Monday, December 21, 2009

WHAT'S UP

Just finished my AIO Web Design Diploma with straight A's, thank-u very much! My place for my design work is Katabolic Designs. Go ahead, visit... And then gimme some work! Referrals are also welcome.

Been trying to keep a fair Xmas spri even if collectors kept calling up demanding payment and implying I'm an irresponsible lazy excuse-maker. It is my fault that I have no job, after all. Knowing absolutely nothing about what happenned, and not caring to know anyway, stupidity reigns rampantly and the debt collectors keep on as the Repo-man of our lousy times. How you pay when you don't HAVE cash to pay? Lovely calls on Xmas week... Well, no matter what you say, no matter the tales of realism or fiction, the point is that there is no job, there is no money, there is a terminally ill child with 24/7 care involved, and there is no further help. Luckily the child has everything she needs as the government takes care of it, but us parents are left playing jugglers while tightrope walking... There is no empathy or pity towards us, because we are considered irresponsible for not working and for not paying debts... No matter that we were forced to leave our lives behing to save a life, no matter that I've been in contact with all debt companies sending them letters and not hiding any fact from them, no matter how good and truthful I have been about every detail... Merry Xmas.

I hope I can go bankrupt soon. I need a lawyer... I know no one here, and things are not looking good back home. Nevertheless, I need a lawyer to at least have the paper to defend myself against so much stupidity and senselessness. Problem is I can't pay a lawyer... If I could, I may not be behing in anything as a matter of fact...

Well, despair should bring no fruits, so I leave with these wishes:

May I get all I have been working hard for
May I finally achieve the dreams I've always dream of
May I keep happiness and peace and love, while everything else happens and afterwards
May I have the right tools to face the challenges ahead, and come out a winner

Courage, faith, belief... May these gifts come to us all this Xmas.

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