, swords, castle... Ok, so I cannot take with me the place, but I do need the 2 armors for my wedding's decoration... The boss will come from vacation on the 15th, so until them I hope I can send good vibes to the guy so he allows me to loan/rent them! The two armors are GORGEOUS!

After that, went to the scrapbooking place in my hometown... Big mistake. I had to arrive home and start scrapbooking... The hobby is ensnaring me, I spent from 4pm to 11pm doing scrapbooking for Groundels childhood pics.

Sunday... got up to try putting my place in order, then went to Auntie's place where I hibernated for a long while. She made chayote relleno. This is the first time I eat it... It's damn good! Had a second helping... And then did some bidding for gothic fun.

Today, got up at 7am, went to work, then attacked the scrapbooking place again. Went home and made a general friends page and started organizing a page for Groundel's cousin & sis, and for my brothers and sisters...

And then went to Auntie's again for a dosis of cyberspace... I guess I do need to feel I belong somewhere... like here... Duh!

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Use wisely what you have and you will be given more

It's easy to be jealous of other's abilities. How do I deal with that?

"The strength of a horse does not impress him; how puny in his sight is the strength of a man."

You may long for the speed of a horse, but you would not want to become a horse. Very often the abilities we want are found in a person we would not want to be like.

Psalm 147:10

En ocasiones no sabemos que esta acurriendo a nuestro alrededor,
pero tarde o temprano nos lo dejan saber. Y el camino aparece ante nosotros como un perfecto PLAN.


LOS TRES ARBOLES

Había una vez tres árboles en una colina de un bosque.
Hablaban acerca de sus sueños y esperanzas.

El primero dijo: "Algún día seré un cofre de tesoros. Estaré
lleno de oro, plata y piedras preciosas. Estaré decorado con
labrados artísticos y tallados finos. Todos verán mi belleza."

El segundo árbol dijo: "Algún día seré una poderosa
embarcación. Llevaré los más grandes reyes y reinas a través de los
océanos, e iré a todos los rincones del mundo. Todos se sentirán
seguros por mi fortaleza, fuerza y mi poderoso casco."

Finalmente el tercer árbol dijo: "Yo quiero crecer para ser el
más recto y grande de todos los árboles en el bosque. La gente me
verá en la cima de la colina, mirará mis poderosas ramas y pensarán
en el Dios de los cielos, y cuán cerca estoy de alcanzarlo. Seré el
más grande árbol de todos los tiempos y la gente siempre me
recordará.

Después de unos años de orar para que sus sueños se
convirtieran en realidad, un grupo de leñadores vino donde estaban
los árboles. Cuando vio al primer árbol dijo: Este parece un árbol
fuerte. Creo que podría vender su madera a un carpintero.," y
comenzó a cortarlo. El árbol estaba muy feliz debido a que sabía
que el carpintero podría convertirlo en un cofre para tesoros.

El otro leñador dijo mientras observaba el segundo árbol:
Parece un árbol fuerte, creo que lo podré vender al carpintero del
puerto." El segundo árbol se puso muy feliz porque sabia que estaba
en camino a convertirse en una poderosa embarcación.

El último leñador se acercó al tercer árbol, el cual estaba
asustado, pues sabía que si lo cortaban, su sueño nunca se volvería
realidad. El leñador dijo entonces: No necesito nada especial del
árbol que corté, así que tomaré este" y cortó al tercer árbol.

Cuando el primer árbol llegó donde el carpintero, fue
convertido en un cajón de comida para animales y fue puesto en un
pesebre y llenado con paja. Se sintió muy mal pues eso no era por
lo que tanto había orado.

El segundo árbol fue cortado y convertido en una pequeña balsa
de pesca, ni siquiera lo suficientemente grande para navegar en el
mar, y fue puesto en un lago. Y vio como sus sueños de ser una gran
embarcación cargando reyes había llegado a su final.

El tercer árbol fue cortado en largas y pesadas tablas y
dejado en la oscuridad en una bodega.

Años más tarde, los árboles olvidaron sus sueños y esperanzas
por las que tanto habían orado. Entonces un día un hombre y una
mujer llegaron al pesebre. Ella dio a luz un niño y lo colocó en la
paja que había dentro del cajón en que fue transformado el primer
árbol. El hombre deseaba haber podido tener una cuna para su bebé,
pero este
cajón debería serlo.
Había contenido el más grande tesoro de la historia.

Más tarde, un grupo de hombres entraron en la balsa en la cual
habían convertido al segundo árbol. Uno de ellos estaba cansado y
se durmió en la barca. Mientras ellos estaban en el agua una gran
tormenta se desató y el árbol pensó que no sería lo suficientemente
fuerte para salvar a los hombres. Los hombres despertaron al que
dormía, quien se levantó y dijo: " ¡Calma! ¡Quédate quieto!", y la
tormenta y las olas se detuvieron. En ese momento el segundo árbol
se dio cuenta de que había llevado al Rey de Reyes y Señor de
Señores.

Finalmente, un tiempo después alguien vino y tomó al tercer árbol
convertido en tablas. Fue cargado por las calles al mismo tiempo que la
gente escupía, insultaba y golpeaba al Hombre que lo cargaba. Se
detuvieron en una pequeña colina y el Hombre fue clavado al árbol y
levantado para morir en la cima de la colina. Cuando llegó el
domingo, el tercer árbol se dio cuenta de que el fue lo suficiente
fuerte
para
permanecer erguido en la cima de la colina, y estar tan cerca de
Dios como nunca, porque JESUS había sido crucificado en él.

Cuando parece que las cosas no van de acuerdo a tus planes,
debes saber que siempre DIOS tiene un plan para ti. Si pones tu
confianza en EL, te dará grandes regalos a su tiempo.

Recuerda que cada árbol obtuvo lo que pidió, sólo que no en la
forma en que pensaba. No siempre sabemos lo que Dios planea para
nosotros, sólo sabemos que sus caminos no son nuestros caminos,
pero sus caminos SIEMPRE SON LOS MEJORES.

Si tienes un amigo solo envíale éste mensaje para que sepa que

DIOS TIENE UN PLAN PARA EL

"Hay un momento para cada cosa y un tiempo para todo bajo el sol"
Vive el presente, pero vívelo bien, de tal manera que el futuro sea una
esperanza y el pasado sea una gran lección

Helloooo kiddies! Yesterday was a busy day! Post Office, then Shrek2, then HotTopic, then auntie... Mural due today, I guess during the afternoon? Right now I'm doing the laundry. :)

Got a bright pink Jem and the Holograms tshirt... Sooooooo 80's! Yay!

Shrek2 was AWESOME! From the opening to the Vida Loca, it was fun, fun, fun. Loved the fact Fiona and Shrek stayed the same. This world or any for that matter doesn't belong just to starving, skinny people. Yayyyyyy!!!!

Oh, the day is beautiful grey, almost like London skies, huh? Wishful thinking...

Not much besides routine and a bit of anxiety... need weekends of 8 days...

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Friday, FINALLY! I am frigging tired, at least 90% of Aguadilla is done. What's left is easy to do. :)

Gotta do a mural for Monday... Some scrapbooking and some magic. ;)

Tah tah...

Pegue parte de la Familia en el carro... Girl, Boy, Cat, Cat... Me faltan 3 gatos... LOL That's cute... I'm a cute-happy goth, so what?

Coriolis has been so busy he forgot about some things... Whoooosh! Man, take a break, travel far, come to Mayaguez, stay for a week, throw game, have fun!

Kitty sleeping on the toilet cover... Ahhhhhhhh! Cute...

At work... same old...

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR.AVO A.K.A. POPUMAN
MAY YOUR DREAMS FINALLY DO SOMETHING AND COME TRUE, DAMNIT!!!
HUGGGGGSSSSSSS!

Black pregnant kitty is doing fine, still scared of humans BUT loves Ensure and dry food. :) Been hand feeding her, making sure she is without fleas... Bathed her with the anti-fleas lotion after she ate so there were no complaints. She is adorable! Ohhhhh, no, no, no, I am NOT falling in love with kitty... NO! She will just stay to recuperate and then to Lucinda's home... :( I can't have another baby until I have a house... Small apartment for all of us!

Working a lot, got the insane "pasos" which made no difference on my income... Have a reunion at SJ on Monday but I have no transportation and my arm-neck-head will not allow me such a looong drive... Damn, don't know what I will do...

Haven't done much about the wedding stuff, been raining like hell and I just don't feel the creative bug bitting me... I feel like laying, taking pills and just fading into uncontiousness... Been sad, a bit depressed... The financial hole is deeper each month... I expected a nice raise but I should have predicted the outcome... I hope that Sila's raise on June and the job title changes that will happen on August for everyone reflects a salary change at least... Being underpaid is definitively NOT funny... I must hold on until Nov, when I'll get rid of the car's expense... but the wedding is in Oct and I still have not been able to separate the catering and videologist... The fotographer is a cool guy, at least he is on... But without the help of family there's no way I will be able to gather the money for the reception... I didnt expect the "demotion"... It completely damaged the budget... Groundel will start working full time next month, but until then we have 2 financial entities with 3 months due, 2 visas and the car, and the rent... oh, and the phone! The phone matter... I'll try solving THAT in June. I need to be able to communicate with the few friends I've got... Grrrrr...
The timing of everything... But even if we can only do the church ceremony, we will get married... Aunque sea lo'ultimo que haga, LO ULTIMO QUE HAGAAAAAAAAAAAA!

I'm gathering up designs of my favorite things. To see if in Dec I can get inked... In black so it stands out in my skin. So far it must have:
-The thundercats symbol and japanese sy for honor, truth, valor and loyalty (The Code of Thundera)... Cualquier semejanza con el circulo Arturiano es pura coincidencia... ;P
-A dragon
-A kittie
-Tribal thorned vine
-Decepticon symbol
-A sword
-Hindu allusion, sy or deity

What do you think that could be a cool design for my lower back? Email me options, please! Open to suggestions! :) I would like a sleeve, but that would be like 10-15 years from now.

Took some pics of lady kitty...

Changed my super-ultra-itsy-bitsy-teeny-wheeny livingroom... New positions, may do a small mural to change ambience... Kitties loved it. :)

Watched Wrestlemania XX... Unexpected heavyweight champion, but damn, after so many years trying, he well deserved to win! I didn't knew the depht of Steve Austin's injuries... That's a WOW. And still he can KICK ASS! Ohhhhh, and I wanted so badly to smell what the Rock was cooking! :)) And although Eddie is not perfect, it was swell he won as well. Seeing little-people (sort off) winning kinda lifts the spirits... Triple H looks AWESOME!Oh... don't you worry, Mr. Olympia...Arnold... I'll always be yours... :D

Watched the Peter Pan, 2003 version... Loved the sites and the Fairies! The Fairy Godmother dancing was Magical!!! And the flying!!!! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! But everything else sucked... Faithful to the book, though... So I heard...

Boring life still kicking for few excitements... Whatever...

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I believe in justice and truth, without which there would be no basis for human hope.

-His Holiness the Dalai Lama

Weird days...

Saturday: FEMALE ROACH ATTACKS GODDESS
Yup... I was minding my own business in the bathroom, when a winged roach jumped on me... I have this AVERSION and TERROR when it comes to roaches... So imagine the outcome...

Sunday: CROWITO and Dia de MADRE
Oh...Crow woke me up because he was running in a frenzy. When I turned on the light I see something coming from his but while he ran faster than a speeding bullet... Not a worm, mind you... And yes it had shit. He had swallowed plastic raffia and it found its way out... Gross!!!

In the afternoon I wanted to go visit everyone, but when I turned on the car it would only hum like a speedgun... Nothing. We had to go walk down to the nearest mall to eat and put some minutes in my cel and call for help. Lucinda came to the rescue... The battery was dead. Long afternoon...

Monday: Doc says...
Had to ask for permission to see my vet... doc... because of my eye-pain. Turns out its because of my bad back, so she gave me some pills that puts you to sleep... relaxing you. I took Tuesday and Wednesday off so I could take them AND rest.

Tuesday: The kitty from San Juan
This cat... was in the motor of a van whose owner had just arrived from San Juan to Mayaguez. The guy was driving at 80mph, stopped at Walgreens to get food and when he started the van again heard something in the motor... So he went to the near Western Auto, where Lucinda's hubby works. He enlisted 4 more guys to go, push the car to the garage, put all the motor in pieces, and finally get kitty out. Black cat, with many slashes especially a big nasty one over an eye... we dont know how come the eyeball was untouched... An angel guarded him...
So... Lucinda calls me. I go get kitty. Since it was trembling and loosing blood, I took it to the local vet. From 3:30 to 8pm... The kitty made it. I will take care of it until it is fine and then Lucinda will take him home... Ohhh, not a him, but a her... And, the kitty is PREGNANT. LOL That was yesterday's commotion...

Wednesday: Slept until 2pm, when Lucinda knocked at my door taking me away from Dreamland. She saw kitty, and left. So, I came here to my aunt's place so I could tell the world about me, so people do not start thinking I died or something...

;)

Back to work tomorrow. Friday will be Aguadilla, whole day.

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Laundry Day. Yup, early in the morning, in a Saturday... at mommy dearest house, doing the laundry... Desperation? LOL
Whatever... Gotta call Coriolis for the Long Talk he promised...
Hmmm...
Whatever...
Gotta go get my pills at the Doc's...
Whatever...
Gotta plan a FUGA very soon, because I feel neglected...
Whatever...

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Ladymex sent out this. Very true, read on: (Sorry, Spanish Only) LOL


ANTES DE HABLAR DE ALGUIEN DEBERÍAMOS HACER CASO A SÓCRATES

En la antigua Grecia, Sócrates fue famoso por su sabiduría y por el gran respeto que profesaba a todos. Un día un conocido se encontró con el gran filósofo y le dijo:

¿Sabes lo que escuché acerca de tu amigo?

- Espera un minuto -replicó Sócrates-.
Antes de decirme nada quisiera que pasaras un pequeño examen. Yo lo llamo el examen del triple filtro.

- ¿Triple filtro?

-Correcto -continuó Sócrates-. Antes de que me hables sobre mi amigo, puede ser una buena idea filtrar tres veces lo que vas a decir. Es por eso que lo llamo el examen del triple filtro.

El primer filtro es la verdad.¿Estás absolutamente seguro de que lo que vas a decirme es cierto?

- No -dijo el hombre. -realmente solo escuché sobre eso y...

- Bien -dijo Sócrates-. Entonces realmente no sabes si es cierto o no.

Ahora permíteme aplicar el segundo filtro, el filtro de la bondad. ¿Es algo bueno lo que vas a decirme de mi amigo?

- No, por el contrario...

- Entonces, deseas decirme algo malo sobre él, pero no estás seguro de que sea cierto.

Pero podría querer escucharlo porque queda un filtro: el filtro de la utilidad.
¿Me servirá de algo saber lo que vas a decirme de mi amigo?

- No, la verdad que no.

- Bien -concluyó Sócrates-, si lo que deseas decirme no es cierto, ni bueno, e incluso no es útil ¿para qué querría saberlo?

Usa este triple filtro cada vez que oigas comentarios sobre alguno de tus amigos cercanos y queridos... ¿Funcionarà verdad? Si todos lo ponemos en practica el mundo puede resultar un lugar mas amable.

Pissed. Angry. Undesrtanding hits bottom. What else can you expect of a bird but to be a bird? A cat to be a cat? A storm to be a storm?

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You are important to God

Is that really true?

"Or don't you know that your body is the temple of the Holy Spirit, who lives in you and was given to you by God?"

God values you so much that he even allows your body to become a temple is which he lives. God does not need to live in you. He can live anywhere. But, by choosing to live within you, he declares you his temple, his dwelling place. What a great value he places on you to do that.

1 Corinthians 6:19-20

Aguadilla.
Raining cats and dogs.
Many computers to install.
No energy.
Happy and tired.
Not too hungry.
May get in the South Beach diet if I get convinced by Monday... It's about lowering the diabetes naturally... Who knows, I may get to be a follower of big god Veggie! LOL
Got nice black dress for gothic nights... Grrrrrrrrr...
Gotta find my sister tonight!
Gotta contact Coriolis and Lucinda. Guys, I need your $$$ for the garments ASAP. I'll send yours and Angela's. Only my sis and Mich and the groom left for later... :)
Gotta finish the masks thi8s weekend.
Gotta finish the carts this weekend.
Gotta start a mural maybe next week.
Gotta work on site maps this weekend...
Loooooonnnnng two days, huh? :)

Saw Tokyo Godfathers. Liked it. Touching. Loved the gay guy. YES, AVO, THERE IS A GAY GUY, WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! LOL

Saw Big Fish again on video, so Groundel would know what I talked about back in January. Filete.

My back-neck-arm are more than officially fucked up. Nonstopping pain. I guess I'll have to arrange a doc's visit next week... in the Fondo of course so it's free.

And will try getting some Uvitas Playeras for my aunt's haouse, they are so pretty!!!!

No TV for 11 days... working on personal records... Hmmm...

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At work...
Seems that at least everything at work is running smoothly, even if it's taking more time than I am willing to give... Ah! I am getting home beyond dead, but at least I am getting some feedback from people's facial features. Yes, I do my job, and I am proud of my problem-solve it approach. I am not a stuck-up, I just prefer to do my job without thinking of humans because then I get mad, enraged, pissed... It is better to be cool about things you cannot change, like people stupidity... LOL There are some that give surprises that are good enough to make you believe that there IS good people alive... Wow... And lately it's like someone from heaven is sending me signals that I shall not despair, that there is hope for everything, that He is watching and taking care of things... I had to drop all the things I was carrying and let Him solve them... I was going mad. So much stress, so many bills to pay, so little money, so little cooperation... It all consumes... For what? I mean... I get sick, I must stay home... Do nothing but observe my dear kitties... Rot behind my walls... I do ENJOY my apartment, but if I stay there I go insane because I start thinking too much... That's me, always thinking... And without the phone I cannot at least complain about it to Coriolis or Lucinda... I can do nothing more unless I get proper payment, and still opportunity doesnt knock... Oh... whatever... I will make that opportunity next year, when all stars collide. Yay! I gotta believe! Parapa eat your doggy-heart out! :D

At home...
Auntie is definitively bipolar... Like everyone around me? LOL One day she fights, the next day she's all smiles. I wish I could do more for her... I want to change everything in the house: Living Room, Bedroom, Dining Room... She's had them for 36 years and they are falling to pieces... I want her to enjoy new pretty stuff before her time comes... But my situation with bills doesn't improve and so... Wishing is not as good as Getting... I try to dig the bait for fishing, but it's not enough... Ahhh!

Uncle is selling the land he has in Florida. Why, oh why! Ever since I was little he promised that land would be mine. It is a waste to sell it now. I was planning on building a small house for vacation or moving out 5 years from now... Another wish, another dissapointment... Just like he did with the car that was "mine", whish he sold...

Mommy dearest still being her self. Along with granny dearest. Grandpa still hanging on.

Yesterday I called my sister, and finally got to talk for a minute after 7 months or so! LOL We both have very busy lives, I know that much... I need to get her new measurements as she was in a strict diet and lost some 20 pounds... Yayayayay! Lucky her. I am not made for diets. I was thinking about the South Beach, but it takes away bread and bread is the only thing I can afford for everyday breakfast... So big deal. I may not be a petite model, but I am a Big Girl Model. I love myself as I am, I have always been like this and I see no problem with it. People can kiss my ass. Wait... they may like it... Hmmm...

This is pathetic... I am writing because I couldn't have luch, because I have no money... I do have a Spaghetti can... which I cannot open because I have no can opener or knife at work... And besides I have no microwave plate to heat it... Ode to pathetic me... LOL

Whatever...

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Ok, this is the Faith comment of the week:

You are important to God

Is that really true?

"Not even a sparrow, worth less than a penny, can fall to the ground without your Father knowing it...you are more valuable to him than a whole flock of sparrows."

God values you so much that he watches over you no matter where you are or what you are doing. This truly is wonderful, too wonderful to believe.

Matthew 10:29-31

Well, at least someone thinks you are important. No? :)

Killing time on an uneventful afternoon... Awwwww... Gotta go now. Later, kiddies!

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How will you DIE?
Name / Username
You will die	by drowning
At age	54
This QuickKwiz by Confused_Pete - Taken 12421 Times.

Okkkk... I do hate water, and I do not know how to swim... Whatever. :)

Which random kitten picture are you
Username
You are:
This QuickKwiz by lebowski - Taken 12211 Times.

This means I am a lovely black kitty that just loves stinky situations? Hmmm...

Insanity Test
Username
Age
Your problem is	Obsessive Compulsive behaviour
Will you ever be cured?	(8) - It is decidedly so. - (8)
Just how crazy are you? - 1%
This QuickKwiz by insanitydefense - Taken 22498 Times.

May be true...

How High Is Your Sex Drive?
Name
Age
Gender
Your Sex Drive Level Is.. - 97%
This QuickKwiz by eva71 - Taken 107176 Times.

Should I brag? LOL ;P

SUNDAY, sunless ode to dark and moody lives... The rain falls, and then adventurous lashes of light and heat allows its surrender! LOL

Me: I am happy-go-lucky-careless-improper me lately. I feel a bit sad but a bit happy and a lot tired, but positive as I know things will get better if I keep pushing myself beyond my limits... There are no boundaries. I am forever and always, and noone can take that from me. Did some masks... Then some scrapbooking... Then some deals at the favorite goth spot in the mall... and some goth ebay deals too... Life is good.

Kitties:
Crow is happier than ever. Changed his diet to wet food, so he is in heaven. I read wet canned food allows for less urinary tract problems, so I hope this do the trick for him...
Isis, jealous of Crow...
Kali keeps on demanding love at all cost...
And Set keeps on being a Kbrón.

Friends:
Coriolis: Somewhere in time...
Lucinda filming the 20th season of Charmed...
LadyMex: Missing in action 5: The final frontier
AVO: Turning into MrLetterman, but sticking to some music...
Mich: Missing in action 6: Tossed from Hell
Groundel: Who let the dog out? Woof Woof Woof
Kara: Lost in NeopetLand!

Work: Same old same old... Yup, Shit happens. Its natural. :P

Hobbies:
Havent played AD&D in... 7 days... La vena me la pideeeeeee!

Finances:
Broke, as usual by now... Donations are welcomed! LOL

Movies:
Saw Haunted Mansion at Lucinda's last night... It sucked. Worst than I expected.
Seen the 1st hr of Spartacus 3 times, but I always have to go... Damnit...
Saw 5th Element for the 23rd time.
Last thing I saw at the cinema was The Last Samurai... Coincidence?

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