" Aries
You may not be feeling like yourself. Actually, you're not sure who you feel like, but the main thing is that people are noticing. You realize how difficult it is to maintain your usual focus when your attention glances off in directions that you never previously considered. Relax and reset your standards for the next day or two. This is only a phase and it promises to be educational. The things you learn will be especially useful once you recapture your familiar personality and get down to business again."
It kinda sums up everything... Was in SanGerman, now to Centro Medico...
This life sucks.
Webspinning of the Arcane mixed with a bit of poison, passion, dreaming and humanity...
Wednesday, August 27, 2003
Tuesday, August 26, 2003
Drats! I spent the whole weekend trying to understand a stupid program for 3d design, the only break I took just to see the League... No good sleep until yesterday... sort of. I stayed at my ex-colege yesterday, then there was this nice lightning storm blessed with heavy rain... My lovely luck... Made it home late for dinner, then as i logged to my class I realized I had to go out again and get clay!!! I needed to do a model in clay, take a photo and post it along with sketch and 3d rendition... :( God! So off I went, got home again, tryed the modeling thing, and as I went to take the friggin pi I realized my lovely cats had thrown the camera under the bed, batteries spread and missing in action... I was so, so pissed... I ended up throwing the model in the trash, breaking the papers, feeling VERY frustrated and just going to sleep. I was NOT gonna venture in the rain again. So... Hopefully during the day I'll get the batteries and hope the camera is not broken, so I do the frigging assignment... I cant believe everything is plain upside down with the class... I've been having a string of bad luck... Luclkily my car's tires have not melted yet, but the wires are VERY evident. Will try and get the new tires tomorrow... Today is out of the question... Gotta do the sketch, the modeling and the 3d rendition, plus answer todays questions... Just getting the 3d image going will be hassle enough... :( I hope I can get the programs soon. The shareware is a crap theat is making me pull out my hair...
Haven't seen Lucinda, perhaps tonight when i deliver Groundel to his lovely colege, then I'll do a small camp-out at Lucinda's house. And check is she has a microphone... And get the broken tv that has been travelling more than I do. ;) Gotta take it to repair, my aunt is bothering so much about it... plus I want my tv... Hopefully I can put cable and cable modem on Jan...
This weekend is a 50/50 for gaming. Coriolis doesn't know if he's coming, so it's almost an air of mystery, isn't it? LOL That one I have barely talked to this week... Heck, and he's the one I have talked to much... Have not been able to talk to AVO, daytime has been a drag at work, I am working at my 110% capacity, getting home fully drained... I guess that's why I am not understanding the stupid program... My cel is still with 1 minute, and the times I've been at home is for login, post assignment, go to bed... I didn't even went to see my mother on Sun, it was her B-day... soooo I guess next Sun is taken for that endeavour... Haven't seen my grandparents either. Been too caught up with work-study. My revenge will come on Jan, hopefully. I need a BIG BREAK.
Saw el calvo on the weekend, for just one hour... Everything has been in a hurry... At least I can say I survived cross-over college week! Amen...
Got Kara's drawings, need to scan them and color them. Another thing for this weekend? God, I am delayed with that, how strange! Sorry girl, just one more week? Hmm? Now, now, don't get feisty! :)
I guess I'll clone myself to be at San Juan, to attend college, and for work, so I can just run away from EVERYTHING and have some peace and quiet... They say Mars closeness is bringing bad temper on people... In me it's the oppossite. Then again, Aries is ruled by Mars... At least it is bringing me energy to die with the boots on. Fighting is my nature anyway... In a positive way...
Ah! The endless rain has given me the perfect excuse to wear my tall boots and my velvet coat. Prrrrrrfect! LOL
Now, to Aguadilla... Waiting for the bus... Cannot drive... Yikes!
10-4.
Haven't seen Lucinda, perhaps tonight when i deliver Groundel to his lovely colege, then I'll do a small camp-out at Lucinda's house. And check is she has a microphone... And get the broken tv that has been travelling more than I do. ;) Gotta take it to repair, my aunt is bothering so much about it... plus I want my tv... Hopefully I can put cable and cable modem on Jan...
This weekend is a 50/50 for gaming. Coriolis doesn't know if he's coming, so it's almost an air of mystery, isn't it? LOL That one I have barely talked to this week... Heck, and he's the one I have talked to much... Have not been able to talk to AVO, daytime has been a drag at work, I am working at my 110% capacity, getting home fully drained... I guess that's why I am not understanding the stupid program... My cel is still with 1 minute, and the times I've been at home is for login, post assignment, go to bed... I didn't even went to see my mother on Sun, it was her B-day... soooo I guess next Sun is taken for that endeavour... Haven't seen my grandparents either. Been too caught up with work-study. My revenge will come on Jan, hopefully. I need a BIG BREAK.
Saw el calvo on the weekend, for just one hour... Everything has been in a hurry... At least I can say I survived cross-over college week! Amen...
Got Kara's drawings, need to scan them and color them. Another thing for this weekend? God, I am delayed with that, how strange! Sorry girl, just one more week? Hmm? Now, now, don't get feisty! :)
I guess I'll clone myself to be at San Juan, to attend college, and for work, so I can just run away from EVERYTHING and have some peace and quiet... They say Mars closeness is bringing bad temper on people... In me it's the oppossite. Then again, Aries is ruled by Mars... At least it is bringing me energy to die with the boots on. Fighting is my nature anyway... In a positive way...
Ah! The endless rain has given me the perfect excuse to wear my tall boots and my velvet coat. Prrrrrrfect! LOL
Now, to Aguadilla... Waiting for the bus... Cannot drive... Yikes!
10-4.
Friday, August 22, 2003
This has been a KILLER week. The MsBlast virus possessed all pc's and servers, and for the whole week it has been a huge project putting everything out of the Dark Side's grasp. But finally the week is over... My eyes are fried. My brain is dead meat... This week I EARNED every penny, and more... To top it all this is the gruesome CROSSOVER week at AIO, soooooo I've been juggling 2 classes as well... Barely making it. Tomorrow Coriolis will try giving me the cd with the stuff I need to do the last project for this week... I am beyod broke, my cell is with just 3 minutes, my car's tires are breaking down on me and got a lovely phone bill of almost 2hundred because of some collect calls... Damn, no more collect calls unless I'm dying! Got behind on the loans, again... And the electricity bill shocked me again... Too much to pay, no money to do so. If this goes on I may have to think of drastic measures... Like it or not...
A birdie told me that they are suppossed to give me the friggin permanency on October. Hmmm... Could it be a red birdie called the undead birdies so they would do the task? Who knows... Maybe it was THE letter... or the red birdie... or both... I hope this time it happens. I need that permanency, so I get to do the loan for consolidation and for the house... For Dec2004-May2005. Yup, that's my goal next year. Got to get a house. Need to have my own, my land, my place. Tired of giving money for free, sort of.
Personal matters... What personal matters? Barely had time to breathe. I havent sleep more than 3 hours on 4 days in a row. I am falling to pieces.
Coriolis has been helping a lot. Groundel started college year 2.5, Lucinda learned to Buzz online, and Trilogy passed from missing to being a plain ghost. How strange...
Looking forward to see the Medallion and the League sometime soon.
Got to finish 3 assignments, so... Definitively a 10-4
A birdie told me that they are suppossed to give me the friggin permanency on October. Hmmm... Could it be a red birdie called the undead birdies so they would do the task? Who knows... Maybe it was THE letter... or the red birdie... or both... I hope this time it happens. I need that permanency, so I get to do the loan for consolidation and for the house... For Dec2004-May2005. Yup, that's my goal next year. Got to get a house. Need to have my own, my land, my place. Tired of giving money for free, sort of.
Personal matters... What personal matters? Barely had time to breathe. I havent sleep more than 3 hours on 4 days in a row. I am falling to pieces.
Coriolis has been helping a lot. Groundel started college year 2.5, Lucinda learned to Buzz online, and Trilogy passed from missing to being a plain ghost. How strange...
Looking forward to see the Medallion and the League sometime soon.
Got to finish 3 assignments, so... Definitively a 10-4
Saturday, August 16, 2003
This is cool, the top 10 movie killers...
http://entertainment.msn.com/news/article.aspx?news=131100
Been bothering bodacious bride, babling bitterly before binary bipeds...
LOL
Lucinda has been borned blonde and JRo is summonning a ritual for his new garments...
Coriolis on his way to my hometown, so we play some AD&D and watch Freddy Vs Jason...
Watched Tomb Raider last week. It was ok, but too linear, too predictable and she never gets some... stupid.
10-4
http://entertainment.msn.com/news/article.aspx?news=131100
Been bothering bodacious bride, babling bitterly before binary bipeds...
LOL
Lucinda has been borned blonde and JRo is summonning a ritual for his new garments...
Coriolis on his way to my hometown, so we play some AD&D and watch Freddy Vs Jason...
Watched Tomb Raider last week. It was ok, but too linear, too predictable and she never gets some... stupid.
10-4
Thursday, August 14, 2003
OFFICIAL ANNOUNCEMENT: There is a new famous name in town. Forget the old AVO plain acronym, there's nothing implying more GOLD than the new, improved JRo.
Don't you get fooled by the rocks that he's got
He's just Josey, Josey from the block,
He used to have a little but now he has a-lot
Speed that is, zooming... blinding us!!!
;P
Yup, so I am flipping now. So? That's JRo, the 5 minute-a day alter ego of AVO. Soon movie star- rock star-business star- Drag Queen and transexual-trasvesti... Hell Yeah!
:D Tag! U R it!
10-4
Don't you get fooled by the rocks that he's got
He's just Josey, Josey from the block,
He used to have a little but now he has a-lot
Speed that is, zooming... blinding us!!!
;P
Yup, so I am flipping now. So? That's JRo, the 5 minute-a day alter ego of AVO. Soon movie star- rock star-business star- Drag Queen and transexual-trasvesti... Hell Yeah!
:D Tag! U R it!
10-4
Tuesday, August 12, 2003
I am feeling like a train passed over me and missed some spots like my brain and my fingernails… DAMN! Even coffee is bothering me… Back to the stage of being free of things since they are bothering me… It always happens. Got enough of fast food, now my stomach is crying out for help, got a constant burning on my upper stomach and nausea… Prescription: Back to teas and to green food. And must eliminate caffeine and sodas… Yikes! I’ll die! LOL We all die, anyway… My sugar is out of control and its making everything miserable. I am beyond tired and beyond feeling sick. At least gathered some strength to clean up the closet and at least clean the floor, but the smell of Lysol is too much… Wont even look in Clorox’s direction… So much for no smells bothering me… I hate it when I get into these stages, but hey, happens every 1-2 years… Gotta slow down and clean up my body from so much junk. Who knows, maybe even start lifting weights? Ok, that’s in the agenda but in order to do that I must NOT get dizzy. So… gotta get more diabetic pills and gotta get some vitamins since I definitively NEED them.
Besides my lousy health, been keeping track of paperwork, made many reports that were due on the first week of this month and almost finished some GOV submissions. Gotta hurry in one, deadline for the 15th.
Coriolis will be coming on the weekend to play nonstop Faerunian action… Weeeeellllll. LOL Ok, that should be something… Lucinda is still trying to get in touch with me through the net… She finally got that she must type, this is not a StarTrek communication device… Groundel still keeps his true colors with that red-violet combination on his hair and is almost finishing Parasite Eve. AVO is trying to fix some accounts but seems very happy about his speed factor... and mobility… LOL
Gotta go back to work.
10-4
Besides my lousy health, been keeping track of paperwork, made many reports that were due on the first week of this month and almost finished some GOV submissions. Gotta hurry in one, deadline for the 15th.
Coriolis will be coming on the weekend to play nonstop Faerunian action… Weeeeellllll. LOL Ok, that should be something… Lucinda is still trying to get in touch with me through the net… She finally got that she must type, this is not a StarTrek communication device… Groundel still keeps his true colors with that red-violet combination on his hair and is almost finishing Parasite Eve. AVO is trying to fix some accounts but seems very happy about his speed factor... and mobility… LOL
Gotta go back to work.
10-4
Wednesday, August 06, 2003
Musings on current situations…
Work is beyond being a bad deal, it is draining, unpleasant, unhappy, unappropriate, and full of envy, bad thoughts and people who just want to screw you. I am doing my best to do two things: get a permanency AND get a new job. If I stay here, I will rot. The time has come to make changes… I’ve had enough of being abused. I know I have rights, but just in case I am doing the job hunt, in case nothing can be done. I want to go work with the Feds. I want thrill and challenge, not stalement. I feel so trapped in this invisible cage and its time to burst it open and flee without thinking of anyone but me… I have move my pieces on the chess game, and the wait is becoming overdue… I just want to go. I deserve so much more than what I get… Underpaid with 4 job titles over me… And passing through so many hard times… Things must change, and if they won’t as they should, I’ll make them change.
School… Not challenging, uninteresting, boring… I think after this course I will quit. I need time for myself and this robs me of it. And if I am to do a job hunt, I must have time to do so. Intensely.
Friends… They are around, but I am not feeling too communicative. I need to figure out how to accomplish my master plan… And the first step is my career… Then get a nice place to stay… Then think of what I’m going to do with everything else. I don’t know if I should stay in PR or go. It is a big deal because of my aunt, only. Take that away and I am so in the states… So I may be moving to the Metro Area again if I get a good deal, or maybe moving to Florida. I must get off this environment, no place has ever caused so much turmoil in my life than this…
Not much left to say… No words, just knots in my throat.
10-4
Work is beyond being a bad deal, it is draining, unpleasant, unhappy, unappropriate, and full of envy, bad thoughts and people who just want to screw you. I am doing my best to do two things: get a permanency AND get a new job. If I stay here, I will rot. The time has come to make changes… I’ve had enough of being abused. I know I have rights, but just in case I am doing the job hunt, in case nothing can be done. I want to go work with the Feds. I want thrill and challenge, not stalement. I feel so trapped in this invisible cage and its time to burst it open and flee without thinking of anyone but me… I have move my pieces on the chess game, and the wait is becoming overdue… I just want to go. I deserve so much more than what I get… Underpaid with 4 job titles over me… And passing through so many hard times… Things must change, and if they won’t as they should, I’ll make them change.
School… Not challenging, uninteresting, boring… I think after this course I will quit. I need time for myself and this robs me of it. And if I am to do a job hunt, I must have time to do so. Intensely.
Friends… They are around, but I am not feeling too communicative. I need to figure out how to accomplish my master plan… And the first step is my career… Then get a nice place to stay… Then think of what I’m going to do with everything else. I don’t know if I should stay in PR or go. It is a big deal because of my aunt, only. Take that away and I am so in the states… So I may be moving to the Metro Area again if I get a good deal, or maybe moving to Florida. I must get off this environment, no place has ever caused so much turmoil in my life than this…
Not much left to say… No words, just knots in my throat.
10-4
Sunday, August 03, 2003
Saw the Hours and Ghost Ship... The Hours was a nice movie. Didn't understand it at first but after some deep insights by Coriolis I finally got it. Then came the ooohhhhs and ahhhhhhs. :) GhostShip was not as bad as I thought it would be. I definitively liked the beginning murder scene. And the last spirits rising scene was simply beautiful.
Went on a small shopping spree today. Got some goodies that I needed and that I've been wanting for years! Yes, sometimes u get too involved in routine and just forget to indukge the most important person in the whole world besides your significant other: Yourself.
Lucinda is now part of the cyber-world as she got a computer... Apprenticeship towards total assimillation. LOL
Groundel got some games... Parasite Eve and Legacy of Kain. Gotta get Silent Hill later on...
AVO surviving some working mayhem... Hopefully ;)
Gotta run do an assignment, so...
10-4
Went on a small shopping spree today. Got some goodies that I needed and that I've been wanting for years! Yes, sometimes u get too involved in routine and just forget to indukge the most important person in the whole world besides your significant other: Yourself.
Lucinda is now part of the cyber-world as she got a computer... Apprenticeship towards total assimillation. LOL
Groundel got some games... Parasite Eve and Legacy of Kain. Gotta get Silent Hill later on...
AVO surviving some working mayhem... Hopefully ;)
Gotta run do an assignment, so...
10-4
Saturday, August 02, 2003
Ooh Ooh Ooh
Everywhere I look I see rain. . .
Why am I here if you're there
So far away it's not fair
To be without you - like this
I miss you more than you know
The nights are long, The days slow
Without the warmth of your kiss
Wish you were back here with me
Cause out my window, All I see is
Rain, Rain in the sky
Everywhere I look my eyes see
Rain, rain fallin' down
Crying as it hits the ground
Rain, rain in my heart
Every day that we're apart
Rain, Rain
Falling rain, rain
Only rain, rain
The sun is strong when you're near
But when you're gone it disappears
Behind an ocean of blue
The telephone's not good enough
It can't reach out, it can't touch me
The way that you do
Wish you would knock at my door
Cause only you - can stop the pouring
Maybe I'll go outside
And walk beneath the clouds
Pretend it's you that's watching over me
This isn't the only thing that come's between us now
Baby soon we'll be - together
-Cher "Rain, rain"
Yes, I miss AVO, so what? ;) Stop staring!
10-4
Everywhere I look I see rain. . .
Why am I here if you're there
So far away it's not fair
To be without you - like this
I miss you more than you know
The nights are long, The days slow
Without the warmth of your kiss
Wish you were back here with me
Cause out my window, All I see is
Rain, Rain in the sky
Everywhere I look my eyes see
Rain, rain fallin' down
Crying as it hits the ground
Rain, rain in my heart
Every day that we're apart
Rain, Rain
Falling rain, rain
Only rain, rain
The sun is strong when you're near
But when you're gone it disappears
Behind an ocean of blue
The telephone's not good enough
It can't reach out, it can't touch me
The way that you do
Wish you would knock at my door
Cause only you - can stop the pouring
Maybe I'll go outside
And walk beneath the clouds
Pretend it's you that's watching over me
This isn't the only thing that come's between us now
Baby soon we'll be - together
-Cher "Rain, rain"
Yes, I miss AVO, so what? ;) Stop staring!
10-4
Come on baby let's get out of this town
I got a full tank of gas with the top rolled down
There's a chill in my bones
I don't want to be left alone
So baby you can sleep while I drive
I'll pack my bag and load up my guitar
In my pocket I'll carry my harp
I got some money I saved
Enough to get underway
And baby you can sleep while I drive
We'll go thorough Tucson up to Santa Fe
And Barbara in Nashville says we're welcome to stay
I'll buy you glasses in Texas a hat from New Orleans
And in the morning you can tell me your dreams
You know I've seen it before
This mist that covers your eyes
You've been looking for something
That's not in your life
My intentions are true
Won't you take me with you
And baby you can sleep while I drive
Oh is it other arms you want to hold you
the stranger
But lover you're free
Can't you get that with me
Come on baby let's get out of this town
I got a full tank of gas with the top rolled down
If you won't take me with you
I'll go before night is through
And baby you can sleep while I drive
-Melissa Etheridge "You can Sleep while I drive"
I got a full tank of gas with the top rolled down
There's a chill in my bones
I don't want to be left alone
So baby you can sleep while I drive
I'll pack my bag and load up my guitar
In my pocket I'll carry my harp
I got some money I saved
Enough to get underway
And baby you can sleep while I drive
We'll go thorough Tucson up to Santa Fe
And Barbara in Nashville says we're welcome to stay
I'll buy you glasses in Texas a hat from New Orleans
And in the morning you can tell me your dreams
You know I've seen it before
This mist that covers your eyes
You've been looking for something
That's not in your life
My intentions are true
Won't you take me with you
And baby you can sleep while I drive
Oh is it other arms you want to hold you
the stranger
But lover you're free
Can't you get that with me
Come on baby let's get out of this town
I got a full tank of gas with the top rolled down
If you won't take me with you
I'll go before night is through
And baby you can sleep while I drive
-Melissa Etheridge "You can Sleep while I drive"
Friday, August 01, 2003
Yesterday was one of those days… The first mistake was getting out of my bed. Work sucked. More problems, for a change. Even doing your thing as you are asked to do is a pain the ass… I just might give up everything and run as Luke did… I hate this place. I hate how deceitful and dishonest people are. I hate empty promises. Got home and slept for a while. Then did my assignments and off to bed again. I am so tired, and I know is mental drain… Illithids sucking my brain energy at work…
Coriolis FINALLY found a place he likes, near Rio Grande de Loiza… Ahhhhhh! That should be nice (except when there’s a hurricane). He’s trying to work that out. Best wishes sent his way.
AVO might be looking for a new job. Seems airs of change are at the horizon and is better to be safe than sorry. Who knows? Maybe it’s for the best… Maybe he can get a job nearer to me. ;)
Lucinda got a computer and wants to learn how to chat. LOL Weeeeeeell… :P
Groundel will be throwing game, solo adventures to catch up with the story. Coriolis will be playing that adventure soon, so we need to finish up some things beforehand. Been a while since I last used the Witch. And Nizzré. :) That should be fun…
My boss is supposed to come to check something during the day… And I just want it to be 4:30 to get out of here and forget about work. May be going to see The League of Extraordinary Gentleman tonight… Maybe. Tomorrow will be a busy day…
Nothing deeper to say. Tired. Sleepy. Sad. Drained. Hopeful. Loving. Missing. Hmmm…
10-4
Coriolis FINALLY found a place he likes, near Rio Grande de Loiza… Ahhhhhh! That should be nice (except when there’s a hurricane). He’s trying to work that out. Best wishes sent his way.
AVO might be looking for a new job. Seems airs of change are at the horizon and is better to be safe than sorry. Who knows? Maybe it’s for the best… Maybe he can get a job nearer to me. ;)
Lucinda got a computer and wants to learn how to chat. LOL Weeeeeeell… :P
Groundel will be throwing game, solo adventures to catch up with the story. Coriolis will be playing that adventure soon, so we need to finish up some things beforehand. Been a while since I last used the Witch. And Nizzré. :) That should be fun…
My boss is supposed to come to check something during the day… And I just want it to be 4:30 to get out of here and forget about work. May be going to see The League of Extraordinary Gentleman tonight… Maybe. Tomorrow will be a busy day…
Nothing deeper to say. Tired. Sleepy. Sad. Drained. Hopeful. Loving. Missing. Hmmm…
10-4
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